seriously though can you imagine being any aa1 character. the plot is a psychological tsunami for literally everyone, maya fey ESPECIALLY, and i'm not even talking about the whole "oh yeah we have to look at pictures of dead people and decide the fates of defendants in a cruel system" thing I'm talking about the "my sister died and i got framed for the murder so this guy helped me but then he got framed for murder and ie felt so responsible i channeled the dead sister so now everyone but me can talk to her" thing and the "said channeling burnt me out so much i couldn't do it anymore and it got so bad that i threw myself in the way of a taser with a death wish" thing. like wtf!!!! every time i think about maya my heart breaks into millions of pieces!! and this is just the surface stuff!!! she was 17 THAT'S MY AGE
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If you were to ask me what's the most random thing i scripted for my DR was scripting that i own a lipstick taser....yes i was totally inspired by Lucy Wilde from the hit movie Despicable Me 2....anyways
i also scripted that i'm really good at hand to hand combat, but i find it rlly funny to end a fight with an enemy by tasing them with a freaking lipstick lmao
Or if i come across a random foe that wants throw hands with me and i feel like fighting them back is a waste of time??? Zappppp lipstick taseerrrrrr
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i'm devastated but like in a good way, and I have a lot of lokius thoughts I need to jot down before i pull a timely and become spaghetti
spoilers for season 2's finale below !!
so in this house, lokius is alive and thriving - because listen:
Firstly, i've seen a lot of people upset with the finale and while that's super valid, here's some positive thoughts on why I kinda sorta dig what was given to us.
the recap never included that one ship while catching up on the main plot points of everything that has happened since the show's beginning. I think that should be pointed out idk.
from a fic writer standpoint the fact that Loki spent CENTURIES??? (+however long fighting sylvie and having repeating conversations with HWR) Like literally a huge chunk of time we don't see trying to fix things has so much potential. I'm giddy abt that ngl
That when Loki needed advice most, he time-slipped to Mobius to ask him his opinion. Not only that, he time-slipped to when they don't know each other yet, because he wants a Mobius who is unbiased. He's aware that were he to go to a place in the timeline where they're now close, Mobius would try and talk him out of abandoning all hope.
He knows, much like with Mobius' story, he's been hesitating to look past himself - to see the bigger picture, instead of what he wants. That hesitation has led to years and years of consequences, Loki failing each and every time, similar to how the officer of Mobius' story delaying the prune of a variant led to an eruption of consequences that resulted in the harm of their comrades too.
What Loki wants is save his friends, ultimately. At first, he wants to save his friends and be able to experience life amongst the timeline branches with them. He tells Sylvie he doesn't know where he would belong without them. What Loki realizes in the end is that to give them the choice he believes they deserve, he has to make a choice of his own. In the end, he finds belonging (at least for now, because I refuse to believe this is the end of TVA Loki's storyline) in putting those he loves before himself and what he wants, something Loki has done only a handful of times throughout the entire Marvel series. He needs that growth character-wise because, as we know, he will be involved in the next big phase.
I think that Loki time-slipping to ask Mobius for advice parallels last episode's 'it's about WHO' again. Who has given him the chance to be a better version of himself the entire show? Who helped him overcome his deep distrust in others, learning to care for them instead - so much so that he sacrificed himself to protect them? And again, Mobius is who Loki went to when he was lost and his words are what guided Loki to the decision he made.
A Sylvie and Mobius scene where Sylvie is seen caring for Mobius in the aftermath??? Mobius wasn't offering comfort to Sylvie, he was depicted as more distraught than she was. In fact, I'd say they really wanted to get across how 'alone' he felt with Loki's absence, standing watching a life he never knew from afar.
(there's a whole unpacking i want to do here about how we previously saw Loki looking longingly across the street watching Don's life too, before whisking Don away from his mundane family life for a greater purpose; something about Mobius looking at that life and recognizing there's a missing piece to it, and it's back in a place he no longer feels he fits because the TVA is missing something too; something about Loki 'supposedly' finding where he belongs, but not Mobius. those are thoughts for another post though lmaoooo)
I think they left Mobius' arc open-ended because he still hasn't achieved that greater purpose. That's (hopefully) because it's meant to be fleshed out in either a later season or next movies to come. And (hopefully x2), that purpose becomes Mobius helping to somehow save Loki from his current fate.
The final moments?? Hello??? Mobius' voice echoing as we pan in on Loki holding the branches together, teary-eyed with a soft, melancholic smile??? Seeming to be listening in on Mobius amongst the branches??? Mobius' 'let time pass' because he doesn't know how to move on from losing Loki?? Come onnnn, the tragic angst in just those shots were CHEF KISS
Overall, I know it's a let down not to have an actual canon status but I mean - were we really expecting the mouse to come through for us??? At least, we didn't get a 'no homo' moment so I count that as a win against rickey the rat. Lokius survived the finale, and that's what really mattered for me tbh.
Like idk, I could also be biased because I kinda, really dig tragedy and slow burn angst. And that's what this finale gave us, along with so many possibilities !! Them being separated leaves so much that can happen !! Like, like - Mobius has the opportunity to have an arc about saving his bae from holding time together indefinitely - from Loki's greatest fear, being left alone. Mobius getting into marvel shenanigans in an attempt to reunite with Loki somehow is beautifully romantic to me ya'll idk. I am delusional and I fully embrace that fact.
Okay honestly this isn't even ALL MY THOUGGHTS I HAVE MORE but this is getting long so I'm stopping here (currently: sending morse code signals out to help pull me back from the brink of insanity)
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Hey, I hope you are doing well! How many requests do you have left? How do you pick which requests to do first, by order or what ever idea pops in your head that fits the requests? Lol
Also, weren't you doing a summer course for college, how's that going?
HELLO! I’m doing decent tbh.
Requests wise about 30 give or take. I say that cause some are either requesting the say the same thing or something similar. When it comes to how I pick them I used to go in order until I realized if it doesn’t work with my brain in that moment i shouldn’t do it. So now I go with ones that have an easier time manifesting in my brain.
Tho as you can see my brain hasn’t been working too well and have a case of writers block :P
And yes I was taking a class! It was only for four weeks and it was quite the journey. I got an A in it so yay! Anthropology was fun when it came to studying bones so I don’t regret taking it.
I hope you are doing well in return (^◇^)!!
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