right now tho I'm really fixated on rogue trader lmao I want to work on Ceciliana โ๐
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(pssst if you're following me for that pmd picture, you should know it's nearly 10 years old AND that if you want to see where The Rest of my content is (from 2015 and onward), my art account is @rabbitbatthing! I don't reblog my art here that often, so if you want to see that... [will smith hands])
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arghh w dynamis data center coming out (having my fave dc name and world names!! esp seraph!!) i am even more. ahbjdjhgd. i want to be more active in na dc
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Sorry for failing to post more than once every 3 am anyways more stalien icons ๐
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Tysm for the tags @monacobasedgirldad @schumigrace @fernandoalonzoo sry im a bit late getting to this lol
Are you named after anyone?
My great great grandmother(I think??), though she was named Katarzyna, and I was born Catherine, but go by Catie obviously(this lowkey annoys my mom lmao, especially bcs if I were to have a nickname, it was supposed to be Cate.)
When was the last time you cried?
Today, over classical music. I think I cry at least once a day ๐ญ I am very emotional
Do you have kids?
Nope :)
What sports did you play/have you played?
I played soccer when I was a kid. Also does marching band count?
Do you use sarcasm?
All the fucking time, literally constantly. And also we sarcastically bully each other in my family, so I have to pull myself back from accidentally insulting people ๐ญ
What is the first thing you notice about people?
Hmmmm, I feel like ive done this tag game before bcs I remember writing this exact answer. But usually I notice if someone is a good conversationalist or not. Like do they like to lead the convo, do they like to listen to the other people, do they talk too much, too little, are they awkward about it? It's just very interesting to me, bcs I think that kinda thing really does instantly show you if you're going to be compatible with a person(as a friend or more etc.) Cause I talk a lot a lot, and I think it's difficult to get along w people who are untalkative but also people who talk an equal amnt if not more djkfkglg.
What is your eye color?
Just brown!
Scary movies or happy endings?
Scary movies definitely. I mean im not opposed to a happy ending obviously, but that's not really what im always looking for in a movie, I guess? Rn I'm trying to think of my top movies, and man, not a lot of them have happy endings ๐ญ But I literally just watched two horror movies the past wknd so! Even though they make me paranoid
Any talents?
I think I could go on a rant about anything if you gave me a bit of time. I really think I can just talk endlessly. Is that a skill? Or is it just annoying..? But yeah I'm not sure, but I think I'm pretty good at absorbing information and being able to go on and on about it.
Where were you born?
America rahhh ๐ฆ
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I like my state a lot even though I feel like all my peers keep saying "ugh I don't want to be in [insert state] anymore" Smh how dare you
What are your hobbies?
Mostly drawing! I draw both F1 fanart(pretty much all selfmade AUs tho) and ocs. I like writing lore and worldbuilding and meta, but not really writing itself. I like reading fic and watching movies as well. And I think one of the main things I do these days tbh is read about history and keep up with politics. I get more and more involved with it as the days go by, but unlike drawing, I don't really have an outlet for it sigh sigh. So that's why a lot of AUs involve history and random other things, bcs its fun to involve my interests with each other!
Do you have any pets?
Yes I do! Two cats and two dogs. The cats are named Jin and Frank. Jin is basically me in cat form, he's so anxious ๐ญ and Frank is like my brother, he's such a little bastard who loves to hiss all the time. My dogs are named Maisie and Ruby. Maisie is a menace to society, but she is also the most beautiful dog ever, so I forgive her. Her name makes me laugh bcs she's named after this book character, Maisie Dobbs right? So her name tag says Maisie Doggs
How tall are you?
Around 5'4
Favorite subject at school?
Politics >:) But I'm pretty interested in philosophy as well rn. Unfortunately my love for foreign languages has been slipping in the semester or so, bcs my professors on that side kinda suck. So I've been putting more energy into my other major, and now all I can talk about is history, politics and philosophy, etc etc. It's just a lot of fun and very interesting to me!
Dream job?
Man, sometimes I wish I could just be a student forever, I just want to keep learning all about the world and other things. But I'd like a job that's not too static, something that pushes me out into the world a bit, maybe smth in the government or like a non-profit idk yet!
Ahhhh I'm doing this a bit late so I'm not sure who's done it yet, I feel like mostly everyone has :,) I tag anyone who's interested, like seriously I'd love to see people's answers who I haven't yet!!
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย GETย TOย KNOWย THEย MUN
๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐๐ค ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ ?
as far as canons go, they are my lil glorbo's. i have a thing for main characters, especially underrated main characters. naruto and atsushi are just my lil guys that i heavily relate to in one aspect or another. i'm writing an alt verse of atsushi but i love atsushi's character in general ( i've considered adding his canon self ) john has been a recent add to this blog and just...i really love FAITH, the game hits all the good religious trauma / horror notes for me. i love a priest who is dabbling with his faith and loyaltys. as for my oc's well, some of them i've had for years ( dom and mia ) but a lot of them are new since i made this blog and i love each of them differently but deeply.
๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ?
i'm pretty down for most genres. there are some tropes / writing themes i'm not into like pregnancy threads ( i could make an exception for mia ) and obviously gross shit like incest / pro-ship stuff makes me sick. heavy no. otherwise i'm pretty open to things like horror, comedy, romance, dark themes, religious themes.
๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ?
i love writing romance and i'm tired of being made to feel sorry for it. of course i love writing angst, familial things as well but i really enjoy romance. i am a hopeless romantic in real life so, i just love shipping and the different dynamics that come with that. i love writing religious themes and general horror. i love writing characters who are total opposites it's just super fun.
๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ?
mostly at random. i'll see something in a movie or have a random thought and it leads to other thoughts and boom headcanons. my muses just give me vibes on things and it stems from that...idk i dont have a system LOL
๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐ ?
music. i gotta have music. even a yt video in the background works but i gotta have noise. lmao.
๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ง ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ?
mostly wing them. plotted things i have a little bit of an idea how things will go but i'd say 99% of shit i write is never plotted so, it's all me just winging it. i don't really enjoy super plotted threads tbh cause then it feels like i'm just coloring in the numbers ? i like things to be a little loose and free.
๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ?
yes very much. but not just romantic. platonic and familial is good too. <3
๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฌ / ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ ?
salem ~
๐๐ ๐ ?
i am 28 *cries*
๐๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐๐๐ฒ ?
october 1st, libra gang
๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ ?
pink, blue, black
๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ?
next. lmao how am i supposed to pick favorite songs of all time ? smh.
๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ญ๐๐ก๐๐ ?
scream 6
๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ญ๐๐ก๐๐ ?
i'm not sure ? probably one of the 4 anime i'm watching rn
๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ?
moving out - kacey musgraves
๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ ?
potatoes, seafood, ramen, sushi, chicken ( mostly fried chicken or wings ), pasta, chocolate and a bunch of stuff i love food i love eating out at a good restaurant.
๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ?
fall, it's the best season. i don't mind early summer either but august is too fucking hot. i hate winter . . . i got seasonal depression and i live in midwest hell so winters are terrible here.
๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐ ?
would have to be @aeviare who is on hiatus rn but she's my babe. lmao. we met on tumblr rp in 2020 and i've flown to see her multiple times and talk every day so. but other than tiff i'm not sure ? sighs. i'm very shy and i do love getting to know my rp friends but sometimes conversations just die and i'm horrible at reaching out. i'm just . . . i'm a shy lil guy okay i'm trying to be better but. (: personally i consider all my mains good friends but idk if they would say the same so. shrugs.
tagged by: @blaecdog
tagging: @mythcaels, @metrictita, @fangier, @mundanemiseries
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do you have any ocs rn?
i don't really focus on OCs so i don't have any that i really care about too much so here are. the ones i just draw on the regs whenever i feel like using my OCs
you know the minecraft/mcyt fic i talked about the other day?
yeah. this is her.
she was the self-insert turned oc. so you can tell why i don't really have a lot of OCs and just use her for all kinds of things. bc she used to be my self-insert!
i don't have much to say about her except that if you've been following me for years then you know who she is and has definitely seen her.
she's my baby girl and she has a lot of lore and angst and she really shaped the way i treat characters now
i could talk about her a lot more but i'd mostly just be talking about the fic i made :p
here's a drawing i've posted about her on here before! (blood cw)
BOYYYY let's talk about kenji!
i know he's literally. basically. just alifiel's genderbend but i actually use him a lot more and he means even more to me because of everything i put him in.
he was also my self-insert turned oc but like. just amab. yk?
i started using him during the early days of the ut fandom, aka when i really focused on a lot of self-insert rps in private with friends!
i did not realize then that him being my favorite self-insert rp guy made me non-binary and Trans. loooooool
he has so many au variants to comply with all the undertale AUs and i can talk about them all day.
he was also the one i used in rps during my papyrus phase! (obsessed with sans and sanses now. so sorry. the trash man captivated me)
mentioning that, i actually just have. a fic drafted in my cloud of what i thought about he and papyrus' story would be like.
i've drawn part of it before. LOL
i could talk about his little AU variants and how he interacts with the diff main AU sans and papyruses all day tbh. god younger me would've CRIED at bonely hearts club LMAO
i've also drawn and posted him multiple times on here! his variants are one of the things i love redrawing.
they were super pink and super red <3
i love these two. so much. actually. i said i wasn't gonna talk about them that much but i really went all out LOL
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เป๊ฐ หถโข เผ โขหถ๊ฑเงง โฎ โหโน โฏ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โฏ โนหโ โฎ
hello hello, and welcome to my page, aka the place where I'll either be screaming into the void or writing about hazbin hotel to spark the happy feels! I'm not the best writer, but I hope you'll stick around to see where this goes แกฃ๐ญฉ
๐ช๐ซ๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ถ๐ฎ โ.ห แกฃ๐ญฉ .๐ฅห
my name's cordelia (cory or coco, for a shorter version), and I've been on tumblr for awhile, on different accounts, but i never really actually sat down and engaged with everything. I love music (my spotify will be linked here, if you wanna see what I listen too), making ocs, the color pink, and about another hundred things!
most of the time, I don't really watch anything with the exception of hazbin hotel and a few other hand picked shows, such as carmen sandiego, h2o, and tmnt, though as of lately, hazbin hotel has been my main little fixation going on and will be the main focus of this blog, even if other things appear ^^
though, as for what's on this blog, it'll be mostly x reader fanfiction of some of my favorite characters (cough alastor cough), as well as writing about my oc, and sometimes even art made by my friends (since I don't draw personally, and if you're interested in drawing one of my ocs, feel free to show me in my ask box ^^)
I like to think I'm a very friendly person, so feel free to comment, dm, and @ me in things as you see fit ^^ I love making new friends, especially if you also like tmnt or if you simply wanna get to know me !!
๐ถ๐ ๐๐ป๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ โ.ห แกฃ๐ญฉ .๐ฅห
most of the time, I'll only really write smut and angst as I feel like whenever I write fluff it's drawn out and boring, but I'll still try to write it sometimes!
one of my favorite things to write is romance, so expect much of that, and sometimes I'll repeat tropes and stuff ): so if you have a specific kinda thing you wanna see/read, please ask in my ask (not my dms please) and I'll get onto it ^^
whenever I do write smut, the characters are 18+ of age, either aged up via a timeskip or later on in a series, or simply because they are already above that age, I will not write smut for characters that look underage but are 'actually many many of thousand of years old' as I find it uncomfortable to do so (that whole trope kinda weirds me out as a whole, yk? it's gross)
๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐ช๐ฐ๐ผ โ.ห แกฃ๐ญฉ .๐ฅห
( แเฉญใ๐บ xoxo chatsใโแ โ โห โน ) โ this is the tag I use whenever I'm just randomly posting stuff, or polls, or anything that's just kinda there, yk?
( แเฉญใ๐ horneeใโแ โ โห โน ) โ smut, oh lord the smut !! this may be the most common tag you'll see on my page, just a fyi แกฃ๐ญฉ
( แเฉญใ๐ฐ sugaryใโแ โ โห โน ) โ fluff, tooth-aching sweet fluff !! this tag contains all the soft and loving fics I write ^^
( แเฉญใ๐ซ depressionใโแ โ โห โน ) โ angst, wanna be sad? here's the tag for you, darlings! I may not write many of these, but oh I love them !!
( แเฉญใ๐งธ oc blabsใโแ โ โห โน ) โ I'll use this tag whenever I rant about my ocs, which may be a lot, if I'm being honestโฆ
( แเฉญใ๐ธ creationsใโแ โ โห โน ) โ a complete overview tag of everything I make myself, be it writing or playlists, etc etc
written property of ๏นซblmue โ please do not copy, plagiarize or steal, thank you
use the ask button to be added to the list !! tagging โ none rn ):
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Do you have any ocs in particular you'd like to talk about whenever you read this? I love hearing about the things people create and I really like your character design of the few I've seen!
OUGH... thank u nonny so sweet of you to ask ๐ฅบ I wanna say it's split between Cupid and Pacifica rn... as the beach besties that they are, they've been ruling my brain space...
I suppose it's worth showing here, but they both just recently got updated references (art by xlerotl)! I've been hype about it for like, weeks because it took me a very long time to find someone capable and willing to do the refs ๐ญ
I've been thinking about Cupid mostly, though, because technically, in a few short weeks she's supposed to go through a pretty rough, life-changing patch for the sake of story purposes, and whew... it's gonna be rough!!! I really mean that. I'll put her story spoilers under spoiler!
Without getting too deep into it, well... she's going to die, and basically be brought back from the dead as an ascended cherub, which is her birthright as a daughter of Aphrodite.
This wasn't something she was aware of, and it's not something she's pleased with at all, because it will unveil a lot of difficult truths for her, and change how she perceives her adoptive parents, birth mother, and her life.
This is going to cause her to move away with her partner to live with her oldest brother and his wife out in the country for a few years to get space and... figure stuff out. She's around my age (25-27), and is in a similar position I'm in where I'm questioning a LOT of my life, my choices, and the things that have happened in my life that's lead me to where I am now... and I'm definitely projecting a lot of that onto her, though it was unintentional at first.
Of course, yes, in the near future all the same, she's going to be happy, and figure out what she'd like to do; with the support of her brother, sister in law, partner and friends (ie Pacifica).
I don't have a LOT of fun stuff to say, but I do enjoy taking time to talk about the gworls... so thank you for being kind enough to reach out and give me the space to go off... Usually I'm too nervous to do so, but I appreciate you giving me the chance to be brave and share. ๐ฅบ๐
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Twenty Questions for Fic Writers
@bbcphile and @difeisheng thanks for the tag! :)
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
20
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
309,516. Which is actually insane, I'm not sure how or when I did all that
What fandoms do you write for?
Used to write for The Witcher, Supernatural and BBC Merlin, but not anymore. Currently writing for The Untamed and Mysterious Lotus Casebook (mostly the latter). There's one Love Between Fairy and Devil ficlet in there somewhere. I can't see myself making the space for anything else soon :')
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
One Ignorant Bard and His Witcher - The Witcher, geraskier (3.1k)
The Sins of the Father - BBC Merlin, canon divergent fix-it (11.5k)
You Can't Escape The Thoughts on a Rainy Day - The Untamed post-canon sangcheng (57.5k)
Foolish - modern au sangcheng (29.1k)
Are You Listening? - post-canon yunmeng shuangjie reconciliation (5.8k). It's part of the series that #3 on this list spawned!
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I used to respond to every single one, but nowadays it's just once in a while when I can. I read every single one multiple times like a lovesick fool tho <3
What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I have a terribly hard time writing fics that end angsty, the best I can do most times is bittersweet. That being said...
It will never be the same (1.5k) - Jiang Cheng returning to the Jiang Ancestral Hall after Guanyin Temple and speaking to his dead family. The night after Guanyin Temple, Jiang Cheng finds himself standing in the Jiang Ancestral Hall. Some things, long realised but unspoken, finally get said.
Found (34.5k) - Lan Wangji's angsty boy winter, set mid-canon during the 16 years wwx is dead and brimming with OCs. I really wanted to wallow in what made him the man he is during those years. Naturally I sent him off to a village beyond the Jianghu and gave him a boyfriend. It's incredibly angst filled and the ending is hopeful, but still sad by my standards.
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I'm a hopeless sap! Too many of them are happy endings!! Given my current MLC brainrot, I'll have to say it's the three post-canon liansanjiao fics I've written with them being soft together and at peace <3
I have a special soft spot for Foolish though, because Jiang Cheng deserves a happy ending story ;-;
Do you get hate on fics?
I'm not popular enough for hate hehe
Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
YES!! It took a lot of work but now I do! Sometimes very explicit, sometimes not. It's mostly chaotic and soft and at times emotional. Laughter and banter during sex is cocaine to me and it shows.
Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Sadly, no
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not as far as I know
Have you ever had a fic translated?
Have gotten a couple of requests to translations into Russian and French, but none of them ever went through as far as I know
What's your all-time favorite ship?
You can't do this to me I refuse to pick ;-;
What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Oh, there are too many, but the one I'm most invested in rn is a postcanon MLC fic where difang manage to save Li Lianhua's life and very many Feelings are had.
What are your writing strengths?
Dialogue is what I've been told. Specifically, I think I do a good job of finding each character's voice. This is something I've been consciously working on and I think it's been paying off, especially the last year or so!
What are your writing weaknesses?
Plot!! I cry every time I need to plot anything. That's why most of my fics are mostly just Vibes
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Ohhh I'd love to do that though I haven't yet. I think it would mean fewer people would read it, but that has never stopped me from writing a thing >:)
First fandom you wrote for?
The first I posted was a Witcher fic, but the one I started writing first was BBC Merlin. It still has a chokehold on my psyche
Favorite fic you've written?
AAAA once again i refuse to choose ;-;
Tagging @istgidek1234 @redemption-revenge @angryteapott @wuxia-vanlifer @omgpurplefattie (no pressure)
If you're a fic writer, feel free to give it a go even if you're not tagged!!
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๐๏ธย guess who got shadow banned
heyy, resubmitting the ad. previous likers, if i stopped talking to you, just like this again and i'll hit you up. my actions had consequences (i got nuked.)
looking for 18+ partners. i've been craving omegaverse -- or like, any roleplay-- lately, so here i am, fishing.
i'm looking to write an omega/beta against an alpha. i'm totally down for nontraditonal omegaverse dynamics, and would like to include pregnancy, but that's not a must.
while i do love plot, smut is gonna be a must for this one. we can still have amazing plots and characters, but let's make them fuck, too.
right now, i'm interested in: scents, pheromones, size differences, angst, dead-dove themes, monsterfucking, royalty aus, historical settings, modern settings (sometimes,) primal play, hunting (?), instincts, mafia aus, "come into sin and darkness with me, my love".
would love for our ocs to eventually have a loving relationship and/or put romeo and juliet to shame at how tragic and *idiotic* their ending is
a few things about me-
21+ F writer lazy-lit. i can break the discord word limit multiple times, but only if the situation calls for it/i want to act like an author paid by word.
i would like my partner's responses to be one paragraph minimum! give me something to work with.
i am looking mainly for mxm, nbxnb, etc. i could be persuaded into doing mxf, if you'd prefer that, though.
i love worldbuilding and making complex characters : i usually have vibes/personalities floating around my head and adjust them to each roleplay.
i am pretty shy, though, so if i ramble, please ramble back and help me break the ice--
my response time can be from minutes (rapid fire) to a week or so. this depends mostly on my interest in the rp and my schedule. i am a uni student, so please have mercy on me. it takes a hw
my guys will be switches or bottoms. friendly reminder-- bottom doesn't mean submissive. some of my ocs will bite. and some will cry in a corner and/or plot murder. choose your poison.
i'm pretty active ooc and would appreciate a ooc relationship! send me memes, fanart, pinterest boards, songs that remind us of our idiots, and i'll do the same!
kink friendly
i have literally ~2 ideas rn, but please come to me with your own, if you have any cravings.
interested? react and i'll reach out ^^
Leave a like, and anon will get back to you!
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Heya! if you don't mind me asking, what is it like in your ultrakill discord server? I'm mostly wondering about its set up and atmosphere, but I'm all ears if you have anything else you'd like to mention lol
I've been looking to find more people to talk about the game with, but joining discord servers make me a bit nervous, you know?
Hope you're having a nice day!
Hiya! :D
First of all, I'm flattered you're thinking about joining our server (join link here if you need it) and I appreciate your inquiry about its insides! :D I'm sorry that this became such a long response, but I hope it gives you some peace of mind either way xD
We're currently two mods if you include me as the admin, with @cogsanity being the other, and ca 85 people total.
In terms of setup, I've designed the categories roughly after the layers of hell within the game, although the channels within don't necessarily all reflect that lol. It's more for easier sorting and visual distinction really.
Limbo is more for moderation, organization and information.
You can read up on the rules, assign yourself some roles via a reaction-roles system, write an optional introduction with the pinned template in #terminal-entries, see any announcements me or Shin make (dw we rarely ever ping @everyone unless it's dire or important, tho I also just generally use it to log changes made to the channel structures) and ask us mods if anything's unclear :3
Then we have two gen channels with some fun extra channels to dump photos and pet related things in...
...and two main art channels (a lot of us are artists), as well as extra channels for headcanons, brainstorming, AUs, OCs, off topic infodumping and memes/spam as well as a spoiler channel for screenshot saturdays hype and whenever act III may release, so that people can catch up in their own time without getting spoiled prematurely :3
Oh! And we also of course have a channel for bragging abt your high scores in and another to ask for gameplay help from more experienced players!
We have carl-bot for reaction-roles and PluralKit for systems, and while we technically also have a music bot, the one we have rn is kind of a bitch to get working the way I need it to so I'm probably going to replace that one soon, until then it's functionally not really count-able lmao.
We allow a certain amount of sex jokes for the most part (with the deliberate exception that they are never to be directed at other members) since this is a 16+ ultrakill server - however actually explicit content (i.e. memes, writing, artworks) are to be kept to their own secluded section that an access role has to be given manually for and is only given to people that are 18+. We strictly moderate in this regard to ensure it's a safe and comfortable space for everyone.
In terms of atmosphere we're all very neurodivergent and very queer :'DD some very chatty folks, some more quiet ones, lots of good jokes and an overall pretty easygoing and respectful air.
We are strictly against any and all forms of discriminatory and phobic behavior and try to encourage mutually supportive creativity.
Here's our current lineup of emotes^ (the drones spin, one slower, one faster and the sideways v1 and v2 are doing patty cakes), all of which are credited in a pinned message on-server within the emote suggestions channel.
We have an event planned for november (we're setting up a pool of server banner designs made by the members that we're then picking every month via randomizer to be the server banner for the next 30 days) and are currently cooking up another event for around christmas as well >:3.
We also have a minecraft realm with extra channels for that purpose (locked behind a self-assign role just so it's not visible and bothersome to people that have no interest in it) and try to do somewhat weekly activities such as gartic phone, magma and I've also heard talks of a karaoke night being attempted soon, as well as some jackbox and cards against humanity being considered some time :D
Since this server is a very chatty one that loves hanging out en masse in vc, we've set up 5 main voice channels:
one for specifically art streams
one for game streams (or really streams in general, we often have some artists stream art on the side while another streams gameplay lmao)
one for just talking
one for activities like gartic phone
and because people tend to get overwhelmed with more than 5 people in vc, we also have a limited capacity vc for those that prefer a calmer hangout spot :3.
There might be more added in the future depending on activity and demand tho.
As a frame of reference, when we did the gartic phone session last weekend, we were ca 16 people in vc, and we only lasted about 3 rounds before everyone got a headache from overstimulation and needed to log off or split up into the campfire vc lmfao.
I'm surprised that one went as well as it did though, since it was very chaotic but still in a very controlled and fun way. VC sessions rarely get that big anyways, but I'm very glad that when they do, it's not pure, unadulterated, deafening chaos and that the means we've provided for self-managing your needs do get used as intended :').
Also just as a sidenote, there's a lot of users on there that are also floating around the main Ultrakill tag frequently, so I'm sure you'll recognize a few familiar faces if you do decide to join :3.
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Just wondering, thereโs one chapter left (+patreon alt ending), will there be a short epilogue at the end of it or do you have any plans of writing an epilogue chapter or maybe write an epilogue chapter later on? Or are you getting ready to finish jj fully and move on? Either way, nervous/excited for the ending. Still team gyu all the way ofc. Iโll probably reread the whole thing in the future and I wonder if my feelings will change because I donโt remember bad things gyu has done now. I wouldnโt describe him as toxic or manipulative.. but rn I just think of him as a sad unfortunate boy whoโs lashing out because heโs losing whoโs most important to him (which contributes to him losing her/is the reason etc but still). Only question is how long heโs liked her and if/when he became aware. Im sure oc can grow more confident w yeonjun in the future it makes sense she feels that way now. How important is domming to her? Because this last chapter showed that.. well idk, it doesnโt seem like yeonjun is the type to react in those nice ways โฆ I mean it was the first time so ofc maybe theyโll find what works for them but also if oc is ok with not domming her bf or like. Ok with that type of thing and satisfied otherwise then I guess itโs fine and they can have a fulfilling relationship. Mostly excited for her career tho and I hope professional success will give her the confidence she lacks.
I was actually just thinking about this and I think the winning boy will have a few drabbles written for him between here and patreon ala the extra scene I've talked about for gyu (him wanting your attention while you play games etc) and jun (going on concert dates). There is even a plot I have in mind but I'm not sure if I will go through with it since people aren't as excited for sequels as they are for new fics as seen with the yamqn sequel (though admittedly yamqn was a whole ass book and the main characters died lmao)
Oh gyu has been terrible to oc multiple times but I wouldn't call him toxic or manipulative either. He is not doing this with the intention to hurt her or manipulate her. His reasonings will be revealed next chapter.
I see domming for oc and yeonjun as a relative thing. Sometimes they wanna dom and sometimes they wanna sub, as opposed to gyu leaning hard towards sub but has his dom moments. Oc and jun's dynamics are completely different than hers and gyu's so I see them switching more often than not.
Yup hope girlie gains some damn confidence (i say as I am very insecure in my own work lol)
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...What should I even do with my blog, honestly?
Previously, I've just been a hcing mess. Answering some asks but mostly giving them out + being a mess of other, previous things + reblogs. But I actually want to do something with this blog, ya know?
Maybe, like... character + scene help? Worldbuilding is my specialty, you know, so maybe that might help? Would you come to by blog to ask oc/worldbuilding questions. Or even to talk hcs about the Greek Gods (which I honestly hope is my primary focus, Greek Mythology + gods in different scenarios). Maybe I should talk more about my own writing?
Idk, this has been a major question of mine, honestly. I want all my ideas out, but... how?
[Also I wanna start a Greek God mini-series? Any ideas? /gen]
I think like word building and writing mini story's would be a good fit for you blog in all honestly.
I don't have any ideas rn for your Greek God mini series but how about like.... "the lives of the big six throughout the years"
That would be cool to read
But what ever you do I'll love your blog regardless
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Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favorite followers ๐ค
HEEHEHE oki!!
I like the way I worldbuild!! I've only talked to @/s0yuzsauce about my stories in their entirety, but I take so much pride in them! Honestly asking anything about my OCs and their customs or towns and I'm sure to be able to blabber about them!
I like my place on the internet rn! It sounds a little odd but I used to be very worried about popularity on the internet a few years back. This was mostly due to being surrounded by people who made it too much of a big deal, but right now I'm very happy being able to take it slow and interact with people at my own pace. I feel very blessed to have good friends here (incl. you!) and be able to yap on and on about my interests without feeling like I have to compete! I'm at peace with where I am and I'm glad I didn't let all of that stuff get to my head entirely.
I like my willingness to try new things all the time! I always love new opportunities to do something new. I don't get too bored very easily because I can just fill my head with thinking about stories or worldbuilding, but doing new things, tasting new food, cooking new recipes, going to places, learning new languages and skills...these are all exciting to me!
I like my hair! Right now it's a bit short since I shaved for fun sometime back but I KNOW I look good with any length of hair. Sometimes I bleach it and dye it fun colours and it boosts my confidence more! Lately I've been keeping it natural just to see how my growth is like when uninterrupted. I also love my body hair! My thick brows too. My country's beauty standards prefer people to not be so hairy, but I don't care! I walk out there like a full on werewolf and I FEEL great! I hope I can grow out a beard soon though to complete the look ahahaha
Lastly, I like having a very diverse music taste! I cannot limit myself to few genres - i can't think about genres even at all! I'll happily listen to anything and I don't understand people who look down on certain music just cause it's uncool or mainstream or whatever. My playlist will consist of vocaloid, billboard hits, pirate metal, baltic folk, rap, broadway, eurobeats, horror game osts, oldies, hyperpop... literally everything! I also love compiling playlists! I will gladly make playlists for any vibe I want and even about my OCs and stories!
(small preview of all the playlists i cannot stop making)
I'm a little too shy to send this to my followers, so uhhhhh BOOP I TAG ANYONE WHO READS THIS FEEL FREE 2 BANDWAGGIN
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15 questions
tagged by @wodkapudding - thank you!
ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: My mum did originally name me after some fictional character from a series she vaguely implied I should give a try but like. Never really tried to get me interested in. Idek the title or author rn. Stole my current names from an OC and from Sebastian Moran.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: don't remember, but it was uuuh close on Wednesday because my mum called me to tell me my grandma's not doing as well as she pretends to. (We saw her on Friday and I'm a bit more at ease now since she wasn't like. noticeably weaker than usual and can probably leave the hospital some time next week.)
DO YOU HAVE KIDS?: Nope. Don't see that happening either.
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?: Fenced for a long time, would love to get back to it on a purely recreational level, but I'm not paying the 20โฌ fee for one training session per month (that I would also probably miss a lot in summer because work). Did some athletics as a kid, but with neither passion nor success.
DO YOU USE SARCASM?: I would never. /s
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?: overall apperance, followed by clothing, because I usually avoid people's eyes
WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR?: some undefinable greyish greenish mishmash
SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?: depends entirely on the movie
ANY TALENTS?: does writing count? Also filling the water thingy for the egg cooker at work with the exactly right amount of water on the first try.
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: in the middle of bumfuck nowhere (actually, a Kreisstadt. doesn't make it any less bumfuck nowhere) between Hamburg and Sylt. Couple dozen kilometers from Wacken.
WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?: writing and reading, mostly. cooking can be fun too and I like going to the gym.
DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: nah. Not a fan of animals in my immediate living space.
HOW TALL ARE YOU?: ~1,73m, please don't ask me what that's in ft
FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?: history, german, english as long as we had a competent teacher, biology and chemistry were fun too
DREAM JOB?: eeeeeh. Sometimes I wish I could go back to [redacted], but a) that's impossible, b) it would be terrible for my mental health and c) there are Reasons why I quit. Mostly I wanna keep working food service or maybe retail, might try and throw an application at a book shop at some point. I just want something chill that pays the bills and lets me be helpful and leaves some time & energy for writing.
Not tagging anyone specifically, feels like I've been tagging more than a few people in stuff lately, but if you feel like doing this, go for it!
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