#Vaguely vent

[angelophelias]

FATHER'S DAUGHTER

[emberglowfox]

you ever just

[sad-leon]

TW!! Suicide Attempt, Self Harm, Implied Eating Disorder

i forgor the colour behind the dialogue but im too tired to add it now

im so tired and theres no resolution because nothing i can make will make me feel better. i Know my friends love me and think my life is worth living, but when it gets bad it gets Bad and theres nothing to do but pick up the peices

[supernormalblogname]

something or other

[firestarting]

it's not the same anymore

[genderfluidsgetguns]

gods never let me be me ever again please holy shit

[dinoserious]

um

[honeypleasejustkillme]

"ok" just say you hate me and want me to die

[khizuo]

okay the fact that the post going around with 4000 notes about censorship at the hugo awards was titled "chinese censorship at the hugos" is like. why do all you totally-not-racist i-just-hate-the-government ppl always have to put "chinese" in front of everything like it's a fucking qualifier or something. do you guys write "french censorship" or "german censorship" too oh wait no because it's only the chinese that are evil in some way and we have to let everyone know that this "censorship" is uniquely chinese in its characteristics.

[xt0t4llys4n300x]

I'll get comfortable enough to stim around people, or stim more freely and they look at me like

They stop the conversation and look at me all weird like no

Continue talking and let me be happy about it

[helioxed]

If you ever die, what will your memory start looking like?

[sad-leon]

i dont have a clever caption for this one

[snowflake-sage]

Vague vent bc I'm tired of these feelings

[anamelessfool]

Thanks to Ghost I fell in love with art again.

And no fandom police is gonna ever take that away from me.

[mouvements-de-lours]

mouvement 28

[evansboyfriend]

there's just so much here and i can't find the original post and anyway i don't want to go off at OP so i'm making my own post:

FIRST THINGS FIRST, doctors and medical professional are sworn in by The Hippocratic Oath - this is from an article dated in 2001, and under normal circumstances I'd look for something more recent but for the sake of this post, since Evan Buckley was born in 1992, it'll suffice. (and i'm not going to sit here and examine the limitations and criticisms okay. you can read the article if you're interested.)

the point is no medical professional would approve of a procedure that puts an infant child through immense pain in order to harvest bone marrow and treat another child, no matter how sick that older child would be. i'm not sure why I even need to back up my claims for this because it's just a logical fact that no doctor would inflict pain of that level, even if the parents of said infant brought him to the doctor and said they want to put their child through this procedure. quite frankly, they'd have social services called because doctors are mandatory reporters.

which brings me to the second point: to think that the buckley parents would inflict pain of that level on their infant child is fucking bizarre, or that they would not tend to their fussy baby. there's literally nothing in canon to suggest that buck wasn't taken care of as a baby. even if his parents were emotionally absent and neglectful and let maddie step up to provide the comfort a child needs. i mean. it's a fucking reach.

so how is the procedure done? -> link from the NHS website which very plainly explains stem cells are harvested from the placenta and umbilical cord to treat cancers, immune deficiencies, and genetic disorders.

Baby bred to provide stem cells for sister (2000)

Placental blood as a source of hematopoietic stem cells for transplantation into unrelated recipients (1996)

i can't find anything earlier than 1996 but quite frankly i don't think i have to. that's only 4 years before buck was born. i think it'll suffice.

tl;dr this is the dumbest take i have seen and i think a very quick 5-minute google search disproves OP's "headcanon" so i'm gonna go ahead and take that bet for 0 dollars. there's 0 % chance that happened.

y'all gotta stop coming up with scenarios that put buck through worse things that canon already has because it's giving woobification. because it's not bad enough that his first experience that pain = love was at 5 years old which is very transparently depicted in canon. what the fuck is wrong with y'all.

and i'm not even gonna touch upon the reblogger's tags about how buck is "predisposed" to "subbing" for.. this.. reason.. of all things... because i see bad BDSM takes every day on this godforsaken website anyway.