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#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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your post about being non binary is literally so real i remember agonizing about my gender and being like "awe i wish i could use they/them pronouns that would be really cool and awesome and id love that a lot. too bad i cant!!!!" yes. yes you can.
as far as your own personal identity goes you can do whatever you want forever I think
#my logic with gender is that It's none of my business what anyone else does with it so why should they care about what I do with mine#at the end of the day it comes down to the person to decide and I could never know someone more than they know themselves so. idc#but no yes sometimes I'm in the throes of the I Need To Be Normal And Accepted By Society Or I Will Explode and forget#though to be fair I still plan on living my day-to-day as a man the point is that it doesn't need to mean anything#it's just what is most convenient atm to do and I don't need to worry about that reflecting my own personal truth about gender. yk#[.asks]#anonymous#I'd like to present more androgynously but uhm. Not likely until I can go on some low-dose hrt. I dislike the comments I get about it#also on god if I get terfs bothering me about this again. Annoying because I get one or two anon hate messages every time I mention it.#which. Girl get a hobby
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finally put together a sheet for (some of) my ocs..... skjfahksjhfk
anyway please send me asks about them (and penny's work partner i don't have a design for yet) and i will try my best to answer 👍
#art i made#original character#oc#project: tie#i need to have some sort of. oc art tag huh#kids photos#penny vriesea#ash vriesea#lr. brightglass#the first image is a redraw of that one very iconic link click poster bc i am. tired#also wait. hand to god i came up with the design for penny before i started reading orv like its a genuine coincidence that her design is s#ok i couldnt decide between 'we have anna croft at home' and 'poor mans han sooyoung' but you get the idea#i think i still have some old sketches of her from last year but her design has gone through like 676543 revisions lmao#ash is new unfortunately i dont have that excuse for him SKJDFHKJSH#they are part of like. a larger story idea im planning out but like#contrary to what the post may imply the vrieseas are not the central characters. that's penny and her work partner#ash is just here because he occupies way too much space in my brain. also him being penny's clone makes him easier to design
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#personal#i think that like... the dam's broken. for lack of a better term#or i guess the ice ???? idk man#either way. been messaging back n forth with him like crazy for the past few days#i just decided that like.... whatever. if i feel like saying something i should just say it to him !!!#and i think me being open has led to him being open....#god its so hard when both ppl only really talk when they have something to say JFJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJJD#like... i cant even make up a reason to talk to him. i cant pretend to be dumb n not understand anything. he'll know its bullshit NDJDJDJDN#n e way...... defs met my match here lmao. but really its been so nice just being able to talk to him when i want. bc waiting until being i#person was getting so !!@@@ long !!! like god. i didnt know i could miss someone so bad...... its so !!@@@@@@#gah !!!!!!!!!!!!#n e way. things are goin in the right direction#and hahaha !!!!!!@ i have a game plan to make sure we stay in touch too !!!!! me n one of my other friends promised to keep in touch with#each other and i was like oh should we invite everyone else. and she was like oh !! maybe ____ so i was like !!!!!!!!#so true !!!!!!!!!!@#gosh im so excited i really like them both so much we're all similar temperaments so ya..... ive wanted to make sure i keep them JFJFJFJD#n e way. we still havent asked him but hopefully he says yes !!!! bc he always sits behind us n im just like !!!! ik you wanna sit with us#so just sit beside us istg !!!! but ah ... i think hes shy#god hes so cute#and shes like not competition btw. like..... she has a bf. she knows i like this guy now (i spilled. i couldnt hold it in 💀💀💀). and ya !!#hopefully exciting things coming!!!
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Men keep getting mad at me on dating sites since they don't "know" how to plan a date (they know, they just want to not try.... feminine energy and a sign that I would be taking the reigns the whole relationship from a non-intelligent, lazy man)
like this man really said "I don't know how to find good date spots in our area" several times.....
Damn, it's almost as if he could type that into ChatGPT or Google and get the results he wants. D'oy!
It's just embarrassing for them at that point; some of them can even be GIVEN websites and choose not to try. My ex, L, was like that.
And as you can imagine, they are choosing to do so. They don't even see me as worth lifting their pretty little unmanicured dainty coder hands to type for 5 seconds, what makes me want them?
And then they pitch a bitch in the spam folder of my Google Voice number when I say "Actually I require more effort from a man for the first date, it's how I am shown interest, and I don't think we are compatible in this aspect. A shame, I really liked you. Have a great day!"
#hypergamous black women#dating advice is so necessary#like one page told me that a man who dares to ask you for money before he asks his job or his family or works harder is a lame man#lo and behold my ex asked if i could spare anything.#i decided to say i was low on funds too but that maybe his family or manager could help#this man said he didnt want to look bad to his family#OH BUT#OH#YOU CAN LOOK BAD TO ME???/ and think i wont toss your ass aside?#also as you can expect his family has been shitty to him since hes moved out#since now the loser incels have to pay rent and not be mooches and clean up after themselves with no scapegoat#sucks to suck haha#also its so easy to plan a date#at least try#giving up and not putting in any effort is how you lose out on a bad bitch#good god get a life bros#i suggest dates but prefer men who put in effort too#since yeah i cant suggest every spot or i lose interest#since why am i the one strssing over picking a perfect spot when i already am stressed over getting dolled up and perfection?#the man who shows up looking and smelling however picks a good spot and asks my insight
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Re-reading Gtn and cytherea never calls Gideon Gideon, she always calls her Gideon, the nine.
#god man the fucking details#and the dinner!!!! we literally WATCH the moment cytherea decides that Abigail needs to be the first one to die#Abigail literally spells it out to her that she’s the most dangerous to her plans#her and Magnus seal their fate in their wedding anniversary party I mean how sad is that#cytherea loveday#tlt#gtn#and cyth talking to Gideon as well abt how the houses are lost and why do they even fight against each other? for the emperor???!! gos#it’s just so fuckign good
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A thumbprint, some scrap, Odin’s Destroyer, testimony from those god struck down, scripture, and Tony Stark.
Apparently that’s what Celestials can be made of.
#axe judgement day#the second this reminded Tony of Ultron someone should have said hang on let’s reevaluate#but we’ve got two zealots a guy who will do any mad science and Tony Stark who is broadly speaking pro hubris#there’s no one who would stop and wonder if this is a good idea#oh dear oh my#iron man#mr sinister#makkari#Eternals#ikaris#sersi#Kingo#Ajax#some Tony fan service#the other thing though#the avengers as a group signed off on this plan#they heard build a god to stop a burgeoning forever war between two groups of immortals and decided yeah that’s worth a try
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re-scrying my zacharie dragon bc i originally planned him back when bogsneaks were first released.... which one of these terts look the best i cannot decide
#i think im leaning toward points.... but i also think firebreather looks cool too. damn#glimmer was his original one bc i love the pink footies..... pink feets#also this was back before i realized you could plan outfits and i dint wanna go thru the whole archive looking for pink shoes.#so i just picked a tert that made his feet pink LMAO#i want to get him a mask obv so the look of his face doesnt matter to me as much... im looking primarily at his chest/feet#bc im also putting the white feather wings on him#aauahhhgh.#hmmmm maybe i do like glimmer actually.#MAN. I DUNNO#maybe i should plan his outfit first before i decide. maybe ill do thay#pic is there for ppl who dont know who he is btw !! i just replayed OFF recently and im fully in love w it again#ive had this boy since.... 2016. and ive never gened him. my god .#rn hes a wildclaw LMAO#bogsneak#fandragons#zacharie#i also need 2 get a rename scroll for him bc rn his name is just zac and that doesnt hit as good. i need 2 give him his full name !!!
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Julius Caesar may be Cleopatra's sugar daddy
But Cleopatra is so rich from her Princess to Queen to Pharoah Regent of Egypt status that she can sugar mommy him right back
I don't make the rules
#cleopatra#julius caesar#caesar spoiling cleo with expensive gifts big romantic gestures and extravagances?#yeah that sounds like sugar daddy to me#i googled cleo's age gaps with caesar and mark antony#and it seems that cleo likes older men#i know that caesar and cleo never had a sugar daddy like deal#but still#asterix#anyway caesar literally had a statue of her and their son built in temple of venus on 46 bc venus day aka april 1st#and she was so moved she cried in his arms out of overwhelm for some time#venus day is ancient roman Valentine's day#in mansions of the gods he had that hotel built in dedication of her and also as an invasion plan#and i think cleo is pregnamt with their kid in mansions of the gods#lol she defo found out about that eventually#but she just decided to keep mum for shits and giggles later#lets not forget that she rolled out of a carpet in front of him during their first meeting#AND THAT MAN IS GOOONEEEEE BABY#and then in asterix the crystal menhir the whole invasion drama on thule is literally caesar trying to get her that big Crystal as a gift
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not rascal's deadbeat owner coming around when im not home and telling my roommate she's taking him for a week (our break is 4 weeks or so, implying he's gonna be back here even though That's Her Cat Not Ours) and then just picking up the new toys i bought for him and taking them with her without even asking. hey. hi. those are mine
#like yes i want rascal to use them so he can be happy and fulfilled but also i dont fucking trust you#she didnt even ask. i wasnt even AROUND and she just yoinked them#she also took the new litter box my roomie got for him bc the old one was so caked in shit that 20 mins in a powerful sink didnt even#change it. like bedrock-hard cat shit. who fucking knows how old that was bc they never clean or empty it. fucks sake#and obv he needs a litter box and my roomie threw the old one away bc again it was Unsalvageably And Hazardously Filthy#like we could get sick he could get sick. get a grip#but like i dont wanna be feeding her replacements for her stuff she doesn't take care of over and over#just burning money trying to make rascal's life a Little better bc again our control over his situation is limited bc hes literally her cat#it's so frustrating. like i waited a full month to get him new toys bc i didn't know how long this situation was gonna last and i dont have#cats and cant have them for a while (not that this is stopping me oops) so it's not like the toys'll be used w me#like if she decided to up and drop him at a shelter like she'd planned less than a couple months ago I'd be sittjng in a pile of cat stuff#but he needs more stuff yknow. theyre not providing for him and i have the means to atm. and just when i bite the bullet and surprise him#with a bunch of new things he was SO excited about she swoops in without warning and takes him#god. my roommate told me he just froze up when his owner came in..and he looked so pissed about it#having to go back and leave us and leave all his fun new stuff to go back to the room where they cant even bother to feed him regularly#much less play with him or take care of him#it's heartbreaking. it's such a delicate situation im trying to move carefully so we don't lose him completely but it's so frustrating going#slow. ughhghhgh AND THEYRE ALWAYS LIKE man he's so much nicer to y'all. MAYBE IT'S BC WE TREAT HIM WELL. CRAZY THOUGHT I KNOW#fucking. i love that little man this sucks for him so bad. trying to get him back for a couple days while im here but no response yet#and my roommate's staying on campus over break so she's gonna show up as soon as that week's over like I'm Here For Rascal. Your Time Is Up.#rauguhhhhh sorry if these rascal vent posts are a downer guys. it's just. god dude. fucking hell#i know this is a stupid situation i have gotten myself into i know it's stupid to try and finagle someone's pet from them BUT SHES ABUSIVE#AND SUPER LIKE. INDIFFERENT?? AND APATHETIC ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT THE PPL SHE DUMPS HIM ON CARE FOR HIM WELL OR NOT. AGH#sighhhh. whatever. gotta focus on tmr's exam and then i can complain about rascal some more.#i get she prolly thinks it's a team effort but the only reason we take her stuff is bc we didn't have a cat and werent planning on it#ggggghhzgzzjzjkkzkzkkzkk. grinding my teeth
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Everything I learn about economics makes my life worse I just worked myself up so much my legs are heavier than after 6th grade Cooper test and my head is spinning simply out of pure outrage. All of it influences our life SO much and none of it is even REAL. We all just agree that money is real and makes some lives better and some worse even though it doesn't even exist anywhere. God I'm so mad
#venlapost#i articulated it soooooo well in my head i just gave a nobel-winning ted talk on money#and i an. exhausted. to say the least#I'm hungry also that shit took two hours and i haven't made dinner yet#but i just sat down and mannnnnn i can't stand up. to go to the kitchen#or i can but. man. i am SO tired#do not Google how a billionaire it a company's net worth is decided unless you want to get so angry you could just blow this whole place up#I'm not going to hold this opinion I'm about to state in the next tag anymore after i get something to eat but#maybe god was onto something with the flood#vent post#if someone has that like. blacklisted or something#?#i reiterate once more i am SO fucking mad#can't even scream at this point I'm past it I'm at the silent seething part#I'm past planning assassination I'm at the stage after it that realizes its futility and accepts it more begrudgingly than anyone has ever#my hands are shaking. as well#I'll try to get that fucking lasagna done#and seethe
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To be clear this is the second establishment he dragged them to after the first one ran out of drinks
#Yakuza liveblog#hes .... i cannot fucking say anything .. this is the ultimate man#uneducated illiterate magnificent cleavage cant stop starting fights bad at acting and somehow with the poker face of legends and also#apparently an alcohol machine and sleepy drunk it does not get much better than this#god i just realised that saigo had to carry the dog around because it was already asleep in the first drinking place thats so cute ..#he didnt gradually fall asleep either he was literally talking before he passed out and slumped over like he just died#ryoma is literally so funny he decided that theyre gonna be best friends because he won a fist fight and even though theyre clearly#uncomfortable with getting so close hes like You MUST follow me NOW we are drinking#and then hes like waiter bring every drop of alcohol under this roof to us im not planning to see the sun tomorrow#like after they left the first place saigo and kogoro were like okay goodbye haha we had lots of fun but i have to go home and ryoma was#like oh ? You thought we were done ? Follow me im making sure one of us dies tonight#i cant believe how consistent his character is . every time i think oh kiryu never runs out of stamina kiryu can pound all night (drinks or#pussy) kiryu makes bad decisions when hes drunk and loses all ability to be reasoned with and ryoma just goes ahead and makes it canon#the way he just doesnt stop until he drops is so funny .... ryomer
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google how do you politely and kindly say "bestie if you just keep refusing to talk to us and work this out we will have no choice but to end this living situation and move on"
#i just. i know their only option is to each individually return to their own mother's place#and i know their mothers are both abusive. and they could only tolerate living in their mother's houses together#but their parents have both said that only their child is allowed to move back in if they move out of our apartment. not their partner#so like. what are they planning to do here.#and we can't just ignore this until they decide they're not upset and then act as if nothing happened#god im getting so close to just lying and pretending i did do what they're mad at us for so this stops#but i didnt and i dont even really understand what they're accusing us of so idk how to apologize#bc i thought they were mad bc they thought we stole something but ig according to my hgf#gf*#who is the one they texted in the first place#they're mad bc they think we used something in their medicine cabinet without asking and then just left it on the counter#and they specifically said 'i know it was one of you because me and my partner are in the habit of putting things back where they go'#and we didn't want to fucking shade their partner but like. they in fact are not in the habit of putting things back where they go#and the thing they accused us of is stealing their fucking vaporub and their partner is the only one of us sick rn!#so idk wtf is going on but i am actually so so sad about this#these are like my only friends in the world and it feels so fucking awful to have them be mad at me#and there seems to be nothing i can do to even attempt to fix it and that feels even worse#and idk how im gonna feel if its somehow revealed that one of our roommates is blaming stuff on us to their partner#i just. idk man i would never fucking do that#it just really makes me feel like they never really cared about us that much to begin with for this to be our current situation#so yea. i guess if they're just not willing to work on this at all i will be moving in a month or two
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Hilariously that writing post I reblogged about loving your own characters made me think about my oc. I thought for the longest time that I had the usual bias because I made her a woman and that's why I don't like her (too many male fantasy characters and my brain usually vibes with them faster. I get insane about the women too I just have to think for like 2 minutes about them). And as an experiment I switched her to him and apparently I just find her boring rip
#I don't know where i am going with her and that's probably the problem#random ramblings#also one of my characters i planned to be a man flipped gender on me#like her being a man wasn't important at all but she still went and decided that no ✨ I'm a girl#sure dear whatever you want#also the two minutes i have to think about the character is a real thing for me#i have been several time like: oh i don't care/don't like her but anyways she is important to the story#literally 2 minutes later diving into her pov: god damn it i love you i want to fucking chew on you!!#internalized bias rarely survives my love for characters which is a problem
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I know the world is cruel because I finally wanna draw again and yet I am forced to pack :(
#I’m actually looking forward to this summer which is wild#okay I mean like. I’m home for half and then back here for half for internship#8 weeks is a very nice amount of time to be doing smth that you’re kinda looking forward to but nervous about bc it’s long but not That long#I can put up with shit for 8 weeks on either side#but I have plans!! I have volunteering and coding my supervisor sent me to deal with while I’m home#and I NEED the break so bad oh my god#and then back for internship is only 4 days a week so I’ll get a good chunk of free time#I wanna get into Actual Exercise which I’ll be able to do hopefully when I’m back and then can see how that works for when uni starts again#bc my friend has offered to help me w stuff which is cool as hell of him#and the internship is smth not directly science so it’s a test run for Doing Other Stuff#which I’m rlly looking forward to actually? I need to know what Else is out there and I think I’ll actually really enjoy this#I have a feeling this summer is going to be a time of Figuring Shit Out bc I mean. for a start there’s a lot I gotta start figuring out#but also will be hopefully some of the least stressful few months I’ve had in forever#like I get to go home and not deal with any major school pressure. and then come back and have regular schedule#which returns me to being a person while doing smth interesting AND not dealing with home stuff#yknow it’s kinda wild actually but now that I have a task (packing) I’m feeling a little more like a person. but that might also be the#actually talking to my friends more recently/going outside. who can tell. man I always forget how much I need physical stuff#thoughts are a little disjointed here bc this draft decided to disappear and reappear 3 hours later but! I’m actually feeling decent now#which is messed up I’ve never been okay about going home for summer before. still wanna draw though. maybe tonight if I have time#oh man I get results for bachelors in like 2 weeks. that’s a slight damper. but the hardest part of my degree is done now#the next year of my life should be nicer!! at the very least the next few months will probably be pretty nice or at least manageable so!#beating the lingering grip of depression back with a stick we’re DONE with that now thank you#luke.txt
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Girl, Oliver says he's moving to Spain with his 1.5 year gf and I'm like bro...
#miranda talking shit#I know he's different from me and hate our country and all that but damn#The gf got an work offering and will finish her well paying degree soon#So... The plan is to move to Barcelon... And... She got work... My man has not finished high-school and knows barely any Spanish#They haven't even lived together here in our city? I sound like a worried mom but my god#If it goes through I hope it goes well. Bc if she decides to dump him or similar he'll just be kinda stuck in a country he doesn't know#Without family or friends. But he doesn't think that way...#Well sounds like it won't be until next year...? So... Things may change but mein gott#I love and support you my man but I'm so worried
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