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#It's engraved in my brain now
urghblergh · 6 months
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Halloween. Spock is confused. :D
You married a Vulcan???????????? :o
These ones feel kind of random and weird. Idk. 😅🫶🌌
reference pics ✨
@senshistock
this picture I found on pinterest 😅
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keery · 2 years
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haven’t stopped thinking about these pics
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flowercrowngods · 11 months
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i don't know how to be merely acquaintances when we used to be friends. or i think we used to be. i don't know how to yearn for a simple hello when you've been heaping your affection on me months ago, and i don't know how to talk to you when you won't say anything. when suddenly it's all about me. you know i have nothing to say, you know my brain is void of everything but horribleness and i cannot tell you about my day because i don't even know about my day. i cannot tell you about my day when i know you won't listen, when i know you'll apply your philosophy to my world and don't believe me when i say that everything is terrible. i don't know how to be the person you seem to think i am, or the person you want in your life. i don't know if you want anyone else in your life now that you're in love and sappy, found another recipient for your affections, leaving me empty and wounded and yearning.
you said you missed me. said it many times, while i was gone. now i'm back, have been back, and i wonder how you missed me, why you missed me, when you won't talk to me. i think you mistook missing for worrying. i think you mistook caring for a feeling of obligation. i think you like missing me more than talking to me.
and i think i can't breathe with how much that hurts
#how do you miss me when you won't talk to me? how do you like me so much and then go to just. not?#how did i let you in when i try so hard not to let people do that because i know that once they get past the walls all i'll be left with#is the idea of them rotting and withering inside me. polluting the space i create to keep myself safe.#why does everyone leave? leave in silence too. leaving behind so many questions and so many words engraved in my brain#i am so tired of *grieving* when those i grieve are still alive and well and thriving and i'm reminded that it's versions of myself#that i'm grieving instead. how do you grieve yourself? how do you not fucking fall apart over it?#just. fucking talk to me. don't make it be true that all i'll ever be is nothingness and the memory of someone you liked once#but never never never liked enough#i'm so so cold already. i'm a shell. i want to be warm again but it always leaves me so hollow and hurting#i grieve the dio who was warm. i grieve them i miss them i am so so angry that he had to leave. to hide. with no way out#i'm happy for you. i'm happy you're happy. but you're no better than anyone else and it makes me want to run away again#but i have nowhere else to run and no one else to be. and it's so fucked that it doesn't matter who i am i'll never be enough#for someone to just. stay. to see me and to stay. to hear me and to sit and listen and just. just fucking stay.#maybe i'm not worth staying for. maybe there's nothing to know nothing to hear nothing to see nothing to listen to nothing to find#maybe all i'll ever get is one/two good months paid for with a lifetime of grief. and i'm at the point where i don't want the good months#anymore with you or anyone else who tears down these walls with affection that is so endlessly addictive and leaves me yearning.#on the off chance that it will keep the grief away too. but that's the thing about grief isn't it? it's here to stay. unlike you#god this is so fucked up and i'll delete this later but for now i just need to. let it out. poe said i should make a side blog for the grie#but poe's not there anymore. poe has stopped starting fires. so this goes on main until shame makes me take it down#blah#personal#not st
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zmbiesuga · 2 months
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ragiragiragiragi :33
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inciexec · 10 months
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oh superman oh judge oh mom and dad oh superman - laurie anderson
theyre making me sick to my core
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cuteniaarts · 1 year
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In which Nia is making Hamilton fanart in 2023... this is a new low, even for me
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THE HOLD this woman had on 13 year old me, you don’t get it, I was absolutely OBSESSED
I called myself the #1 Maria Reynolds stan, defender and apologist, read every single fic on Ao3, FF.Net AND Wattpad, spent days digging through every historical record available on the internet to find out everything there is to know about her, made a presentation about her for school... If you ever need a detailed biography which includes accurate dates, a map of where she lived during her lifetime, and the names of, among others, all her siblings, stepchildren, sons-in-law and great granddaughter, you know who to call
A.k.a: When Nia’s mental health is in the gutter, she turns to Broadway musicals to cope
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seriousbrat · 9 months
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honestly sometimes I remember when the biggest problem in the marauders fandom were "hipster bloggers" and all they ever did was mind their own business and post pictures of redheads holding pumpkin spice lattes with bad instagram filters and a caption like "lily after james took her on their first date!! taken by a laughing marlene mckinnon" lmao. we hated them so much and for what?
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Gale "Propensity to Verbosity" Dekarios: A bond like ours doesn't need words to express it.
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feidude · 6 months
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came for the doomed yaoi and stayed for the doomed yuri
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taptrial2 · 6 months
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ive been doing digital art for about a decade so sometimes i forget how hard it is to pick up if youve only done traditional
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2thepearlygates · 2 years
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"oh it's an axolotl! so cute"
"it's so cute"
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1-800-iluvhockey · 1 year
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😏😏😏
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Lovely to know I'm the Chuckles the clown knower
I yes that is you
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nemuku-naru · 4 months
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MESMERIZER!
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(^^;
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taechnological · 1 year
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i'm sorry but i'm still stuck at i wish u could love me again no i don't want nobody else
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an-unraveling-unknown · 6 months
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I am so normal about the hozier ep. /lying /lying /spinner of yarns /liar /lying liar from liarsville /you're not slick IDIOT /lying /li
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