#PLEASE DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME IM GENUINELY JUST THINKING OUTLOUD AND IM ALL GOOD. im chilling and im eating well now 👍
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jesus fucking christ it feels so weird to be Aware
#it speaks#wonder if this means ill get to have memories????#that would be sick but also idk how id cope#anyway tw for. accidental eating disorder? but yeah turns out the reason for my constant disassociation is.#maybe 25% unresolved trauma and 75% the fact that ive been accidentally eating less than a thousand calories a day#OH MY GOD WAIT IS THAT WHY ALL MY CLEAREST MEMORIES HAPPEN RIGHT AFTER I'VE EATEN???#oh fuck. hang on thats really messed up#:/// jesus christ. how am i still alive#i sound very nonchalant rn and these seems really fucked up but genuinely im. just sort of excited that#i finally found a fix for all my memory problems and constant disassociation#because ngl it was REALLY BAD. like my baseline was usually around 50% - 60% just. spaced out#anyway fun fact kids don't get into eating disorders. ever. bc thats what i was doing at 15#PLEASE DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME IM GENUINELY JUST THINKING OUTLOUD AND IM ALL GOOD. im chilling and im eating well now 👍#this wasn't a self-harm thing this was literally just me not realizing i wasn't eating enough#please don't rb :(
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