#all panic and no disco

[joellesolo]

Another day, another breakdown. Spent all day vibrating with mania, no rest. 

Had ordered a dress that’s the most money I ever spent on an article of clothing because it was fifty dollars off (if that tells you just how expensive it was!) and I was SO excited to wear it to Barbie tomorrow with my mom group because it’s just beautiful and there’s some pink and like, it’s a Fashion Barbie dress for sure, and I go to try it on and my husband can’t zip it.

So, cue tears. Cue more tears when I look at the tag and it says XXS instead of M, which is what I THOUGHT I ordered. Cue breakdown when I look at my original order form, and yup, somehow I purchased a super expensive fancy dress in the completely wrong size.

I sent the company an email through my tears, asking if I could exchange it (they have free exchanges apparently) but like, I don’t know what the fuck I was doing, I was devastated and I’m still devastated because it looks like I can’t do anything fucking right and everything always goes wrong. 

It’s just a dress, Joelle, what’s the big deal? You’ll get the correct size and then it’ll be fine. Except that I got it with the intent of wearing it to the movies with my mom group and maybe finally looking pretty? Or at least just okay? and now I’ll just look like shit wearing a potato sack. 

To top it off, once I finally calmed down, my husband came in so we could talk because he had an extremely chaotic work day and that was our first opportunity (nine PM AT NIGHT!) to chat about all the manic texts I sent him every ten minutes all day, and I started crying again and he just started yelling at me. 

So, you know, everything IS my fault, I can’t do ANYTHING right, and what’s the point?!

Okay, pity party over. Still crying and hyperventilating so it’s xanax and bed time. 

[sunflowerius]

rereading the foxhole court is so funny. like Andrew took one look at Neil and was like "idk what the fuck this kid is so paranoid for but he should not be planning to flee for his life. his ass should be in the CLUB"

[aboyisagunasterisk]

did someone already do this

[totalshockwaves]

2013: *fall out boy comes back*

monkey paw curls and my chemical romance disbands, leaving millions devastated

2023: *fall out boy comes back, again*

monkey paw flips off brendon urie, and frees ryan ross from having to see him continue to butcher his old band

[imabookloverandafangirl]

reblog this if you see your favorite band

[somethingsgottasaveyou]

my safe space is literally anywhere with music in my ears

[binary-moons]

WHAT A POWER MOVE

[breakingjustxn]

it’d be really really cool to sit on a rooftop somewhere and scream out pop punk lyrics with someone

[wra-1-th]

so let me get this straight.

fob releases love from the other side and a week later panic splits (read: brendon gave up). and fob releases heartbreak feels so good the next day.

mate that’s actually hilarious

[taylorwithluvs]

RYAN ROSS during a performance of I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES at the VMAs (2006)

[ace-beef]

wh-what year is it

[storybookstr4nge]

its 2018. fall out boy released mania, Brendon urie released pray for the wicked, and twenty one pilots released trench. supernatural is on season 14 without any signs of destiel. Voltron season 8 just came out and decimated both klance and its fanbase. the third trials of Apollo came out and made everybody miserable. dan and Phil are on tour, and the final Phil is not on fire came out. Tumblr is never going to be the same.

[lockoutkey]

it’s been a good few days for the emo community

[lazzarachan]

Various pages from Alternative Press Magazine, 2009 and 2015.

[lovearsonist]

i need the documentary to start with ryan ross quietly going to a nice lofty chair, adjusting his mic, getting his last touch ups done, and saying “it was the summer of 2004…”

[floralcrematorium]

a casual affair, that could go anywhere, but only for tonight

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