#I'm quite delusional

[rainingstorms1220]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ♡

Oooh uh uh that's difficult. Let's see...

1. My OCs and stories

Literally my only motivation to live. I'm very, very attached to my kids—they are the culmination of my blood, sweat, tears and soul. So anything revolving around them makes me very happy, inspired and motivated. I will do everything for them!! Art, writing, even making games if I can! Merch too! Plushies, accessories, anything and everything. All for them. The thousands of little fictional people, worlds and stories living rent-free in my mentally ill brain.

Bonus happiness points when other people also like my kids and are interested in getting to know them better. Like, if you take the time to approach me and ask questions about them, are willing to sit through hours of me rambling your ears off about characters that spawned from the depths of my hellish critter mind, and also actively want to discuss them with me and tell me all of your thoughts—that is like the ultimate quality to my quality time love language right there. It's the most idealistic, unrealistic, impossible thing ever though, mostly because I have a lot of kids and like. 20+ different stories with several more AUs. To have someone else be able to digest all of that information? No way. But yeah.

Fanart and fanfiction of my kids also make me very happy. I will treasure each and every one of the art pieces/writing dearly. Basically anything related to my kids, I will cry over. I will explode over my kiddos.

2. Various media

As of right now, I'm fixated on Twisted Wonderland (LEONA), Bleach (HITSUGAYA AND HITSUKARIN), One Punch Man (METAL BAT AND BATAROU) and Blue Lock (RYUSAE AND KAISER). Very much waiting in anticipation for the TWST anime, Bleach TYBW Cour 3, OPM Season 3 and Blue Lock Season 2 + Nagi movie. I'm also really invested in the Final Fantasy series (III, IV, VII, IX, XIII, XIV, XV, XVI, Crystal Chronicles EOT and ROF, etc...)! And I'm a casual player of Punishing Gray Raven (very much looking forward to Wuthering Waves by the same company)!

I also like books! Haven't been able to read as much as I'd like to these days, but I have books I've bought that I hope to read soon. Gotta read Six of Crows (yes, Lune, I'll finish it). Have also been wanting to collect Bleach's light novels (CFYOW currently). And TWST's novels and manga too, once they're translated (Savanaclaw manga and novel C'MERE)! Much to look forward to <3 Fanfics of media I like are also really nice to read. When I have more time, I'd like to write for the fandoms I'm in.

Pretty art is nice. Good games are nice. Good stories and wonderful characters are nice. Beautiful writing is nice. I'm very simple haha, as long as the media strikes my fancy, chances are I'll look into it and derive some form of enjoyment from it <3

3. Writing/Drawing

If it wasn't already evident from the above two points, as well as my own profile, I like to write and draw. Very much an arts kid (creativity is another thing that I'm not sure I have, but let's not get into that). I'm not good at speaking, so having visual representations of the things I feel, be it via written words or artwork, is the best way for me to express myself and communicate, I find. And it's also fun! When I'm not preoccupied with other IRL commitments and stuck in creative ruts, that is.

4. Music

I know nothing about music theory or playing instruments. Not a music kid. I just like listening to good music. In particular, I'm a big fan of J-Pop, J-Rock, Rock, Instrumentals, EDM and Dubstep, Gothic-sounding music, and others, depending on whether they strike my fancy or not. Favourite artists/bands include Tatsuya Kitani, Aimer, Mili and ONE OK ROCK. Banger musicians. You're free to drop recommendations too! I'm pretty open to most genres. Though extremely selective with a few others (K-Pop being one of those genres haha oops).

5. Spending time with friends

Pretty clear cut, I think. I don't have a lot of people I'm particularly close to, but I do cherish those I consider my friends a lot. Quality time love language—just spending time with them makes me happy. We don't even have to really be doing anything. I just like having their company, and if they willingly seek me out and want to spend time with me too, that's even better.

And yep, that's all. I can't think of anything else haha. Thank you for the ask, beloved~

[canisalbus]

AU where there is some sort of zombie-like (maybe something like a rabid vampirism?)

Where one of the boys is bit/infected and desperately wants the other to join them, while also wanting to resist?

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[gayformlessblob]

if nandor ends up using a wish for guillermo to be human again. especially if it's so he can turn him after in the proper dramatic way that they both want. i will not recover

[burlowbeanie]

I knew about Cuno going into Disco Elysium, so I was expecting the small, angry, traumatized, foul-mouthed child. What I was not expecting was the smaller, angrier, more traumatized, fouler-mouthed child standing directly behind him. I love her so goddamn much.

[tainaawafflee]

gained 3lbs should I just quit

[singsweetmelodies]

i like lando norris - i actually, genuinely do - but it makes me hopping mad that he is now in the conversation to be a world champion

[studentbyday]

mood

[mochinon-yah]

I think i'm just full of repressed aggression, and it's all slowly seeping out every time i interact with the world

[maddy-ferguson]

i can't believe we have gay sabrina truthers now that's how you know she's really made it

[euclydya]

:3!!! character bingo!!! echem!! and also munna the pokemon <3

i am normal about myself a normal amount <= would 100% date source me without question

um. what is there 2 say tbh. I am extremely biased bc I AM Electrochemistry AIAKAJSJDJDJSDJDKDK

something about The Guy Who's Main Role Is To Obtain Happiness Chemicals In Any Way Possible REALLY just. Engrained itself into our brain huh?? like. Gestures at our system. *Me being the host was not the initial idea.* We all assumed our host would've been Inland IQIAKDDKDKEKD

but yeah!! Source me is. Too relatable in a way. We r living off short term dopamine every day and it is hell but it's waht we've got y'know. Any happiness is good enough etc. etc. even if it's short term. like.

not to mention like. Addiction runs in our family*. So. the stars just aligned ig No WONDER I ended up being our Signature Skill/sys host. HFDHDJDJSJS

tl;dr: yeah. points at source!me. too damn relatable!! JCJXJSMDFKJ

MUNNA THE BEST POKEMON EVER <3 THEY SURE DO EXIST AND FOR THAT WE R SO GRATEFUL

genuinely Munna has helped us get over our fear of the dark a bit. It's still THERE but sleeping with our munna plushie nearby helps a lot!! Also Like. If pokemon were real we'd absolutely have one. and a musharna probably also! we fell in love w this lil thing cuz mom happened to get us a plushie of it from the dollar store years ago and we just..... slept with it by our face to block out the old mirror that was in our room fhdndjdjskdkdskdjfdjd back then we also believed in bloody mary** and that did Not help with our fear of the dark so knowing we had a lil plushie of a pokemon that Canonically can help with nightmares and fear just. really helped out!!

also it is cute. lookie at this thang

↑ me when I eat dreams tbh

[emily84]

i like strange new worlds enough but sometimes they really are on thin ice with me... like choosing to go for chapel when uhura was right there (not that i want to reduce either to spock's love interest, but ykwim); refusing to go the spirk route (as of yet, might decide to got there in later seasons i guess, lol); casting a non-jewish actor to play spock (again, peck is really good, this is just bumming me personally ok); making spock the center of everything (it's really starting to get on my nerves); or casting an actress to play spock's mother who's like ten years older than peck; introducing characters and then not giving them any depth (ortegas); making uhura too perfect and flawless and incredible at everything thereby depriving her character of any possibility for interesting growth; retconning kirk as some reckless jock when he was clearly stated in canon multiple times to be a huge nerd at the academy; also, it's obviously a crime that they made noonien-singh straight but again that's just me (hopefully she's bi)

[jattendschaton]

I do that too lmaooo. How long was your run?

I dont remember the time (it was definitely over an hour haha i am not a fast runner; with the run + stretching I woke up like 2 hours early) but it was 8.3 miles

[overbearingstruggles]

I know this is beating a dead horse no pun intended but like everytime we see Alex at home he just looks miserable like not happy to be there at all. Kinda like he’s a prisoner but he chooses to be there so it’s his fault and maybe he is happy it just doesn’t reach his eyes I don’t know I don’t understand that man at all but I love him 😂

Like. Like okay. We could approach it from a different angle where we primarily see him onstage/working and he blatantly loves that. It's palpable how happy he is and it's our best reference and that's not necessarily fair or reasonable to parallel. Because what else ever makes him look so happy? Enthralled? In love? Nothing we ever get to see.

But then you see how he looks at a horse and even that doesn't compare.

What is that!!

[reluctantbylerblog]

idk why but I was curious what the general consensus was about byler on reddit since tumblr seems so sure it's going to happen in s5. I just thought it'd be interesting to see a different perspective, y'know.

I guess I wasn't surprised that they were completely convinced it was NOT going to happen and I even agreed with what they said about some of the popular byler theories (the colors, mike's shirt, mike being framed in front of the closet) being a little too…symbolic to really mean something. (the difference is that they thought it was because bylers are delusional. I don't. I just refuse to give the duffers' that much credit lol.) they were pretty pro m*leven which I guess is cool, to each they're own. (I think they have their cute moments but I don't particularly ship them.)

but what really cracked me up is that apparently the reddit side was pretty much fully convinced will wasn't gay before s4. I looked for posts pre-s4 to see what the reigning opinion was and they were really just fully convinced will wasn't gay. a lot of them seemed to want him to be asexual for some reason—I got the impression they would have rather him be asexual than him be gay which yay homophobia! but also like he could be asexual AND gay? like as a bi ace I'm pretty offended that they misunderstood the fundamental fact that ace and aro aren't the same and used it simply to fuel their homophobic opinions.

but honestly I was pretty much convinced byler wasn't going to happen because I've been queerbaited before and I get this I think I've seen this film before and I didn't like the ending kinda feeling from how things in the byler fandom are progressing but uuuuh weirdly I'm a little more optimistic now that I've seen the other side of the delusional spectrum. I'm thinking there might be a chance byler will happen?

[mirlyutera]

Guys . Its Getting dire. I slightly need to Finish myself off (joking)

[danthropologie]

I am a full on Daniel fan and have been following your blog for some time now and quite enjoy it. But you need to come out the delusion that Merc or RBR NEEDS him. Let’s be real in terms of negotiation, after the last two years of McShitshow, he has unfortunately lost a lot of cred with McLaren trying to establish that he has adaptability issues. Whichever team he is going, I am sure he’s taking a massive paycut because he simply can’t afford to demand that high a salary. Merch sales can only go so far if the team isn’t bringing in the points. Merc or RBR knows that HE needs them more than ever, because his other options are backmarkers which he’s not interested in. Toto has already come out and said that Lewis and George’s seats are not up for contention any time soon. If he goes there, he’ll be nothing more than a glorified marketing tool. He’s not gonn race for Merc, that’s for sure unless either driver wants to suddenly drop off the face of this planet. In RBR, Checo, however lacking in pace he might be, has proven himself to be reliable enough to bring points for the constructors cup and willing to be a second driver, which Daniel has very vocally rejected years back. So RBR doesn’t necessarily need him. They might WANT him in case Checo falls off drastically but that’s about it. I would say his chances of getting an actual seat in the future is slightly there in Rbr. Do they love him, of course. But it’s business, nothing personal. I don’t think Daniel is in a position where two top teams are gonna fight over him sadly. This is something that Mclaren has a big hand in of course. I know delusion is a coping mechanism, but we need to find a middle ground so as not to make a laughing stock of ourselves.

i mean rbr and merc literally ARE fighting over him so idk what to tell you 🤷‍♀️