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spiteless-xo · 9 months
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Okay this thoughts been plaguing my head. Imagine fuck boy college Eren suddenly becoming a dad
🥺 omg this is so.....
i don't have a ton of knowledge about pregnancies so sorry in advance if i say something wrong
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╰┈➤ suddenly becoming a dad.
ft. eren, fem!reader. cw. preganacy.
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the two of you have been hooking up for a while so he doesn't use condoms anymore, but sometimes shit happens. so you text him to tell him to come over, and he's excited, thinking it's a booty call, but then you show him the positive test.
he thinks you're joking at first. like this is some weird new covid test or something -- but after assuring him that it's legit he gets terrified. the thought of becoming a dad has crossed his mind in the past, sure -- but not now.
i feel like he'll ghost you for a few days -- depending on how long it takes for jean/armin/whoever to convince him he's being an asshole
but then he's at your doorstep, almost in tears, telling you that he's sorry and that he's here for you no matter what. he's willing to step up and take care of the kid -- his kid.
he just treats you like a normal girlfriend for the first while, so nothing is noticeably different at first, except he stays over more than usual and he holds your hand in public
but the first time you go for an ultrasound and you hear the baby's heartbeat.................. this man is in tears.
from then on, he treats you like a queen. he doesn't let you lift a finger because he wants you to focus all your energy on "making our baby big and strong" 🥺
he stops going out to parties every weekend and spends more time chilling at home with you. even starts taking school a little bit more seriously now that he's got a family he has to take care of
(and the first time he catches himself thinking of you and the baby as his family..... he has to pause for a second and just sit with his thoughts -- that's the second time it really hits him that he's about to be a dad after hearing the heartbeat)
he even starts looking up different foods that you should eat to help your baby be healthy, things to avoid, etc. etc. he gets kinda crazy about it, tbh and practically forces you to stay in bed all day and it's not until the doctor says that he's overreacting that he stops
the first time he feels the baby kick, he's full on crying. he's got his hand on your stomach, palms pressed softly against you until he feels the little kick! and then he's looking at you with wide eyes, mouth agape like "babe, i felt it! i felt him kick!" (because he's convinced it's gonna be a boy)
he helps decorate the baby's room with you, and despite his insistence that it should be blue and boy-ish, you convince him to make it gender-neutral just in case. so he paints it a soft green and he builds the crib and the two of you start to get really excited about welcoming a new baby into the world
when you go into labour, he's already ready. he's had a go-bag for you in his trunk for the past few weeks. maybe he's in class when it happens, but the second he sees your text he's rushing to meet you at the hospital -- sprinting out of class yelling "i'm gonna be a dad!"
he gets dressed up in scrubs and ties back his hair so he can sit with you in the delivery room, holding your hand tight and breathing with you as you give birth
his eyes light up when he hears the baby crying for the first time and the doctor announces, "she's a girl!"
his heart feels tight when he sees you holding her for the first time and you point out that she has his eyes. he just can't help but look at the two of you, smiling so hard that his face hurts.
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The Brothers Sun ep8
Understandable that the Tea Leaf guy won't talk unless Big Sun is brought down
Aw, they're staying in a motel
Mama Sun is so done that Bruce couldn't get the name for dragon head right 😂
She makes her son drive at night because she gets lost😭
She bought 6 pasta strainers just because they were on sale
"You are not a crime boss. You're my mom." She can be both
I get where she's coming from, but it never sits right to be mad at the kid who didn't
NOOOOOOOOOO Charles nooooooooooooooo
Oh thank god, he shot above his brother's head
The mom's hand on Charles shoulder 😭 I bet she came running
I love that Bruce said that it's going to lead to decades of therapy (that his brother was sent to kill him by their father)😂
Charles don't hurt your brother! He has a point about killing your father
The fact that Bruce said he'd do anything to protect his brother 😭
The way the mom admitted that the chairleg incident was a test and she didn't push back against the father when he forced Charles to kill the first time😭
At least she's showing the remorse and guilt she feels for sacrificing
"Forget dad, you can be Charles -churro baker Sun"😭
The way that the mom has a charger for her son's phone😭
Oh, Charles just realized how he was betrayed
Xing telling the Wang bros that they need to shut up makes me hope she at least feels some guilt for betraying
The dad is such an asshole
Good for you Charles, telling your dad you want to stay. I'm proud of you❤️
The way I cheered when Charles shot those douche bags😂
Oh no, Xing is going to kill the mother and brother 😭
Well fuck indeed, Charles, fuck indeed
Alexis saying that they don't have shrimp chips😂
Him asking for a charger is not permission to track his phone
Alexis is far worse than Charles ever could be
Mama Sun wearing an oversized jersey is so cute
Yeah, Xing sucks and blood boots would never
The fact that the mom is immediately chastising Bruce for getting the wrong milk😂
FUCK YOU ALEXIS. FUCK YOU
Bruce is absolutely playing her😂 the improv classes work!
I love how Charles is just as shocked that the mom can fight 😂😂
Bruce planning to kill their dad😂
I mean, him being good at Laser Tag and also beating his actual assassin brother at a shooting video game is hilarious and actually makes sense
Bruce: "Neither of us are who our parents thought we were."
Charles"Yeah, but both our parents are crazy."
Bruce: "yeah."
Bruce, hugging Charles: "I don't think we've ever hugged before."
Charles: "Well, you're probably gonna die, so might as well get one last one before you go."😂
Bruce: "Right."
Bruce, handing his visitor badge to Alexis: "The Brothers Sun don't work with cops." HA!
Oh no, Bruce don't listen to that serpent of a father who's telling you to join him.
I love that Charles made sure to shoot his dad and missed the internal organs 😂 It definitely pays
The way that Bruce said he'd use his spit to make his taco dumplings 😂
I'm pretty sure that it was Bruce's plan all along to get his brother and mom to cook for him forever😂
FUCK YEAH! THE MAMA INJECTING THE DAD'S IV BAGS WITH INSULIN IS WICKED AND GENIUS AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR HER!
Awwwww she bought her son a bakery 😭🥺
Hopefully that other girl isn't
The way she brought gifts to her friends
I love that she wants her kids to have lives and be happy 🥺❤️
Good for Alexis that she got a tower of her snack
The pictures in the mom's room with both her boys🥺😭
I'm crying with Bruce and Mama Sun too😭 nothing bad better happen to her
Oh nooooo, Charles is leaving too😭 I mean I'm happy that he's gonna get some time with his mama and that she's finally getting what she wants
I love that June has dinner reservations already 😂 she's got her priorities straight
The fact that Bruce still struggles to drive his car is hilarious and relatable af😂
I really hope we get another season, just because this was so well written and I enjoyed this show so much. But it also ended on a great note.
Ooooooo I wonder who that guy with the sunglasses sounds like he's being sent after Tea guy
Also still curious about who the man was that Eileen had been dancing with in Taiwan
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harcove · 2 years
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you are the best writer for billy out there, i just love the way you write him. do you have any headcanons for him in love?
A/n: This is so... Sweet I could cry, really, it made me smile so big like 🥺 I'm worried sometimes about how I write him and think I should change parts of it but I do like writing him and how I do it so this means a lot me 💞
Billy in love HC's
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Billy's never been in love, not really.
The most love Billy has known is from his mother, but even then, his mother left him with his abusive father so even that love was warped and skewed
But it's all he's known, so he's going to have trouble with loving and being loved.
When he does find someone he falls in love with its slow but fast at the same time; slow in that it takes him a while to realize what he is feeling is love, but fast in that the falling in love happens real quick.
It doesn't sit right with him; this feeling in him makes him feel weaker, and all soft inside. And when he's weak and soft he's exposed, he's right in front of the fire.
Keeping his emotions closed off most of the time is how he copes with his father and everything. One of the only emotion he feels deeply and can't control to his will (though arguably he can't control the others, he just forces them to morph into anger) has always been anger, and it is because his father only showed anger; nothing else was normalized.
Lust is familar; he's felt lust for people, wanted them. Had them. But this isn't lust. Or it isn't just lust.
Would separate himself from you at first most likely.
Like, if you're the cause of his rampant emotions that he's kind of worried about, it's easiest to just cut you off.
Acts weird as hell in general; weird as in he doesn't act as rude as usual with Max, doesn't argue as much with people, brushes Max off instead of starting shit with her. Actually sometimes sits quietly in class instead of fucking around.
Max is gonna talk to him. Like, hello? Are you sick or something, you're being really weird bro.
Will get angry or defensive about it like, mind your own fucking business kinda angry.
But maybe it slips, or Max is better at reading his emotions than he thinks- ("you may be a piece of shit but we're family-")
It's not that Max has to tell him what he feels is love of some sort of something, because sure, he has felt love for others. His mom. (Max too, but it's hard to explain.) etc. But not this kind of love.
It's more that Max points out "well maybe Billy, you just really really like this person, and you're acting like you're 13 over it."
When he does eventually accept that he is in love, and if he does eventually begin a relationship with that person (or, if he had been in a relationship and the feelings he had developed into love) then he is a bit different.
First of all, you're special, so you get special treatment. He's still an asshole a lot to people, its his default attitude, but he's softer with his words to you (unless you argue then both parties are just mean asf 💀)
Defensive. Very defensive over the person he loves- will fight people, argue with people, if they look at them wrong? He's already getting heated.
Assuming the person loves him back, this is very much about protecting someone who actually loves him and is giving him love he hasn't had.
Even if they don't love him back, it's still about protecting, but protecting someone he doesn't want ruined like how his father ruined his mother and him, and everything he has touched.
Piggybacking off of that, he would be actually scared that he's like his dad and he will ruin you/his lover
The toxic parts of him don't just disappear suddenly; it takes time and years to change them, and some of them may always be part of him, so when he gets that way it's like a slap in the face to himself: he thinks he's going to ruin this person he loves.
Loves physical touch, in public or not. In public it reassures him you're okay but also let's everyone know that you're his significant other.
Not a flowers type of guy for no reason. If he's gonna give flowers there HAS to be a reason, so if you want random acts of love in the forms of gifts it won't happen.
Let's you have one of his rings he keeps in his room to wear though, and if they don't fit, he gives you one of his earrings to wear if you've got pierced ears (I have a fic I'm writing about this is anyone is interested lmao)
Needy. But doesn't like to admit it or show it. It manifests as a petty argument sometimes cause he just wants something but doesn't wanna admit he wants to be little fucking spoon rn.
Basically, when he's in love, it's fast but slow. He's confused, and it can be chaotic- it scares him and sometimes he doesn't feel worthy. The person he loves can get away with more than others with him. He won't change in a day, or even in a few years. It's slow, but having someone he loves and loves him back helps and he can't imagine not having them in his life; attached, very much so.
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hstylesloverr · 2 years
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could you do a ig blurb where yn is like not famous and a really private person (she even has her ig account private) and then the fans started notice that yn and harry are dating and it’s just surprising to them bc yn is just an university student
you got this!! fc: karinasreyes on ig
you can send me proposals if you want!! i am here at your service
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PRIVATE NOT SECRET.
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harrystyles Stop using my memes for everything
yourinstagram it's an obsession like watching murderers documentaries on netflix 😙
harrystyles Weirdo.
yourinstagram fuck u
yourbff ur so hot wanna hook up
yourinstagram when harry leaves
yourmom pay attention to classes yn!
harrystyles Education is very important I’m going to insist on that
yourinstagram please this is so embarrassing harry don't act like a 40 year old man
chrismbw party at the frat house at 9?
yourinstagram tomorrow my boyfriend flies to LA sorry i'll go to the party next week
naileadevora i miss you bubs
yourinstagram miss u too 🥺
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harryfan1 WHAT’S GOING ON?!?!??!?!
harryfan3 so all this time we thought he was still grieving for camille he was in a new and stable relationship?
harryfan8 pr stunt
harryfan2 if the girl was famous that would make some sense but literally no one knows her...
harryfan4 who is she?
harryflower nobody knows
harryfan8 idc what others think they’re cute
harry2018s maybe harry wants to keep the whole thing secret so guys stop talking abt this
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harryupdates Harry two days ago in Detroit with the same girl! Is apparently his girlfriend!
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harryfan2 i’m not crying
harryfan7 maybe they are just friends…
harryfan1 i don’t think so…
taylorfan3 she smokes it is normal that harry feels attracted
harryfan4 women who smoke are hot
harryfan1 isn’t she @/yourinstagram?
haylorrcats WHAAT THE GIRL IS THE SAME TO THE ONE IN THE PROFILE PICTURE
harryfan5 she has a private account😭
taylorfan2 good luck trying to get accepted into her account
hrry2015 she is so beautiful
harryfan6 boyfriend harry era
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yourinstagram hahaha i have 995+ requests i'm going to hit the wall
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yourbff yn famous era just don’t forget me
yourinstagram never.
andrew99 are u gonna accept them
yourinstagram no they scare me
harrystyles I love you so much for taking this all so lightly ❤️
yourinstagram don’t worry baby
khalopp this friday you're coming to party right?
yourinstagram i have to take care of my public image now but yes
chrismbw tomorrow we meet in the library before biology
yourinstagram okay
julesleblanc ur so hot
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harryfan4 she’s gorgeous…
harryfan5 does anyone know anything about her?
harryfan1 her name is y/n i think she still goes to university, she really likes to party and stuff
harryfan5 how the hell did she met harry?
harryfan1 idk that they’re really going by the private thing
yourinstagram ❤️
annetwist My two little kids! 💗
harryfan7 OMG DID YN ALREADY MET ANNE?? HOW LONG ARE YN AND HARRY DATING
harryfan6 Harry never posted a girlfriend on his social media.😭😭😭😭😭😭
harrylt if i'm honest i don't really like this girl for harry
harryymine why?
harrylt harry for example almost never smokes and suddenly when he meets this girl he starts smoking? that's not good for his asthma. In addition to the fact that the girl is seen to be someone who loves to smoke and drink and hook up with everything that moves. i feel like harry is going to end up heartbroken
yourbff I'll tell you this as someone who knows y/n and harry's relationship inside out: harry doesn't smoke because of y/n and y/n doesn't really like that he smokes either because of his asthma. she cares a lot about him and it's embarrassing that i have to come out and say this in her defense but it bothers me that y/n is seen as something that isn't just because you don't like to see your idol happy with someone
harryymine girl don't be ridiculous you don't know y/n and you're not harry's mother. he is already 27 years old and knows who he hangs out with, apart from me i don't see y/n as someone who enjoys making others suffer
harryfann3 i don't care what anyone else says i’m already obsessed with this couple
taylorfan5 she's definitely 'rockstar's girlfriend' material
harryfan00 isn’t she friend with nailea devora jules leblanc and all that group?
harrytaylors it looks like she is
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httpiastri · 8 days
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JACK!!! i have returned! and i missed you! 💘💘
SO HERE WE GO!! THE FIGHT… i actually don’t think pepe will fight with both boys at the same time but definitely with either one of them?! i think it’s either boy’s constant teasing and remarks towards pepe’s newfound feelings friendship with yn!! they make it their own personal mission to point out everything pepe would do with and for yn, like pepe having a study date plan with yn? - “how was the study date with yn?” pepe sharing blankets with yn during one of their friend group’s movie nights? - “keep yn warm will you, pepe?” pepe coming back home from the hangout plan everyone was conveniently busy and can’t go anymore? - “did you have fun with yn today?” it started out innocent, coming from a place of love, just the best friends trying to help pepe figure out his own feelings for yn 🥹🤏🏻 they think they’re doing him a favor by giving that little nudge pepe needs but with how scared pepe is to just admit that he does, he kinda snapped at them one day?! he’s definitely like, “can you fucking stop that? it’s annoying, i don’t like her like that.” both boys are just … 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ “???what’s your problem dude??? what’s so bad if you do?” and pepe goes “but i don’t??? and try minding your own business next time?” and they’re just like “oh my god, are you scared?? is this what it is??” and pepe stomped back to him room, slammed the door shut and avoid talking to both boys for a few days or so :(
and imagine pepe ignoring/pulling back from yn after the fight!!! yn thinking that their friendship is finally progressing, just to show up to class the day after pepe’s fight with the boys and see her usual seat besides him being occupied by someone else, or seeing him sitting in a completely different row??? she’s like oh… okay… that’s fine too i guess..… 🫠 and i can see her just texting him throughout the day, undoubtedly worried bc of how he’s acting and he would dryly respond to them, before completely leaves her on delivered!! her final straw was raising her hands up to wave up pepe when she saw him across the campus, but he quickly duck his head down, shoving his airpods in while avoiding eye contact and making his way back to the boys’ shared apartment 😵‍💫
oh she def texted chris, sebas, and the gfs !! “guys is pepe okay? did i do something wrong? or say anything i shouldn’t have? he’s been ignoring me and i feel like im gonna cry.” chris and sebas, the first hand witnesses to the fight is def not shocked pepe is walking around with a sour expression on his face but is a bit taken a back to hear that’s he’s been ignoring her. so they’re just like “nah he’s not mad at you! we got into a bit of a fight, give him some time okay?” and their gfs came over for a girls night 🥺 the girls def threatened their bfs the day after, being like “idk what’s wrong with your friend but you tell him to get his shit together. all yn did last night was talk about how she hopes he’s doing well and that you guys made up.” and i think, whichever boy that was in the fight with him or both of them actually, definitely try to put in a good word or two for him to yn! just asking her to be a little patient with him while he’s trying his best, and to give him a little bit of time bc he’ll eventually come around… oh how i love these 3 so much!!! 🫶🏻 nothing like your best friends putting a good word for you to the girl you like while you actively ignore her
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my dear dear bow anon 🥺 gosh i loved this SO much. trying not to freak out over how perfect this is-
okay yes i also think that both sebas and chris would probably tease him like crazy together, and like you say it's probably mostly with good intent. they wanna see their friend happy and maybe if they push him a little to realize his own feelings…. 🤭
but the fight itself was probs just with one of them. i'm imagining the two of them talking about pepe and his feelings for yn just the two of them, a little like "how can he not realize? he's head over heels for her??". so they're both on the same page yk. but then i think that maybe sebas takes it too far one day, saying something about the way that pepe and yn went on a long walk last night just to "talk", or the way that he held her hands in his earlier today to heat them because they were cold… and pepe just can't take it anymore. it's not weird at all that he eventually just snaps, he's under enough pressure just from himself because he can't tell what he wants, and now the guys who are supposed to be his best friends are pressuring him too?? pretty hard to handle all that at the same time
(also… pepe being the most upset when sebas brings up the idea of him being scared 😭 like he really struck a nerve with that one…. pepe tries to be so tough and strong but on the inside, he's a little softie 🥹)
i'm thinking like when yn goes through all that the day after, ofc she first texts the girls and they have no idea. but they text their respective bfs, who happen to be sitting next to each other in class, and chris looks at sebas like "? what's going on?" while sebas just wants to hide under a rock because he knows it's his fault.…. so he says "i think i screwed up" and explains. chris wants to bonk him on his head but refrains, and instead send a message to yn telling her that pepe and sebas got into a fight so that's probably what's affecting him. and while it does calm her a little, she still can't shake away the feeling that she's part of the reason why he's acting like this. so there are definitely some tears during the girls' night 🥺 and ofc she like pours her heart out in front of the girls and it just fuels their anger towards their bfs because they feel so sorry for her. sebas would probably come to yn all ashamed and apologize and 😭😭
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shutupandplayasong · 1 year
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Mandela Catalogue HCs
heheh hyperfixation go brrrrr
Please don't yell at me if these suck im sensitive 🥺 /hj
Mark:
Would have been the best big brother to Sarah I stg
Not afraid to wear a tiara and feather boa and have a tea party with her
This towering young man sat on a dinky little plastic chair sipping imaginary tea, pinky out and all
Aaagghhhhhhh i love him
Definitely one of those "super talented, high iq, gifted kids" before the burnout hit him
Every Christmas, Easter, and birthday he'd ask his parents for a dog. He never got one :(
Not exactly a Disney adult, just a big fan of animated movies in general.
I think his favorites would be The Iron Giant, Monsters Inc, and Lilo and Stitch
Honorable mentions to The Fox and The Hound and Oliver and Company but they make him cry
Mark Heathcliff best boy 1,000,000/10
Cesar:
Cesar fans, you have my whole heart fr
You really took nothing and ran with it I can't not respect that
I see him as a total mama's boy. As far as I know, there's no mention of his dad anywhere so I imagine it's just him and his mom.
As a little boy he was like "I'm gonna be the man of the house now!" and he stuck to it like glue
Taking the trash out, doing the dishes, mowing the lawn because "Mom, you deserve to get off your feet, you're working too hard"
I think him being a mama's boy and having so much respect for her would translate into huge respect for women in general
I like the idea of him painting his nails ❤
His room is like a walk-in freezer you can literally see his breath when he sleeps
Used to skateboard but eventually "grew out of it" (he actually broke his wrist and is too scared to do it again)
Adam:
This toxic little fuck i love him
The most "dont talk to me until I've had my coffee" person you'll ever meet.
Not having consistent access to coffee must have been miserable for him when he was on the run. Doubly miserable for poor Jonah having to put up with a grouchy Adam for who even knows how long
You remember that tiktok trend from a few years ago like "I look really intimidating until I smile"? ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM!!!
He's such an angsty little shit with the most severe case of resting bitch face disease but on the rare occasion he actually smiles??? Human sunshine
Definitely the type to look down when he smiles to try and hide it
Wouldn't be caught DEAD singing out loud, but will absolutely murmur songs to himself under his breath.
Just imagining him folding laundry or cooking and singing whatever song is stuck in his head to himself I LOVE THIS MAN
He likes rock music in general but I feel like he's really into songs like Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. Yknow those really mopey mid 2000s ballads?
Shattered by OAR, Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol, stuff like that
Jonah:
Rip jonah you would've loved tiktok
Was a theater kid but he got kicked out of class. Dude was just too hyper to follow directions
What can he say? He just stole the spotlight 🤪 (he's crying inside)
Walks into every room twirling his car keys around his finger like a dork
Can not be trusted to stand still, it's best to just make him wear one of those backpack leashes for everyone's safety
A gamer but not in a toxic way. He's actually terrible at games but he thinks it's fun to dick around and goof off in them.
You knows those "girlfriend who bites" memes? That's him. He's the girlfriend who bites.
Thatcher:
You've heard of wine moms, you've heard of wine aunts, well get ready for wine dad
I feel like he paints? He strikes me as very artsy
Loves plants but can't keep them alive for shit. It's not even that he forgets to water them, he follows all the instructions, the plants just hate him
Can't sleep without a TV on, or at least some sort of white noise or music playing.
Total garbage at gift giving lmao but he's trying his best
"I got you this card. Happy birthday."
"Thatcher, this says 'My condolences'"
"I know"
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imaginebabygurl · 2 years
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Hey! Could you write Edward smut with reader? And can you add some angst too pleaseeee? 🥺 I love Edward
Frobidden Fruit
Edward Cullen x Reader
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A/n: hey loves hoped you enjoy this one, sorry I guess I made it more angst than anticipated but still hope you enjoy anyways.
This is for you anon ❤️ 💙 💜
P.s Smut 18+ minors exit stage left please thanks
I don't know how long he's been watching me, Edward cullen that is always near my radar. Sometimes I see him around Forks in the secret places I like to visit in the book store across town or at the cafe I like to study at when or just simply relax when I need to get away.
Sometimes I don't know if it's a dream or really him in my bedroom watching me sleep.I know there's desire in his eyes and I would absolutely let him do anything to me. The only problem is he's in a relationship with my step-sister Bella Swan and as attractive as Edward my be I love Bella and Charlie I could never hurt her in such a way.
So I always do my best to keep my distance and it would always be short and sweet, well that's until our science teacher assigned us as partners.Alice told me this would eventually happen, that we'd be alone and did my very best to try and switch classes but it was no use. In this moment I felt hopeless knowing that my fate was to in fact betray my sister, it just knowing that I'm capable of hurting the people I love.
It was the day Edward came to my house Bella was home with Alice, we were all on the couch watching t.v and I was multi tasking between preparing for my project and talking with them. Then we heard the doorbell ring Alice and I looked at each other worried, while Bella went to go get the door. " Hey Eward come in, y/n is in the living room.
"Hey what are you doing here?" Edward asked his sister."I was just chilling with y/n and Bella. I was actually gonna take Bella to the book store after she went shopping with me" "What!" Both Bella and I said in unison bit for two completely different reasons." Sorry Alice can I all to you upstairs." I grabbed Alice of the couch and too he upstairs.
"Alice what the hell do you think your doing?!" I said in a low whisper voice." You said you weren't going to leave us alone and your doing the exact opposite! What the fuck?"" Listen y/n babe I don't like this either, but in every vision I have its bound to happen some day and trust me.
You don't want the version when Bella turns to a new born."" Alicw why is that?" I said with concern."Because she kills you, so get this done and over with now.""Alice.""yeah?"" I hate you right." She slapped the side of my arm." No you don't now, I gotta go so deal with whatever the Hell, is going on with my brother." With that Alice rushed downstairs and hurried Bella out the door. "We'll be back soon!" I heard Alice slam the door shut.
"This is just Great y/n, sleeping with your sister's boyfriend. What an amazing sister you are" I kicked the side of my night stand. " I still think your an amazing sister." I turn around starled. "Oh hey, sorry let's go down stairs and get started."
I tried to make my way pass Edward before he tried anything but I was already to late. He grabbed me in the hallway before I could even leave my room and wrapped his arms around my staomach. " you have really nice ass ." With that Edward let out a deep moan as he pressed his election into my ass, I let out a small whiper.
"Dam Edward can we at least talk about-about Ed-edward." I struggle to make out words as he sucked on my neck hoping no hockey's would be left on my neck as he still grinded himself agianst my ass.
"We can worry about it later" "Come on, y/n your gonna make me wait or maybe I should fuck you so Bella sees me fucking you, that would be a nice display.""N-N-no it wouldn't how could you say something li-lik-like that. ahh Edward please stop." I let out a soft cry Edward rubbing my clit through the fabric of my jeans and with his grinding on me, I was partially bent over.
"Y/n your beautiful, your blood signs to me like Bella's, come on y/n tell me you want me." Edward bent me over in the doorway and started to dry hump me and with each thrust it drove me crazy. I struggled relentlessly but it was no use and at the point my panties were soaked through my light colored jeans.
My eyes rolled back in pleasure and my breath hitched as Edward went underneath my big sweater and and touched and pulled in my nipples, his hand were cold against my hot body and it felt so good. "Edward Please!" I called out he stopped and lift me up in his arms with ease. He closed my room door to press me agianst the wall his grunting as he thrust hisbhips into me his eyes darker that before.
" Tell me what you want y/n" " please Edward take my body.
" As soon as I said those words. Edward rushed me to the bed and and took of my clothes leaving nothing to the imagination. Edward stood there taking in my body, I couldn't wait for him to finish inspecting me. " If I'm gonna be fully naked so are you." " fair." Edward chuckled as he continued to pepper kisses on me. He then gently pushed me to the bed and laid me flat on my back. With two fingers Edward pushed them both inside my moving them slight , it was uncomfortable at first but I became unraveled by his touch he sucked on my clit.
I put my hands in his air I guess it made him Barry his face deeper into my pussy, I guess being a vampire has his perks you wouldn't need to come up for air. "Edward,Edward,Edward!!!" " COME ON!, Come Foor me" as I road out my high my body shaking violently, as he slumped up my juices.
"Y/n fuck you did so well but now, it's my turn." Edward had a condom on and placed himself between my legs." Edward please, I don't think I can take it anymore." " Yes you can your gonna take all of my me" Edward slowly entered inside me and and slowing began to move. "Edward please go, please go fast.""No""whhyyy?" I whined."Because I don't want to hurt you""Ed please if it's too much, I'll tell you to stop."
With that I wrapped my legs around his torso and he began to pound into me, Edward pick me up and thruster into me faster agianst the ceiling of my room not wanting to brake the furniture that was in my room. There were screams and moans that echoed through the room I thank God that the neighbors were either out of town or a work.
"FUCK,FUCK FUCK Y/N" Edward's pace was becoming animalistic and sloppy tears and wave of pleasure were streaming down my face."Edward!!!""Y/n!! FUCK!" Our bodies shook violently as we road out our highs. Then Edward let me fall onto my bed giggles escaping my lips and he cuddled me.
But then the reality of him not being mind hit me."Edward we should shower and study."" Let's stay here for a bit-" " No our sisters would be back soon and it's still not right what we did." "Y/n I love you." "Edward no please." He then started peppering my temple and lips with kisses. "Edward please Let's stop right here." Trying to push him away."No, I won't because your my forbidden fruit. Something that I want so bad but I can't have." With that I kissed him one last time.
"We should shower and study." With that I picked my self up off the bed my legs felt like they were about to give away, Edward h eloped me to the bathroom, he showered us both and got me something to eat. And all I could think about as I watched him kiss Bella as she came through the door a forbidden fruit indeed. He looked at me hearing my thoughts but I simply looked away and went on with bussiness as usual.
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bunnyreaper · 5 months
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The way I want a cuddle pile with all of 141 right now😭I have this class in my college that everyone is required to take but it has fuck all to do with my major (mostly science class and I'm a music/art major). We have finish a scientific research article on a research thing we did for part of the final and there's so much fucking writing and after I'm done with this I have to print out art stuff for a class in the afternoon with a professor who is nice but kinda bad at being a professor and then I need to start writing a 10-12 page essay for another class final, plus two other projects for my other classes and another final thing to research for the science class. It's so much writing and brain power usage and I'm so tired! I just want to go to sleep but I need to hand in something at least passable. I just want my guys to wrap me in their arms, give me kisses and tell me everything will be alright and maybe even help me power through the work🥺 Im probably gonna cry while I try to finish this so I can get at least some sleep before the science class at 8:30 in the morning. Thanks for listening to my rant. I love you and your writing, they help me feel better! 💕
cuddle pile cuddle pile cuddle pile!
can I come cuddle you too, if that's okay?
sending the biggest productive and loving vibes your way and hope you are doing well ✨️
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homoer0tic · 9 months
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good omens ep 3 reaction - spoilers for ep 3 below
yes I know everyone else is finished but I work a lot so I'm taking it slow and I still need to live blog my reaction so I can look back years down the line n cry about it
honestly SLAY neil gaiman for showing us Crowley getting fucked up on opium. I've always wondered whether he'd have used drugs before and what would happen and holynshit that whole sequence was hilarious. Also congrats aziraphale for learning some class consciousness lol
Also Crowley getting angry at Gabriel for potentially hurting aziraphale was so precious and baby girl of him and honestly I'm just swooning they're so in love
Detective aziraphale is so cute too like 🥺 THE YELLOW BENTley oh my goddd
Also I'm getting some rly bad foreshadowing with the whole extreme sanctions thing and idk Crowley threatening Gabriel like that makes me feel like something bad is gonna happen at the end of the season I WILL FIGHT U NEIL GAIMAN
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bellysoupset · 5 months
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SOUP‼️‼️ RAHHH THIS FIC THO😭😭😭 i cannot explain to you how excited i was about this one AND GOSH IT WAS SO FREAKING AMAZING AS ALWAYSSSS 😩 you’re so freaking talented bro the POWER your writing and your OCs have over me is INSANE i think i’m hyperfixated on them bc i’ve been rereading so many of your old fics but i’ve also been daydreaming about your OCs like everyday when i walk to class djcvnfdvndfjvnsfjv sorry if thats weird gosh i just love them so much ahhhh <3333
wen’s parents are so awful ugh but also in such a particular way?? like the way they were just so emotionally distant and then managed to bombard poor vin w so many awkward questions while remaining kinda respectful? but they were also so passive aggressive the whole time?? like i started side eyeing them from the start when they were introducing themselves😤 but also this passive aggressiveness + the distant (too) formal vibes they gave off is so fitting given the backstory you gave for wendy a while ago!!! like it made so much sense!! OH and omg the AUDACITY to ask vince about immigration and then saying “legally?” like MA’AM???????? and AGH the way he kept trying to ignore how bad he was feeling and the way he kept trying to impress them and omfg how upset he was when he was in the bathroom like the TEARS goshhhh i can’t 😭 he was so miserable and omg THE TOWEL and then wen being so careful and respectful and SWEET like baby girl is so freaking PRECIOUS i love her sm 😭😭😭😭
and then vince bringing up the ED and wen just telling him everything 😩🫶🏽 even the attempt omfg SOB i wanna hug little wen and tell her she’s so loved and nothing’s wrong w her bc baby was HURTING 🥺 PLS AND THEN THE “you’re a football player, Vince, i was expecting to get hate crimed” SHE WAS SO REAL FOR THAT KANCJSJSJDJWJWB 💀 and AYEEE the end was ADORABLEEEEE
ALSO going back to the parents, i was SO curious as to how you were gonna approach her relationship with them!! like i didn’t know if you were gonna make her be super “submissive” i guess or more outspoken and i honestly LOVED the way you wrote her in this context‼️ like clearly quieter and less outspoken/goofy/bubbly than she normally is, but still very much herself. like it didn’t seem like she was letting the comments get to her too much? and the way she called her mom out whenever she asked that insane question!!!!! and not caring about her parent’s reactions/thoughts after what happened and literally just worried/concerned about vin!!! just focusing on calling the car and getting the fuck outta there!!!!! like YAS that’s my girl and ESPECIALLY given all her backstory i’m SO PROUD OF HER and her growth and how much healing she’s done to get to where she is now😭🫶🏽
THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL SO MANY FEELINGS WITH YOUR WRITING❤️‍🩹 you’re insanely talented and i will never stop saying it‼️🫶🏽
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Otter, I can never answer to your comments except for just staring at them in awe. Please never change, these gotta be half the reason I write nowadays.
I know Wendy is your girl and I was sooo nervous about the backstory fic, so I'm happy all the emotional beats came through!
I like to imagine Wendy's parents don't see themselves as bad people and, worst of all, they really wouldn't come across as bad people on paper! Which made Wendy sound very "complaining just to complain" during her teen years, because what do you mean your parents suck?
I really enjoyed working through their mundane shade of being sucky people. And man, pooor Vince!! He's such a stronghold, I broke my own heart making him cry.
And LOL at the "hate crimed" comment, I had that line written since I decided I was gonna pair up Wendy/Vin. I think I wrote and rewrote a fic multiple times where she worried about him being a transphobe or not, but eventually I scrapped it all. Glad I could save the line! I imagine it took some prodding from Jonah, vouching for Vince, to actually get them together. Not that Jon will ever own up to it.
!! Finally, eternally happy to have you commenting on these fics, you caught up on all of Wendy's little tells, on how she's outgrown her parents and she's like "over them". I feel so blessed to have people so invested in these characters 😭
Have THE best day Otter!
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Ahhhhh I've been thinking about professor!Daniel 😣
18+
Gender Neutral reader
Warnings: Smutty, dom!Daniel, professor/student kink, self indulgent smutty dialogue
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Him being a teasing dom, talking down to a sub in that condescendingly sweet voice. Lots of sweet touches and grabs that are rougher than the need to be.
"Aw, poor thing 😏 So dumb and needy."
"Gonna be good for me? You wanna good grade, right? 👀 Then you better be a good little slut and do what you're told~"
Nearly tearing apart their clothes just to touch them. Holding them against his desk, pressing himself against them.
"Such a sweet thing, so dumb you can't even speak 😘 it's a good thing fucktoys don't need words"
Holding their chin between his fingers, biting aand kissing their lips, pushing his tongue inside their mouth just to make them moan
"Shhh... you can take it... Just a little more... being such a good little whore for me 😌 I know... I know it's too much, but you're being so good I can't stop"
"Ah, fuck, such a stupid slut 🤤 all you're good for is being my fucktoy, my own little cocksleeve. You like being Professor Jackson's whore, don't you? 😏 of course you do- shhh toys don't need words, remember?"
"You look so pretty all drippy with my cum... and that pathetic pout! 😍 What? You think you deserved to cum? You have to earn that sweetie. 😏 Just be glad you were allowed to be stuffed with my cum. 😘"
"C'mon now, no tears. If you're big enough to be in my class, then you're big enough to not cry when you don't get what you want 🙄... Hey, Hey... shhh... you keep that up and I'll make you cry for real, is that what you want? 🤔 Want me to fuck you 'til whatevers left of that dumb little brain of yours is gone and you're crying for me to stop?... Stop pouting, use your words. Is that what you want? For me to make you so dick dumb that you're just a drooly, brainless, hole for me to fuck?"
" 'No More?' But this is what you wanted 🥺 you wanted to cum, so I'm letting you! You were all sad because I wouldn't let you cum, remember? I'm just giving you what you asked for. I should've known a dumb bitch like you wouldn't be able to make up their mind. Pretty, dumb things aren't smart enough to make their own decisions, so let me make them for you 😌 sh... Let all those wispy little thoughts fall away... good. Toys don't need to think. All you need in that silly little head of yours is 'Yes Professor'."
Super soft aftercare, lots of kisses and cuddles and lovey words
"You were so good for me 😍 You did such a good job! Shhh... let me clean you up. Just rest those pretty eyes and let me take care of you."
Daniel Jackson taglist: @mysg1spacemonkey @sgcprometheus @i-am-morrigans-apprentice @malcolm-reeds-pineapple @witching-things @reeseykins @abnormalvampire64 @girl-obsessed-with-things @g8z @just-a-si-fi-nerd @ghostlyfanparadise @mysweetlittledesire @pleasantfankingdom @sun-ni-day @lilyevans1 @struggling-goddess777 @destinylunar-blog @residentdemonhunter
Might consider writing an actual one shot based off this
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here2bbtstrash · 1 year
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Okaaaay so I'm done with my class on emotional intelligence and I'm here to provide the jihopekook!
But first some love and appreciation is in order! Your blog is what keeps me entertained on a daily basis! You're so so hilarious and your posts have made me laugh out loud in public too many times. But then also the amount of talent and big brain energy you have!!! I don't read your stories in public the way I do your posts for obvious reasons lmao. But I'm astonished every time by your writing, the attention to detail and thought that you can always tell went into creating your stories. You taught me just how beautiful and evocative pwp can be lmao. You already know I consider you the best smut writer there ever was, so I'm not gonna repeat myself again this time. In short, your blog feels like a safe space full of nothing but fun and I'm so grateful for it <3
Now just like this blog these three men are pure comfort and joy so here's some of that:
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This was a fun thing to do while waiting for my bus, I should do it more often lmao.
Anyway, sending lots and lots of love to block out all of the bad energy 💞💞💞💞💞
iviiiiiiii are you trying to make me cry or what 😭😭😭😭😭
this is so, so kind of you to say and i really appreciate you so much angel. you are just human fucking sunshine and any time i get a reblog or comment or ask from you it makes my whole day. like ugh i'm just so grateful you exist. thank you for saying all these lovely things and always being so supportive 🥺 it really means so much 💜
AND EEEEEEEE THANK U FOR THIS EXTRA-CUDDLY SELECTION - literally flawless choices omg 😩 the way jk is so comfy snuggling up to hoseok will never not destroy me 🫠 i appreciate you so much!!!!
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binch-i-might-be · 2 years
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it is 6 45am and I have to get ready for class very soon so I will make this short I really wanted to liveblog but didn't have the time and wanted to read anyway OKAY OKAY
THIS WAS SO CUTE THEY'RE SO AMAZING AND I AM IN LOVE WITH THEIR LOVE I JUST UHIASUHISDUIH
They're so 😭😭❤️
George was stretched out on his back, shoulders up against the armrest and elbow braced on it as well, his head supported loosely on his balled fist, dozing with Patsy fast asleep on his chest. His free hand was splayed over her little back, and his chest rose and fell peacefully underneath her head.
SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING LOOK AT HIM AND HIS DAUGHTER
Jacky! is! so! fucking! amazing! and! iconic! THAT CHILD!!! Also, I was A LOT like him I love it
alright, this mother. shall I bring my knives?
MARY GONNA GET DECKED BY ME PATSY AND JACKY ARE HIS KIDS JUST AS MUCH AS ANY BIOLOGICAL CHILD FUCK OFF I WILL TOLERATE NO HATE AGAINST THEM
Oh yeah, she killed him hehehehe iconic actually women should kill more often.
Reminds me of the myth of Otrerra. She taught herself and other women to fight and one day they killed all the men and took over. Iconic, very sexy.
I just love this family so much it isn't even a joke anymore and I wanna say so much more but I was supposed to be getting ready 10 minutes ago and I do not wanna me late I will be back okay love you take care of yourself
hdhrdjsjsk I hope you didn't have to rush too much and weren't late!!
THANK YOU I'M OBSESSED WITH THEM. THEY'RE SO. AHHHHH
that scene made me so soft. Gwash cuddling his tiny baby....... no one touch me I'm fragile. they're a little family 🥺
Jacky is such a cheeky little sweetheart, he's a delight!!! and he's got his dad just absolutely wrapped around his finger <3
bring all the knives, bestie >:)
yeah unfortunately this will not be the last we've heard of her and her top notch opinions. delightful!
omg you're so right, women SHOULD kill more often! murder is sexy, ladies 🙏
WHAT I love that. good for her!!!
no I love them too it's not funny at this point. they are in my thoughts...... two traumatised and damaged people finding peace in each other and raising their children...... girl help I'm gonna SOB
also I hope you made it on time!!
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sharkface-daydreams · 2 years
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I will ask for a Blorbo Bingo from you, and I shall pick... Andy~
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ANDY!! he's a foundational pillar of my shitweasel collection 😊 i know most people hate him and want him to die and i agree he's awful but from an ai standpoint he's so terribly crunchy for me. same texture euphoria i get eating a nerds rope. *happy crunching noises*
he's absolutely feral, completely untameable. he really only bends to imminent threats and responds begrudgingly to genuine kindness (or so i recall from how he interacts with caboose). if he can gang up on you with someone else he'll do it. he loves making people cry and i think it's because it gives him a sense of power that's otherwise unattainable for him. he can't move himself around, he's at the mercy of literally everyone else, his creator designed him to blow up and die, like. would you be nice?? no wonder he's a shithead!!
i don't fully understand the fish one but the vibes felt right. he's fucking repulsive to anyone with a modicum of self worth
bastard is self explanatory lmfao
DESPERATELY needs therapy but you know he's so reactionary and contrarian i don't think it would do much good? he'd just make the therapist cry and or wonder where they went wrong in life. they should have gone to trade school to be a plumber like mother wanted
eats out of the garbage - no-brainer. he's terrible. if he had a human body his diet would be horrendous. cigarettes and coffee for breakfast but not in a classy way, vodka, greasy street food, greasy spoon diner fare. questionable sandwiches. he's also MADE out of garbage. literally. Tex fixed a bomb out of spare parts and leftovers! he's just garbage inside and out and it's a little pathetic but to me it just informs why he acts the way he does.
gender envy - i feel like I'm gonna get a lot of judgement for this but he's a greasy, nasty, awful little guy that for the most part doesn't give a flying fuck about what everyone else thinks. i can appreciate that. i know if i say I'm a greasy nasty awful little guy people are gonna go like what??? you??? listen. i aspire to be a crunchy little gremlin no matter how uwu you think of me
beloved (derogatory). what it says on the tin. i think he's funny. his character implications are fucking insane. he's got a northeastern accent (new York? Jersey? I'm terrible with accents) despite being formed out of a protocol robot which would imply that he SHOULD have a pan-midwestern accent or some diluted British variant. where did that accent come from?! he was literally born to die. he can't blow up and kill anyone without killing himself, so he spends his time roasting people and being a nasty little shit. caboose desperately wants to be friends with him and isn't a bastard about it so he begrudgingly accepts the friendship and i think that's honestly really sweet.
i know when he was written in he was supposed to be, what, just some asshole shitty joke character that was also a plot device? like they didn't have to make the bomb a character at all tbh. could just been a bomb. but like idk i like to dig into the implications. very chewy. like a well-done, slightly charred steak smothered in A1 made on a backyard grill. low-class, tough to cut open, but overall there's some substance you can get out of it you can chew on for a while
i appreciate you asking 🥺🥺 i know most people hate him so i don't get to talk about him much 👉👈
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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years
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Chapter 6 and 7!!! Let's go!!!
Max all freaked out bc his baby is not crying 😭
“What are you doing?” Max whispered when David started to put the blankets on the floor.
“Can’t sleep without you,” he said in response and laid down on the floor.
“It’s cold on the floor,” Max shook his head.
“I have blankets,” David replied. “And you.”
What happened to them?? They were so soft and in love!!!
Though I don't like Jaden and David together, David did act like an asshole smh
He didn’t say anything or do anything.
He simply sat down on the floor by the edge of the boy’s bed. He watched his chest rise and fall as he breathed.
“He is okay,” Max exhaled in relief.
“Is he?” David asked.
WTF WHY AM I CRYING??😭
Me: No mom, you don't understand. This story is destroying me!!!
My mom: you don't have to read it...
Me: no, I'm gonna. I just like being fucking miserable:)
"These things are easier said than done. But I’m going to try harder.”
“Okay,” the little boy patted him on the shoulder. “Good luck.”
Arthur and Lance are so cute and I will protect them with everything in me🔪😎
No, but David as parent saying all this wise stuff is making me feel things!!!!
David with his nails painted>>>>
I am willing to give everything I own for the sake of knowing the complete story of their divorce 😭😭
But they were at Coney Island for fuck’s sake.
“No ground rules,” Max replied. “Go nuts.”
Arthur squealed in joy and ran away.
Fuck.
Max picked up Lance and ran after the other boy.
Lance yelped and then giggled. “Quick! He is fast!”
Omg😂 he is a little chaotic thing huh? Honestly Max, you are to blame...
“Wow,” the little boy gasped. “Dad. Have you been to France?”
Max closed his eyes.
“Yes.”
“Did you like it?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
Because when I came back home, I lost everything.
CARE TO EXPLAIN JUST A LITTLE MORE???
“No shooting ones,” Max shook his head. “We’ll find something else.”
....
It was a safer bet to leave Lance alone than to let AJ unleash chaos inside.
“No,” Max shook his head. “I’ll come with you. Lance, you need to stay exactly where I leave you. No wondering around. Okay?”
...
Lance was gone.
Max leaped off the car and grabbed Arthur with one arm and started running, dodging the bumper cars all around him.
Max being a parent is something that can actually be so personal 🥺🥺 love when some characters become parents and they immediately change a lot of the things they thought about bc THEIR CHILDREN COME FIRST!!!
That stupid boy definitely deserved it. Be glad David wasn't there, asshole
Old malec in a club is everything I needed😂
“How old?”
“18.”
His father sighed. “Don’t leave a bruise or a black eye.
I don't condone violence, but this was so funny for some reason lmaooo
“Will you promise me you’ll never read it?” 🥺🥺I am emotionally damaged
“Because I love you,” his son replied. “And I don’t want to love bad guys."
Max was quiet for a long moment. “I don’t know how to answer that.”
Arthur wasn’t very pleased.
“When you grow up, I’ll let you decide if I am good or bad,” Max promised. “But until then, will you love me anyway?”
“Fine,” Arthur conceded. “Goodnight.”
“Goodnight, AJ,” Max kissed his head.
WHEN YOU GROW UP I'LL LET YOU DECIDE😭 Don't mind me, I'm just going to cry in my class while reading this over and over again :)
Sliding some cookies I baked to you: ...what if you...tell us what's in the cover...idk...think about it....
“To Max,” it said. “I will never forget.” idk whether this is sweet or angsty and honestly I'm too afraid to ask at this point...
Some memes bc god gave me a memes app and no one can take it away from me now :)
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Bribery is wrong 😋😋😋
But here is a tiktok of a kid who gives big Arthur energy 🥺
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good evening
i just learned that one of my friends (well, he's not, we're "worst enemies") is in the unit for the people who went to the psychiatrist emergencies. so the place i went after my attempt. so gonna see him with a friend tomorrow afternoon
i dont have any fucking energy and that'll probably trigger me tomorrow evening but we're not there now so im gonna see him and then im gonna cry alone in my fucking bed because when i was there he went to visit me, and im not a bitch for fucks sake
also. i somehow passed one of my classes last semester. fucking unbelievable but that's way too funny to inform my university lol. like i went only once in that class that last 2h and didnt even did the 2h because i had a horrible panic attack. so i passed my literature arabic class by doing nothin
i also made someone's day bc i doodled the design he went with for a character in his fic. i should be happy for him and all but rn im feeling next to nothing
i think, and i might be wrong, but the news about my friend may or may have not triggered me this evening. hopes it wont be worse tomorrow
but i didnt take my anxiety meds this evening so it should be part of why (my blister has an odd number bc my mother, that bitch, went and reorganized the part of my room where i keep my meds, and the blister ive started went into my bedside so i didnt see i didnt take my meds yesterday and since my meds are now in an odd number that's highly distressing for me so now i have to suffer bc a dickhead couldnt just keep her hands to her stuff)
have a wonderful morning my friend im gonna hide myself real quick from my emotions and read fanfics for the good of my pitiful life
oh god that sucks TwT I hope your friend (?) is getting the right care 🥺😭
& I also hope you'll take care of yourself-- if it would be too awful to visit, I hope you'll find a different way to support him
slightly obsessed with how your friend is also your mortal enemy lol
my friend is doing bad as well, still -- they figured out at least one of the problems & got meds for it, so that's a great step, but she's still having a terrible time while the meds do their work 😭😭😭 im just really glad that she's living with friends that can make calls for her and help her get places and bring her food n stuff. I'm not nearly as worried for her, knowing that there are ppl who love her in the same apartment
I met with the person who's catsitting for me this weekend, she's super nice and interesting :333 I feel really comfortable having her care for my kitties lol. unfortunately she's moving away next month :')))))))))))) so I'll have to find another new catsitter if I wanna travel overnight :'))))))
excited for the train ride tomorrow!! I need to bring that organization book again, I've been bad about reading it. lol. a book about organizing tips for adhd. hard to finish due to. the adhd
I hope you find some juicy fics to dive into tonight!! good luck tomorrow, take care of yourself <3
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