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softichill · 1 year

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#Poll #Deltarune #Kris dreemurr #Noelle holiday #Susie #Berdly #Ralsei #Susie deltarune #Berdly deltarune #Ralsei deltarune #Personally I see them as around 15

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whatsfourteenupto · 30 days

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In the Star Beast novelization it says that when the Doctor sees Donna again he just desperately wants to give her a giant hug and that it burns him that he can’t. If you even care.

#doctor who #fourteenth doctor #donna noble #the star beast #doctor who 60th anniversary #yes I KNOW most of you already know this #this keeps me up at night #imagine seeing your best friend in the universe #for the first time in 15? 1000? 4 billion? an unknowable number of years #the person you missed so much you built your entire current identity around that missing #and you can’t give them a hug #I can’t even GET to the rest I can’t even GET to the fact he has to act like he’s got no idea who she is #I can’t even GET to him having to hear her not know him #the fact that he can’t give her a hug does too much psychic damage

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spantas · 2 years

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quiet stoic and loud expressive duo 🤝🤝

reference expression sheet i used here !

#tsp #tspud #the stanley parable #tsp narrator #tsp stanley #pantart #the narrator is suuuchh a theatrical bastard #type of person to wave his hands around and shit #stanley in my brain is just deadpan expression #he still feels things deeply you just dont see it in his face very well #lol i love them #drawing the narrator’s sheet took me at least an hour and stanley’s took me like #15 minutes max

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oatbugs · 1 month

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pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

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pickled-flowers · 4 months

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It might be I have anti social personality disorder 🤨

#hmmm #i dont think its just the autism fellas #idk im already aware i have some sort of personality disorder as diagnosed by a psychiatrist but without any more precision #and my vast confusion about other people might be explained by that #idk ive been reading about it and well #very much possible #ive known since i was 15 that i dont experience empathy in a “normal” way #and i have a very rich inner life within my brain #tbh i love my own company (most times) and im my favorite person #but there is such a big stigma about anti social ppl so im like #well. i can name a bunch of ppl around me who would dismiss me about that #but my dear just because someone can mask does not mean that is the real them #like idk especially if you cant tell when someone is masking like that's on you 😭#i see someone masking and feel so sad like damn bestie i get it this is the only personality of yours people will enjoy #winter rambling in his tags? its more likely than you think

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weed-cat · 8 months

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kinda cringe to shit on self dxed people unprompted

how dare you say I piss on the poor

#looking at you soulfully in the eyes and telling you as a generalization #that usually white women on tiktok who say neurospicy and diagnosed themselves with ADHD at age 19 #regardless of whether or not they have adhd #AS A GENERALIZATION #were not weird and ostracized and utterly failed by the system enough that their parents or school counselor sent them to see someone #and thusly have an experience with disability that isnt even close to comparable #to a disabled person who's entire life has to be worked around their disability and the barriers it presents #like 20 year old skinny white woman influencer serial number 3825 who takes ritalin to clean her room #and gets 3.7m likes on a 15 second long tiktok about the lemon water she drinks on 'overstimulation days'#is NOT gonna say SHIT to my 8 inpatient hospitalizations and disability benefits about being ~neurospicy~#is her experience real? probably.#does it give her more than like 2% more credibility about accessibility issues than like. your neurotypical uncle?#no absolutely fucking not #imho #anyway i love seeing all the reading comprehension on this here site that is so famous for its genius in literary analysis 😍😍😍

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moinsbienquekaworu · 3 months

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I've gone from insane about the pilot when it dropped and so so into it to mildly interested and kind of cringing at the actual first episode. 4 years's not a lot but I feel like I got old

#i'm talking about h@zbin h0tel btw. i refuse for this to appear in the tags this is a mutuals only post #like. i was sooo into the pilot in high school #and now it's uh. i can see the strings and there's a lot of them #by that i mean i see what they're trying to do and how they're trying to do it #instead of the techniques having the intended effect and being seamless #the swearing is.... a bit tedious. the singing was mych better in the pilot than it is in ep1 #i am also the one person on earth who doesn't like v@ggie's va i think?#her sound quality is Different and she sounds like a real person talking to a friend #which you'd think is good but actually it sounds Off for a show #also like the characters... cringe. this throws me back to when i thought this was the height of cool and it doesn't work for me #what gets me is it's pretty tied to its fanbase compared to what i usually engage with #like. it got big based on the fanbase and the reaction to the pilot is the vibe i get #and the fans are.... teenagers? who think this is the height of cool?#which. when i was like 15 i was so into this. but i am Not 15 Anymore.#and i don't want to be around 15yos who don't like the same things in media as me #man this makes me feel old and i was born after 9/11. like. i'm not old. i'm young!#but this makes me feel ancient. like i'm an old no-fun allowed cat lady #wow i have a ramble tag now

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louderfade · 3 months

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#i carried a printout of this around with me in my bag as a teenager bc i was a big dork #to be clear it was the pumpkins of whom i was such a fan and not billy specifically #besides being a terribly obnoxious cringelord going through a christian phase he was also terrifically up his own ass about his bad poetry #and he was always being a dick about/to people who use drugs which is a very bad look imo so i was not exactly a billy fan #so i don't know why this stupid thing was so important to me #i think i was grieving the fact that all my favorite bands broke up before i was old enough to see them live but who knows #tbh i think teenage reasoning is mostly a mystery to everyone. no one can explain their thought process from age 15.#even current 15 year olds seem to be pretty clueless and generally at the mercy of their own brains #when i think of being 15 i recall a lot of chaos and confusion and a vague but constant rage toward everything in general #but picses iscariot does rock. those songs hold up and so does gish. just sayin.#this has been a boring post about some shit i liked too much as a teenager that i bet you wish you'd just ignored at this point #follow for more boring content about my personal life likely to make you reevaluate the ways in which you spend your time #pastlife #smashing pumpkins

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elcorhamletlive · 2 years

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you know something I wish more fiction had? characters who are funny in canon. and by that I don't mean comic relief characters who are funny to the audience, I mean characters who are deliberately characterized as funny people, who crack jokes and make other characters laugh in the proccess. I feel like there are a lot of snarky/sarcastic characters in fiction, which is fine, but they're always cracking jokes for the benefit of an invisible audience and no one around them seems to ever genuinely enjoy their quips (I also think most of these quips are inserted to make viewers laugh and not characterize the character saying them, so it risks becoming a Joss Whedon-style thing where, because every character is constantly going around saying funny and witty things, none of them come across as particularly funny or witty). There's nothing wrong with this style of writing but I guess I just wish we had more "class clown" types of characters. In real life I feel like funny people are very easy to find but you rarely come across them in fiction, and it's just a personality that I wish I saw in stories more often.

#writing #like i remember watching my mad fat diary and immediately liking chop so much #not because he was particularly well-written or developed but because he immediately reminded me of like 15 dudes i knew in high school #and i realised i didn't see many characters like that #anyway i feel like this happens more often because of the joss whedon-quippy dialogue thing #(which again i don't feel like it's bad by itself. just overdone)#because it's hard for one character to stand out as a funny person if everyone around them is also constantly cracking jokes #in a similar voice #like in order to make characters who genuinely come across as charming funny and charismatic #you also need to have characters who are none of those things #and i think many writers are just not comfortable doing that

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arsenicflame · 7 months

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'im doing great!!!' <- had to read through old messages from their [????] to remind themselves that was a legitimate thing that happened and not just a delusion

#tw for tags- allusions to kidnapping and abuse and grooming and various sentiments around that. a vent.#genuinely had myself questioning if it actually occurred or if it was all in my head like the recurring kidnap Thoughts #i dont honestly remember much that occured around that time so #retraumatise urself a little to remind yourself how fucked up that was #i put ??? because i honestly. dont know what to call him. now stalker; then? abuser? groomer?#i honestly struggle w words because i struggle to give myself the grace about what happened.#but i spent some time with [removed because they could see this + Who holds no relevance] and i just. it really clicked here #what the fuck i was a child. i look at them and i see a baby and they remind me so much of myself and i was a child #and they are older than i was!! what the fuck #i struggle to give myself the grace because i know i made a lot of mistakes and i was stupid and i knew better but also what the fuck #sorry syrry. looking at them and thinking who would ever. fucked me up #and then i started questioning if it even happened or if i made it uo #and im deeply upset now rereading all of this and theres more than i remember becuase i went looking to find something with another person #acknowledging it happened and i. i dont remember it and i dont know why i did it and hes still following me and i want him to STOP #i want to feel safe again #i want my actions as a 15 y/o to not be held against me until he dies #im fucked up #but i think i needed to say these things. to put them out into the world. i feel a little better. ill probably delete this later #nyxtalks #jesus this is a swing from my last post sorry guys #ik nobody read this far but i feel the need to say it. this is not the kind of person i want to be online

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rosesradio · 10 months

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#i don't mean to vent when i just got back on here but like #so i haven't had a midnight snack in months--just didn't feel the need--#but the night before last & last night i got a sleeve of saltines each--these were short sleeves of like 10-15 #i got the box for my dad when he was sick because he asked me & it had been sitting there for maybe 3 months since & no one wanted them #but then tonight we had soup & my parents asked about the saltines & basically found out #& my dad kinda chewed me out--not about eating the last of them because there was another box they used--#but that that was way too much to eat & i eat too much & will get diabetes #which i feel just isn't true ?#without divulging too much i eat two meals a day (i don't like breakfast)--like a sandwich at lunch & then whatever me and/or my mom--#makes at dinner #maybe a snack in between but not often #& then some (like a serving size) of ice cream for dessert #like a get a lot of cravings but it's not often i act on it because food is expensive #anyways i felt so bad about what my dad was saying i started crying & he said i was being overdramatic. but i didn't finish my dinner #& now i don't even want to eat around him #i should probably just ignore him--i love him but he's one of those dads that gets so involved at work that he just wants to watch tv when--#he's off. & he thinks i'm basically the same person i was when i was eight years old--like i love mac n cheese & my favorite color is orange #but honestly i did suffer some disordered eating/body image issues in hs & i'm sure my relationship with food isn't completely healed #but it still hurts to see people think things about me that aren't that accurate #tw vent #tw disordered eating #rose.txt #To be deleted

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fantabulisticity · 11 months

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Just screamed so loud in my car that both my ears rang and a spider fell from the ceiling. My throat hurts.

#my pharmacy won't fill my meds AGAIN because some motherfucker decided to make a new policy that requires more instructions or something #i keep not getting my meds when I need them because every time i get a new script sent out (like one I haven't been on before) i hear...#...nothing back from the pharmacy; generally for days; and then when i call them (every 10 or 15 or 30 minutes for several hours) no...#...one picks up the goddamn phone and i have to make time to go in in person and ask the pharmacist when my meds will be ready.#and then they tell me 'oh yeah we HAVE the script from your doctor. we just need MORE INFORMATION and sent them an ELECTRONIC NOTE...#...(reminder that i live in fucking rural idaho so most people use a fucking phone and not 'an electronic note') and haven't heard back...#...from them yet so we're just waiting on that :)' and then i have to smile and thank them bc it isn't their fucking fault the policy is...#...some fucking bullshit and then i have to call my doctor on the phone (and can never reach them directly so i have to get a...#...receptionist to leave them a note that i HOPE they'll see in the next couple of days but sometimes they don't) and since i never have...#...an emergency it's often 2 or more weeks before anyone gets back to me. i usually have to call the pharmacy again. and then they don't...#...always answer and i usually have to go in and ask AGAIN why my meds aren't ready and they go 'oh we're still waiting on your doctor'...#...:) or 'they sent us a message back but it wasn't ENOUGH information and we sent them another ELECTRONIC NOTE that they won't see for...#...days or weeks so we recommend YOU call your doctor even though we're the ones flinging you around like a rag doll and you have 0...#...control over it. and by the way we're going to continue doing this for like a fucking year every time you get a new script. and when...#...your doctor asks you if the new meds are working you're going to have to say 'i have no fucking clue because it took 6 weeks to get...#...my goddamn prescription filled and it takes 3 months for the medication to show signs of working so my pharmacy wasted HALF of that...#...time sending electronic notes instead of filling my motherfucking prescription and i was supposed to be off these meds by summer...#...since they cause intense sunburn and shit and i have an OUTDOOR JOB NOW but my acne is still bad and hasn't gone away enough to stop...#...using the super intense stuff and my face hurts and swells and oozes and i have to wear a wide-brimmed hat and sunscreen EVERY time...#...i go outside because i can get a sunburn in 20 minutes now and i've been having heat rashes from the sun for the first time in my...#...LIFE and i have to fucking monitor myself every time i go outside and it's the warm season and i need a new pair of lighter work...#...pants but they don't sell above a size 18 for women even though men go up to like a size 45 which is like a size 24 or 26 in women's...#...and men's pants don't fit me bc i was blessed with the largest ass in the history of mankind' and i am so. fucking. tired.#of all the bullshit.#i feel miserable. my mom is buying me otc imodium bc i have NO IDEA when my prescription will come available. i just want the cramping...#...to stop. i've been having diarrhea all day every day since sunday. the cramps HURT and they keep me up at night. i haven't been...#...eating much bc there's so much shit moving around and hurting in my gut that i can't feel when i'm hungry and food doesn't soumd great.#so i'm weak and slow and tired and can't go to work and i'm using up all the sick days i was hoping to save up to visit my friend in...#...cyprus this winter. so that probably can't happen. but anyways. my mom came by while i was typing this out and i feel betterish.#personal

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kendallroygf · 1 year

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#kenstewy #succession #i’ve always wondered this. like say they finish 9th grade their both like 15 or something. college isn’t until 18. that’s three years in #between they could have easily not ended up at the same place for higher education. and in that case did they keep in touch every day? every #month? occasionally? did they consciously both decide to apply to harvard together or was it a coincidence? like soooo many questions #personally I can see logan trying to keep them apart by sending kendall to a different high school + this would’ve been around the age logan #and caroline get divorced. so who even know

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faeparrish · 2 years

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i always feel like i’m still mentally 16-18 but then i’ll see teenagers interacting with each other and it’s suddenly clear that I’ve grown a lot since then

#me and my gf went to see mitski last night (it was an insane performance) and it felt like we were the oldest people in the crowd lmao #there was a group of girls and most of them were 15-17 but one of them was 18 and she kept talking about how she’s an adult #but she and the rest of them were screaming crying and yelling like teenagers the whole concert #which is like yeah that’s what teenagers do lmao go scream and be a little bit annoying at your favourite artists show #it was just funny to witness because i’m not around teenagers anymore like all my siblings are in their 20s now #i forgot how far away i actually am from that now and i’m so glad of it #mitski is one of my favourite artists ever and we had to plan around everything to get to that concert #and when she was performing these girls were losing their minds and me and my gf were just 👩🏻‍❤️‍👩🏻 and :-)#not that we don’t like her any less i think if i was a teenager again i would also be outwardly losing my mind too #but at this point i’m like this is a really intelligent performer who is also just a regular person and i really enjoy her art #idk it’s just a funny observation literally no shade to teenagers losing their minds at concerts bc we’ve all been there #i just remembered that i’m not that age anymore! i’ve gone from idolising her as a teen to really just appreciating her art as an adult #anyway! it was a very good concert and i am still in shock that i finally managed to get to see her perform

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cala-aceattorney · 2 years

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Trying to see something;

Like if you think kristoph never cared about klavier or apollo. comment about why you think he doesnt care about them!

reblog if you think Kristoph has a heart and feels emotions! feel free to tag your thoughts or headcanons on how Kristoph acts around people he trusts :))))))

#kristoph gavin #I personally think kristoph does care #He is far from this emotion-less killer #He has anger! He has paranoia! Anxiety! He fakes his cool persona!#And he did take Apollo as his protege #there’s gotta be some amount of mutual respect at least between them!#and kristoph did stay with him while he did his chords of steel training #(albeit plugging his ears. hehe)#he ALSO HAS A BOOK THATS TITLED “MY BEST FRIEND”????? VONGOLE????#no way in hell this guy is emotionless #he’s not just a 2D character theres depth to this guy and this depth is more adorable than it seems #Anyhow I also wanna talk about how kristoph probably loved and still loves klavier #having brought him up since he was young probably #Like I think the Gavin parents died or left when Kris was 15-16 years old #klav would be 7-8 back then #So klavier trusts his brother because he’s been the only support only family he’s had in forever #While kristoph never got rid of that older brother protectiveness #Which devolved into a desire to control #But to him he’s just caring for his brother #To him he sees no fault it what he does; he’s just protecting and caring for the people around him #don’t get me started on krisnix.#I wholeheartedly believe kristoph once upon a time genuinely loved Phoenix. He was just too scared to admit it #That he loved the person he simply wanted to manipulate #Phoenix of COURSE hates his guts #Though kris eventually “grew out” of it so to speak #The love was buried in vehement hatred and paranoia and controllibg #Controlling***#anyhow I guess that’s that? It’s a lot of tags I know

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brood-mother · 2 years

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i reached into the murky depths of my most pointless accumulated esoteric knowledge to solve some guy’s UNEXPLAINABLE CREEPY REDDIT STORY THAT HAS HAUNTED HIM FOR YEARS and he didn’t even say thanks, like helloooo i showed u my syndromes pls respond

#tldr he went to basel with some friends on a friday during the summer of 2006 and the place turned into a ghost town after a certain time #like fully 'lights on/shops open/music playing but no-one around' ghost town #they found 1 person in a restaurant who seemed annoyed to see them then served them gross food and disappeared #AND IT WAS SPOOKY #even hearing the year 2006 activates my football fan sleeper agent programming so #and im like. oh bro the friday ur talking about is probably june 23rd when switzerland was playing s korea in the world cup #it was an extremely important game which decided whether they were going to progress to the knock out stage so EVERYONE would have been #watching it and also town would have been quieter than usual anyway bc the wc was being hosted in germany like an hour away #(in yuro towns its extremely common for EVERYONE to down tools and watch the game if ur country is playing no matter what or when)#the waitress probably came out to stretch her legs at half time and they served whatever slop they could get out in less than 15 min #and she was pissed she might miss some of the second half #and he didnt even acknowledge i had solved this mystery that had been plaguing him for 16 years #they should have hunted him through the streets for sport (swiss ppl are like that anyway)

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