#MAYBE I'M COMPLETLY WRONG BUT GOD THIS INTERPRETATION MADE ME FEEL INSANE

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Perfume by Lovejoy. Aro Roach. Ghostroachsoap maybe. Something. Help.

Mainly brought to you by the fact that these lyrics are. Painfully aro to me. And I want to fit Roach in there somewhere.

Help Many.

Okay first of all I forgot how good Wilbur fucking Soot music is-

Second you are so fucking RIGHT!

I went to listen to the song and it hit me like a train.

Cus the tone he uses in that verse is just like, so resigned? And that's the feeling I think Roach has towards being Aro in general. Like it sounds soft but it's clear he's not happy.

Melancholic! is what I'm trying to say

Expecially after the verse before that! LIKE that verse sounds so bitter and then he sounds so resigned and then he sounds bitter again.

Like this verse he's Bitter.

You say your ex-boyfriend's a policeman Well, I say you need better standards You say your ex-boyfriend's a policeman I say you need better standards

This one he's resigned to the truth, maybe he finally realized it and is so sad about it.

It seems like all our friends Abruptly fell in love And she was in the dust Darling, life was streaming past So she learnt to lie She learnt how to pretend A drama in the futile A means to an end

And this one he's bitter again. And even angry because,,, maybe he wants a reason to hate Ghost. Doesn't want to see that the truth is that there's something 'wrong' with himself.

Why can't you be a dick? Why must you be so nice? It's hard for me to move on When I don't really hate you (I don't really hate you) (I don't really hate you) (I don't really hate you)

The 'I don't really hate you'... that yeah... Roach telling that to Ghost over and over again. Like, you know that thing we talked about? Of Ghost and Roach being in a relationship but Roach being miserable cus he's forcing himself to love Ghost romanticly??? And Ghost being worried and sad, because he thinks he's not being a good boyfriend??

I think those verses (the whole song really) FITS BEAUTIFULY, with that concept

Also you have this verses (the ones in bold) in the beggining that just speaks desire to me. Which I think is what might put Roach off even more cus he hates the romance but he loves the sexual part? He wants Ghost but not like... dating, you know what I mean?

But it's all the same Would be daft of me to cry? Your tongue is razor sharp I miss when it would fight mine Left your heart on standby By the way he holds you Bet he serenades you I can't really blame you

And the ones in italic, again just... give me the vibes of envy. Like... 'I wish that was me, but I'm not but I understand cus I can't give you that' type feelings.

Also just the first verse is amazing for the GhostRoach friendship after Ghost starts dating Soap. Bitter bitter bitter-

And I just bite my tongue Update me on your life And now you've found the one But I don't like his eyes And I distrust their name And I hate their haircut They look like a prick (a prick)

Listen Roach, to me is a little bitter bugger, yes, he doesn't really think like that about Soap, god forbid that man is a sweetheart (he does have the haircut of a prick tho-) But like deep inside in the meanest part of his brain? He's so fucking mad and jealous. That he can't have what those two have BECAUSE HE CAN'T FEEL LIKE THAT. IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF THEM IT'S BECAUSE OF HIMSELF.

He wants Ghost for himself! (but he can't)

And... maybe after a while he also starts wanting Soap (but he also can't!)

Alex you're a complete genius. This is such an Roach song! But more about the messy parts of his being! I'm going insane!!!!

Honestly you are so right this song is peak bitter aro vibes and I'm living for it!!!!!