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[xyzphiner]

Whatever, Sloppily Love (Translate, 20230813) [Eason Chan - 是但求其愛]

If love seeks only happiness1 (If love sloppily seeks happiness) – I asked and not ask love to be sorrowful? (should we also seek sorrowfulness in love?)

Clumsy for half of my life -- I can't comprehend what love is. Looking back, I never earnestly planned for my future. Now living in solitude, I get to reflect and examine what love is and then you are here.

Amidst the chaos, I met you. The romance camouflages everything into hope and anticipation. I suddenly feel that our affection is so deep, so adorable for a moment. Through the echo of my confession, I realized that sentience was never the same as love.

If one seeks only a lifetime of love (If one sloppily seeks forever love) -- you asked and fear – only fear – casually trapped in this love until the end of my life. (and fear -- only fear – trapped in this love until the end of my life.) [and fear my only fear of this love is to be trapped in eternity.] You endeared your parents, I hold compassion for my dear friends, we are both good people no matter how.

If love seeks only sincerity (If love sloppily seeks someone sincere) – I asked and not ask love to be faithful? (should we also seek loyalty in love?) Even if our ideologies and philosophies are mostly aligned yet we fail to harmonize then it isn't worth discussing how match we can be.

Upon parting (upon encountering) I wasn't expecting a deep hug sparked the unexpected flames between us. I hallucinated that we could resume this once-upon-a-time relationship for a moment. As I comprehend that moment and reminisce this feeling is not love.

If one seeks only a lifetime of love (If one sloppily seeks forever love) -- you asked and fear -- only fear -- casually trapped in this love until the end of my life. (and fear -- only fear -- trapped in this love until the end of my life.) [and fear my only fear of this love is to be trapped in eternity.] You seek perfection at work, I work diligently for my future, how could we have attention divided?

If love seeks only sincerity (If love sloppily seeks someone sincere) -- I asked and not ask love to be faithful? (should we also seek loyalty in love?) Even if our ideologies and philosophies are mostly aligned yet we fail to harmonize then it isn't worth discussing how match we can be.

If love only seeks peace of mind (If love sloppily seeks to be at ease) and fear – only fear – this love to be casually stable. (and fear -- only fear -- this tranquility of love.) [and fear my only fear of this love is stability.]

If love only seeks this lifetime with regrets (if love sloppily gives this lifetime with regrets) should we ask for another life? (Should we not ask for another life?) [Should we ask for another sloppy lover?] {Should we not ask for another sloppy lover?} Depends on the abilities of the two and if their scars of love are a perfect match.

The love of diversity -- the seven prismatic colors, the five flavors of taste even more dust would fall into the five aggregates of clinging.

[silverxcristal]

TL;DR: Don’t verbally interact with posts tagged as #vent

Hey

I didn’t thought I would have to say this, because so far everybody had been super nice about it and like- is a tumblr culture thing at this point?

But please, don’t verbally interact with posts tagged as vent

ESPECIALLY IF YOU AREN’T CLOSE???

I’ve been having very hard days and i’ve making venting posts, is something I have done for years now in different stages of my life. I have other coping mechanisms like talking or distracting myself, but I also write (translate2english) my thoughts or draw vent art and put it out there. I don’t expect anybody to read it or do something is exchange, there is something about the feeling of know I put it out there and said it out loud that help me take it off my system. And to make it easier and healthy for everybody, those type of posts are tagged to be fast to skip or blacklist.

So like, don’t do this??

(Screenshots under read more, im upset)

And don’t be a fucking asshole when I ask you to stop?

(Context was a text where I made a retorical question. A RETORICAL QUESTION)

(”Trying to cheer you up” by overstepping boundaries on my vent asking direct questions. Also “cheer you up” by saying “i didnt say that” to a retorical question.)

(And then insulting me. Fuck off.)

This is my blog, my safe space, and I’ll keep it like that.

Guys, I appreciate your concern and im sorry for worrying you.  I also thank you for respecting my boundaries and allow me have this space to release my frustrations and sadness.  And those who end up reaching me in private via DM or Ask always do it with respect and not pushing anything.

Please, be respectful 

[xyzphiner]

Mister Lonely (Translate, 20200113) [Supper Moment]

You are wandering into the crowded city alone again, the day is just dawning, as the color of the sky illuminating. Hopped onto a bus that you take daily, felt free to choose seats on either sides of the aisle, still you sat at the back of the bus, on the left.

The MP3 that you were listening is dying, unwillingly switched it off and started looking out the window. After taking off your headphone, you discovered that this couple were planning for the coming year – to fly to the back of the earth, but you can only focus at the present.

“It’s fate,” you said. Your sighing almost ingested you. “Fate.” For whom that you are being forced to bury worry in your heart? And hope that the divines will give you guidance to change.

Sometimes you crave for others’ jealousies and pretend to be a beauty. You want to run away and search for something new badly even if they are unimportant. Waited day after day, and ten years flashed by hastily.

“It’s fate,” you said. Your sighing almost ingested you. “Fate.” For whom that you are being forced to postpone your aspirations and hope that the divines will give you guidance? Where is the key to happiness?

You have been waiting for someone who loves you, yet you are still waiting. Waiting, waiting, waiting – waiting for the gods become waiting for your luck, and seeing friends around you shared their stroke of luck.

You then said and only blamed that “it’s fate.” Your sighing almost ingested you. It’s “fate” for you to learn to be a person and force you to confront gods as a human. Desperately growling for alms, for guidance, to explain all the misfortunes. “Rescue my lonely city.”

[xyzphiner]

Also Not the Same (Translate, 20191230) [Supper Moment]

Would you wake up from the dream and make another choice, or be a dreamer with boiling blood? Would you let your dreamland collapse, or you would not be fear of death and die supporting it?

When you deal with setbacks... remember… standup and try again... be mettlesome… Even if you are losing by half time – please find a reason to fight back, would you?

There are hundreds, thousands of beliefs in this world -- did you find the one that you wish for? How can we all live the same way – achieve the same results? An inspiration that you cannot tell others – often time it is more exaggerated than reality. You can be different – not the same. Come, climb over the defensive wall – scream all over and shatter the glass ceiling.

Would you leave and make another choice, or stay, persist, and replant the flower of perseverance? Would you retreat from a crisis, or sacrifice everything to fight until the end of the finale?

When you deal with setbacks... remember… standup and try again... be mettlesome … Even if you are losing by half time – please find a reason to fight back, would you?

There are hundreds, thousands of beliefs in this world -- did you find the one that you wish for? How can we all live the same way – achieve the same results? An inspiration that you can’t tell others – often time it is more exaggerated than reality. You can be different – not the same. Come, climb over the defensive wall – scream all over and shatter the glass ceiling.

La la la… la la la… la la la… La la la… la la la… la la la… La la la… la la la… la la la… La la la… la la la… you still have the other half of the battle to fight.

There are hundreds, thousands of beliefs in this world -- did you find the one that you wish for? How can we all live the same way – get the same thing? An inspiration that you can’t tell others – often time it is more exaggerated than reality. You can be different – not the same. Not the same. You can be different. You can be different. You can be different.

[xyzphiner]

The Same (Translate, 20200302) [Supper Moment - 同一]

The same sight The same temperature With the soak tank tops on the same stage

Hey yeah, hey yeah. Hey yeah, hey yeah. Hey yeah, hey yeah. Hey yeah, hey yeah…

When – you bumped into a reason, you are willing to wait When – you encountered a reason, you will stick your chest out When – you understand that you don't have to comply with the heat permeating through your blazing eyes This is called “dream”

Hold tight to your beliefs, be free, and fly towards that vast sky Hike towards the tallest summit, sail towards the deepest sea If the ideal goal will someday be destroyed like ashes drifting, smoke dissipating, and then disappeared Come and sing – come and sing with indomitability

The same night sky The same sign The same stream of tears The same desire

When – you no longer need a reason and willing to wait still When – you no longer need to prove how you went all out to keep your head held high When – the hot blood from the past is still fiery, still blazing This is called “dream”

Hold tight to your beliefs, be free, and fly towards that vast sky Hike towards the tallest summit, sail towards the deepest sea If the ideal goal will someday be destroyed like ashes drifting, smoke dissipating, and then disappeared Come and sing – come and sing with indomitability.

Hold tight to your beliefs, be free, and fly towards that vast sky Hike towards the tallest summit, sail towards the deepest sea If the ideal goal will someday be destroyed like ashes drifting, smoke dissipating, and then disappeared Come and sing – come and sing with indomitability Past and future generation – all humankind sing with indomitability

The same sight The same touch Towards an unknown place and look for the dazzling light

[xyzphiner]

Endless (Translate, 20200120) [Supper Moment]

A dream – is still clanging in pitch dark, still singing loudly, still anticipating the world would give me applause.

It is a pipe dream – there is still time to chase the direction that you lost touch with. Use to carry the faith in the bottom of my heart – fell and hurt for thousand, tens of thousands of times. Begin to refrain from looking back and seeking for the truth. That fantasy for future started being carved into stone sculpture unwillingly.

Stepping on to this endless journey, The spark from the past that was drifted away, dissipated, lost – rekindled, reignited the inspiration. Perhaps there will be no perfect full stop in the end, notwithstanding obstinately taking this adventure – the punitive expeditions of obstacles, one after the other. Stepping on to this endless journey, who can appraise your ugliness, sinfulness, comeliness, and goodness? Troughs and peaks – leave the group and wipe away those heartrending, sarcastic advice. Fight for your lifelong dream, as if a revolution, until you are gray.

A dream – exist in the anticipated praise from the others. I eventually, falsely believe that the courage is no longer fervent and forming frost instead. Start to bind my feet and stay, start to acclimating empathy, and start being molded unwillingly – let’s use the remaining strength to applaud.

Too many, too many ideas hitting the wall. Too many, too many ideals getting repressed. Quietly dealing with silent months and years. Yet the sky has sunset that leading the dream.

Stepping on to this endless journey, The spark from the past that was drifted away, dissipated, lost – rekindled, reignited the inspiration. Perhaps there will be no perfect full stop in the end, notwithstanding obstinately taking this adventure – the punitive expeditions of obstacles, one after the other. Stepping on to this endless journey, who can appraise your ugliness, sinfulness, comeliness, and goodness? Start taking steps, fold your hands and pray. Fight for your lifelong dream, as if a revolution, until you are gray. It’s rare to have dream, like a revolution, that will not get old.

[xyzphiner]

Where Is The Place With Just Me And You? / You & Me (Translate, 20191002) [Dear Jane]

The moment I kiss you - I am certain that you and I can go through life and death. I try to find the best place for our next vacation so that we can be together hereafter. We have too many hypocrites around us, too many scars in our hearts - I can’t wait to elope with you.

I will come and rescue you to escape from the absurdness of humanity. Our fingers interlaced and you are not fighting back - I’ll use my hands and lead you. Never bow down - despite millions of wounds en route, stand behind me - I’ll ensure you will be worry-free. Won’t listen to the rumors - if you feel happy, it is good enough for me.

We fell in love and I am grateful for we could sing and cry together. The outside world cannot separate us nor stop us from breathing. We have too many critics around us, interfering our susceptible love life - I don't want to be clearheaded.

I will come and rescue you to escape from the absurdness of humanity. Our fingers interlaced and you are not fighting back - I’ll use my hands and lead you. Never bow down - despite millions of wounds en route, stand behind me - I’ll ensure you will be worry-free. Won’t listen to the rumors - if you feel happy, it is good enough for me.

There is a place no one being abandoned; a place no one be deceived; a place allowed us to be romantic and heartwarming for a century - a place with just you and I; a place better than the most beautiful sunrise.

I will come and rescue you to escape from the absurdness of humanity. Our fingers interlaced and you are not fighting back - I’ll use my hands and lead you. Never bow down - despite millions of wounds en route, stand behind me - I’ll ensure you will be worry-free. Won’t listen to the rumors - if you feel happy, it is good enough for me. My existence - if I can love you till I die, it is good enough for me.