#September23

[mynameiseosson]

Harvest Moon - Эргэж ирэхгүй намар (2022), dir. Balžinnâm Amarsaihan

[pianotrees]

happy little shop of horrors day

no one:

literally no one:

nobody in the universe:

me at 12:01 am with a mic at the piano on little shop day:

ON THE TWENTY THIRD DAY ON THE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER;1

[elkedageenfotovanluus]

en ik kon het niet laten om ook stickers te maken

[sirenadeloceano]

September 23. Idk it’s been weird. David, starting work as a dentist, feeling like I’m in the matrix, getting back into my art. It’s been weird. Days of goodness and lightness and days of heaviness and things not feeling like they are getting better. I guess it’s all part of the journey, the process.

[modern-hippie-love]

Thursday September 14th, 2023

[famousdeaths]

Italian opera composer Vincenzo Bellini, known for his bel canto style, created popular works such as Norma and La Sonnambula. His operas are characterized by complex vocal writing and dramatic storytelling.

Link: Vincenzo Bellini

[famousborntoday]

Peter Allen David, often abbreviated PAD, is an American writer of comic books, novels, television, films and video games. His notable comic book work includes...

Link: Peter David

[wahturr]

jmahx2

lmao dudez cant sk8

[a2r1]

[wrappedinukulelestrings]

I think I am the most traumatized person I know. Even better, I think I love being traumatized, I love self-harm, and I love hating myself and everything I have in my life.

Why? I'm not sure.

Am I programmed wrong?

Are my chemicals just *that* imbalanced?

Is it genetic?

I have so many feelings yet none at the same time.

I feel so lost yet so free? In a way? A restricted type of free.

I am made up of guilt. And sadness. And fear. And hate.

I don't know how I'm supposed to write this down.

[leaving-anorexia-behind]

27.09.23

I'm actually doing ok. Sure, I still wonder if I can do this, whether I have the strength to manage my ED, but mood wise I'm ok and that is something in itself. I feel like I'm progressing much better than in my last admission. It took a year just to stabilise my physical health and mentally I never really got there.

This time is different, it has to be.

Today I found out I'm allowed to pick my car up, I'm starting to increase my time spent out the house and I also have the job interview on Friday. I'm not expecting that I will get it, but regardless it will be great practice.

I'm desperately trying to create a "normal" life in a hope that it will be enough to quieten the ED thoughts, provide me with a new, better identity part and for me to feel enough in general.

[mynameiseosson]

101 Reykjavík (2000), dir. Baltasar Kormákur

[temporarypresent]

I always fluctuate between thinking astrology is complete bullshit and thinking why bother even getting to know people when u can just read this and have the figured out to a T.

[elkedageenfotovanluus]

een avondje in de postkamer en ik heb een stempel klaar om mijn post mee te personaliseren. als je post van mij krijgt, gaat deze er gegarandeerd op zitten vanaf nu!

[pasthistoricalevents]

This Day in History: Pivotal Moments of September 23rd #history #ytshorts

[modern-hippie-love]

Tuesday September 18, 2023