#Its like testosterone is putting up a wall around my heart that I'm doing my best to keep down
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Being off hormones sucks. Every emotion feels just a little bit muffled, every thought just a little bit stagnant. Its a special kind of torture I think.
#I just. Wish I would hear from my damn pharmacy#1 month off hormones my beloathed#Even crying feels less cathartic#And things just feel a little bit more lonely and my heart feels. Idk off?#Idk how to describe it.#Its like testosterone is putting up a wall around my heart that I'm doing my best to keep down#cause I'm not sealing off my fucking emotions again#I wanna feel damn it#I just miss the sm*way* feelings.... I guess feel#Idk if any of this makes sense#But I can tell its 100% the lack of estrogen#I'm tempted to monotherapy my estrogen for a month#And then just get more from pp or some place online#I think I'll stsrt that tomorrow cause its better than nothing
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