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#Kim Dokja: haha you care about me. cringe. i know that making fun of you for this specific thing annoys you which is my goal half the time
your--isgayrights · 3 years
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Hmm rereading my own fic moment. On ch 4 and hsy and kdj are besties I think.
#when i reread my stuff in my head i didnt write it u know#so i was like wow i like how this author made hsy and kdj bffs. but that was not at all what#i was thinking about while writing them. like in my head with them i have like a calculated strategy of like. ok kdj is sort of hsy's#real life little meow meow shes like i hate him hes my best friend i will provide for him i hate him why is he like that#because hes terrible but also he represents to her a genuine readership that her life feels empty without because part of why she writes#is that shes just fundamentally seeking out that parasocial intimacy#but also if she has to tell kim dokja she cares aboy him she will vomit her entire soul out of herself because she has a complex about the#care she puts into things never being reciprocated ie writing stories for an audience she usually looks down on so she#lashes out first always and acts like she doesnt care and is annoyed all the time#which kim dokja interprets as. ah. even though shes done weird things like give me my dream job and lets me comfortably pay rent#this person is still a malicious actor. a terrible villain... my boss... shes just bad at it....#which leads their interactions to be like. HSY: im invested in you and know that something is wrong but i cant tell you directly or else#youll know i care about you and that is the worst case scenario but also you probably already know that youre kinda my only friend#Kim Dokja: haha you care about me. cringe. i know that making fun of you for this specific thing annoys you which is my goal half the time#we talk.#but also i want your game to come out good and genuinely care about it and in this way they convey their love and carefor each other#through a shared story instead of direct words.#so they are besties actually#personal#tag ramble
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