#Yg!The void Princess

[lung-worm2023]

Y’all.

It’s the void princess!

I’ll do more stuff for young gems next Gen!Darkness soon. Probably the main cast or something.

[bloodinthesnow]

an alphabetical list of songs that make everything feel better and worse simultaneously (it is a very long list hence the keep reading under the cut):

A Mannequin Adrift - The Scary Jokes

A Night At The Movies - The Scary Jokes

Advice - Alex G

Agoraphobia - Elita

Alex - Teen Suicide

Alligator Skin Boots - McCafferty

Always Forever - Cults

And Also I’m Really Scared - Fox Academy

Angel Eyes and Basketball - Foot Ox

Angels of Porn II - Nicole Dollanganger

Apathy - tea

Apple Pie - The Scary Jokes (2021 mix specifically)

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS - Tyler, The Creator

As the World Caves In - Matt Maltese

Baby Teeth (Acoustic Version) - Baby Bugs

Backstabber - The Dresden Dolls

Bad Advice - Penelope Scott

Bad News - Teen Suicide

Bad Things - Cults

Bag of Bombs - Diet Tea Other Cola

Bang Bang Bang Bang - Sohodolls

Baxter 3rd Is Under Fucking Siege - Penelope Scott (specifically the soft version on her bandcamp)

Become the Warm Jets - Current Joys

Before the World Was Big - Girlpool

Bets Against the Void - The Scary Jokes

Blondie - Current Joys

Blood from the Concrete - The Scary Jokes

Blow My Brains Out - Tikkle Me

Blue Eyes Like the Devil’s Water - McCafferty

Blue Hair - TV Girl

Body Terror Song - AJJ

Boring - The Brobecks

Bound 2 - Kanye West

Brave As a Noun - AJJ

Break This the Breaking Point 2 - Vertigoaway

Breezeblocks - alt-J

Brian is the Most Beautiful - Memo Boy

Bright Blue Pickup Truck - Teen Suicide

Brooklyn Baby - Lana Del Rey

Bruno is Orange - Hop Along, Queen Ansleis

Bubble Gum - Clairo

Busted and Blue - Gorillaz

Camisado - Panic! At the Disco

Can I Leave Me Too? - The Greeting Committee

Cane Shuga - Glass Animals

Care - TEMPOREX

Carry Me Out - Mitski

Catabolic Seed - The Scary Jokes

Chalk Tablet Towers - Gorillaz

Chamber Of Reflection - Mac DeMarco

Choking on Flowers - Fox Academy

Christmas Drag - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Cigarette Ahegao - Penelope Scott

Cigarette Duet - Princess Chelsea

Colored Pinwheel - Foot Ox

Concrete - Poppy

Coolest Place in the World - Suki Waterhouse

Cop Graveyard - Teen Suicide

Cornflake Eyes - Foot Ox

Cupid - Jack Stauber (extended ver.)

DAI DAI DAI KIRAI - Dennoko-P

Dark Beach - Pastel Ghost

Dead Girls - Penelope Scott

Dealer - Lana Del Rey

Death of the Phone Call - Whatever, Dad

Dirty Night Clowns - Chris Garneau

Doves - Cake Bake Betty

Dream Sweet in Sea Major - Miracle Musical

Dresser - Fox Academy

Drunk Text Romance - Cyberbully Mom Club

Dust Collector - YG Hypnos

E.S.R.T. (2001) - Whatever, Dad

Egg - Whatever, Dad

El Manana - Gorillaz

Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles

Empty Room - Teen Suicide

Eric - Mitski

Every Day - bo en

EVERYTHING - The Black Skirts

Everything Means Nothing to Me (Instrumental) - Joe Hawley

Facebook.Com - Memo Boy

Father - The Front Bottoms

Fear of Dying - Poppy

Feel Better - Penelope Scott

Feeling so Matryoshka (2021 mix specifically) - The Scary Jokes

Fireflies - Chris Garneau

Fireworks - Mitski

First Love / Late Spring - Mitski

Flagpole Sitta - Harvey Danger

Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens

Friends with You - The Scary Jokes

From the Gallows - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Getting Better - nelward

Getting Better (otherwise) - The Aubreys

Ghost Town - Kanye West

Girl Anachronism - The Dresden Dolls

Gomennne Gomennne - Kikuo

Good Looking - Suki Waterhouse

Goodbye, My Danish Sweetheart - Mitski

Gross - Bulldog Eyes

Growing Pains, Pt. 1 & 2 - dandelion hands

Habits (feat. Haley Reinhart) - Scott Bradlee’s Postmodern Jukebox

Hammerhead - Penelope Scott

Hand Me My Shovel, I’m Going In! - Will Wood and the Tapeworms

Hansel - Sodikken

Happy News For Sadness - Car Seat Headrest

Haunt Me (x 3) - Teen Suicide

Haunted - Laura Les

Hazy Miss Daisy - Kid Bloom

Healing Ritual - Whatever, Dad

Hell, Missouri - UnderBite

Hello - Weathers

Hello World - The Scary Jokes

Her - Poppy

Hey Bunny (acoustic & remix are both good) - Baby Bugs

Hole Dwelling - Kikuo

Home II - Bulldog Eyes

Hospital - Gurldoll

How To Never Stop Being Sad - dandelion hands

Hurting Myself - Blood Girl

Hybrid Moments - Helvetia

I Am My Own Hell - Teen Suicide

I Can’t Afford To Make Music Anymore - Owie Zowie

I Cut Myself - Talkshow Boy

I Deserve to Bleed - Sushi Soucy

I Forgot to Take My Meds Today - Prince Daddy & the Hyena

I Fuck Everything Up - Mom

I Hate Everyone but You - Elita

I Love My Boyfriend - Princess Chelsea

I Love You So - The Walters

I Saw an Angel - Puzzle

I Want You - Mitski

I Was All Over Her - salvia palth

I’d Rather Sleep - Kero Kero Bonito

I’ve Wasted So Much Time - Enjoy

Icicles - The Scary Jokes

If I Don’t Go To Hell (Instrumental) - Mr. Green

In a Bitter Syrup (original ver.) - The Scary Jokes

Insomniac - Memo Boy & Chakra Efendi

Internet Quiz - Whatever, Dad

Introduction to the Snow - Miracle Musical

Introverted - Elita

It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest

Jealous - Eyedress

Jeanine - The Scary Jokes

Jeff - McCafferty

Joyfulthought - Mom

Junkyard - Fox Academy

Just - Radiohead

Just Take My Wallet - Jack Stauber

Kimi Wa Dekinai Ko - Kikuo

Kitchenbastards - Whatever, Dad

Last Words of a Shooting Star - Mitski

Lavender - Penelope Scott

Lemonade - Nicole Dollanganger

Like a Match - Jack Conte

Limerence - Yves Tumor

Liquid Smooth - Mitski

Lo Que Siento - Cuco (yass corny song time)

Locket - Crumb

Long - Porridge Radio

Look Who’s Inside Again - Bo Burnham

Love Me, Love Me, Love Me (aka Aishite) - Kikuo

Lukewarm - Penelope Scott

Lying To Myself - Blood Girl

Magical Doctor - Maretu

Make Me Cry - Fox Academy

Make the Grade - Jack Conte

Marsha, Thankk You for the Dialectics, but I Need You to Leave - Will Wood

Martin - Car Seat Headrest

Masochism - Ky Vöss

Mean - Nicole Dollanganger

Memoir (Live at RAK) - Villagers

Misery Meat - Sodikken

Mistakes Like This - Prelow

moment - Vierre Cloud

Mommy Fwiend - Penelope Scott

Money - The Drums

Montreal - Penelope Scott

Moon Song - Phoebe Bridgers

Moonsickness - Penelope Scott

Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers

Mrs Magic - Strawberry Guy

My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls

My Body’s Made of Crushed Little Stars - Mitski

My Girlfriend - TV Girl

Necromancer - Joy Again

Nessa’s Theme - Whatever, Dad

New Year’s Eve - American Pleasure Club/Teen Suicide

Nice Boys - TEMPOREX

Nights Like These - Pigeon Pit

Nimbasa CORE - plasterbrain

No Fun - Teen Suicide

No Leverage / No Pleasure - The Scary Jokes

No Obligation - Mom

Nosebleed Forever - Fox Academy

Not Allowed - TV Girl

Nothing - Teen Suicide

Nowhere to Run - Stegosaurus Rex

O.K. - Whatever, Dad

Oh Noel - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

On Melancholy Hill - Gorillaz

Once More To See You - Mitski

Panic - Caravan Palace

Papa Ed’s Oobe - Whatever, Dad

Paul - Big Thief

People Eater - Sodikken

Perverted - Elita

Pink in the Night - Mitski

Pink Smoke - The Scary Jokes

Please Don’t Jump (It’s Christmas) - Dallon Weekes

Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want - Deftones

Pleasure Cruise - The Scary Jokes

Poison Tree - Grouper

Post Break-Up Sex - The Vaccines

Pretty - Coco & Clair Clair

Pretty Cvnt - Sewerslvt

Pumpkin - The Regrettes

Rampage - Nicole Dollanganger

Rät - Penelope Scott (please dont come for me oh god i swear this song hits when youre getting over an ex fp)

Redmageddon - Sodikken

Rehab - Weathers

Remember You from adventure time

Rescue Us - Story One

Rest Stop - Whatever, Dad

<Restart> - Oscar Lang

Restless - Teen Suicide

Revenge - XXXTENTACION

Rock Bottom - Blood Girl

Rockit - Gorillaz

Rosary - Fox Academy

Ruru’s Suicide Show on a Livestream - Shinsei Kamattechan

Saint - Fox Academy

Saint Bernard 2 - Lincoln

Salvia Plath - Teen Suicide (an all time favorite of mine!!)

Sarah - Alex G

Savior Complex - Phoebe Bridgers

School Rooftop (Slowed Down Version) - Hisohkah

Scout Finch Bitch - Kitty

Scroll Patrol - Rinse & Repeat (another all time favorite of mine)

Self Care - Penelope Scott

Seventeen - Ladytron

She Likes Another Boy - Oscar Lang

Silence - Pop Club

Silver Soul - Beach House

Sippy Cup - Mazie

Skeleton Appreciation Day in Vestal, NY (Bones) - Will Wood and the Tapeworms

Slacker - Chloe Moriondo

Sleep - Mom

Sleeping - Bulldog Eyes

Sleeping Powder - Gorillaz

Sleepwalk - Santo & Johnny

Sleepyhead - The Scary Jokes

Slipping Through My Fingers from Mamma Mia!

Smile Like You Mean It - The Killers (also the Tally Hall cover)

So Mean - Poppy

So Much - Cavetown

So Wet - Elita (ITS A MONSTERFUCKER SONG APPARENTLY)

Soap - Penelope Scott

Soon I’ll Be Leaving - Bulldog Eyes

Souk Eye - Gorillaz

Sound Check (Gravity) - Gorillaz

Sour Switchblade - Elita

Space Song - Beach House

Special - Joe Hawley

Spooky Ghost - Teen Suicide

Spud - Whatever, Dad

Stalemate_Spud - Whatever, Dad

Starstruck - The Scary Jokes

Still Life - Sitcom

Stranded Lullaby - Miracle Musical (also the ghost demo)

Strange Dayz - Weathers

Sucking Souls - Elita

Sweet Hibiscus Tea - Penelope Scott

Swimming - Teen Suicide

Tadpoles Lullaby - Galen Tipton

Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge

Teeth - Limbo

Telephones - Vacations

Tell Me It’s Okay (Self-Titled Demo) - Paramore

Thank You, Sorry - Ky Vöss

Thanku - Blood Girl

That Funny Feeling - Bo Burnham

The Beer - Kimya Dawson

The Big Joyous Celebration - Teen Suicide

The Family Jewels - Marina

The Leanover - Life Without Buildings

The Shopping Cart Song - UnderBite

The Spine Song - Cake Bake Betty

This Could Build Us a Home - The Garden

Three AM - Gurldoll

Tippy and Zelda - Whatever, Dad

Tire Swing - Kimya Dawson

Tired of Waiting - Ulle Kamelle

Too Late Now - Wet Leg

Touch-Tone Telephone

Townie - Mitski

Toynbee Tiles - The Scary Jokes

Training Wheels - Melanie Martinez

Trash - Alex G

Trees and Flowers - Strawberry Switchblade

Two Slow Dancers - Mitski

Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear

Variations on a Cloud - Miracle Musical

Vas - Jagger Finn

Violent - carolesdaughter

Virgin Veins - Coma Cinema

Walking the Cow - Daniel Johnston

Wallflower - Moses Campbell

Want You Gone - Aperture Science Psychoacoustic Laboratories

Warm Regards - Penelope Scott

Warsh - Whatever, Dad

Warsh_Tippy and Zelda - Whatever, Dad

Welcome and Goodbye - dream, ivory

Wet - Dazey and the Scouts

Whispering Glades - Nicole Dollanganger

Winter Snakes - Joy Again

Worthless - Teen Suicide

You Should Know - Penelope Scott

You’re So Cool - Nicole Dollanganger

You’re the Reason I Believe in Ghosts - Starry Cat

Young - Vacations

64 Little White Things - Cake Bake Betty

and lastly songs that arent officially released on apple music so i listen to them on soundcloud

Agony - Yung Lean instrumental

All of My Friends - Tally Hall

Anathema - Twenty One Pilots

Drizzle - Penelope Scott

ENA remix

From Russia With Love - Penelope Scott

How Did I Ever - Clairo

I’m Not Angry Anymore - Paramore but a slowed version specifically

Memoir #2 - May Roosevelt

My Kind of Woman - Poppy cover

Nuts - Lil Peep

Papayawhip (God or whatever) - Penelope Scott

Possibly in Michigan soundtrack

rain on me - joji

Rolling Girl - Wowaka

Runaway Runaway - Mars Argo

Shinitai-Chan idk who made it :(

Sucka Stand Up (Intro) - theyoungcrooksband

thought paths - monomau

Treehouse - Alex G

Useless - I Know Leopard

Using You - Mars Argo

waitin 4ur ## call - <<##33

Warm Nights - Xori

yoshi island ending theme

4 Morant - Doja Cat

& It’s Beautiful - The Scary Jokes

[flooffybits]

I Need You

Idol: Park Chaeyoung (Blackpink)

Request: Yep

Anon: a rosé angst to fluff scenario in which you think you’re doing the right thing by trying to move on “Don’t ask her out again, please… You’re killing me, every single time you do it.”

Author’s note: I wasn’t exactly sure if you wanted this to be female or gender neutral, so I kept it as neutral.

“Y/n, come on. It’s time to get up.” The sound of your roommate sounded so distant as you stared up at the ceiling. Despite the fact that it was summer, you couldn’t help but feel cold while you laid in bed, face void of any emotion.

Your phone ended up buzzing again and you didn’t need to check to know who it was. That was how it’s been for the past three days.

Even when you try to block the memories out, they replay in your head like a movie that served to break your heart because of the image of seeing her own heart break before your very eyes.

..

“I swear, it’s nothing. I can deal with it.” Despite her words, her voice shook and you could see in her eyes just how much she’s struggling to be calm when everything around you is crumbling just because of one picture.

Dispatch had caught the two of you together, and even when your face wasn’t seen, it was impossible to say that the other person there was not Chaeyoung, Blackpink’s Rosé.

“You know that it’s risky, we both do. This isn’t the first time they’ve caught us, and if this keeps going, you’re going to get in trouble.” You tell her as she desperately tries to hold her tears back. “Then what are you saying we should do? Break up?”

Your silence was enough to focus her attention on you as she stopped pacing. Her eyes scan your face and it’s clear as day, the regret that fills your eyes while you look back at her. “Y-Y/n, no, we can do something else.” She basically pleads with you, but you know that if this keeps going, she’s only going to get hurt even more.

It was already enough that YG refused to treat her better, but you just didn’t want to give them another reason to treat her worse than they already did.

“Chaeng, you’re at the peak of your career. I don’t want to be the reason that you lose it.” You tell her while taking her hands in yours and you can feel them shaking. You give them a gentle squeeze as a form of comfort, but you both know that your decision wouldn’t give either of you that.

A whimper comes from her and her lower lip trembles. She’s given up trying to hold her tears back while she holds onto you tight, not wanting to let go. “Please, don’t.” You don’t bring yourself to look at her, because if you do, you’re sure that you can’t leave.

So with a final breath, you carefully withdraw from her whilst she tries to hold on to you for as long as she can. “I love you. I’m sorry.”

..

Huffing, you get out of bed and try to get ready for work, brushing everything off and leaving them in your bedroom to focus on your own tasks.

After getting dressed, you walked out and greet your friend while grabbing an apple from the counter, checking your phone for any emails sent to you. You tried your best to avoid looking at Chaeyoung’s messages, but there was too many that it pushed work related notifications down.

Can we please tal…

I know you don’t wa…

I miss you Y/n can w…

Everything was in the same kind of context, but you didn’t want to ruin the progress you’ve been making. It was for her, you remind yourself. So while you cleared the notification bar, you exited the apartment and drove off.

Meanwhile, in the dorms, Chaeyoung stared anxiously at her phone, seeing that her texts were delivered, yet unread. She had to bite her lip while wiping away her tears, failing to notice her friends watching her from the side.

It’s been like this ever since the breakup and they weren’t too sure with what to do. They understood why you did it and they were thankful of how thoughtful you were of they friend, but they also felt pity with how you had to sacrifice the relationship you both valued so much over the year.

Looking to each other, Jennie let out a sigh as she took a step closer until she was standing next to the weeping girl. “Rosie, come on. I think that’s enough.” The older girl whispered softly as she rubbed her back in a soothing manner. “B-But I need Y/n.” She whimpered, clutching at her phone as she curled further into herself.

“Chaeyoung-ah, Y/n is doing this for you.” At Jisoo’s words, she shut her eyes tight as fresh tears cascaded down her cheeks. “But I don’t want them to do it.” She sobs and Lisa joins her on the bed and wrapped her arms around her. “You’re only hurting the two of you.”

Jisoo stood beside Jennie this time, arms crossed and lips pursed. “Chaeyoung, I know that it’s not want you want to hear, but think of this as a good thing. Maybe, somewhere down the road, Y/n and you will find each other again.” She offered, but it wasn’t working.

Chaeyoung might be a patient person, but you are the love of her life, something she’s realized when she came home one day and found you waiting for her despite the fact that it was almost four in the morning. Anyone would have just gone to sleep and spoke to her in the morning, but there you were, a plate of food ready for her as you spoke to each other about everything and anything.

You didn’t look tired at all when you spoke to her. In fact, it looked as though you had been recharged and she felt her heart fluttering because of how much you gave her all your attention and love.

“I just can’t.” Her eyes fell back to her phone screen and Lisa gently placed a hand over it, taking your name out of her sight. “Chae,don’t ask them out again, please.” Her best friend pleaded. “You’re killing us, every single time you do it.” She added and Jisoo nodded. “We love Y/n. We love them for you, but right now, we can’t risk the public catching you again.”

That seemed to trigger something in her as she pulled away from their hands. “Why do they have to tell me what I can and can’t do? I don’t owe the public anything.” She snapped. “I’ve been doing everything for everyone and for what? For them to stop me from being happy?”

The three were surprised by her sudden outburst. But at the same time, they could understand. It was tiring and frustrating to be an idol, so they valued their privacy that much to let anyone intrude.

Jennie let out a sigh as she ran her fingers through her hair and nodded. Lisa turned to her before the girl spoke. “Come on, get dressed.”

She didn’t even bother looking back as she made a move to grab her keys and wallet. “If you want to see Y/n and get them back, then get off your butts and let’s go.”

..

“Yo, L/n, I’m surprised you’re staying longer these days. What’s new?” Your co-worker called out as you signed a few papers. He was nice, very friendly, but you weren’t exactly that close to share things with him.

“Nothing much.” You shrug while grabbing another file. “Just thought that I should be a bit more focused with work.” You tell him as you scan over the contents, exhaustion clear on your face as he raised a brow. “You? Not focused? That’s a big ass lie. No one works harder, here, than you.” He tells you while taking a sip of his coffee.

You simply shake your head before there’s a tap on your shoulder. “Y/n, there’s someone looking for you outside.” One of the interns said timidly and you blink in confusion before nodding lightly, rising to your feet and dusting yourself off. “Thank you.”

Your colleague looks curiously at you while you shrug your shoulders and head for the exit. Who could be looking for you and couldn’t they have come inside?

But then, just as you reached the door, your phone began to ring. Inhaling sharply, you look down, only to find a name you wished wasn’t trying to contact you.

Incoming call from Aussie Princess

Suddenly, you could already tell that this was more than just a coincidence. Because looking outside, you could already see the familiar looking black van waiting outside, and if the windows weren’t tinted, you would already find your ex-girlfriend watching you from inside.

Hesitantly, this time, you answer the call. Bringing the device to your ear, you keep your eyes on the van and hear silence on the other end of the line. Maybe she just dialed your number by accident, you hope. But based on the past days, you doubt that it was that.

“… I didn’t think you would pick up.” Her voice is soft, broken, and tired. And it’s like a knife is being wedged into your heart because you know that it’s your fault.

“What are you doing here?” There’s no malice in your own tone, just mere curiosity and she takes that as a sign to press forward.

“I wanted to talk. Can you please come here?” A few people who passed by glanced oddly at you as you remained in front of the glass door. You want to decline, go back and forget this call happened, but you find your body acting on its own, leading you outside and cautiously walking closer. “You know that we can’t, Chaeng.”

“Then why are you here?”

Only a few feet away, the door of the van slides open and you’re soon face to face with the girl that’s captured your heart. “Because no matter how much I shouldn’t, I’ll always want and need you.” You slowly lower your phone, her doing the same as you stare at each other, reflecting the other’s emotions as though you were staring at a mirror.

“Stop pushing me away then. Because no matter what happens, I’m always going to be yours.” You’ve missed her so much. Her words only pulled out a shaky breath from you as your fingers twitched to reach out to her.

She takes note of it, and without waiting for a reply, she hops out of the van and latching onto you in a matter of seconds. Her face is buried to the crook of your neck, and just like the day you let her go, she was trembling.

Immediately, you hold her as close to you as possible and she holds back a sob that’s threatening to come out. “Please, Y/n, I need you. I can’t do this without you.” She whispers and you see her three members inside the van, smiling at you and nodding in encouragement.

“What about your job?” You ask and she pulls away to look you in the eyes. “We can make it work.”  There’s so much conviction in her tone that you can’t help but believe her.

A smile slowly comes to your face as you cup her cheek and she’s melting into your touch. “Let’s go home?” She asks quietly and you nod your head.

“Hey L//n, what are you-” But you wave to your colleague with a smile. “I’m gonna head home. Can you fix my stuff for me?” You don’t wait for him to reply as Chaeyoung drags you into the van with her, shutting the door behind you and cuddling with you on the seat.

“Hi Y/n.” The girls greet you and you smile at them. “Hey.”

“Glad to have you back.” Jennie tells you and you turn to the girl in your arms, your smile widening as she stares back at you. “I’m glad to be back.”

Chaeyoung pulls you into a kiss, your heart fluttering as her lips moved against yours, just like the first kiss you’ve ever shared while Lisa takes a quick picture as promised.

“I love you so much.” She whispers against your lips and you give her another peck.

“I love you, too.”

[lung-worm2023]

We love young gems au shit :3

And that is why I am proud to show you all…

The void princess!

Art of them coming soon.