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sorrow, stupidity, resentment, remembrance
and the specific meanings i used [since they vary depending where you look]:
grass - submission
purple hyacinth - sorry, sorrow
nuts - stupidity
petunia - resentment, anger, your presence soothes me
geranium - stupidity, folly
forget-me-not - true love, remembrance
bleeding hearts - love, heartbreak
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GOAT/DRAGON SIBLINGS!!
YAAAAA AREN'T THEY COOL thank you guys for taking the trait poll, that was super fun i might do that again sometime!!
jianjian (literally just means "spiky", not really a name) is a goat-horned, dragon-tailed young lady who is super sensitive and impulsive. she's very fiery but ironically can't handle spicy food. she will unflinchingly destroy whoever bothers people she cares about (such as her brother), but killing flies makes her scream and cry and sob. and also bell peppers
haihai (just the word for "harm" twice) is a dragon-horned, goat-tailed young man who can't feel anything. sometimes he actively puts himself in harm's way seeking pain, anger, fear, anything, but he can't feel a thing. he is thus very good at handling spicy food, though he can't taste it </3
haihai is like 4/5 yrs older than jianjian, and jianjian grew up just as he (and their parents) started to realize he isn't sensing stuff like he should. whenever jianjian gets a papercut or stubs her toe she cries, meanwhile haihai breaks his leg falling down da stairs and he's just like ? why isn't my leg working
once he realizes what's going on, he feels determined to feel something ANYTHING, like he doesn't really feel happiness (though he doesn't feel sadness either) or pain or anger or grief which he's smart enough to know are Bad, but also are what what makes you human. he feels inhuman, as a result he gets himself in massive danger to see if he can make things right.
his parents (mom is a shepherd and dad is a scholar) try to stop him when they can and they are so scared for their son n his self-destructive tendencies but yknow like they can't always keep an eye on him so he sometimes slips past and gets himself in trouble :(
meanwhile, jianjian is Overly sensitive, and she can sort of tell something's up with haihai and always wants to help, but haihai is distant and won't talk to her because she wouldn't understand what he's going through. and she wouldn't! she feels everything too hard, and he can't feel a thing </3
bc of this distant relationship and lack of a guide in proper childhood, and also bc she has a dragon's claws and temper, jianjian ends up impulsive and somewhat reckless herself. if she sees anybody doing evil she straight up decks them in the mouth. this includes haihai's bullies (whom haihai brought upon himself purposefully to test himself). haihai, his plans foiled, lashes out at jianjian repeatedly, which only makes her more angry and confused. meanwhile, haihai doesn't even feel frustrated, he just recognizes that he has to start all over again, with no results still.
over the course of their lives, jianjian always tries to look out for haihai when she can (they've left their childhood home of course) but they aren't always together. they live their own lives and have their own adventures and lore, though i haven't given em much thought they just came in a pair here SDHSH in their main art, they're like around 23 and 27?? haihai has thankfully become wiser and has moved to focus more on emotional sensitivity, putting himself through the Psychological horrors instead </3
jianjian doesn't really know how she can help with that so she just tries to hang out with haihai n take his mind off things. he doesn't really laugh or cry, but she can tell he seems to prefer hanging out as opposed to constantly pursuing the horrors. EVENTUALLY sorry im hungry so im just gonna lay it out, EVENTUALLY haihai learns that his constant drive to find his humanity and purpose is a feeling!! he wants to LIVE!!
once he has that realization, haihai spends more time with his family and less time holed up in his study or the horrors places. jianjian learns a little impulse control from him (not that he has much of it himself tbh) and stops being, that much of a menace, and they get along a lot better and share their experiences/knowledge/feelings and overall live much richer, happier lives the end
FUN FACTS:
jianjian's tongue is forked, while haihai's isn't
jianjian is right-handed, while haihai is left-handed
jianjian works as a mercenary (she can't kill unless she's really riled up so she mostly takes her targets alive), using her horns as a sort of battering ram and everything else about her as intimidation
haihai practices floromancy, hence the flower motifs on his clothes. their dad is a sea dragon, so haihai can do a little bit of hydromancy as well, but he prefers flowers. he isn't sure why
their mom's people are closely related to cunhua's sheepfolk, while their dad's people are distantly related to jing'er's mountain dragon tribe! the CROSSOVER
they're eating chicken soup udon because im gonna make that for lunch today
jianjian is stocky and broad-shouldered like their mom, while haihai is tall and slender like their dad. though both somewhere in the middle; so like if the dad is idk 6'4", haihai is 6'2", jianjian is 5'11", and the mom is 5'9" (not drawn to scale up there)
this doesn't really matter but i see jianjian as aroace and haihai is probably demiromantic n maybe pan, it'd probably take him many years to be comfortable enough with himself to be comfortable with another person but he wouldn't be picky
they go visit their parents many years later and jianjian is significantly less chaotic and haihai is smiling, and their parents are like WAHHHHH OUR KIDS ARE ALL GROWN UP. is it irresponsible of them to just let em go when they are both clearly Somewhat Wrong in the Head? yes. but idc
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walking home absolutely bursting to pee, melting snow squelching under my feet definitely not helping
having to wait for the elevator and keep composure so other people in the building can't suspect a thing
moaning and grabbing at my crotch the moment the flat doors close behind me
needing to put away keys and take off headphones and a jacket and a hoodie because otherwise I'll be super overheated but pee dancing the entire time
bending over to spend ages untying my boots, squirming and whining because that position just puts more pressure on the bladder
leaking when I'm only done with one boot but being unable to do anything about it because obviously I'm not going to walk around the house with wet shoes, that would make a mess!
leaving a small pee trail as it inevitably trickles down my legs while I'm hurrying to the toilet with my hands jammed between my legs
making a puddle right in front of the bathroom and then peeing all over the floor, toilet and barely into it as i was just a few moments too late >///<
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