It’s also nearly impossible to get rid of this addiction by yourself alone, you will need help and nothing will be more helpful than getting into a rehab center. This step can be the beginning of a new life. However, choosing the best de-addiction center in Patna can be confusing.
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I think I'm actually addicted to reading fanfiction. In an unhealthy way. I have withdrawal from reading fanfiction, when I don't read it I get depressed and anxious. When something bad happens I pull out my phone to read fanfiction and it makes me feel better. I actively use it to avoid my own emotions. My phone died one time and I almost had a panic attack trying to get it to open again and calmed myself down by reading fanfic on my computer. I'm reading fanfic for like 6 hours a day average. In order to live my life I have to make the decision to stop reading fanfiction and live in the real world. I can't watch movies or shows hardly unless I'm reading fanfiction, I have to be reading on my phone and watching the show on another device. I forget to eat/sleep/go to the bathroom because of it. It hardly even gives me joy anymore but I need to keep reading it to function. Like I don't know how to live without it.... 💀💀
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No but like. Men could be the lowest of the low, not be knowing the most basic shit, inept at wit or anything else pertaining to the brain or mind or conscious, and yet the audacity be there. Like. How.
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i need an obey me compatibility test that figures out who you are at your worst and then assigns you a match you could share an isolation cell with
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me in this corner on my knees like fellas, i'm literally begging you, please interpret things, dont just fucking swallow stories and essays and media and all kinds of fucking information without giving it two tiny winy thoughts
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Resurrecting an old highschool OC, Honeydew the totally normal girl who is definitely not an alien!
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the visit to the island was cool i love nature. i even took my camera and took pics of everybody and the scenery ^_^ i did feel super awkward around everybody though but other than that it was fine
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Okay, new tag game. Let's see the automatic tags you get for each letter of the Alphabet.
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Stressed out of my goddamn mind. Oh well
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Doing The Things
Doing The Things...staying fairly phone free and seeing the benefits.
It’s not surprising but still a little disturbing how much more I’m able to do since deleting social media off my phone and making the effort to leave my phone itself in the hall.
Half my to do list is done.
I’ve been writing loads and using my laptop to look shit up instead of always reaching for my phone.
I’ve been knitting and cooking and occasionally feeling bored. Yay!
To feel boredom…
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i had what might’ve been a neurological event over a month ago (that i wrote off as psychosomatic until my therapist told me to talk to my doctor) and my pcp referred me for an mri to find out for sure. all well and good (albeit nerve-wracking), especially since i’m lucky enough to have the money for it right now. i’m scheduled to get it in about a week.
i had an regularly scheduled appointment with my psychiatrist a few days later and told her what had happened and also that i have a lot of anxiety about it but otherwise feel fine. she freaked out and told me to reduce my antidepressants immediately because she thinks it might be serotonin syndrome. even though 1) i looked up the symptoms of serotonin syndrome and literally none of the symptoms match, 2) it makes absolutely no fucking sense because i’ve been taking the same meds for over a year and never had this happen until now (and the other two similar events in the past happened BEFORE i started taking new meds) and 3) she didn’t even bother saying i could have adverse effects or ask how i’d like to proceed. i mentioned that i know i’ll have withdrawal and if it’s necessary she just ignored me and told me to do it
that was thursday and the ssri withdrawal is starting to hit real bad and i’m bitter because i don’t think she gives a fuck that she’s causing me suffering and she just wanted to feel like she was doing something and now i’m dizzy and nauseous and feel Wrong™️ and it could’ve been completely fucking avoided, i felt perfectly fine other than anxiety (which lowering meds will not help). this is not the first time she has made a med change without giving a shit about my input. (yes, i could disobey her, but that creates other problems.)
basically i wish psychiatrists who actually give a shit weren’t almost impossible to find so i don’t have to settle for one who doesn’t treat me like an addict when prescribing adhd meds
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I'm gonna be so real rn if weed (or ANY substance for that matter) is making it so you're too intoxicated to do basic hygiene upkeep of both yourself and your living space, you may need to reassess your relationship with it. It may not chemically cause addiction like nicotine or other chemicals in recreational drugs, but your brain can become dependent on anything
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nooo, uni is not that bad hahah (<- is making a homestuck humansona)
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Smoking neighbors making air unbreathable - air monitor from air gradient, monitors about a dozen stats, produces real time data, and this monitor is showing its PM2.5 levels on the international air gradient public website.
What are you breathing?
Check it out!
Here’s one showing how I only had clean air for approx 1 hour (not even, but it was the closest). These people are unemployed & housebound- chain smoke cigarettes, pot & (other things). Grill every night & a fire pit- spray air freshener to try to cover up the poisonous gas/fumes/air born particulate matter &……. In an Urban setting.
They do it a few feet from my only windows.
No laws here, yet, to protect them from poisoning & killing us like this.
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This how I brew my tea western: 30oz at a time. 😎
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Digital Detox: Reclaiming Your Life in the Digital Age
In a world constantly inundated with digital distractions, the concept of a digital detox is gaining increasing relevance. We are living in an age of unprecedented technological advancement, with the digital realm permeating every aspect of our lives. While these advancements have brought us convenience, efficiency, and connectivity, they have also introduced a myriad of new challenges, from…
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