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sophiesrambling · 1 year

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i made plans with my friends like almost a year ago to watch barbie (like thats how serious we are about it) and almost everyone is actually gonna make it, and every instinct in me is telling me not to go, to sabotage and to just stay at home feeling miserable and i don't know why I'm feeling like that or if I'm actually gonna make it its just really weird, i should want to go, I'll probably have a good time but everything in me is telling me not to

#personal #why am i like this #its just so hard to keep friends #and this is a easy enough way to do it #and i just don't want to #idk man #also im introducing a new friend #and its a lot of stress #what if they don't like each other #part of me just wishes i could go alone and forget about it #but i know it wouldn't be as much fun #and i like my friends idk whats happening #god i suck

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dipdoodlesamuel · 5 months

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another miscellaneous doodle dump 🕺

#cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb au #new faith au #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #cotl leshy #cotl heket #cotl kallamar #cotl shamura #bishops of the old faith #narilamb #art tag name but im lazy #my friend wrote the 'i know what you are' in the corner lmao #also ye i forgot to introduce the new faith au my bad

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winryrockbellwannabe · 5 months

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this guy is honestly making me question too much shit

bc there's no way in hell is just that nice, right?

at this point either: 1. he's being this nice and kind bc he has a crush on me, 2. he's honestly that nice, which will make me have a crush on him, bc omg. he's just the nicest person ever

#aj rambles #sorry but this guy is making me so confused #especially since i was having an “am i even attracted to guys” phase - which is not helping this situation at all......#but like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #context if you're nosy: i sent an email to all students on my department with a forms to see if anyone could help in the data acquisition #but like this procedure takes an hour - i said so in the email - so i thought no one would be interested #and he just volunteered?? in the forms?? didn't even tell M - who introduced us - to ask me about it. no he volunteered as if he is actuall #interested in this #which i know he isn't bc i talk to him LOL #and like he does stuff like this all the time. like talk to me if he sees me alone - not just hi - he actually asks about stuff #he's watching an anime bc i recommended it to him. stuff like that #but maybe he's just that nice.#he also talks to my other girl friends like this ig #but we have more *moments* like once we seated together gossiping about his bff's love life LOL #idk #again maybe he's that nice. but then bad new's for my heart bc that is just the sweetest thing #ALSO HE'S SHY!!!!! LIKE BLACK CAT ENERGY!! IM A SUCKER FOR THAT #Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #anyways omg im so sorry for this rant. this makes me think im overreacting #but idc

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astros-arts-inthestars · 1 year

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Since I've been kinda getting obsessed with Ibispaint's animating update, I decided to draw something for a new friend who also loves Omori! Ser fave character is Basil and their fave flower is blue hydrangea and so <33 I made this lovely thing <333

Kinda obsessed tbh, THE WAY I DRAW BASIL HAS IMPROVED SO MUCH?? HE LOOKS SO GOOD AUGH MY BOY... I MISSED HIM

#star art #ren's blorbos #axis of galaxies #omori #omori basil #basil omori #he's SUCH A LIL GUY..#he looks so cute im gonna cry whatt.. .#i used to struggle SO much with his hair #BUT NOW HE LOOKS SO MUCH MORE!!! ME!#and by that i mean he looks so much more comfortable with my style!!!#anyways <333 #shoutout to my new friend online that my new friend irl introduced me to <333 #also look at the shape of the flowers in the last frame hehe <3

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realjem · 6 days

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chat is it weird if i can say that timotainment basically directly led me to drawing and making ocs. does anyone else occasionally obsess over the connections they've made that led them to where they are in life or is that just me

#okay so like. brief rundown because i find it fun yeah #start watching timotainment back when hes making surreal memes -> his content changes over time. starts doing gameplay -> gets gifted a cop #of rhythm heaven fever by a friend -> plays it on stream -> i become obsessed -> end up joining a discord server for it -> most people ther #are artists -> hey i wanna do that too -> start drawing more -> fandom also gets me to finally listen to new music -> i make ocs based off #of the songs i here -> draw them a lot -> now im here baby #and then i can trace back even further like if it werent for a friend of mine at the time introducing me to some other folks then i wouldnt #have started watching tim in the first place etc etc #idunno i find that shit neat #i may not talk to a lot of these people any more but they were all definitely important to me at some point #jem.txt

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serendipitous-mage · 1 month

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......... who's gonna tell him ... .. ill do it @markiplier

#IM KIDDING ALKJNFGADFBG IM SORRY MARK BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO NAMED THIS PLAYLISTTTTTT #actually you know what on the slim to none chance i submit this at Just the right time and it gets a bunch of notes #and he somehow does actually see this post #(hi sappy/backstory tm incoming feel free to continue scrolling lmao>>)#mark you helped my mom so much #she was sick for 5 years and in that time as she got weaker and more tired what she had an abundance of was Time #and as someone who since losing her has now also become extremely depressed i underrstand Even More how horrible that kind of Time can be #to have and go through and be frustrated and devastated and bored out of your mind #but some of my friends started me in watching your videos #and she was my best friend #i shared everything with her #so of course i shared your videos too #and we would watch a lot of them together but you also have so many on your channel from so far back in addition to the new ones #that she had plenty to go back through and watch on her own while i was at school #we always felt like your humor and mentality fit right in with the rest of the household like you were a longtime friend #or neighbor from just down the road who we spoke with regularly or smth idk it was just so easy for your videos to be engaging and upliftin #she could have a playlist on to fall asleep to and be distracted from everything coming up...and that means more #than i could ever begin to thank you for #i think fnaf had been one of the things id been introduced to you through..and then tiny box tim we loved tiny box tim #back when you were first getting into making shorts and improving equipment/editing quality i always thought it would be so cool #if we somehow ran into one another on the street somewhere and i could offer to help #because i was watching those videos too! i want to make them as cool as possible and im going to school for it i know tips and tricks #and by now im sure youve probably surpassed what i know haha the INSANELY awesome and frankly gorgeous cinematography and impressive #but anyway... i know she had those videos to fill the Time when i was at school #and sometimes when i wasnt but when i was too exhausted #and i know you made her laugh and smile through it all #and that means everythingto me #ok well thhat got sappy fast sorry everyone christ #ive thought so many times over the years about trying to write something in the comments on a video or send an email or something and like #i feel bad same time cos i know soooo many people have similar stories or treat youtubers/celebrities like theyre actual saviors and angels

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toastsnaffler · 2 months

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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together #i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week #all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds #also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn #ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself #but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates #gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard #but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh #and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism #like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since #n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on #its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it #and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions #+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf #so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead #its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths #just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea #but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke #so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close #ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual #happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all #and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves #like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me #and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway #doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3 #but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately #but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that #.diaries #okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo

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cephalopistol · 5 months

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im gonna cry not the fuckass long loud house fic having storious in it

#for the record i am not reading it at all #a friend just sent the storious chapter to me #also wow its only long bc bro copy/pastes wiki pages for every new character introduced #honestly i can't hate on it. the autistic vibes are so strong i kinda love it #if i ever draw storious saying 'i hate that motherfucking asshole moron touma' im sorry #kamen rider #kamen rider saber #storious

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jennrypan · 1 year

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...Ew the Walmart version of Marinette who was just introduced for literally no reason is making people compare her to Alya.

..whatever her name is cuz I refuse to spell it better not be another replacement Alya in yalls shitty little salty 'Alyas Lilas attack dog' bullshit fics istg.

I should HOPE we've left all of those lack luster tropes behind. (Especially Saltinette, literally she's the worst of them)

Anyways, S..isnt better than Alya. Marinette can have TWO(2) Bffs you lames.

S would love Alya and be glad Marinette has a new friend and Marinette would be overjoyed to introduce these two. Cmon now bffr

#j.p speaks #miraculous ladybug #i will never actually say her name #yall know who im talking about #mlb fandom #alya cesaire #marinette dupain cheng #the same way i feel about Zoe is how i feel about her: characters that shouldve either been introduced a while ago #or not at all if theyre presence holds such importance #it just seems..late to add a new random old friend who Marinette never mentions ever despite the 'affect' she left on her?? idk #..i also dislike her cuz shes so damn ugly to me. THE GLASSES ARE UGLY. GOD DAMMIT at least Zoes cute.#sometimes the character design in this show #bothers me idk why. the kids in the show and Alyas older sister are also..butt ugly. im sorry

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skunkes · 11 months

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Answering dis ask chopped up too

thank u, but my situation isnt that dire! Thats where half the problem comes from, i struggle because its really not that bad here, i just would like to leave for the regular reasons anyone would wanna leave home (+ being trans), that joke about what you dont pay in rent by living with your parents, you pay with your mental health etc etc

#talkys #anonymous #skunk mail #i wldnt call it abusive by any means...just annoying #like today's Last Straw is ive gone years without frequent human contact bc i dont make online friends #and all my irl friends are busy or have moved. ive hung out with a new online buddy like 3 times this month #told my dad im busy today watching movie with them so i cant go to target with him and now him and my mom are #getting into my business about who this is and why theyre more important and how I cant be doing this or w.e #its just Annoying. i just want to be able to do whatever i want without worrying i want privacy etc #not sure thats worth a job i hate and struggling to make rent but it is annoying and Toll Taking #oh also we're watching the saw movies and i mentioned this bc he interrogated me on what im doing with this friend #and then he made comments about how i shldnt be doing that bc those movies are awful #this is the same man who introduced me to the beatles as a child then banned me from listening to them as a teen #bc theyd have demonic brainwashing influences or some shit #im just tired im simply tired #i found out recently even the favorite child (my brother) has issues with them and thats whats made me want to leave more like #im not strong enough to withstand it if even the favorite cant. im jst tired i want to leave

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yume-fanfare · 11 months

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aira would be such a good food manga protag

#yes i still think about aira's sweets list #<-that would be a great title #like you know. it starts withhh his first outing with kohaku #introduces his conflict w being ostracized for not looking japanese enough #and he hangs out with new people each time from his now growing circle of friends #(alkaloid branco pretty 5 special chapter with his superscary cool roommates and also crazyb)#and ends with food was able to bring me closer to many new people and im so happy for it #and also it should have a chapter about fuck dieting be happy #maybe with tsukasa in it too #yeah. food #mar's midnight rambles #enstars #aira shiratori

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garbagequeer · 4 months

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want to watch challengers gay people in my phone what's the best viewing experience

#ive been convinced those tennis players are insane #pros of going w new friend: might introduce them to the world of me watching weird movies about fucked in the head people #which is a key part of getting what im about in life #pros of going with longtime friend: love longtime friend love showing them my fucked in the head people from the movies #it's a love language or whatever #and i know longtime friend and i will be referencing challengers if we like it/if they're fucked in the head FOREVER #new friend doesn't seem to bring up the movies a lot #ALSO new friend is someone i had a crush on in college but old friend is person id have a crush on if i wasn't gay #so psychosexually it's all a fun situation for the movie in question i think #personal

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vamptastic · 7 months

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all the gay jews in this town go to my synagogue but they are all also way cooler and older than me and all know each other. -_-

#they all started going bc of this one woman whos been a member for ages #so they're all like part of the same social circle #meanwhile ive been at this temple since age 11 and know all the elderly people #but none of the new people that start showing up bc im fuckin bad at introducing myself to people #idk how to be like Hey hello Hi I'm transgender please be friends with me #also idk if all of them are jewish or some are goyische partners? one has a lot of tattoos but idk we're reform so that's not definitive #i do know the woman that they're all friends with but she's not always there so I don't like... wanna go bother them #when idk any of them #idk man im fucking bad at this shit i just stand there sending psychic beams

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fideosfelices · 6 months

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SO

I'm in the middle of the KHR rewatch with my 12yo son, and these things happened today:

— We talked about cosplaying Irie and Spanner (he's willing to be Irie because he knows I love Spanner so much)

— Related to the previous point, he was so surprised when he found out Irie was an ally! His reactions are always a delight to see.

— We reached opening 6.5!!! As soon as he noticed the switch from "future arc" to "Arcobaleno arc" in the title, he went super suspicious, and when the images changed, both of us went nuts, cheering and screaming at the TV

— After that, he said "top pairings that should've been confirmed in canon: 1. Shin and Noi, and 2. Gamma and Uni's mom" and he was so real for that lol

#khr #khr rewatch #just me rambling tbh #im so excited because arcobaleno arc is def my favorite!!#i love those goddamn babies so much #also i love that my son is liking khr as much as i did years ago (and still do!)#he said hell recommend it to his friends #introducing khr to the new generations oh yeah #idk why i didnt come here to ramble sooner

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steelycunt · 2 years

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my lecturer was trying to make a point about voting + government issued ids in our lecture today so he went like 'well im assuming most of you--well, who here has a driver's license' and i think maybe there were seven hands up out of like fifty...nature is healing <3

#two out of my group of seven friends can drive...and after two years of lessons one pass in my theory and two cancelled practical tests?#i am not one of those two <3. i <3 not driving i think everyone should try it its the only way to live i think...#my new lecturer seems super cool also :-) he introduced himself by going hi im mark and ive been working with this university for #what feels like fucking forever. and that was it #(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again

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nat-20s · 1 year

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Laying out a conspiracy board with pictures and string but it's just me trying to figure out which of my friends would like being friends with each other

#okay so avery and rose r already tumblr mutuals so they basically know each other intimately #and treya and tucker obviously get on bc they were both former coworkers and they seemed to like each other #avery and james r already buddies who lived together #paul gets on with basically everybody but he's and i do mean this affectionately A Lot #but hes also A Lot in the same way I am A Lot #Ryn and Paul were friends in high school i could reconnect them #james and paul would probably get on. ryn and james would either adore each other or be like cats being introduced for the first time #like all my high schools friends all at least kind of knew each other but idk how many of them still talk to each other #and then theres the college friends and (new!) theres the previous job friends #treya and rose would probably get on like a house on fire they both like a good time and are massive weeb #(also both straight girls with almost entirely queer friend groups lol)#if any of yall are reading this yes i AM trying to figure out who would make a good roleplaying group #hmm. i think avery would like both sami and aj and vice versa #fuck i should just get my own place and throw a housewarming party #and then spend the entire party in a little panopticon ive constructed from cardboard #and see who Does and Doesnt Vibe lol #also sami and lexie im gonna steal ian as one of my friends too im stealing him #i like his goofy blonde ass lol

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