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writeouswriter · 2 years

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No, I didn't forget about those WIPs, time just moves differently for me. For you, it's been years; for me, it's just been a few seconds, maybe a minute

#writing #writeblr #having a crisis over the fact i introduced one wip in 2020 when i could almost swear it was last year #writer things #writing humour #writing humor #but painful you know #time isn't real #all the days have blended together #it is eternally 2012 #aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

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krqs · 2 months

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our DID symptoms have been worsening!

upside: hehe transition go brrrr :)

downside: wow cisDID ppl werent lying this SUCKS

#original post ☀#but the sucking is part of my goals so now im having real complicated feelings abt this DAUWDHAWHDWA #kris 🐸#< we havent been signing off these past days since (hypo)mania tends to blend us all together lol #transplural #radqueer #transdid #transid #transid transition #rqc🌈🍓

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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Wait!! In an earlier post you said everyone was aggressive… especially Barnaby…

What happened when he woke up? Unless it’s a spoiler/ not ready yet, then forget this question!!

I hope you have a nice day/night though :3

that answer is indeed Not Ready Yet! but in short, he has a Really bad time after he wakes up. like, it's Rough rough for him. and before anyone asks - no, it's not because of the arm! that is something he can understand, even if its a lil unsettling. everything Else, however...

#yeah barnaby wakes up pretty much exactly before everything goes wayyyyyy downhill #and aggressive more like... well hm...#he's very sad and angry (mostly at himself) and scared #and that all blends together into him becoming somewhat high-strung and Overprotective #basically i take the laidback comic relief character. i put him in a blender. i hit puree #barn had his relaxation time. now he gets to have a bad time!#i do it out of a place of deep fondness and affection i swear #wh lights out au #but yeah haha barnaby. yeah he Goes The Fuck Through It #he has some big emotions! he makes some big mistakes! he lives through some Tough Shit!#hey! at least he has howdy's continuous support #unless. unless i decide that something has to happen to everyone's favorite caterpillar.#i mean... if he has to go then he has to go!!#but at present i think howdy is essentially safe <3 maybe <3 #everyone is at risk until Final Decisions are made <3 #like there are exactly Two characters who like. absolutely fucking die lmfao no question about it #and there's another who's on verryyyyyyy thin ice. Very thin. its cracking.#but everyone else? somewhat safe. unless i think of something / something Occurs to me #you have a nice day/night/evening/morning/afternoon as well!

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ra-vio · 10 months

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I miss her, my baby sister

#nier #nier replicant #yonah #if you ever ask: mori what is going on #whats going on is every monday i have topost nier as a joke that i kept doing #because i used to have lab on monday #and i cant tell the passage of timeanymore because when lockdown hit #we were all home and the days blended together #i didn’t know what day it was and for awhile it didn’t matter #and then i started to have physical lab mondays #so i had to know what day monday was. lucky for me i was already posting nier on monday #so I wouldn’t sleep in on mondayand accidentally miss a lab and fail #i still dont know what day it is if i dont post nier monday. tbh it feels like i post nier monday one day #and then two days later im posting him again. someone make it make sense. what day is it

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jamietarttsnorthernattitude · 5 months

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I want to go to bed. But my brain is telling me to keep writing but when I ask it what to write it’s like lol girl you figure it out.

#maybe I shouldn’t have spent the day bouncing around between writing 8 different scenes #I thought it was working well but now they are all blending together #I did write 2k words for the day though #and the fic I wrote the most for is up to a ridiculous 13k #lol it was not supposed to be this long #writing problems #writer things #wip problems

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insomniac-pbparker · 1 month

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rambling in tags

#tried to talk about it on vc but no one's paying attention haha #talkin about it here cuz I've been meaning to share with. someone #hi if you're reading this:)#peter prattles #anyways. started a new project recently; i got a model for my mask so I'm thinking about printing it out?#got the STL (STereoLithography (file format for CAD software made by 3d systems)) files fhe other day; they look like they'll fit well toge #ther after i print them; so that's good. not a lot of sanding ill have to do on the main face shell; 8&#augh #*; it's already textured #i keep pressing comma. stop #anyways. got the files; it took FOREVER to splice but that's alright. i haveta do it regardless #*slice not splice #the whole process of slicing something (FOR 3D MODELING BY THE WAY) is really interesting; i should look more into that #the thing is; the files and info I got on them didn't say what orientation to print the mask in? that was odd #it also didn't say what fill / support types to use. but I'll figure that out in the morning #oh! my favourite part I'm working on for the mask is that it is able to attach / detach in specific sections; so it's easily disassembled #I'm using neodymium magnets (specifically 10mmx1mm or 1/16in discs) to connect it all together #I'm thinking about making it disconnect in about 4/6 different places? four for sure #not sure about the last two though. thinking about making the LENSES of the mask detachable; but i feel like they're more likely to fall of #uhoh i think i did something wrong #i printed (or started to print at least) the domed mesh on the 3d printer instead of the specifically labeled resin printer. i don't have j #I don't have a resin printer #wow there's a lot of tags. okay #so many thoughts in my head apparently #eh whatever. hear about my 3d prints boy #there's an option to make a ventilated mask; or one without the vents at the front #the vents are just small cavities near the front of the mask #right near the nose / mouth would be #ohh it's actually lined up beautifully; it blends right into the webbing on the front of the face #face? mask? eh

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the-halfling-prince · 2 years

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Me: what I'm totally neurotypical idk what you're talking about-

The the little annoying voice inside my head that I argue with for fun: Remember that summer after eighth grade where you watched How to Train Your Dragon four times every single day for two months and by the time summer was over you could quote the entire goddamn movie by heart?

Me: what that didn't- This is Berk, it's twelve days north of hopeless and a few degrees south of freezing to death. It is located solidly on the meridian of mis-

#I wish I was exaggerating #But no I watched that movie four times a day for the entire summer #And now I'm trans so idk #Maybe the pipeline is real #Not the point of the post tho #The point is #I either have adhd or autism (maybe both idk my mum won't let me get diagnosed because stupid reasons I don't feel like getting into rn)#and I should've seen the signs before now #Also I really fucking like how to train your dragon #Hiccup was the first fictional character that I really saw myself and my struggles in #Okay wait actually I lied there was like one day I didn't watch the movie because a season of race to the edge came out and I had to watch #it all in one day #at least i think so #That might've been the summer before tho those years all kinds blend together #my posts #aberdeen talks #so sorry to the people scrolling through the Httyd tag that has to see this #But I'm tagging it so #how to train your dragon

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bredforloyalty · 17 days

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Do you have like a sideblog or something I wanted to see the gossip but there's nothing lol.

as a matter of fact i do have one lol but it's nothing to do with that, around 2(?) days ago i posted about some reactions and some tags under an oasis post i made, about one set of tags in particular and i don't think i was malicious in my uhh posting but it wasn't good manners to mention someone's opinion directly like that and then sort of extrapolate and rant a bit. but then again we weren't friends and honestly those tags troubled me so we weren't gonna be friends + i knew this so i was callous with online interaction. and i don't like to be..

it would've been more couth to "gossip" with someone in private, is all! (which i did do even after posting cause i still had mean things to say 💀 but let's disregard that) anyway if you so desired you could scroll back a bit and see my word vomit <3

#sorry i post a lot i think it was two days ago. the days blend together when you're at home doing fuck all #just jack fucking shit.#and then you have time to blog like this. it's not good for the mind but the show must go on #ask

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drewsaturday · 2 months

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life has no meaning until i remember to go stand in sunlight for the first time in 23 days

#txt #wondering why all my days blend together as someone who does everything from my bedroom like oh yeah #i do not have Weather

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mattodore · 5 months

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hey river hope your day is going good~ I was wondering if you could possibly share the skin overlay/deets and bandages here post/736147833707708416/seventeen-year-old-bookworm-whos-scared-of-horses 🥹🥹 if your wcif is closed then I understand! ps i love your sims!! 💖

dandelion is actually using two separate skins that're layered so

pilnar / sabina / + scarlet (i think?)

face patch / band-aids

#river dipping #asks #anonymous #wcif #normally i'd be like. i'm not going to my desktop to do all that .#but i have the zip on my laptop rn so 👐 tho i'm not sure abt the skinblend bc that could be puck's... they're zipped together so. shrugs.#there's too much to list everything else and i rlly can't tell what's dandelion's vs. puck's but!! those are the skins and the blend #again it's s3m and then sabina is thisisthem! another creator i use but not very frequently #also my day only just started but it's going alright and :_) thank you <333!!! i love them too and i'm kicking my feet that you said that

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clippy · 9 months

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not to toot my own horn (cuz I played clarinet, which isn't a horn) but I was Pretty Good at it.......

*starts thinking about wtf my life would be like if I never moved to Montana and tried out to be drum major in Oklahoma & gone to Arkansas for a music degree because that was Definitely a Thing that was on the table*

#i didnt try out since i knew i was moving but even so i got offered the clarinet section leader spot that summer and i was like 😬 i can't..#wound up getting hearing damage from college marching & symphonic bands #can barely comprehend basic music theory now & i have days where instruments blend together #so like it's all probably for the better that i didn't #plus I wouldn't have most of the friends i have now

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milkweedman · 1 year

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so. almost done with the heel turn of the second sock (meaning just another hour at most of knitting left) and just realized that i knit the second sock with one stitch more per needle than i did the first. last pair of socks was 14 stitches per needle, this pair was supposed to be 13. the gauge is 7 stitches per inch (3 stitches per cm) so this is an extra half inch larger in circumference.

:/

#was wondering why the heel turn numbers seemed a little off #but i was only working on this at work and its a lot more acceptable to be knitting than to be on my phone #so i never ended up checking my notes bc i kept forgetting to during breaks #also was not confident that i had actually taken any notes to begin with #or where i had put them if indeed they existed at all #im just gonna keep knitting it. id rather risk the last hour of knitting ending up with a still wearable pair of socks #because 8 more hours of work is just as annoying as 9 more hours of work #im also wondering if i can do some sewing to bunch up the top a little or maybe a crocheted cable #if that ends up drawing the sock in. will probably experiment #im not actually worried it wont fit me (i knit socks for myself with a lot of negative ease)#but im extremely sensitive to pressure on my feet and the lack of it from socks is very uncomfortable #so if one sock is looser than the other i will start to lose it #(like in the Fork Theory ? uneven socks is a hundred forks. my tolerance for anything else unpleasant becomes zero #so ! it might not be perceptible (these both have ribbing and that may distract from the size significantly #we will see.#always something these days.#i will admit most of those somethings are caused by my brains inability to hold a stable memory #everything is all blended together and i cannot remember when anything happened or the context of it #i wonder somewhat if its gabapentin symptoms. i was doing fine for a while but ive been taking more than the usual dose #to try and combat symptoms but like good god i feel like my brain has been stuffed full of wool #not even in a fun way #eesh. anyway i will continue to knit this sock i suppose #knitting #sock knitting #woes

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magentagalaxies · 1 year

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realizing i could honestly teach a whole course on mouth congress and probably fill an entire class with an analysis of "young and alive in 1975" and "thanks for the disco"

#source: we're currently talking about the rise and fall of disco in my music history course #and i'm like noticing things that are references in the songs' lyrics/composition that i had no idea were there #but also even in general those two songs are so fascinating paired together #like you have young and alive in 1975 whose whole idea is nostalgia and looking back on the unapologetic party atmosphere #of gay clubs in the 1970s #and ending on the note of ''it's not too late we can still keep these feelings alive''#and then you have thanks for the disco where it's a very in-the-moment song. and still about disco and partying but darker in tone #where it's like ''yes these gay clubs still feel like family yes i'm still having fun but everything has to be in the shadow of AIDS''#like it captures that party-atmosphere-queer-anxiety so well #and then all these years later. mouth congress is back together in 2022 #and what do they choose to open the majority of their shows with? young and alive in 1975 #saying hey. the old days were great but we can still bring that type of vibe into the modern day and be thankful for surviving it all #it's so goddamn powerful #and i could also go on and on about how so often disco and punk are framed as opposites #but that's a very heterosexual point of view bc both were very important to the queer community #and mouth congress manages to blend both in almost all their songs #no i will never shut up about mouth congress why would you ever think that

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sheliesshattered · 2 years

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I think alcohol is a fantastic invention.

Because sometimes it’s fun, and sometimes it’s reckless, and sometimes it’s necessary because your father just died and you’re spending ten days living out of a hotel five minutes from your mother’s house so you can be there to help her go through all his books and clothes and trinkets and old birthday cards and the little scattered handwritten notes he wrote as he was slowly losing his mind and even more slowly realizing he was losing it, and there’s so much to get done and her grief is so overwhelming that you can’t even really feel your own, and you just think--

Bourbon. Bourbon would make this better.

#tw alcohol #alcohol #drinking #bourbon #whiskey #okay to reblog #this is my real life #2022 mood #I have grieved in private in stair steps downwards over the last year #grieving each little thing as we lost it. as we lost him.#and I'll grieve some more when I'm back home on my own turf #but for now my days are about supporting Mom and my nights are about deriving enough support from bourbon to sleep soundly #I've been here for a week and the days all blend together #but at some point we had to go to the funeral home for a last glimpse of his body before the cremation #and we said our goodbyes in our own ways and with varying amounts of tears #and afterwards it was just me and my nonbinary sibling sitting in their car #and I said 'I need a drink' and they said 'meeeee tooooo'#and we come from a strict no-drinking family so there's not an ounce of alcohol in the house not even cooking wine #and then we looked at the building next to the funeral home. and it was a combo bar and liquor store #so we went in and chatted with some cheerful and friendly midwesterners who were very happy to sell us bourbon (me) and Baileys (them)#at two in the fucking afternoon #my nb sibling is braver than me and took the Baileys into Mom's house. I however have limited myself to just a little bourbon before bed #when I'm by myself in the hotel room and know I won't be able to sleep otherwise #it's helping until I can have the time and space to deal with this like a fucking adult

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firep0wder · 2 years

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when I was 16 I had it all figured out fr

#fp.txt #life is about love and doing things that make you happy and everything is beautiful and I still remember that #but its so. tiring. when I was 15 everything was new and I relished in learning and taking in the world #now it takes all my energy to get through a day around the house #contributing less and less and less and feeling less and less fulfilled and piling up more and more ideas of things I should be doing #I could get a job I could volunteer I could walk to the library I could pick up my guitar I could practice woodcarving I could learn to #drive I could apply for college classes I could buy pet supplies I could apply for jobs I could make art I could sit outside #and nothing ever sticks. I try everything and the next day I sit on the couch for hours in silence #lord. I'm not even in therapy anymore. that's another thing I should be doing. but they all blend together into a pile of tasks. if I go out #I could be cleaning my room if I fold my laundry I could be cleaning the litterbox if I open the window I could be applying for jobs. so I #don't do anything at all instead. misery has been shadowing my brain for several years now and I don't know how to make it dissipate #when I was 17 life was art and beauty in every little thing and yes it still is and yes I still felt awful at times. but it just feels like #the grass was greener. and now the grass is dying. and I don't know how to fix it or rip it all out and replant. I'm the grass.#I miss being a sunwarmed rock washed up by the tides. I'm just cold sand now #Sorry everyone I'm having a time of it.

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amarrymeinbostonwriter · 1 year

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#i'm sorry i couldn't resist #i'm going to bed for the night #bows #another girl I was obsessed with ages ago #emilie autumn #goodnight sweet ladies #I was a teenage EA plague rat #music #girl girl girl #let die no flame #let all remember your every name #and she blended all the hits together in this mix too wow okay Emilie #okay good night #tomorrow is an office day #which means I should have gone to bed like two hours ago lol

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