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mysicklove · 11 months

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Confession time

For the past month I've been catfishing my friend bc i have a crush on her but she isn't gay so I've been pretending to be a guy and flirting with her

I feel bad but she's so nice to the boy version of me so idk

anon this is extremely extremely selfish like this will do so much harm to your friend i don’t even know how to to tell you this nicely, but have got to stop this like ASAP 😰😰😰😰

#💌 - love letters #secret admirer #very not ok #i get it #but if u rlly liked her then u wouldn’t be doing that

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shatar-aethelwynn · 1 year

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27 hours.

27 hours until I am done staying in a house that constantly stabs at my sensory issues (which then trigger stress, anxiety, and depression). 27 hours until I can wear clothes that make me happy, and not just the few items I own that can survive both the washing machine and the risk of dog claws. 27 hours before I can finally stop feeling constantly dirty and gross. 27 hours until I can finally clean my boots, and feel like my clothes are actually clean when I put them on. 27 hours until I can go barefoot inside again. 27 hours until I can cook properly again. 27 hours until I can actually breathe again without wheezing.

27 hours until I stop feeling torn between sobbing from depression and screaming in resentful anger.

It's been two weeks and I left Done behind days ago. I'm so tired.

#thank the heros in pharmaceuticals because without my meds my 'not ok' would be 'god Im begging you to let me die right now'#very not ok #the only thing keeping the depression from being too much for my meds is the simmering RAGE that is in the way #which is also the only reason Im not crying yet

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lazyneonrabbitt · 10 months

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Can someone tell me why the FUCK my brain decides to dream about having babies one the one night I sleep with my husband?

I do NOT want kids at all to the point of going to get my tubes tied wtf.

Also why have it be so vividly anxiety inducing th hav the doc tell me to put the newborn on me for skin on skin contact???

Legit even dream!me was like 'oh fuck no cuz that makes it for real'?

#rabbitt speaks #are the preg and baby fics getting to my head now?#very not ok #this is haunting me now

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emissary-of-the-moon · 10 months

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How much can one person cry over mipha? The correct answer is a lot

#just finished vah ruta #very not ok #i miss my fish gf #bozo playing botw for the first time #moon emissary talks

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butchfalin · 10 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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starrysharks · 1 month

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ghanaian miku

#zeno's art #hatsune miku #vocaloid #vocal synths #ghana #theres a trend on twitter where you draw miku as from your country #and i dont think anyone's done ghana yet!!!#her outfit is inspired by fashion + fabrics that my mother would wear and also stuff i found on pinterest #ghana kind of has a gold fixation lol so theres lots of gold #and the drink she's holding is supermalt. idk if its actually ghanaian but i know that ghanaians love it #(its very yummy btw idk how to explain the taste cuz i havent had it in a while but you should drink it if you ever come across it)#ok tumblr gets this early #ill post at like 4pm for twitter

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wildbasil · 6 months

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things haven't been great but i think they will be. eventually 🌻🌼🩷

#personal #comics #tw abuse #digital art #personal comic #for the record no i don't think my mother loves me #but the idea that she did kept me in an awful situation for a very long time #the number of times people said “she's your mother. she's trying her best. of course she loves you” etc etc #but i don't think “love” and abuse are mutually exclusive #like even if someone DOES love you it doesn't mean it's not abuse and it doesn't mean it's ok #art tag

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bereft-of-frogs · 6 months

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There’s that post that’s like ‘everyone should get into a tiny niche fandom at least once’ fully agree, that was really fun -- but I would like to add that everyone should get into a fandom where their opinions run counter to major fanon because it really teaches you about sticking to your guns and trusting your interpretation of the text without having to rely on peer validation

because WHAT are people talking about sometimes

#aka: genuinely sometimes I think I live in a parallel universe and simply watched/read different things #full disclosure it does make you feel like a killjoy sometimes #because often times these fanons will be presented in a silly jokey manner #'oh so silly isn't this character so funny this is just my silly little headcanon'#and it's like yes yes lol lol but ok look me in the eyes and tell me you know that this is #at best only one interpretation of many and at worst simply not supported by the text at all #please tell me you know that #or in one specific example such a ubiquitous joke that is literally a significant theme of the work and i feel like SUCH a killjoy #being like 'ok yes very funny.....you know that was a major theme right?? tell me you know that'

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shesmore-shoebill · 2 months

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"I had choice paralysis :(" is a KILLER line.