#March 25th 2023

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I was on a date with Ryan Reynolds and he looked me in the eyes and told me I was in a dream and I wouldn’t be able to wake up until he allowed it. I actually did try to wake up and couldn’t. We just stared at each other. 

[tomdayaland]

Tom and Zendaya at their happy place over the week-end: John Lewis & Partners.

[bryan360]

Here’s my note before I’ll get started….

(NO COPYING OR PLAGIARIZING FROM ME AND ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND’S WORK! THAT INCLUDES OUR CHARACTERS, DESIGNS, STUFF, ETC. IMPOSTERS AND SEXBOTS ARE NOT WELCOME TO FOLLOW MY BLOG WHATSOEVER! 😡 That will be all….I mean it.)

Update: My apologies to everyone and to my friends. I gone goofed up by forgotten Sammir’s hair styled color that I’m supposed added in. So close that I’m used to of getting this done, but not really. 😓

Do hope you’ll forgiven as I wanted to delete my original post later, but only I want to addressed that it was missing.

AT - Swapped clothes for Sammir, Spot, and Shadow R

It’s finally done, you guys! Took about more days than expected, but just wanted to make it look good when doing so. Though apologize for @rafacaz4lisam2k4 that he wanted to see how my progress is. At least rest assured that I got his art trade request finished. Hope he’ll enjoy this, but also @murumokirby360 and @carmenramcat as well.

Featuring Sammir, Spot, and Shadow R, they’re switching clothes to prepare for together. Seems to be a good start that they fit in their own sizes. Wondering what their reaction might be after trying on different swapped clothes? Though no surprise I’ll be worth remembering.

Tagged: @alexander1301

[am-3w]

***Huge Update***

TW: Mention of pregnancy loss

Monday, March 20th (13+6)

We had another ultrasound after bleeding picked up over the weekend. The ultrasound showed that baby is growing on track but the hematoma had gotten 1 1/2 centimeters larger in 6 days. My OB didn't seem overly concerned and we discussed what could possibly happen. I left the appointment confident that all was well.

Thursday, March 23rd (14+2)

Around 10:30 pm I was laying in bed and the cramps I had throughout the day were getting significantly worse. I was changing position and D was rubbing my back off and on. At one point I told him it felt like my stomach was getting tight but I couldn't tell because obviously my uterus is still so small. At 12:30 I was in so much pain I couldn't sleep and got up to go sit in the bath, when I went to the restroom I passed a clot that was the size of my palm. I went to the ER once again, I was chatting and laughing with nurses as I just figured "this is it, this was the hematoma, I'll heal and this will be done." My "cramps" had lessened significantly so I felt pretty okay.

On the ultrasound baby was bouncing around and had a strong heart rate. Shortly after however, the doctor came in and told me my cervix was dilating and I was between 2 and 3 centimeters already, I was in preterm labor and to expect to "pass" baby that night. my doctor was contacted and he agreed that there was no saving the pregnancy. I was admitted and given medication to stop any contractions. We were told it was unlikely my cervix could close back up.

The next morning we did a pelvic exam and another ultrasound. My cervix DID close. But on the ultrasound we discovered my cervix was funneling and the hematoma was now partially in the opening of it. Not only did I not pass the entire hematoma like we were hoping, but the hematoma is still more than 5cm at largest meaning it only lost 3 cm in length.

Saturday, March 25th (14+4)I was discharged this morning and spent two days under observation.

We are extremely high risk for preterm labor now and we've been talked to about preparing for the worst but baby is still alive and still healthy and growing for now. We are hopeful and are as optimistic as possible. 9 weeks until viability.

[brothertodeath]

I am a creature of solitude

ruler of my own isolation

to share a moment with another

is to share what I fear losing the most

myself

so I hide in forgotten corners

and experience a half life

untouched by the love of others

"It's what I prefer"

I try to convince myself

but you found me and won

in this grand game of hide and seek

that I didn't even know I was playing

we shared a moment

we shared each other

and now I wonder

Can I still claim isolation

if the person I'm letting in

fits so beautifully along my jagged edges

that i feel one instead of two

In a cosmic other half

I find a comfort I have long denied

in fear of being blunted by others

in the knowledge that my presence hurts

jigsaw pieces are cliché

but perhaps we were once pieces of the same art

smashed and left forgotten

scattered on the winds

lost at sea

only to reunite in a forgotten corner

we both tried to hide in

[rv-there-yet]

March 25th 2023 - coming up with an organizing scheme for wing ribs that are fully prepped and ready for Prime Time.

[bumblebysupremacy]

Happy 2 months since bumbleby became officially canon and what a beautiful way to do it too 💛🖤

[thecraftyninjacat]

i love how even the ever after was done with the bees pining and was like send them to the gay bridge today is a great day

[yumedeer]

Too cute to hand away...

(Epel's tsum is all cuddled up in Yukiko's arms)

🍎Epel: Wow, Yuki! My tsum really likes you, it didn't even tackle you when you called it cute by accident!

😼Yuu, teasingly: Oh, I wonder why is that~

🍎Epel, flustered: Shhh! Please, don't say anything!

❄️Yukiko, looking at the tsum: ...

🍎Epel: Well then, I'm glad you two get along, but we should head back to the dorm. Could you give it back?

❄️Yukiko: ...

🍎Epel: Yuki? It's something wrong?

😼Yuu: Yukiko, I know what you're thinking. Don't.

❄️Yukiko: YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!!!! (runs away with the tsum)

🍎Epel: Yuki!!

[one-time-i-dreamt]

There was discourse where people were saying that it was ableist of David to kill Goliath.

[tomdayaland]

Throwback of Tom with a fan while shopping with Zendaya at John Lewis. 🥰 x

[bryan360]

Here’s my note before I’ll get started….

(NO COPYING OR PLAGIARIZING FROM ME AND ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND’S WORK! THAT INCLUDES OUR CHARACTERS, DESIGNS, STUFF, ETC. IMPOSTERS AND SEXBOTS ARE NOT WELCOME TO FOLLOW MY BLOG WHATSOEVER! 😡 That will be all….I mean it.)

On This Day - Mar. 25th, 2015 

Here's another art trade throwback for my Philippine friend; while originally been posted on DeviantArt from few previous years. At least this one featuring Panini now on Chowder’s clothes as they both hug each other. Love means love after all; even while they're in their both clothing. ☺️

Tagged: @murumokirby360 @carmenramcat @alexander1301 @rafacaz4lisam2k4

[iconicranboo]

RANBOO: oh god they twinkled me! i’ve been doubled twinked— … i mean twink-led up …

[brothertodeath]

there is something so lonely in a true blue existence

bitter promises taste like ash on your tongue

your heart breaks with every beat it takes

people are born by the minute

but die by the second

every night we turn on our tvs and we sit by idly

watching

watching as the world burns on the evening news

governments rise and fall in 5 minute segments

we witness corruption at it's finest

an oxymoron in the making

as we know our society is anything but fine

it makes you wonder why the world keeps turning

is humanity really worth it?

as judgement day comes hurtling towards us

faster

ever faster

I weigh my heart daily in preparation

in hopes it's the little moments that save me in the end

[rv-there-yet]

March 25th 2023 - dedicated to prepping the wing ribs.

It's a rainy and cold Saturday, so washing and etching is limited to small bits for a limited time.

[darrenhayesoneandonly]

Darren Hayes concert from last night in Cardiff, UK, Friday March 24, 2023 💗🌸💗

Guys time is cruel and I’m so delayed in sharing Darren Hayes’s photos of his Do You Remember? Tour in UK and Australia 🙈🙈 so allow me start from the end and going backwards 🙏🏽

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