going insane over toxic ballet au jordan!!! bc obviously the tension between u two is only going to build through rehearsals and the heat that pools in your belly when they touch you will only get harder to bear :( and they're still mean to you n you don't know how to process the fact that the way they talk to you turns you on--your dedication to dance hadn't given you much time to have physical relationships w anyone and you don't have enough experience to know wherher or not wanting them the way you do is okay :( but the fact that they haven't reported you to thw academy for getting all hot n bothered every time you dance gives you the tiniest bit of hope that they like you too.
and they do. fuck their hand every night thinking about you--the way you don't realize how filthy you look, panting from exertion and adrenaline and desire, pupils blown out when u look up at them. but fuck them, they've worked too hard to get this role and they won't throw it away just because their partner is irritating and young and naive and would look fucking unreal falling apart on their cock--pushes fantasies of fucking you dumb out of their head until they're alone w their thoughts in the shower. tries to pretend they don't want to ruin you--they know you aren't the perfect little prodigy everyone thinks you are. know that you want them. but they have too much at stake to consider doing something about it--not during performance season.
until, of course, performance season is ending--running the show for the last time in front of an audience and when you're holding the finishing pose, their strong arms holding your bodies together, they dip their head to mumble "good job." into your ear, low and out of breath and it's nothing sexual but you're flushing red. them feeling your hips twitch against their thigh, pressed so close they can feel you clench around nothing and hear you gasp, even over roaring applause, and fuck, they can't take it anymore.
getting through bows and critiques on autopilot, walking back towards the changing rooms in silence after most everyone else had left. them turning to face you when you reach their room and you gesture in the direction of your own, mumbling out an "thank you for... not dropping me, i guess. gnna go change. yeah." and you're flushed and squirming, hair that had escaped your bun framing your face, looking up at them with your doe eyes and they snap. grunt out a "for fuck's sake," and pull you into their room, closing the door behind you and you're being shoved up against it n they're kissing you hard, grabbing your hands to pin them against the wall. groaning into your mouth, running their hand down your body until they're running their finger along your slit through your tights. grunting "dripping all over my fucking thigh on stage. fucking pathetic." and you squeeze your eyes shut, head lolling against the door--whining, mouth falling open just from the pad of their finger tapping your clit through rough fabric. your now free hand coming up to cover your mouth, biting down when jordan starts circling your clit torturously slow. it doing little to muffle your desperate little noises.
yelping out a startled "jordan!!" when they lift you up by the backs of your thighs, dropping you on the couch in the corner. settling onto their knees next to you, grabbing you by the hips to pull you against them. hands slipping over your ass, grabbing at your thighs, teasing ur little hole through your sheer tights--you yelping when they grab them hard and rip them, baring your pussy to the cold room. flipping you over like you weigh nothing and bringing a hand down on your ass and the way you keen, high and needy, and roll your hips against nothing will star in their wet dreams for the rest of their life. running their fingers through your slit while you whimper, cheek smushed against the couch when you turn to look at them, letting out a broken, debauched moan when they spear you open on their fingers. "been waiting for this, yeah? filthy fucking girl. never felt like this, have you?" and you're nodding and grinding against their fingers and AAASIGJNF idfk my brain is mush
THIS IS SO SICK AND TWISTEEEEEEEEED
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we need to bring back female hysteria as a official diagnosis
the way i feel isn't normal and if it gets dismissed as "average teenage girl feelings" AGAIN i will scream and shout and let it all out, then actually crash out if they need to see me go fully insane before i get help i need trust they'll get it
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whoever has the full video of this please post it im begging you. literal creation of adam at the idkhow ft lauderdale show. the people need to know
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Invader Zim: Side order of DOOM
Does this matter to anyone else
I've been INSANE absolutely BONKERS CRAZY over my own AU. So um,,, yea. I really really love it and I'll make more art for it and stuff soon!!! I'm planning to make a fanfic on it too :3
Here's the original idea photo, and here's what made me make this whole thing
Yea. So if you're ZiM on splatoon hi. Thank you for giving me this idea and I love your locker.
ANYWAYS!!!! I also have some concept art I made during school, it's super blurry though so sorry for that :(
Yea super blurry 💀 it's okay though don't even worry about it,,, BUT UM,,,, IF YOU GUYS WANNA SEE MORE OF THIS PLEAAAASE TELL ME BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE THIS SO MUCH AND I WANNA MAKE AS MUCH AS I CAN
UPDAAATE!!! I made a fanfic for it :3
It's not done, but I hope you enjoy
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A few of my absolutely FAV ZaDr Tropes headcanons that no one asked for <3
^^^ This is exactly Zim and Dib and I will fight anyone/nsrs, this is so silly kahkbwkqbsnsdb and also Zim doesnt admit it but he can be just so soft for him and ughhh
^^^ PILOT ZADR is such a funny tropwjsdndb like, I like that Dib likes to mess around with and create such tension, but also just being so madly in love while wanting to like cut him up n stuff, while also being so polite (in a way) and flirty and is all Zim's pretty much
^^^ This is self explanatory, puppy love is so reall 🥰
^^^Za2r is self explanatory also idgaf look at them, absolutely wild for them sishdkrkebe omg
They're all in love.
I'm going to have a shitty morning. Someone help.
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okay SO. today’s plans are …
catch up on fics (i’m so sorry 😭 i’ve let my tbr pile up i feel so ashamed)
finish up suo pussy inspection wip
begin sakura + togame fics
peek in mooties inboxes bc i’ve been lacking in the social department (lies. i’m on discord more LOOOL.)
drink water
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