Relapse
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I tied myself shut
With band aids and rubber bands
In that office in the attic.
If the night was cold,
I couldn't feel it.
But I shivered
As I climbed into bed.
Hollow.
Hollow.
Hollow.
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sometimes your progress isn’t measured in how long you go between relapses, but how quickly you can bring yourself back to recovery following one.
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something i realized over the years is that despite wanting to kill myself, i don't actually wanna die. far from it actually. i want to live. i want to experience all the things i always wanted to do. i want to see the world. i want to look in the mirror one day and say "im happy i stayed". i want to get better. i want to live a life free from the shackles this mental illness has kept me in. but sometimes that darkness in my brain just overtakes that hope for a better future and all i'm left with is the thought that it will never get better.
— i want to live, but not like this.
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I want to get better but I miss sh so much. And my scars are just fading away and I can’t handle it but oh yeah I have to
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when you accidentally waste calories on the wrong meal
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If I could just disappear and erase my entire existence from this world, I would
05.03.23
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