thinking about aki who's a bit of a pervert.
you find yourself over at aki's place to drink an awful lot these days. he's been inviting you, and it's not like you have any reason to say no. work has been stressful, you could use the break. it's more fun to drink with him anyways, with just him. aki is kind and thoughtful, he's reserved and he isn't like all the other guys in your department that turn into idiots the moment they've had a drop of alcohol.
no, aki is sweet. gentlemanly, you'd say. innocent, even. he told you one time that he's never had a girlfriend before.
aki's your best friend, the kind of guy someone might bring home to their parents — the only guy you have absolutely no problem getting shitfaced around because you know he'd stop at nothing to take care of you.
and once you've had a bit too much to drink (because you always seem to) aki will do as he always does: insist you stay the night instead of trying to go home. it'd be dangerous for you to try and travel when you're this inebriated. he's looking out for you, that's all.
although, tonight, one thing is different from before. usually, he'd give you his guest room to have all to yourself. but now that denji and power have moved in, aki supposes there's no other option than to have you sleep with him.
he's not going to allow you to sleep on the living room floor, that's just rude. you're a guest. his closest friend. it's getting cold these days, you'd be freezing if you had to do that. besides, you trust aki more than anyone, so you have no problem sleeping in his bed next to him, do you?
of course not.
aki's just being polite, like he always is, and you're none the wiser. he's polite when he offers to toss your clothes in the laundry and give you his to sleep in. he wants you to be comfortable, that's certainly true, but it definitely isn't also because he was hoping for a chance to touch your stockings and your bra. he commits the feeling of the fabric to memory, the way your stockings stretch when he pulls at them — they stretch the same way around your thighs, too. he drags his fingers across the intricate lace of your bra — lace? he didn't think you were the type to like something like that, but it makes sense. it'd look better if it was on you.
he compares the size of his hand to the size of your bra and tries not to forget that either before tossing everything in the wash. maybe he'll get lucky, and you'll forget to grab your clothes before rushing home.
he scoops you up and carries you to bed when you're too exhausted and drunk to move. he's trying not to think anything dirty as he sets you down in the center of his bed and props himself up over you; he's breathing hard, starting to sweat, the sight of you under him is the prettiest thing he's ever seen, but his breath gets caught in his lungs when you wrap your arms around him and pull his body close to yours with a drunken giggle. aki leans his head into your shoulder, and he doesn't attempt to separate the two of you.
yeah, and it's really only out of politeness that aki's offered to have you sleep in his bed. it's not because he grows warm to the ends of his ears at just the thought of someone, of you sleeping beside him. nobody's ever slept with him like this before. he can hear your breathing, he can feel it on his neck. he shifts away from you a little and he can see the bare skin of your collarbones peeking out when his shirt that's way too big for you starts slipping down your figure. god.
he won't sleep tonight, he's already sure of it. but how could he? between this and the way you were acting earlier, how is he supposed to get any sleep?
you're such a sweetheart when you're drunk, more than you are usually, you'll sway left and right and end up clinging onto aki's arm to keep yourself steady. you'll coo his name so sweetly into his ear, you'll thank him for inviting you and mumble something about how much you appreciate him, how good of a friend he is.
you're welcome, aki tells you with a completely level tone, despite the fact his heart is fucking hammering in his chest so hard it hurts because you've really just thanked him, you're happy because of him, you really are. he wants to make you even happier, he wants you to sing his praises more. he wants to hear your soft voice pant his name over and over again.
he's terrible, really. maybe it's because of his lack of intimacy. maybe the frustration of always being alone. maybe it's his fault to begin with for falling so head over heels for you. aki has no idea.
he can't help but feel guilty every time he invites you over, knowing it's because he wants to be close to you and have you all to himself. he hates how he can never seem to stop ogling you, hates how he can't even get a moment of sleep right now because you're hugging him, you're fast asleep with your arms around him and he can't think, he's so hard his poor cock is throbbing.
aki shifts off of you, tearing your arms away from him and curling up at your side. he mutters a quiet I'm sorry when you grumble with displeasure in your sleep, he tugs the blanket around you and lifts your head to tuck his pillow underneath.
turning over, he forces his eyes to close. aki ignores the ache in his gut, he resists the urge to slip his hand down his pants while you're lying right beside him. he breathes in shuddery gasps, says a silent prayer to himself that you'll stay for at least a few more hours tomorrow.
it'll be fine. he'll forget about all of this until next time. when you're gone.
because if you've slept with him, even after you've left, his sheets and his blankets will smell like you. the clothes you wore, too. then, when he's lying in bed at night, all alone, with the shirt you were wearing pressed up to his nose, and maybe the stockings you wore the day before in his fist and around his dick (if you managed to forget them), it'll be so much easier to imagine whatever the hell he wants about you. and you'll have no idea.
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aki brainrot is so real
oh my god yesss honestly that gives me a reason to finally post this
Favorite.
cw: suggestive. power dynamics. manhandling. dry humping. mention of breeding. 1.3k
You’re his favorite. Is what they tell you.
And you can agree to that - to a certain extent. He’s the closest with you out of the core group, values your opinions and your judgment when on excursions, trusts you with the kind of genuinity you would expect from someone who sees you as more than just a coworker. He’s looking in your direction more often than not. Always keeping a close eye on you ~ and your interactions, and the way you represent him as a leader.
You’re his favorite.
The cold ivory of his desk turns your cheek mushy. “H-Hayakawa-senpai-“
Aki presses enough weight on the side of your head to have your skin squeaking against the neat polishing when he adjusts his feet behind you. He’s wary of your neck, of course. He doesn’t push too hard to hurt too badly, but he’s firm as he keeps you bent before him. Pert little ass pressed against his belt buckle as he reaches for the cigarette between his lips and blows out cooly.
“Hm?” You watch him tap the head of it in his ashtray. “Oh. Not Aki this time?”
So, you stepped out of line.
Which, in your defense, isn’t unheard of behavior for cadets in your position. You’re still new, the public safety program is still big and scary - and incredibly taxing. Lots of new hunter’s blow their top in one way or another after their first few commissions. Hell, you have to talk Kobeni off a ledge nearly every other scouting. But the public safety committee has always been understanding of the mental toll it takes on the people who serve it. Even Aki isn’t so cruel as to punish you every time you step out of your place.
It’s just that this time, “Where’s that big voice you were using just now? You wanted me off my fucking high horse, right? Now I’m listening.”
You may have overdone it this time.
It’s his fault for denying your request to be contracted with the Compulsion Devil. It’s hypocritical that he’d tell you ‘No’ about something like that, especially when he has that stupid sword. The terms were clear. She’ll lend you her power and in exchange you trade her a beat of your heart for every second you use it. They’re honestly pretty mundane terms in comparison to a few of the agents who work here, including himself; so you didn’t get what the big idea was if you only used her sparingly.
“No. Stop asking.”
“But you aren’t even giving me a reason?”
“Do I need to? I’m still your superior. If I say ‘No’ then that’s what it is.”
“But it’s not like-“
“Do I have to instill a punishment?” Aki cuts you off to beat his carton of cigarettes against his palm. “I shouldn’t have to tell you the same thing twice.”
You grate your teeth as he carelessly lights one in his mouth. “Unless the next thing you have to say is ‘Yes, Hayakawa-senpai.’ Then be quiet. I don’t wanna hear about it again.”
If the way your cheek rubs raw against the shiny finish of his work desk should mean anything, what you said was definitely not akin to ‘Yes, Hayakawa-senpai.’ Or anything remotely close.
“You- You’re not being fair!”
The way his crotch presses firmer into your little pencil skirt inclines you to shiver. “Yeah? So, tell me about it.”
“Himeno-“ You choke. He must’ve put out his cigarette cause now there’s a heavy hand in the middle of your back. “Himeno-senpai and Kobeni, and… everybody else in this sector all have serious contracts! Why is it that when I ask-“
You squeak when Aki bends his knees to hook himself just under the cuff of your ass - and uses it as leverage to squash you into the desk even further. Pressing against your back till you’re all but presenting on him like a bitch in heat, and even more so when he straightens his back and leans some of his weight on you.
There’s a glimpse of him in your peripheral. A flinted expression, more blank than anything, if not for the way his eyebrows cinch in concentration. “I don’t remember being the boss of Himeno-senpai and everybody else in this sector? I do, though, remember hiring an air headed brat just under a year ago.”
He sucks in a hiss and a few muttered curse words when you start to squirm against him. “Throwing a tantrum in front of the guy writing your checks doesn’t seem like a great idea if you think about it.”
“And being a massive hypocrite is?”
His fingers press groves into your scalp.
You’re his favorite. You surmise. Which is why he gets away with treating you like this. Why you’re constantly under his scrutiny, and why he punishes you the harshest when you mouth off like this. Obviously that doesn’t stop you from doing it. But his coarse fingers seem reserved for you and you alone more often than not. Candidly hands on whenever you step out of line, and making a hot spot on your back as he keeps you arched over his desk.
You push back against him to keep your balance on your toes, which earns you a hard smack on the back of your thigh. If the way he blows out a pinched breath should mean anything, you’re not the only one who’s been wound up tight. “Why do you need the damn contract anyway? What about your contract with the Coercion Devil?”
“It’s not enough,” Aki’s jaw tightens when you pout. “I’m gonna need more than one measly contract to get one up on the Gun Devil!”
“As if you can do that if you’re dead. What happens when you overdo it on that contract and your heart stops?”
“If it means getting us closer to killing that bastard then why should I care?”
Your cheek pulls tackily off the wood with a crackle.
It’s brief, the few seconds he has you pulled up by your hair but it’s enough to make you yip at the suddenness of it. Lifted off the table and snatched in his direction, he belts you to his chest with the crook of his arm secured over your neck. It’s all you can do but reach for it as he leans himself closer to your ear.
So close that his warm breath makes you to shutter. “Don’t say stupid shit like that. Ever. - I know you’re not dumb enough to actually believe something like that.”
“It’s the truth.” You argue. “What’ll be the point of any of this?”
Aki stays silent a brooding second.
And then he’s squishing you against his desk.
You heave out a chunk of air at the feeling of most of his weight suddenly toppling over you. Only giving when you whine under your breath but he’s still hovering just above, still pressing his pelvis against your skirt, still talking over your head.
You suppose you can only ignore that bulge in his slacks for so long. “I’ve been thinking of giving you a reason to quit the committee. You think knocking you up would do that?”
You kiss your teeth. “Don’t be a dick.”
“Don’t be an idiot then. I’m not letting you go out and kill yourself for no reason.”
“But-“
“You’re not making the contract.” He avows. “If I even think you’re going out there to make it behind my back, I’ll turn you into a housewife.”
You blow out an exasperated breath.
But he’s not done - Far from it actually. You realize that when he’s kicking one of your heels with his dress shoes and coaxing your legs apart. Planting his hands on the side of you as support and digging his belt into your skirt.
“Now,” He pulls his carton of cigarettes out of his pocket. “How do you think you should be punished?”
How he punishes you in particular.
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𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐄
Aki Hayakawa
Pairing: Aki Hayakawa x f!Reader
Summary: You realize your feelings for Aki, even though you both agreed you didn't want anything serious, so you decide to end things without an explanation. Maybe an explanation would've avoided the current situation you're in. Both helplessly in love with each other yet not together.
You don't want to trick yourself once again, believing that Aki would actually have feelings for you. And Aki doesn't want to confess that he loves you first.
Warnings: MDNI, Smut, Angst, Cheating, Friends with Benefits, Vaginal Fingering, Oral Sex (f. receiving), Vaginal Sex, Creampie, Spitting, Miscommunication (Sort of)
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You don’t remember how your arrangement with Aki began, you just remember that you two agreed upon sleeping with each other with no strings attached. It was easy at first. Extremely easy. He’d come over when he needed some stress relief or whenever he was bored, and he’d be ever-so-sweet with you. Or extremely rough, it really depended on his mood. You loved it, that’s all you know.
But things got lost in translation somewhere in between. You weren’t sure if your body confused the sweet caresses as something more, or if your eyes saw something in him that you hadn’t noticed before. Either way, your heart got the wrong impression. And it fooled itself into reciprocating those feelings, feelings that weren’t there for him.
You remember the night you broke things off with him. Such a bitter moment in your life. Knocking on his door near midnight, and he opened the door, a bit confused as to why you were there.
“Hey… Why are you here?” Aki asks, knowing that there’s no missed calls or texts on his phone. You look distressed, and it worries him. He thinks something bad happened to you. “Come in.”
You take a moment to decide what you want to do. You don’t want to sit down as you tell him your confession. You’re mortified at the mere thought. You shake your head, which confuses him even more. You stand in silence for a moment as you try to gather your words.
Would it be best to confess your feelings or just end it all without an explanation? You smile at him, trying to suppress the utter confusion, panic and sadness that’s behind your eyes. You open your mouth to speak, deciding to confess your feelings, but the words don’t come out. The phrase that you so desperately want to say doesn’t come out of your throat, instead you end up saying,
“Maybe we should stop.”
And he doesn’t argue about it. He doesn’t bother asking why. It makes you feel as if it meant little to him– Which is something that should’ve been clear to you. It wasn’t supposed to be more than a casual hookup. Something to blow off steam with each other. You made it clear with each other that you didn’t want anything else. Although he wasn’t as clear with you. Or you weren’t clear with yourself.
“Oh, alright… I’ll see you around.”
And that sentence made you so bitter. He didn’t bother saying anything else. He didn’t bother even asking. Yet, you knew he wasn’t going to. After all, you two weren’t more than just friends who’d occasionally hook up.
But in the end, you managed to move on. You started seeing other people, and allowed yourself to be free with someone else. This time you looked for someone who’d end up returning your feelings. For someone who was looking for the same thing as you.
You ended up finding someone, finally. Aki was at the back of your mind, but he’d easily be overshadowed by the affection and attention your current boyfriend gave you. Forgetting Aki, or mostly forgetting him was the easiest part. Ignoring the unresolved feelings that were there was even easier.
Until you’d bump into each other occasionally. The world is so big, yet so small. It didn’t happen much at first. He wouldn’t ask many questions at first either. It was either: “Hey, haven’t seen you in a long time” or “The world sure is small, isn’t it?”. Overall awkward interactions. But that was bound to happen. Your friendship couldn’t continue as normal when something not-so-traditional happened during a big part of it.
But you’re sure the world hates you when you continue bumping into each other. Awkwardly keeps happening at the same café you go to each morning. It seems that Aki no longer has the time to make his own coffee because you see him every morning. And oddly enough he’s in the mood to talk. About your interests more or less.
“I started that show that you really like and I can see why you’re so into it.” He begins, catching you off-guard. It makes a dumb smile appear on your face, knowing that he’s looking into your interests. It’s the bare minimum, but at the same time you and Aki aren’t seeing each other anymore.
“Really? What season are you on?” You ask, letting yourself get lost in conversation. The line that usually feels like an eternity, moves much faster like this. Until it’s your turn to get coffee, and the conversation stops.
“We should go out sometime.” Aki suggests when both your orders are taken. You end up shrugging before you say,
“I don’t think my boyfriend would like that.”
Aki tries his best to remain neutral as his whole world flips upside down. Of course you have a boyfriend, why else would you stop seeing him? His lips turn into a thin line and he ends up nodding in response.
If you didn’t know any better, you’d say he was disappointed. You believe it’s your mind trying to trick you, once again, but you learned your lesson the first time
Aki tosses and turns in bed, the only thought in his mind being you. Maybe, just maybe, he had been going to the cafe to see you. Wasting precious money on a beverage he doesn’t need. Although, that’s his fault. He should’ve known something was up the moment you decided to end things with him. He didn’t take the hint though.
But he feels hurt. He realized he liked you too late. Well, he now doubts that confessing his feelings would’ve changed anything. But still, maybe it would’ve made his life better. He wouldn’t have wasted so much time on you. He wasn’t chasing after you per say, but he was rejecting people and canceling plans because of you.
He can’t believe that you actually have a boyfriend– It’s not that you’re unattractive, he just can’t believe that you moved on so quickly between what you had. Although it ended months ago.
He didn’t realize it then, but he liked you more than just sexually. He enjoyed your friendship, he always has, but he started to appreciate you more. And he’s started to have thoughts about you, some that have never crossed his mind before. And he hates that he’s having these thoughts when he can’t touch you anymore. When he can’t show you how much he likes you. It’s his own fault though, he can’t blame you for it. He just wonders how things would’ve been if he had confessed his feelings.
It’s near midnight, and he’s so tempted to call you. He also has the option to just show up at your door, but he doesn’t want to interrupt anything that you and your boyfriend might be doing. Then he begins to wonder what he’s like. How different they are.
Aki grabs his phone, and squints his eyes as the sudden brightness hits his face. He gets adjusted to the brightness as he looks for your contact in his phone. He looks at the messages you’ve exchanged, and it’s truly nothing romantic. It’s barely even a conversation. It makes him wonder if there was ever a chance for your relationship to be something more.
The man keeps reading the last message you sent. One that he never cared to reply to, and he wonders if texting you at this hour is worth it. He’ll end up wasting his time, he thinks to himself. He should just try to go to sleep. Take some allergy medicine and go back to tossing and turning.
His thumbs hover over the letters for a moment before he decides to shut off his phone. It’s not worth it so he ends up turning to his side and, once again, shutting his eyes. Within five minutes he opens his eyes and gets out of bed. He exasperatedly exhales as he looks for a change of clothes. He changes into a white tee and some sweatpants, nothing too fancy since he doesn’t plan to spend too much time with you. He doesn’t even have a plan of what he’ll do there. He just knows he’s walking out of his bedroom and looking for his car keys.
He exits his apartment and goes to his car, wondering if he’s doing the right thing. He gets in, turns on the radio to ensure he doesn’t fall asleep, and begins to drive to the apartment that he’s frequently visited in the past. The whole time he thinks about what he’ll do. What he’ll possibly say when he’s right in front of you. Or what excuse he’ll make up when he encounters your boyfriend.
His mind goes a thousand miles per hour as he thinks about all the possibilities. But he really hopes his mind doesn’t go blank when he’s in front of you– Or your boyfriend. He sighs when he’s at the red light, the last traffic light before he turns left and arrives at your apartment complex.
His palms are incredibly sweaty, and his heart beats at an unusual rate– And this fastened heart pace isn’t the one that usually makes him happy. It’s not the one that makes him smile, and turns his cheeks to a sweet shade of pink. His stomach churns as these sudden nerves begin to take over.
He finally gets to your apartment complex and parks before he exits his car. He wants to begin to walk, but his feet don’t seem to listen. They don’t follow his command. He pats the side of his thigh and mutters, “C’mon. It’s going to be quick.”
He takes a deep breath before he begins to walk to your apartment. He walks up the stairs with less energy than ever before. He’s come to your door after long shifts, eyes barely staying open. Yet he walked with more energy then. He had no worries about seeing you then. But now he fears rejection.
He gets to your door and he stands like a fool, completely still for a minute before his fists go up to the door. He knocks twice, and he debates running away. But he ends up swallowing his pride and standing there, his hands going into his pockets. He chews on the inside of his cheek as he awkwardly stands outside your door.
The door finally opens, making his eyes light up. He finds you in your pajamas, a little groggy after just waking from your slumber. You’re out of place for a moment until you realize who it is. Aki tries to smile at you, although it comes off weak.
“Aki… What are you doing here?” You question, your voice revealing your confusion. There’s a lump in his throat, and he opens his mouth to speak but he can’t. The words he wants to say don’t come out– Truthfully, he doesn’t know what he wants to say. “You do know that I have a boyfriend, right?”
“Do you still think about what happened between us?” He asks. It makes your eyes widen, definitely taken aback. You aren’t sure how to react or how to respond. “I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately, and I think you have too. But I want to know for sure.”
“That's an inappropriate question, Aki.” You respond, feeling your heart skip a beat. You feel your body get warm, thinking of the question, knowing that you’ve tried to suppress every thought about Aki. But you have. You think about him a lot when you’re with your boyfriend.
“That doesn’t answer the question… Do you think of me when you’re with him?” He almost stutters, but there’s this newfound confidence when he speaks. He looks right at you, and it’s as if he can read you like a book.
“I love him, Aki.” You’re lying to yourself with what you say. The man you love is standing right in front of you, but you try to ignore those feelings. You don’t care if Aki confesses the most endearing feelings towards you, you care for the man that you’re with and you’ve spent so much time with him. He adores you, and you don’t want to break his heart.
“You do? But I bet you’re thinking of me when you’re with him.” He takes small steps toward you, ones that you don’t notice until he’s too close. Yet you won’t step back. His hands cup your face and his thumb begins to caress your cheek, “I know you’re thinking of me while you’re with him.”
“Aki…” You begin, about to claim that you love your boyfriend. But his lips land on yours and you can’t bring yourself to pull away. His soft lips on yours is something that you’ve been longing for, and you’ve just noticed.
Your hands go to the back of his head as the kiss deepens. His hands go down to your waist, and he picks you up from the floor. He carries you to the couch and he lays you down. His tongue is intoxicating, pressing against yours. When he pulls away, a string of saliva connects your lips.
“You don’t love him.” His mouth goes to your ear. He nibbles on your earlobe, giving you a moment to come to your senses and push him away. But you don’t as your hands go to the hem of his shirt and you begin to lift it up.
His lips begin to kiss your neck and his lips go down to kiss your breasts through your tank top, and down until he gets to your shorts. He begins to pull down your shorts, his eyes looking at your face. There’s this spark in your eyes when you look at him, and he doubts that you look at your boyfriend like that. That look is reserved for him, that he’s sure of. He throws your pants elsewhere and pushes your panties to the side.
Two fingers run through your folds, gathering your slick. He lightly bites down his lip before he asks, “You get so wet for me… Do you do that for him?”
“Aki…” You shut your eyes as he slips two fingers into cunt. He moves them slowly in and out of you, and before he can say anything about him, you say, “Please… Let’s not talk about him.”
Aki hums in response, curving his fingers so they press against your sweet spot. You notice somewhat of a pout through your heavy lids, but you don’t care enough. If not talking about your boyfriend is a big deal to him, then you two can stop. Thinking about the fact that you’re actually cheating on your boyfriend with your old fuck buddy is an uncomfortable thought, and you don’t need him to remind you. You want this to be something that you enjoy, and you know you’ll enjoy it because Aki knows your body so well.
Aki will bring it up again. But not so early on. He’ll allow you to make a mess around him first, and then he’ll talk about your boyfriend. Gloat about how he’s so much better than the guy you picked.
He dips his head, his tongue flicking your clit repeatedly. You’re softly moaning into the air, shutting your eyes as you get lost in pleasure. He begins to suck on your clit, and he makes sure to let you know how much he enjoys this by moaning.
He loves the way your pussy tastes, and he’s missed the taste. He didn’t realize how much he missed it until now. Oh, but he doesn’t want to ever let this go again. He wants to eat you out every night. He loves receiving, but God, does he love giving. Especially to you.
You feel your orgasm slowly consume you. Your moans get louder with each movement of his fingers and tongue. Which leads you to groan when he takes his fingers out. His tongue moves down to your entrance, and he begins to tease you with it, letting yourself mutter a pathetic, “Please…”
His tongue enters your cunt while his thumb begins to massage your clit. It makes your eyes roll to the back of your head. You bite down your bottom lip, scared of being too loud. You don’t want the neighbors to hear.
He swirls his tongue before he takes it out and focuses on your clit again. You hold your breath, your orgasm taking over you. Your thighs begin to squeeze around his head, which encourages him even more. And he’s the happiest man on Earth when he hears your sweet voice moan, “Aki…”
“Oh!” Your back arches as you reach your peak. Your legs quiver and finally stop squeezing around his head, which disappoints him. He pulls away, his lips coated with your juices and saliva, but he presses them against your own.
He pulls away, and you notice through the dim light that he’s blushing. The sight makes your heart flutter, and you have to look away from him. For a subtle moment remembering that you have a boyfriend. Until he speaks, his voice deep and hypnotizing,
“You look so pretty when you come, baby.” He compliments you. His thumb tugs on your bottom lip before he asks you ever-so-sweetly, “Will you open your mouth for me, please?”
You do as he says, sticking your tongue out, and he spits in your mouth. It brings him so much satisfaction when you swallow without being told to do so. It lets him know that you’re wrapped around his finger.
He grabs your hand and forces you to feel the bulge that’s in his sweatpants, bringing his lips to your ear and telling you, “This is what you do to me… I can’t stop thinking about you.”
“Aki…” You begin, inhaling and holding your breath for a moment before you say anything else. You’re about to ruin your relationship– You already ruined your relationship. There’s no point in holding back now. “Please fuck me.”
He chuckles before he pulls down his sweatpants and briefs down. His hand goes down to stroke his cock a couple of times before he teases you with it. “Are you sure you want this? You really want to cheat on your boyfriend with me?”
“Aki… Please.” Your voice is so weak and pathetic, and as you say that he inserts himself inside of you. He does it slowly, giving you time to adjust to every inch. He bottoms out and gives you a moment before he slowly moves in and out of you.
You hate to admit how much you’ve missed him. How much your body missed him. He just knows your body so well– Or your body got adjusted to him. And now it won’t adjust to anyone else.
Your body melts with every deep stroke. You haven’t felt like this in months. He looks down at you, so much adoration behind his eyes. But you end up looking away because you confused that same look for something else before, and ended up hurting yourself. You feel his hand go under your chin and he moves your head so you have to look at him.
You expect to hear something sweet and loving from him, but instead you hear, “I know you’ve been thinking of me while you’re with him…”
You’re squeezing around him while he speaks, and he smirks, knowing that it’s turning you on. He can’t help but think about how you’re a naughty little thing. “Oh, you like that, don’t you?”
You shush him, trying to mainly focus on how he moves in and out of you and fills you up just right. Hitting all the right spots with every thrust. But you’ll admit, it turns you on. You like hearing Aki boosting his ego. And he’s right. He’s fucking right. “You don’t love him like you claim.”
Your hand goes down to play with your clit, trying to ignore his words. But he’s absolutely right. You don’t love him at all. In fact, the man that you love is on top of you. Another orgasm begins to build up quickly, as Aki’s cock moves in and out of you.
“You don’t love him, you love me.” He continues, and you’re subconsciously nodding. He’s right. You’re completely in love with him. “Repeat after me. You don’t love him.”
“I don’t– Love him.” Your mind is completely gone as your orgasm begins to take over. You’re finally telling the truth. Aki is groaning as he feels you tighten around him. “I don’t love him.”
“You love me. You love me.” He says, and you’re blocking out any noise at this point. Your second orgasm of the night takes over you, and you loudly moan his name as you come again. Aki’s thrusts get faster by the second as he chases his release.
His head is on your neck, peppering it with kisses. His lips go back to your ear again, trying to convince you to say that you love him, but you’re not listening. He stops finally when he reaches his release, filling you up with his cum.
He pulls out, a bit disappointed although satisfied.
Neither of you say anything, although there’s much to talk about. He fixes himself up, and debates if he should just leave, or talk to you about this. Neither of you want to talk about your unresolved feelings though.
“Aki…” You begin, and he looks at you, hopeful that you’ll be the one to confess. “Will you hold me for a bit?”
He hums without hesitation. You manage to make space for you both on the couch, and he wraps his arms around you, something that neither of you had done before. Something that you wouldn’t have brought up, and even if you had, something that he wouldn’t have agreed to.
You both love each other. You both know that. But you won’t speak about it, and you won’t do anything about it. You’re both cowards.
Plus, life’s moved on.
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