#aki speaks

[akioukun]

Can we all just take a second, as a collective fandom to appreciate @intothedysphoria ???

Ik they’re having a rough trot of it on and off right now but honestly the constant waves of love and positivity for everyone in this fandom just seems endless. They hit the nail on the head everytime when describing literally anyone and their craft. Just truly the embodiment of kindness costs nothing.

I also know the self deprecation can be rough, idk if I’m allowed to speak for people but on the off chance you see this;

You’re a gem. Never change. These posts light up my day and I’m sure they do others as well ☀️

[whats-k-popping]

Anyone wanna drop an idol name and symptom in my asks for a possibly fun project?? Looking for some inspiration...

[neko-shinigxmi]

   Well, golly-gee! Guess who started writing again. 😎 While absolutely mowing through the delightful content from @threadsun‘s work, I stumbled upon [ this ] imagine.

    ...I live for angst; what can I say? So-! Joseph x self-insert! I hope you enjoy~

[ Minors & ageless blogs DNI; SWWSDJ and threadsun’s content are 18+. Break DNI, get blocked. ] (And if you enjoy this, I also do commissions...?)

.: Idiots in Love :.

[akiriegan98]

WHITE NOISE???!!?!?!? HELLO DIDNT SEE THAT COMING

[theartifxce]

Frankly outside of shipping sake, I think exploring Johan's unbalanced feelings towards Nina is quite interesting. His love was anything but natural. He was obsessive, intense and dangerous if you think about it. He tried to wipe out his existence so that she could live peacefully. He stalked her for 10 years, got her personal email and told her that he was born to give her the most beautiful flowers. I'd think he did love her like that, very one-sided but not in the normal way one would love.

OutofChara - and I love exploring this concept. Canon wise I don't think Johan is capable of romantic feelings. He is aromantic and possibly asexual. I truly believe everything he did was for Anna - but it was not because he was romantically invested in her but because he truly loved her with every fiber of his being.

With that unstableness and his lack of identity, I think he doesn't understand the difference between love for her and love for a romantic person. They're all the same; the devotion, the admiration, the desire to protect and sacrifice.

Love to him is clearly only defined as Anna/Nina, the only person who made him feel human.(up until Tenma that is)

and that is one of the tragedies of his character.

Thank you for this wonderful ask.

@asfixiafloral and I  talk about this all the time. 

[akitheshinigami]

Updaaate!! Still need to post the art I did for...what I mentioned in the prev. post- LOL- but...

In getting back on my Okami kick, I really want to attempt to do something with that. Will see about making chara sheets for the most relevant of my OCs!

[soulmatesthrough-death]

Aki here! Updating really quick cause I just found out abt the no editing walls Tumblr put up for javascript stuff.......

I'm. Handling it. Fine. 🙃

[futuresuntocrystal]

[slides in]

    I am once again not as dead as the Twelve would have you think I am. That being said, Auraugust may have revived me.

[kissingchoso]

clearing my drafts and i decided to actually add the characters lmao

tall characters leaning down to hear what you’re saying. i’m sorry but i’m 5’2 and i already have a soft voice, so no one really can’t hear my ass when i speak.

but imagine, them noticing your lips are moving and you’re in an extremely noisy and crowded environment. they’ll do everything in their power to figure out what you’re saying so they’ll lean down so that your lips are next to their ear and same with you.

“repeat that for me, sweet thing,” they’ll request.

little do they know how you’re internally freaking the fuck out from how close they are, but all you can do is try to restart what you were saying without fucking up too bad. of course they’re listening but they’re also smirking simply because you’re lesning forward a little bit more to ensure they can hear you.

it’ll be even sicker if they ask you to just say the final few words, but this time they use it as an excuse to wrap an arm around your waist and tug you to them so that you have to take a step forward. you can feel their shit eating grin and have no other choice but to comply until they’re lifting their head up and answering with a fucking sexy grin.

oikawa, kuroo, iwazumi, daichi (he’s taller than me so shush), sugawara, ARAN, aki, gojo, geto, TODO, ino, jean, reiner (walk with me for a bit), ony, steve harrington, eddie munson, ellie williams and ofc your other favs <3

[proxythe]

akihiko & yukari r like this 🤞

[zeninsama-moved]

art by @einruji_ on twitter (artist allows reposts with credit)

[you-can-call-me-fangs]

Maybe some nsfw hc with angel or aki form chainsaw man? I haven’t seen you write anything for them so idk if you do write for aki and angel. Top Male reader pls.

-🧀anon

Sorry this took so long to get around to besides me just being lazy as shit it also takes me like three days to make a post after I'm done doing drafts, re-reading, finalising, etc. but whatevs enough excuses! I hope you still enjoy! 💙💙

Angel and Aki NSFW Headcannons

Contains: manhandling/borderline dub-con, belly bulging, mention of mirror sex, exhibitionism/chance of getting caught, Aki being touch starved?

° I wish I could have more nsfw headcannons for these pretty boys but I can't help but see them as vanilla as fuck, but they've still got some things that they like to do and that turn them on

° Angel likes it if his partner is bigger than him (which luckily for him is most people)

° This leads to Angel really being into being manhandled, like full on pick him up and throw him on the bed

° Angel is really into you forcing him to do things in whichever way you see fit, whether it be forcing his head up and down on your cock grabbing onto his hair while you do so, or using him as a glorified fleshlight by just holding onto his waist and forcing his body to move in any way you want on your dick

° Pretty much anything else you could think of that forces Angel to pleasure you in some way where you have all the control and there's nothing he can do about it he's probably down for it

° Angel especially loves positions where you have to pick him up and hold him in place, lifting his legs up wrapping them around your waist and fucking him like that? mmm✨delicious✨

° You can definitely expect some belly bulging with this one (maaaybe Angel wouldn't mind if you spread him out in front of a mirror so he could see the bulge you were making in his stomach too...just a thought 👀)

° Angel likes to be tied up

° I don't know why, I guess I just like the thought of Angel being tied up, whenever I think of him in shibari he's just so cute~

° Angel doesn't mind loves getting called pretty boy AND pretty girl

° I like to think that Angel, as a devil, doesn't care too much about gender or presenting as one particular gender so using either or works for him, so please don't hesitate to call him a good girl as you fuck him against the wall

° In between Angel's moans you can hear him cursing in a foreign language, probably latin

° I know I said Angel is pretty vanilla but just because of his nature as a demon I could imagine he's seen and/or is into some pretty freaky stuff that he'll want to divulge in with you in from time to time, but he doesn't want it to become a staple, Angel believes that sex should be quick and easy why complicate it with all the extra kinky stuff?

° Speaking of quick and easy I believe with my whole chest that Aki is into quickies

° Honestly just the thought of you pulling him into some unused office at work bending him over the table and taking him right there and then turns him on enough, imagine if you actually did it? He'd be over the moon

° Aki won't tell you this but he does get off on almost getting caught or being right out of sight or ear shot of someone seeing or hearing you both

° Aki's moans are pretty damn loud and noticeable he tries to hold them back but he's terrible at it, if you two did decide to do it in public somewhere it would be very ovbious what you were doing even if it was behind closed doors

° Two words (well maybe three): Househusband Aki. Need I say more

° Aki really enjoys foreplay, he likes having and knowing that all your attention is on him even if that sounds a little selfish to him

° Having your hands all over his body as you prep him, fingering him, playing with his nipples, kissing him, it doesn't matter

° Pretty much any sort of touch between the two of you is nice for Aki it's reassuring and comforting to him, he's a bit of a softie in the bedroom because of this, he doesn't like to be all rough and forced like Angel

° Aftercare with Aki is spectacular, you already know he's super sweet about it

° He gets both of you all cleaned up afterwards, taking a shower telling you how good you made him feel, rubbing, massaging, cuddling, you name it your doing it!

° Aki for sure enjoys cuddling the most though, being able to run his hands on your body

° Aki also most definitely expects you to do the same, he wants your hands on him as much as possible, running them up and down his sides, putting your fingers in his hair, etc.

° And this doesn't just apply to aftercare but during sex too, wrapping one of your arms around his waist while you thrust into him, letting Aki hold onto your biceps or even putting his arms around your neck, it doesn't matter as long as Aki gets to touch you

° Both of them aren't very good with dirty talk, Aki isn't good at hearing dirty talk and Angel isn't good at speaking dirty

° When Angel tries to dirty talk it usually comes in the form of him trying to decribe all the dirty stuff he wants you to do to him, but it normally comes out like a confused mess, he'll hesitate once with what to say next and then it goes off the rails from there

° Ironically in the spur of the moment when Angel is half out of his mind from overstimulation he might actually say something really sexy that turns you on, he doesn't even know he's doing it, it will just start to happen naturally, guess he needed your help :)

° Aki on the other hand just gets easily flustered so hearing dirty talk will make him turn bright red almoat instantly, it would be a really nice way to tease him

° Aki's way of blushing is also super adorable, it's one of those blushes that reaches all over there face and down their neck, you can even see him get red on other parts of his body like his shoulders, chest, knuckles, all in all Aki just lights up if you can find a way to fluster him (which shouldn't be too hard)

[whats-k-popping]

Are any of you guys also drama watchers??

And if so, do you ever feel genuinely disappointed when a rain scene doesn't turn into an illness scene?? Because I certainly do. What a missed opportunity.

[neko-shinigxmi]

Hurm, hurm, blog thoughts... Probably gonna get a little personal, but I keep idly spinning my wheels on what I'm doing with this blog.

Like. There's the Tumblr Scare to consider. Still thinking I'll likely move my fics to Ao3, since I don't want to lose them, and I'd almost rather bet on their longevity compared to Tumblr's rn. (Especially under current ownership; maybe...just maybe....someone else should take the reign. I would love to believe staff is as kindly as ex-staff say they are, but everything abt what happened prior still keeps me nervous.)

But there's also IRL stuff going on in my personal life that's... Hmm.

As mentioned before, continuing to look into OSDD as a possible diagnosis for what I've been going through almost all of my life. I thought it was quite normal- based on where and how I entered Fandom- to have characters in your head that spoke to you. They lived your life with you, offering commentary, and etc. Funnily enough, it was only "studying" fickin that I realized there was something else going on there....and that also led to alterhumanity (and geez, did that explain twenty more things-) and THAT is what led to plurality.

...Which has also been a journey and a half, considering my therapist can only do so much. I did the MID, it's just talking about this through parts language and...basically awaiting an appointment- in some future time- to get answers. (I want them, but am unsure if I want an on-paper diagnosis... Suppose we'll see if it means the difference between obtaining specific therapy for this.)

And THAT'S only relevant cause some F/Os are also fictives. Or were F/Os that became introjects, due to the comfort they gave me. (I will not specify who, for personal reasons. If you're curious, I may be willing to entrust my system blog to those who inquire for it.)

OH, and I made it into an apartment!!! That's so incredibly new to me. Nice, but trying to catch this space up with what's needed is...tricky.

Boyf and I have a lot of stuff- put together- and so trying to mentally assemble where shelves will go to bring it all together... Y'know? (But I'm excited to put some lowkey shrines together for certain faves.)

...Other misc. stuff I can't remember now. Reworking my self-inserts on the [quiet] side. Uhhhh, vtubing ideas. More lore for said SIs and ships, and also messing around with certain ideas that could streamline some of my Thoughts?? (We'll see on this. I'm hemming and hawing over it, since idk if this is From Me or outside influences again... Yes, I'm being vague!! I'm allowed.)

Anyways, that's my little update!! I've got drabbles I can post again, at some point, but... Real goal is to eventually post stories again. Esp so I can streamline the commission process, going forward.

(...In the meantime, I am ages behind writing for my LoZ stuff-)

[akiriegan98]

It’s been like what.. 4 days? And I’m still not over Ranboo winning mcc.. it just doesn’t feel real?

[akitheshinigami]

Update, I thought I was just gonna hoard the URL and accept I had a stereotypical "cringe past" that I'd own up to here, and only here...

Only to fall in love with an animated movie from the 80s made by Sanrio (yes, that one)...and. I'm so tempted to make that a LOT of my personality rn.

The fanart is sparse, if there at all. Mostly gifs and screenshots of varying qualities. I couldn't imagine there is a SINGLE fic of this movie out there.

...If it should be up to me, I'd happily undertake the "burden."