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I'm going to order a bunch of stuff online
#Trial packs of skincare products and perfumes mostly#I'm getting it for a decent price#I can budget it in by just eating in the mess instead of ordering anything for a week
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i think i might be legit happy for the first time in my life.
i got out. i actually got out.
#and i mean unabashedly#fully wholly no ifs no buts no compromises. I'm out i have friends REAL friends like irl we hit it off so well in just a few days#we're all here cause we all love the same things i can hop on a bus and go anywhere i want in the city (ANNUAL BUS PASS FOR 25€. HELLO???)#i live on my own I'm meeting my roommate tomorrow and ik she's a sweetheart my professors are trans friendly the prices on stuff are decent#I GET TO USE MY OWN NAME.#i get gendered correctly even with long hair this is the first time in my life where i recognize myself in the mirror#this still doesn't feel real. if i think about it too hard i start to tear up#i think the local mutual aid group might even have resources to get started on hrt
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she pulled you out again
#ive given up trying to make my art look pretty. it looks how it looks and that's life babey#however i Did put a decent bit of effort into it so. into the wild it goes. hi. sorry i'm drawing my own fic. it will happen again#chloe price#lis#animal injury cw#just in case as per usual#im trying so hard to get the hang of coloring. is it working?? tune in next week to find out#nova scribbles#marrow max tag
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In case anyone's wondering, one of the things i've been doing freelance-wise is illustrating for a TTRPG book! I got to do a cameo of ST1X for an upcoming game based on ol' deviantART OC tournaments, so if you'd like a sneak peek of that and several years worth of other secret drawings (mostly Kilroy-related but there's other ocs too!), it's available in my $5 tier!
#promo post#jfdhs i'll never get used to making these but yeah reminder that my patreon exists and i'm still actively updating it XD ;#if subscription stuff aint your style though I also have a kofi#and I will likely be opening commissions soon! as soon as i can figure out decent pricing for them .w.;; and how to go about doing them#it has been a minute since i last had to open them up kjdfhg#freelance work has been helping with a good chunk of my rent but I also have other bills and meds for my cat that it sadly doesnt cover .w.#so i gotta make ends meet while searching for a more stable living sitch!#anyway yeah that's all! i will now get back to the funnies and oc shenanigans XD ;
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Anyway I got notified that I'll be getting a nice $$ bonus from work today and I wish that I could celebrate with someone in a way that didn't just feel like obnoxious bragging. Like beyond the financial aspect, it's just nice to be recognized for good work and I actually feel... good?? about this job??
But it feels so silly to say I want to celebrate when I just got back from what felt like my first real vacation in a very long time and am doing cool comic con stuff this weekend and am scheduled for a new tattoo next weekend. I am already doing lots of things to try to make myself feel good! It feels selfish to want more!
But I guess even with all of that, there's just still a hunger for external validation from trusted sources. Will I ever grow out of wanting someone to be proud of me?
#stoned ramblings#life of faye#i swear I'm not as sad right now as this makes me sound just kinda lonely is all#work bonus#boss also said that if i wanted to take on more responsibility we could talk raises as well#and like most days I'm done by like 1 so it's not like I'm wildly overworked as it is#I'm going to set some aside for fun stuff and the rest is going in my savings#i am finally FINALLY trying to build up a savings again#it's probably a silly dream but I still want to save up for a house#so what else can i do but try and save?#rent's gone up so damned much everywhere that for somewhere halfway decent it costs about as a mortgage to rent anyway#the only reason my rent is semi-managable is because I've been here for 8 damn years so they haven't been able to drive it up as much#other apartments here start at hundreds more per month for new tenants#so i feel like I'm stuck here until i can afford a place#my one real hope is that I inherit enough from my midwest grandma when she passes to make a good down payment somewhere#sometimes to torture myself I like to go look at houses that I think are in my approximate realistic price range if i could cover the down#i want a yard for velma#i want to be able to open my blinds and/or windows and not feel like a whole apartment complex's worth of people can see me#i want a kitchen where all the burners work and I have enough counter space to work#i want a dryer system where my apartment doesn't get filled with warm wet air when the neighbors are doing their laundry#i want to do nude gardening#and have backyard bbqs with friends#i want enough dedicated space to do art that i don't constantly have to shuttle the easel around the living room and up and down the stairs#all pipe dreams i know#but hey the grandma did say that i was one of her three main inheritors in the will#so we'll see#just to be clear she has not passed but she's nearing 90 and keeps talking about it so it's hard not to think about you know?#anyway these are the sorts of things that i would talk about if I had someone to cuddle on the couch and talk to about my day#texts to nobody
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After so long, I found some really nice black cap toed oxfords for a decent price. They just came in, and they're sooo pretty and slender and fit perfectly. I have to admit I teared up lol
#I've heard CNES makes good shoes at an affordable price for a while#But actually saving up and getting some decent dress shoes#🥲#I was like 'I don't know why I'm so emotional'#And my mom said#'because something in your life isn't a crushing disappointment'#LMAO
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Silly little mock-up cause i'm itching to get started.
#Tansy tag#lots of little things that need doing#but it runs so i don't need to worry about that before i start on the fun stuff#also the more i look at this bike the more i'm wondering what the story is exactly#because it was originally customised in germany#then it got imported over here#and yeah it's a neat little bike in a lot of ways#and the work that's been put into it is pretty solid#but it's nothing special#it has some strange little solutions here and there#and the tank looks like someone went over it with spackle and then painted it with a brush??#not to mention the weird double kawasaki decal situation and the hipster fuel cap#so i REALLY wish i knew what made that one person go through the trouble of importing it#cause you can get finished custom bikes that are nice than this for pretty decent prices#so i really wish i knew what it was that made that one person go through the trouble of importing this one specifically#i'm grateful they did cause now i get to own it but still#it's a mystery#(and i'm grateful the guy i bought it off clearly also didn't like the old tank cause it came with a brand new one)
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Apartment hunting is literally the fucking worst. I would not wish this on my worst enemy.
#personal#Just went to a showing for an apartment that was absolutely NOT as advertised and was overall very disappointing for the rent price.#Rent prices alone here in Bumfuck PA are so high too... What gives? I'm about to say fuck it and look at Pittsburgh. AGAIN.#Like finding something here that's decent is... hard.#Went to a place that was perfect but it's way out of my work commute range. It would take like 35-45 minutes to get to work each way.#<- Which isn't BAD but I'm stubborn and want something closer. Also with gas prices...#Anyway today's was the most disappointing of all. The agent asked if i wanted an app and I even declined in front of her face. 😭#It was... not great.
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Square Enix should be dismantled for multiple reasons but having a game that came out in 2022 still cost 80€ is on top of that list
#extremely glad that ffvii is my least favorite between those I've played because at least i barely care about the remake#80€..... fuck you#well maybe by the time I've finished all the others i still have to finish it will be at a half decent price ghdfjs#i need to get xii too mmh#once i finally finish ix I'll get it at the first sales i see#oh wow I'm in a ff mood okay i should use this to get back to my beloved viii I'm going to warm up reading and then go play i think
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Eyesome propaganda (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Commander Peepers#Emperor Awesome#Eyesome#So hey I love them also#Have I mentioned lately that I'm a polyshipper lol#Then again Peepers is like impossible not to ship with multiple cast members so there's that lol#He just so happens to very neatly fit into my niche!#I'm sure he's very happy about it lol#Stick that man in situations stat#This is also slightly Awesome propaganda because I do genuinely think he At The Very Least has the potential to be very interesting#He's misused in episodes like Bad Neighbors but tbh who isn't :P Shame it's one of his and the Fist Fighters' few episodes unfair#My favourite appearance of his is probably The Cool Guy :D He gets to show off some of his more interesting facets!#Like the fact that he's decently good at reading people - owed to or reason for his popularity? You decide lol#And to that end manipulating people - he sees what someone wants and ''gives'' it to them for a price >:)#That's honestly why I think him pursuing a relationship/manipulation strike with Peepers would be so interesting#Peepers is ''real'' for lack of a better word lol - he's highly dedicated to his beliefs and motives and isn't one to fold easily#Awesome is the opposite - he's a cowardly hedonist who enjoys his shallow lifestyle as it affords him carnal comforts above all else#So their dynamic is an interesting one I think! :D I think they'd serve each other well haha ♪#Peepers gets to cut loose a bit and Awesome is forced to develop a genuine relationship to some degree#And then there's also the size difference again lol - look some things are allowed to be exactly their face value! Haha#Peepers is so flipping cute hhggg I love him <3 And Awesome is so fun to draw in that mix of cartoony and Slight-slightly more realistic#His proportions are still extremely cartoony but drawing him with proper pectorals and a ribcage and the like is so fun <3 <3#Peepers is still the most fun to pose tho I just feel so free to stretch and squish him around haha#Him sitting! Him laying down blustered! Pressing his feet against Awesome's chest to try to push away from him!! He's so fun!!#Plus finally drawing the more-than-half-closed eye style as sometimes featured ahhhhh <3 <3 This show man I swear#Not even mentioning going back to three-finger after so long on four haha ♪ It's been a while and it's just as fun!
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so I like looking through housing listings for entertainment and honestly something I've noticed is that if you can get that initial 10% the mortgage for a decently sized place can be cheaper than rent for much shittier places
#also most of these decent places for a reasonable price are in or around Glasgow#which actually tend to have a lot of things within my walking distance#I'm not joking rent for a tiny shitty 1 bedroom flat with no pets allowed can be like 700 a month#the mortgage for a 80k place is around 500 a month#but obviously the main problem is the whole saving money for the initial 10% which most people aren't going to be able to do because they're#giving what they earn to their landlords who just treat them like shit#telly static#my plan has pretty much always been along the lines of establishing an income I can keep up with my disability#save up as much as possible while still acting as backup money for when we're broke#then get myself a decent place with stuff I can actually walk to and hopefully live with a couple cats#If I'm lucky then enough passive income to cover for the days I'm too achy to work or have to spend all my spoons on cleaning#is it likely to happen? no. am I gonna work hard to get it as close as possible? yea
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you know how i mentioned a while ago that i was thinking abt commissioning a cela plush
well. i did it. and it turned out so bad
#I'M SO SAD#it was like 220 all totaled and i know that's like a decent price for 20cm dolls but they didn't even make#the changes/additions that i paid extra for and they ignored most of my requests for edits#and i didnt even get to give feedback on anything until it was DONE and SHIPPED to me#AAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHH#i waited 3 months just to be disappointed...........
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btw i was amused cuz there was someone who entered the oresama teacher merch lottery 500 times (approx $2688 USD), presumably to get the signed tsubaki goods, but this other guy was selling original tsubaki artwork for only $350 USD lol
#text#i don't know if if that first person won the signed print or not... hopefully they did after all that money#i only saw that they were selling 50 of badges that you get as a bonus for purchasing 10 lottery tickets#as for myself i bought kawauchi goto and takaomi's can badge and clear card set#but i'm waiting to get okegawa at a decent price as well...
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houses with a decent amount of space and no fixing needed should NOT be $350k+
#i'm going to go insane#i was looking#these houses aren't even 2000sqft#and they're charging 350k and UP#the house i lived in as a child is now selling for half a million dollars#WHAT KIND OF FUCKERY IS THIS#pls god let the market crash so we can get a home at a decent price#jessie talks
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#I hate being back in the suburbs#summer weekend should mean I wander out at like 11am and get an over-priced cappuccino and sit on a patio for way too long#and then wander to an over-priced sandwich shop for lunch#and maybe buy an over-priced plant and some earrings on the way home#instead I'm trapped in this hell hole. have to drive to anything. no good espresso in sight#all I did today was drive to get my nails done and then drive home#now i might drive to ANOTHER CITY to get some decent shawarma for dinner. he suburbs are a curse
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3219th in the queue this vs 800th in the first presale 🤡 oh it is over
#thing is the first time there WERE tickets available#but i was struggling so hard to find something decent that wasn't crazy expensive#my bf kept saying just select some and buy them but i was panicking 😭#and ticketmaster makes it not easy of course by making you go into each section and click the individual seats to view the prices#whilst they were being snapped up left and right#oh well!!!! if i don't get tickets at least i'm not hurting my bank account!!!!!#talking
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