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thebibliosphere · 10 months
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Not sure whose Cheerios I pissed in today, but hoo, boy.
"I hope you die."
Worstie, same. You're not special.
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essycogany · 6 months
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SonAmy Headcanons
Because why not.
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This is how I personally see their relationship. I’ll try to keep it somewhat accurate to how they’d act canonically. I’d say where they are now is great, but I’d like to add a few things. Some of these may or may not be influenced by other amazing creators.
You are free to steal if you want.
Sonic and Amy mostly act like a couple in private areas or when they think no one is paying attention. They might tell a few of their friends, but often try to keep things discreet. Even if their overall relationship isn’t different in a third person’s perspective.
Tails: “You two sure you’re not still friends or are you actually together?”
Sonic And Amy: “Yes!”
Sonic’s the most chill and casual boyfriend and shows a good amount of affection. Amy is an overjoyed and loving girlfriend who shows a huge amount of affection.
Amy does her best to not tell most people about her and Sonic. Making an effort to call him her “best friend.” Sonic doesn’t mind it much, even saying it’s “not a big deal.” Leaving Amy confused.
Sonic tells whoever he feels like telling that Amy’s his girlfriend without thinking and thinks it’s funny when she’s shocked about it.
The hedgehogs are unsure of what normal couple standers are. They usually already know what works for them. Except who they should tell.
Sonic shows affection by kissing Amy on the hand and hugging her. When feeling extra, he carries her and takes her out on a run. Amy shows affection by constant cheek kissing, hugging, and ear rubbing. (which he pretends to not enjoy but does.)
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These and basically everything that happened between them recently are what I have in mind in terms of physical affection.
Instead of kissing they touch each other’s cheeks.
Sonic (being a casual boyfriend) puts his arm around Amy’s shoulder indistinctively in public.
Both hedgehogs forget how they got together. All they remember is it happening.
They enjoy having tea with Cream in order to hang out more. And to spend time with Cream of course.
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Amy instantly starts cooking more food after Sonic finishes eating.
Sonic and Amy love gardening and cooking together after defeating Eggman.
Amy admires Sonic’s knowledge about plants, guitars, and books. Sonic admires Amy’s optimistic side whenever she geeks out about silly stuff.
Their brief arguments stems to worrying about one another or what cake tastes better.
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Sonic’s favorite times with Amy are when he teases her and she chases after him.
Amy laughs at Sonic’s jokes. Even when they’re not funny.
They both find bungee-jumping romantic and relaxing.
Amy and Sonic plays with each other’s quills when they’re bored.
The best dates are when they’re on dangerous adventures. Sometimes dates aren’t fun when nothing crazy happens. On those days, they go find trouble to be satisfied. But normal dates can be cool if it means they get to travel together.
Amy mostly sends gifts on holidays and Sonic gives gifts when she doesn’t expect it.
Sonic only dresses up when Amy reminds him. Amy doesn’t mind if he forgets because she ends up buying him outfits. She even makes Sonic a red hoodie and he wears it a lot.
When apart for a long time, they write each other letters.
Sonic randomly comes over Amy’s place at any time of day without warning. She acts as if she doesn’t like it, but really enjoys the company of her boyfriend.
On movie nights, Amy and Sonic always forget how long Sonic stays and ends up sleeping on the couch together with one head on top of the other. The same thing happens when they go outside for a “short run,” and end up sleeping outside.
The blue blur’s way of saying “I love you” back to Amy is by using sign language or saying “right back at ya.” He’ll eventually start saying “I love you,” later on. Which surprises Amy to no end when he does it out of nowhere.
The romance Sonic and Amy have isn’t only romance, but an updated version of their friendship. The ability to still be their own people even when in different places. Sonic and Amy are a power couple whose love for adventure strengthens their love for each other. The hedgehogs are equally as happy as when they were close friends. That is what keeps them attached.
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That’s a rap! This most likely will never happen, but I don’t mind. Them officially being friends with crushes on each other is stellar and I’m satisfied with it.
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readbycrow · 6 months
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The closure you didn't get.
4-7-2024 - Pick A Card
The images are in order of the cards below. The images just help pick which card is your answer. Pick an image, find the card, receive your answer. Hope to give some senses of reassurance and direction. Life really is just a series of adventures, some more fun than others.
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Down - It came to an end suddenly. It was dramatic, it hurt, and then it was over. You were left with festering wounds but nowhere to direct your anger and hurt. For you it lingers and burns. You feel like you're never going to get better or recover. There's nothing you will get from the person who put you here. Nothing they say can ever make this make sense or make it easier on you. The only person who can help you now is yourself. This is a hard thing to swallow. This is difficult and frustrating. You deserve far better than this, you deserve help, but no one can pull you out of this. It's up to you to keep going when you're ready. Your life is still worth living.
Forward - This reader is proud of you. Genuinely. You get told that far less than you should be told that. You have done so much and are a person worthy of great celebration. So few people in your life seem to acknowledge all you accomplish. Everything down to waking up in the morning is important for us to celebrate. You've lived through days where that has been impossible. You've struggled through the very basics of your own existence and things are slowly getting better. You need to give yourself grace and love and celebrate every step forward. You are amazing. You are wonderful. Be proud of yourself. You deserve to be surrounded with love.
Up - It is okay to let go of things. You carry so many burdens from your past. You're holding onto these things that are weighing you down so much, and you feel like letting them go wouldn't serve you well. There is only so much you can handle, though, and the only way you can grow is by giving yourself room to breathe. Over time these things will get easy. Over time you will grow around them. A step forward always leaves something behind, but you are worth it. There will be more things to pick up and put down throughout life. We can't hold onto everything. You may need to pause and spend some time with these things. Figure out what you need to put them down and work on that. You are not who you were before everything. That's okay. It's time to embrace who you are. You are beautiful.
Hello! Welcome to the bottom of the post. This crow just wants to let you know that it will pull a free card for you if you send an ask to its blog! It does trades of unwanted things for a card. If you don’t specify a question, the card will be about what you’ve given up. Feel free to check the pinned post for more information. The crow also does more professional readings on ko-fi! Apologies for the absence, the Crow changed nests and then got a concussion. It is doing much better now so this blog will be back to regular posting soon.
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Hiiiiiiiiii! Can I make a funny T'su'tey request?
Im sure you know the lilo and stitch meme?
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the idea is after neytiri and jake mate and become the Tashik and Olo'eyktan, tsu'tey has the freedom to pick a mate, but struggles to find genuine love. So he pleads to ewya for a mate who is "calm, sweet, kind, gentle, soft". But instead ewya gives him the exact opposite XD.
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Pair: Tsu'tey x Human reader (why not <3)
Warning: None, tsu'tey being cute. Reader being a brat.
AVATAR MASTERLIST 
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"Eywa…it is me again" says tsu'tey as he sits in the spirit tree. Sitting praying with all his heart. "I know I have asked this many times…but could you send me a being who loves me, someone who is kind. The best person you have…someone who will stay with me and not run away from me" says tsu'tey. After all this time, he was pretty sure he was ready to find his ideal partner. When he was younger, he used to be more relaxed about it, even falling in love with sylwanin. After that terrible event at grace's school, tsu'tey's whole life changed. He had now lost the love of his life and had to marry the younger sister of his now deceased beloved.
When jake came to the clan, it was also a big change for him. His whole world changed, and many bad things happened, but also some good things happened in that period. He no longer had to be with neytiri, not that he didn't like her…but they were like siblings. He felt more comfortable now that he knew she had her mate, and he was free. A year had passed since the confrontations with the people in the sky, and he felt it was time to start again. But everything seems to be going against him. No na'vi woman is fulfilling her standards…they're all wonderful. Amazing to be honest…but with none of them he feels that connection that he is supposed to feel when he sees her and knows that she is the one. He used to go pray to eywa to help him and light the way. He knew he was fooling himself, because she didn't work that way…but he had to try. Jake Sully had told him that Eywa had helped him and listened to him that time, why wouldn't she help a member of pure sage like him?
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes in surrender, he felt stupid. Very stupid… sitting down for the fourth time this week. "this is useless" tsu'tey thinks to himself, as he gets up from the ground. And disconnects himself from one of the tree's tentacles. Wiping his knees a little with his hands, he suppers and grunts with disapproval. Maybe he had to resign himself to the fact that he would never find his ideal mate…he would be alone for eternity. Tsu'tey didn't usually show his sensitive side with anyone, but this was affecting him a lot. Seeing the couples together….damn it, was mating season and he was alone. He starts to leave the tree and begin his walk home, again he was going alone to his hut. Walking slowly, lost in his thoughts. He was so immersed in his own being, that he barely heard the strange noises coming from above him.
It wasn't until he heard a loud noise that he stopped in his tracks and looked up. Out of nowhere and as if it was something sent from the sky. He saw a girl fall from a branch. How the hell did she get there? He doesn't know. And why is she here? He was going to find out. The girl fell very hard to the ground, and started moaning. "Shit…that!!! That hurt!!!" you speak, as you get up from the ground sitting on the wet jungle floor. You hadn't noticed tsu'tey's presence, so you were no stranger to being surrounded by tall blue men. So you are still very distracted by your punch, while the man is looking at you with wide eyes. This had taken him by surprise, he just stayed still watching you settle in and moan. You look up, making eye contact with him. "And you don't plan to help?" you speak, sounding rather haughty, how could you be so spoiled if you didn't even know each other. Tsu'tey says nothing and continues to stare at you quietly. "Aren't you going to talk? Ashhh hey YOU BLUE MONKEY HELP ME GET UP, I CAN'T FEEL MY BUTT" You yell, making gestures with your hands. Tsu'tey was in a state of shock, he knew humans were nasty, but you were on another level. No one in his entire life had ever spoken to him like that.
"Did you just call me blue monkey?" tsu'tey repeats what you just said, making sure he heard right. "Yes…blue monkey, are you deaf? With those big ears I doubt it" you speak, as you get up from the ground. You looked sore, your legs were shaking, the fall had been very hard and high. So your body wobbles a little, just as you were about to fall back to the ground. You feel a big hand holding you by your forearm. Tsu'tey holds you in place, observing you and analyzing the figure in front of him. You were a woman, you seemed to be almost his age. But you did not look like the other women he had seen in the human camp. Your hair was messy, your clothes were light, revealing more skin. And you had a few scratches across your face and arms. Where had you gone? "My name is Tsu'tey…nice to meet you" speaks tsu'tey, he had manners..so he was going to introduce himself properly. You feel him slowly let go of you as you regain your balance. "mmm your name is ugly" you speak, looking at him again as you had a cheeky grin on your face.
"Have you no manners or what?" tsu'tey sounds annoyed, moving a little away from you. You laugh, you knew you were teasing him and you really didn't care. "Yes…yes I do. But it's boring" you speak, as you start looking for something on the floor. "My name is Y/N" you speak, ignoring as tsu'tey approaches you again. I was analyzing you carefully, I had never seen you before, and if you were one of those bad humans? They were all supposed to be gone, so who were you. Tsu'tey kneels down to get closer, while he sees you still looking for whatever it is on the ground. He was getting so close, he's barely 1 foot away from you. "could you give me space… you strange thing" you speak, nudging him by his shoulder causing tsu'tey to come down from the clouds. And he will be back to his senses. "Who are you? I have never seen you before?" he speaks, you turn to look at him. He had his face to one side and his ears twitched with curiosity.
"You're not one of the bad guys, are you?" you look at tsu'tey, and laugh out loud. This one looks somewhat confused, and waits for you to respond. "No silly…" you speak up, ignoring him again. "But I've never seen you in that thing that calls it a lab" tsu'tey had to know who you were.
"I am the systems manager…I am not a scientist" you speak. Tsu'tey only understands half of what you just said, so she waits for you to explain more clearly. "Systems?" tsu'tey asks.
"Yeah…systems, these things (you touch the oxygen mask) and computers. Nothing special, I'm just trapped on this planet" you speak, now looking at the man in front of you. "Trapped? You wanted to go back to your homeland?" tsu'tey looked like a little boy, he didn't know why he was so curious about you. You were a damn home destroying human, why did he have to ask you all these things.
You sit on the floor, exhausted. You couldn't find your monitor, your back hurt and you were tired. "I can't go back…so I stayed here" you say, while trying to give yourself a self-massage on your back. "You are bad…and that's why you can't go back?" tsu'tey now copies your previous movements and sits on the floor. A few feet away from you. " Well if stealing 3 Walmart gift cards is being bad..well yes" you speak up. … … … "What is Walm?" tsu'tey was about to start talking, but you make a signal for silence. "Forgotten… I don't say anything. I have no one to wait for me back on earth. So I decided to stay here to help the team" you speak. "But you don't like the na'vi?" speaks tsu'tey.
"My area is technology…not wildlife" you speak, tsu'tey stands up straight. Aouch that had hurt him. He can see that you are still in some discomfort, because you begin to make a few pained noises." And what were you doing up there?" asks tsu'tey, as he sees your eyes move upwards. "I wanted to look for a signal…I wanted to see some videos of me…of my brothers" you speak, he can notice the sadness in your voice. He had no idea what the 'videos' were but he guessed it was something important. "I'm sorry" tsu'tey says, causing you to look up and look into his eyes. You had very pretty eyes, he sees you chuckle a little. And you look down again, now looking at the ground.
There was something about you that attracted his attention, if he felt lost. You looked, and he could sense that you were lost. Like you weren't quite right, for some reason he was worrying about you. And only 15 minutes ago he had met you. The silence was noticeable, you both just lay there…keeping each other company. It wasn't until a seed from the spirit tree slowly approached your body. Tsu'tey noticed their presence and followed the seed with his eyes. Watching as the creature moved from side to side, slowly falling towards your bare knee. It stares at you as you look at it, somewhat surprised but calm. He was about to speak until …..
slaps
"Are you crazy?" shouts tsu'tey lifting your hand from the seed. You had crushed it, you almost broke it. "that was going to sting me!!!" you shout too, watching as he takes your hand and lifts it carefully. Watching as the seed floats back up and flies towards your nose. Tapping it, you bring your free hand to your nose to touch it. "What is that?" you are still surprised. You've never seen anything like this before…you never used to leave the areas you were allowed to. "It is a seed from the spirit tree…they are part of eywa" says tsu'tey seriously. You had heard something about this tree and this eywa. "And it was going to sting me? Those things itch" you begin to speak, tsu'tey still holding your hand. "It won't sting you…eywa doesn't hurt. She wants to communicate" says tsu'tey.
"Well I don't want anything from her…besides I think I was going to get itched" you speak, crossing your arms. Tsu'tey snorts a little, ahhh you were unbearable. "Well…help me get back to the human zone. I have no idea where I am" you speak. Tsu'tey takes a deep breath and gets up from the ground. "Come…I will guide you" he speaks. Watching as you quickly get up jumping up and down in happiness. But you stop, and hold your back. You seemed to be in pain. You both set off to where the village was, the human area was not far from the village. So the direction was the same. Tsu'tey couldn't help but notice how your posture changed every 2 minutes the more you kept walking. "Are you in pain?" speaks tsu'tey. "A little…well a lot" you speak while touching your back.
"I know someone who might be able to help with that. Sure, if you want?" tsu'tey gives you a look, hoping for an answer. He hears you sigh. "It's okay" you speak, you had no choice…in the lab there wasn't much equipment to soothe the pain you were feeling. And you had heard that Navi medicine was very good, so you accepted the help. It wasn't long before you arrived at the navi village, and as you entered you noticed how everyone started to look at you. You were not a familiar face, to be honest it was the first time you were in the village. You had never been there before.
You had come to pandora 2 years before the altercations, and you were from grace's technical support team. You were basically grace's baby, and she loved you so much. You became close friends with Jake and supported your team's cause. You had stayed at the base with max, providing support from the inside. When the humans were returned to earth, you stayed. You had no one to wait for you at home…you were alone. And now you only had your team left, because you had also lost grace. You were never interested in what the Navi were doing, you knew some things. But you weren't aware of everything, like max, norm and jake. But now…everything was new to you. You see how several Navi kids come up to you and touch your clothes. And they laugh. "Hello" you speak, in a low voice. As you followed the annoying navi man who was going to help you. "There it is" says tsu'tey. Pointing to a hut, you could see it was quite crowded.
You both approach the hut, and enter. It was dark, but cozy. And it had a great aroma of medicinal herbs. It wasn't annoying, it was calming. Mo'at looks up as she sees tsu'tey enter, she was going to greet him but is surprised to see who accompanied him. A human with tsu'tey? Something was going on. "Mo'at…we need your help" tsu'tey speaks. Making a sign to you to come closer, you had been standing in the door frame waiting. You were a little scared, everything was new to you. You approach, and feel tsu'tey's hand holding your head. "She fell out of a tree, now her back hurts a lot" says the man, moving you a little to get closer to the woman. You laugh widely, while mo'at grabs your arm to get closer to her. "And what were you doing in a tree….girl what's wrong with you" says mo'at turning you over to examine what you had, pulling up your shirt. "My whole back hurts" you speak, but let out a groan. When mo'at touches the large bruise on your back. "Here it is…look" mo'at says, as you watch tsu'tey reach over to look at your back.
You move and pull down your shirt. "You pervert!!!" you yell a little, mo'at had pulled your shirt way up. You were dying of embarrassment and now he was going to see you up close. Or not…not that. "What's wrong with you…come HERE" mo'at says, grabbing your arm making you sit up. You were small, so it was easy to handle you. Tsu'tey sits in one of the corners of the hut, watching mo'at heal you and take care of you. He laughs a little, watching you fidget and complain about everything. He even watches as mo'at taps you on the head. You were chaos, but chaos that captivated him. After a while, mo'at ordered you to lie down, on one of the mats she had. You had to wait for the paste to dry, plus it wouldn't hurt to relax a little. So she lays you on your stomach, and you close your eyes.
Mo'at approaches tsu'tey, who is still staring at everything with fascination. "That girl…that's a mess" says mo'at in a mocking tone. "eywa…she touched that girl" says tsu'tey while still looking at your figure. Mo'at falls down for a moment, and turns to talk to the boy. "I know…I could feel it. And it has to do with you" says the woman, tsu'tey looks at mo'at in surprise. "With me?" asks tsu'tey, what did he have to do with you, he was just helping you. "mmmm yes….eywa gave you what you were asking for, that's what I could interpret" says mo'at, as he sees tsu'tey's eyes widen. "What's wrong with you?" mo'at is getting worried, tsu'tey was in a state of shock. What did mo'at just say? Eywa sent him…no no no no.
"Mo'at…I asked for a mate" says tsu'tey. Mo'at is surprised and gives him a look at the lying figure of Y/N. "I don't know what to tell you son…I don't know" mo'at doesn't know what to tell him or do, this is very strange. Even for her.
Night came quickly, and tsu'tey decided to stay and watch over you. He could not ignore what mo'at had told him. How could it be possible? Was it possible? He sees you start to get up, sitting up a little on the mat. You were going to touch your eyes, but you bump into the oxygen mask. "shit" you speak softly, as you listen and watch as tsu'tey sits down next to you. "That word I've heard so much these past few years" tsu'tey says in a mocking tone of voice. You roll your eyes, and decide to ignore him. "Feeling better?" asks the man, you turn so you can answer. And you can see how he was sitting. His feet were crossed, his hands were holding his feet nervously, and his tail was wagging from side to side. He looked adorable. "Yes…thank you" you speak, shifting your gaze quickly.
There was a small silence, until he began to speak. "Mo'at… she told me that the seeds of the spititus tree had chosen you" Tsutey says.
"To sting me? Yes" you speak, Tsu'tey sighs, laughs a little. "No…she chose you to" tsu'tey pauses, waiting for you to make a move. He can see, as you look at him slowly. "For what?" you ask. He takes your hand, and gives it a squeeze. You stiffen slightly, and look straight into his eyes. They were bright yellow. "For me." You move your hand, so that tsu'tey releases it. And you move away a little, moving hurts your back a little. So you stop, and tsu'tey tries to help me. "Easy…I" tsu'tey starts to speak, but he feels you push him away. "Don't touch me…you weird blue monkey" you yell a little.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you" tsu'tey says, moving a little away from you. Leaving you more room. He wasn't going to give up. Tsu'tey knew that eywa had chosen you for a reason, maybe you were the one who was going to help him find your ideal mate. "Yes…well you did, you idiot. And if you touch me again I'm going to poke your eye out with my own teeth" you threaten him a little, lying on your side with your back to him. He laughs a little, maybe it was you he had to find.
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Skin into Fur
Hey, everyone! I wanted to work on something different and this is another AU of mine known as the Animal Shifter AU where there are humans that can turn into animals!
Feel free to send in questions or requests about this AU as this is an AU that I somewhat enjoy as well!
I hope you like it!
!-MINORS DNI FOR ANY REASON-!
!-POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNINGS-!
Stalking, Harassment, Breeding, Transformation, Kidnapping, Noncon, Biting, Dead Animals, Kidnapping (?), Size Difference
!-POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNINGS-!
!-MINORS DNI FOR ANY REASON-!
Imagine that you are someone who is looking for a job, you’re having a lot of trouble as you aren’t really good at anything but eventually you come across a job that seems absolutely perfect for you
It’s a job down at the local zoo, they’re looking for new people to take care of the animals especially after a lot of the handlers just up and quit out of the blue
You called the number almost immediately and within a week, you were hired and being trained to take care of the zoo’s animals properly and you wound up being somewhat of a natural at it as even the more skittish animals seemed to warm up to you quite easily
Despite you being a natural at it though, there was one animal at the zoo that you were told to not get close to for even a slight second as this animal had given every single handler who has tried to work with him such an incredibly hard time to the point where many just up and quit or suffer some kind of career ending injury
This animal was known as “Spotted Evil” or “That One Asshole” by the zookeepers but to guests who visited the park and read the informational plaque outside of his enclosure, they would find that his name was actually Lucci
You weren’t looking to get your face ripped off any time soon so you just continued on with your life and caring for the other animals although whenever you passed by Lucci’s enclosure, you swore that you could feel his eyes on you like he was getting ready to leap at you and take a bite out of you
Whoever invented the safety glass for zoos to use instead of bars was a god in your eyes… Because lord, that leopard would stare you down…
For months afterwards, it was the same thing everyday as you would show up and take care of the animals that you were assigned to
The zoo would open and people would come in to look at the animals, you would even give a show or two to some kids about how amazing certain creatures were like you once gave a show about how cool wolves were but the wolf that you were handling just had to be an asshole and not cooperate at all
You constantly found yourself wanting to avoid Lucci’s enclosure at all costs though as you swore that the leopard was gunning for you as normally he would simply stay in his den or pace around his enclosure when it was around meal time but he seemed to have a sixth sense when it came to you
He would always and I mean ALWAYS know exactly when you were passing by his enclosure as he would seemingly appear out of nowhere to just stare at you and you specifically, it didn’t matter who was looking in his enclosure at the time
It could probably be someone wearing a full outfit made entirely out of leopard skin but he would only watch you… Hell, you were certain that if the world was ending on one side of the enclosure and you were sweeping trash on the other side then he would still just be watching you…
Eventually time passed and you left on vacation to spend some time relaxing but while you were away, the zoo made a decision that Lucci should find a mate and breed to have cubs as it may mellow him out a little
But when they brought in a female leopard for Lucci to mount and mate with, he didn’t show any interest at all and even seemed to be somewhat aggressive with the female leopard that he was given when she did things that he didn’t like
So the zoo tried again and again with different female leopards but nothing worked and eventually they stopped when Lucci attacked and scarred a female leopard that was getting a bit too pushy with him for his liking
You of course didn’t know about any of this until you returned from vacation about a half month later and your co-workers told you everything including how Lucci seemed to almost be looking for you as he would pace around his enclosure just staring out and scanning the area
It was an unnerving thought to you and when you walked by Lucci’s enclosure that day, his stare felt more intense than it usually did and you swore that he was plotting your demise in his head right then and there
You just tried to ignore it and when the winter came around, Lucci almost seemed to not stare at you as much as he would spend a lot more time in his den which was odd as you were pretty sure that leopards didn’t hibernate but whatever kept him from staring at you, right?
It was around this time as well that someone started hanging around the zoo, he was a man that looked even more intimidating than Lucci and also looked like he did not belong in a zoo staring into the giraffe enclosure as he would always be wearing some form of suit whether it be white or black
He was everywhere that you went but he never outwardly approached you, you personally found him strange and scary and so did your co-workers as they would tell you that they never saw him leave or arrive on the security cameras which was downright scary as it would almost seem like he would just appear and disappear
Eventually he approached you out of the blue one day and attempted to strike up a conversation with you, it was probably pretty obvious that you were uncomfortable as you kept your responses short while you tried to move about the zoo and take care of your work
This man kept trying to talk to you but you didn’t ever reply, he would show up everyday and just follow you around while trying to make conversation if he wasn’t standing off somewhere nearby
You wound up bringing this up to your boss and your boss thank the lord had apparently been looking for a reason to ask this guy to leave as they had been pretty weirded out by them as well so the man was asked to leave and when he wouldn’t, you called the police only for him to disappear as soon as they arrived
He never came back after that day which you were thankful for and Lucci became more active in his enclosure as he would come out of his den more often now, it was relieving to not have to deal with him anymore
But then the gifts started…
Little things would be left in your work locker or by it, it started with small things but then it progressed to bigger things and it was absolutely clear that you had a stalker
Checking the cameras provided nothing as there would be missing footage from every camera at a specific time like the person who was doing this was deleting the footage from the cameras themselves, it was downright scary and you got permission from your boss to start carrying pepper spray on you at work to defend yourself should the stalker ever appear
The gifts that would be left in your locker didn’t stop as there would be a new one every single day, it started off as semi normal things with each having a strong scent that kind of reminded you of the zoo but eventually they became a lot more weird as you opened your locker to find a good amount of fur on your things
But then one day, they became downright threatening as you found a dead animal inside of your locker bleeding all over your things. You couldn’t help but scream and the police were immediately called as this was getting really dangerous
The police couldn’t do anything as they couldn’t say for certain who had done it so they simply told you to remain safe and call them immediately if something happens
Your co-workers became worried for you as there would be a dead animal of some kind in your locker every single day and your mental health started taking a heavy hit, you started losing sleep causing you to look incredibly disheveled
All the while though, things at the zoo remained semi the same beyond your stalker leaving shit in your locker as you still took care of the animals, you still did the occasional animal show albeit with a co-worker now, and Lucci still watched you from his enclosure
The gifts never stopped and eventually you almost got used to seeing a dead animal in your locker everyday, it was still disturbing but you expected it more now when you opened the locker and found a dead animal bleeding all over it
Eventually your boss called you into their office one day and told you that you had to take care of Lucci now as the last person who was qualified enough to deal with him had quit the day before as they claimed to just not be able to handle it anymore
You were scared as that leopard seemed completely willing to rip your face off the first chance that it got but you were reassured that they’d be waiting with tranquilizer should Lucci even show signs of trying to rip you to shreds
The next day, you said your prayers and got ready for what was probably going to be a painful death by leopard as you went in to clean his enclosure and feed him but as soon as you were inside even though Lucci was right there and still watching you
He never made a single move to try and hurt you in any way, he just followed you around the enclosure staring at you and occasionally rubbing up against you like he was trying to get his scent on you but for the most part, he would simply just hang around and watch you whether it be from the trees or the ground
Lucci was chiller than you thought he was as he even let you pet the top of his head although now that you were closer, you were able to see that he had some pretty bad scarring on his back which the zoo claimed that he’s had since he was a cub
Time passed and you found yourself kind of becoming more calm with Lucci around as you felt weirdly safe whenever you were inside of his enclosure, he never made a move to hurt you after all and the weirdest thing that he did was attempt to push you into his den when you tried to clean it up a little
He was a good animal although he did seem to have a heavy dislike of whenever you left, you felt like you would just be able to chill with him as he didn’t even seem to mind it when you would pet him like he was a house cat and in fact he even seemed to enjoy whenever you would pet him
It was pretty good in reducing your stress and making your mental health better but what really made your mental health better was when the last gift from your stalker showed up in your locker as it wasn’t a dead animal and instead was a note saying that this would be the last thing that he left for you
The contents of the note then went on to ramble about these odd fantasy creatures called Animal Shifters, people who could turn themselves into animals and have the exact same abilities as them while keeping human levels of intelligence and even being smarter than humans as well
The note even spoke about how Animal Shifters prefer to use more animal methods of courting their mates and that they usually take human mates that they turn into Animal Shifters just like them so they can stay together forever
Knowing that the gifts were ending was a gigantic relief for you but also knowing that you would soon be safe with nothing to worry about anymore was even more relieving as your stalker finally seemed to be leaving you alone and exactly that happened as there were no more gifts and no more signs of your stalker
Life could finally return to normal and it did as your mental health improved and you no longer needed to carry pepper spray on you, you were free to just live your life working at the zoo
About a month later though, your boss called you telling you that they forgot to file some paperwork at the zoo and they could really use your help. You were reluctant at first but you soon agreed and got dressed before heading out in the middle of the night to go and assist your boss
There wasn’t that much paperwork and you being there was helpful although you remembered that you had forgotten something too so you told your boss that you would be right back and you walked out into the zoo to take care of the thing that you forgot 
It was a simple thing and you finished it in under a minute but when you were heading back, you saw something as it looked like a person and you assumed that it was just some teenager breaking in to cause trouble as you had that problem in the past
So you shone a flashlight on them to scare them off only to gasp in shock and horror as you immediately recognized who you saw, it was the man who kept appearing and disappearing at the zoo. The guy who always showed up in the suits
He was here and he was staring directly at you with an unreadable expression, your entire body was shaking and you didn’t know what to do but when he suddenly rushed at you, you found it in yourself to at least scream before he knocked you unconscious
When you woke up, you found yourself in a very odd situation as you were sitting in a familiar place with all of your clothes removed from your body like you were completely naked and you thought that everything would be ok until you saw the man nearby
He was naked just like you were and he was sitting just watching you like he was waiting for you to wake up, he was terrifying as there was no way that you would be able to fight him and he knew that you were awake so you tried to call out for help but it didn’t work
And when you noticed that you were in Lucci’s enclosure, you tried to call out for him to help you hoping that he would rip this man limb from limb and save you but he never came and the man simply grinned at you like you were funny
“No need to call out my name so loudly just yet… I haven’t even done anything…”
You were confused but then you saw the more animalistic aspects to him, a pair of fluffy leopard ears sprouting from his head and a long leopard tail stretching out behind him
It was unbelievable to you but it was all too real especially when you saw the parts move, you were in disbelief but then you remembered the note… Animal Shifters…
You thought back to everything that had happened and realized that Animal Shifters were real and this was Lucci, the leopard at the zoo and he had been trying to court you with all of the dead animals left in your locker
Attempting to speak did absolutely nothing as Lucci quickly pounced you, he put himself in between your legs as he moved them with his hands to wrap around his waist while he bit into you neck with his teeth in a way that you were sure was going to leave scarring
“I’m going to make you purr for me, you’re my mate and it’s breeding season…”
That made your heart sink and although you tried to protest, nothing came of it and it started a passionate night in the zoo as Lucci began to fuck you senseless inside of his enclosure
Any time that you tried to do something, he would growl at you and bite you again to ensure that you would remain submissive and obedient to him so he could do whatever he liked with you
He almost seemed intent on fucking you against every surface in his enclosure that wasn’t his den as he even fucked you against the glass that kept him from attacking guests looking into his enclosure, he never seemed to get tired either as he barely had sweat on him while you were covered in sweat and crying out from overstimulation
His cock was even stretching you as he pounded into you, you swore that his dick would leave a permanent imprint on your pussy after this but he didn’t seem to care about any of that
No matter what as well, he never cummed on you as every last time that he hit his climax. He always made sure to do it deep inside of your body and you already felt full from how much cum he had dumped into your body
Eventually though you began to feel different specifically around the area that he had bit you originally and although you didn’t think much of it at first as you were far too focused instead of what he was doing to you and it was impossible to take your attention away from it until you saw that you had fur spreading over your body
And it wasn’t just any random animal fur as it was leopard fur…
You were turning into a leopard! Lucci’s bite was turning you into a leopard just like him! You were becoming an animal shifter!
There wasn’t anything that you could do about it though as no matter how hard you tried to get away, it never worked and Lucci would simply bite you again and make the transformation into a leopard much faster
Soon enough you looked like a leopard-human hybrid and Lucci transformed to match, he became a lot rougher when you reached this stage especially considering the size difference between you and him now as he became a lot bigger than you in his hybrid form while you stayed normal sized
You almost felt like he was using you as a sex toy with how rough he was but he kept telling you that you were his mate and that you weren’t going to be able to leave him especially not now and not with his cubs in your belly or your slick covering his cock
It wasn’t too long after that though that you found yourself completely turning into a leopard form with him transforming to match, it was only now though that he dragged you back to his den where he mounted you and fucked you one last time but this time, it felt more like he was actually trying to take your pleasure into account
It was almost like he was legitimately making love to you now that you were far too exhausted to do anything to fight against him, you just moaned and acted submissive to him which he enjoyed
Once it was finally over, he didn’t pull out and simply curled up with you inside of his den with his cock still buried deep inside of your pussy and his tongue grooming the areas that he had bitten you
After that, you were never able to get away from him as although the zoo did question where you had come from. They weren’t able to get anywhere near you as Lucci would guard you from anyone who would come into the enclosure and it wasn’t like they could understand you either as you were just a leopard to them
You weren’t their co-worker anymore and instead you were Lucci’s mate who he made sure was well taken of as he would give you the best parts of the meat that would be given to the both of you and he would even give you more than him
You tried to keep hope that you could escape from this fate and live as a normal human again instead of living a life as an animal shifter but you soon found out why Lucci kept giving you more food than him and also why he kept giving you the best parts too
Lucci did say that it say that it was breeding season after all when he turned you…
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scribespirare · 1 year
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If you're still open to flowerfang requests can you give us some more a/b/o with courting? Thanks so much. 🫶
baby i am ALWAYS open for flowerfang requests gimme gimme
So there's this guy.
Well, a villain actually, and he's slippery as hell and keeps wriggling his way out of Miles' grasp (seriously, there's an entire eel theme going on and quite frankly he doesn't really wanna talk about it) every time they meet. And since Miles is dealing with finals right now, he really can't spend that much time trying to chase this dude down. It's just not at the top of his priority list, ya know? Especially since he can usually stop the attempted crimes and send eel guy back to whatever rock he crawled out of. Or...swam. Whatever.
The point is, Miles gets the shock of his damn life when eel guy lands at his feet, trussed up like a present but without the bow one fine weekend afternoon.
Miles, in costume and having previously been enjoying the scenic view of the city from atop one of his many haunts, stares down at eel guy in pure shock.
"You're welcome," Miguel says from somewhere to his right, and Miles whips towards the sound.
"Huh?"
But the Alpha is stepping into a yellow portal, back turned, and Miles can only gape after him. "What the fuck?" he mutters, mostly to himself.
The man on the ground responds anyways. "Man, I have no goddamn clue. He came outta nowhere, said something about Omegas, and then clocked me."
Omegas!? If this is some dumb ass Alpha power flex then Miles is going to skin that man alive. Even if Miguel has at least a foot of height, a decade's worth of experience, and probably a hundred pounds on him. And also there's the fact that he's extremely hot. Like. Wildly fucking hot.
Whatever.
Fucking Alphas. Thinking they're hot shit just because they have chiseled jaws and biceps bigger than his head and amazing scents...
Miles spends the entire time he's taking eel guy to the police station grumbling about them.
Eel guy wisely stays quiet.
oOo
School lets out and the summer is sweltering where it gets trapped in all the concrete and gleaming metal of New York. Miles is given (mostly) free reign to do as he pleases and he does. There's nothing quite like swinging around the city to cool off.
There's just one problem.
Fucking. Miguel.
He keeps swooping in and taking down Miles' bad guys for one, even the tiny pipsqueak ones. And to make matters worse he's leaving shit in Miles' bedroom too. Money, some new Jordans, a spiderman suit that Miles will never admit looks way cooler than his current one and that he stuffed deep into his closet never to be seen again because fuck that guy.
Seriously, what the fuck is Miguel's problem? He hadn't thought Miles' being an Omega was that big a deal when he'd sicced hundreds of spider-people on him. Hadn't held back when he'd slammed Miles into the side of that train, all barred teeth and rage.
But now, all of sudden, Miles apparently can't wipe his own ass without an Alpha's help.
It's just his luck (which is to say, good) that when he decides he's done with Miguel's shit and is going to rip him a new one, Miguel drops a villain at Miles' feet and actually deigns to stop for a moment and chat.
Somehow the man laying between them is eel guy again. They both ignore him.
"What the actual fuck do you think-" Miles starts, at the exact same second Miguel says, "I wasn't sure if we should talk to your parents-".
Both of them stop, clearly confused by the other. Miles gets over his surprise first, shaking his head. "My parents? What the hell do you want with my parents?"
Miguel blinks down at him, face unreadable. "Well, the next stage of courtship usually involves speaking with the Omegas's-"
"Courtship!?" Miles' voice comes out so high and squeaky he feels like he's hit puberty all over again.
Another blink. This time Miguel's features tighten a little, and if Miles didn't know better he'd think the Alpha looked nervous.
Good thing he knows better.
"I...yes? I've been courting you since the start of summer," Miguel says. "I thought..." he trails off, brow knitting in manly angst that very much is not attractive on him, not at all.
Miles for his part just flaps his jaw in disbelief. Everything clicks together for him then: all the bad guys (fucking gift wrapped!), the shit Miguel kept leaving in his bedroom, the way he'd linger sometimes as if to catch Miles' reaction but ultimately still fucked off back to whatever universe he popped out of. Traditionally Alphas aren't meant to interact much with an Omega until they've declared their intention to the parents or guardian of said Omega. This is preceded by gift giving to see if the Omega is even amenable to being courted at all.
Here's the problem. A: that shit was common like a hundred fucking years ago. Nobody courts like that today unless they're richer than god and have been for generations. Old money are just weird like that.
B. Miles never gave any indication of being amenable.
...did he?
"Fuck you're old," is the first thing that pops out of Miles' mouth, because he'd rather talk shit than think about how he feels about Miguel trying to court him.
Miguel immediately tenses all over and takes a step back. "I'm sorry, I thought the age gap-"
"What?" Miles cuts him off, because he recognizes the look of a man about to run. "No, I meant you're old as hell for trying to court me traditionally."
The age gap is most definitely not a problem the Omega in Miles says. He ignores it.
"Oh," says Miguel, but he doesn't relax.
"Nobody does that shit anymore," Miles continues, "so I didn't recognize what was happening. On top of that, you didn't fucking say anything so how the hell was I supposed to know!?"
"I wrote you letters," Miguel argues back. Then, a little softer like now he's unsure of himself, "Written correspondence is an important part of a courtship."
"Did you leave them in my room, like the other stuff?"
"Yes?"
"Well there's your problem. You've seen my room, do the math. Bits of paper aren't gonna stand out."
Miguel runs a hand through his hair and sighs, shoulders slumping. "So you're telling me that I've been trying to make romantic overtures for over a month now, and not a single clear message has gotten through?"
Miles' heart does something weird and uncomfortable in his chest at the words romantic overtures. But he just nods. "Looks like."
Looking skyward as if for patience, Miguel mutters something under his breath and then huffs, puts his hands on his hips, and makes direct eye contact.
"Dios mio, fine. Clearly my preferred way of doing this isn't working. So let's try this instead. Miles, can I take you on a date?" The words are said so matter of factly and with such little emotion that they take a moment to process. When they do Miles immediately feels his face heat.
"Uh," he says intelligently.
Yes says both his dick and his inner Omega.
"Yeah, sure, whatever," are the words that actually come out of his mouth. Miguel looks pained though and Miles winces. "I mean...I'd love to? I think. I dunno, I'm kind of in shock right now. I have no clue what's happening."
That finally has Miguel relaxing and a ghost of smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. Of course that look is just as stupidly hot on him as all the others. God, who did Miguel have to kill to get cheekbones like that?
Any and all thoughts of Alpha attractiveness scatter from Miles' brain when Miguel steps closer, right up into Miles' personal space. He smells...well, fucking amazing. Wild and sharp, like steel and ozone before a lightning strike. And he's leaning closer, tilting Miles' chin up with one finger.
"What's happening," Miguel says lowly into the space between them, "is that I'm interested in you, Miles. And I'd like the chance to show you exactly how interested."
Miles swallows hard and his knees nearly buckle under him. "Y-yeah, okay," he says, trying to ignore the heat of Miguel's body, how good it feels to be pinned in by his bulk and strength. He's failing.
"Good," Miguel replies, ruining all chances Miles had of trying to keep his cool because the Alpha leans down and kisses him.
It's not Miles' first kiss, but it is his first with someone who actually knows what they're doing. Miguel's mouth is hot and confident, nearly bruising in its intensity as he guides Miles' into parting his lips so that Miguel can sweep his tongue inside. Miles makes a surprised, pleased sound that immediately embarrasses him because it's so incredibly Omegean.
Miguel laughs against him, more felt than heard, and finally pulls away. "I've been wanting to do that for a while, cariño. Sabes tan dulce como te ves."
Miles yanks him back down into another kiss before he can say anything stupid.
"Uh, guys?" says eel guy from somewhere on the ground. "Hello?"
oOo
They don't end up talking to Miles' parents by mutual agreement. Miles isn't even sure why Miguel would want to considering Miles is still fifteen, but over the course of the conversation he starts to realize...
Miguel is a hopeless romantic. That's why he'd gone for traditional courting. Soft, gooey hearted, marshmallow fluff romantic.
Miles laughs until his sides hurt. He only stops when Miguel pins him down and kisses him until Miles can barely breathe.
It's really fucking great.
...Miles still forces Miguel to promise not to fight anymore of his bad guys though.
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heretherebedork · 8 months
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Weird 2023 QL Awards (Late to the Party edition)
Couple That Made Me Feel Most Vindicated 2023
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I was suddenly thinking of Weird Awards for 2023 and I'm just gonna be clear that the first one I thought of was 'Couple That Made Me Feel Most Vindicated' and that was Tanthai and Tee from Laws of Attraction where I saw multiple people comparing like them at the start of the show to supporting rapist characters and claiming that made everyone who shipped them bad people only for the ending to show us that they were completely innocent and trapped by an abusive and controlling father and it was the sweetest, sweetest moment because that post about 'supporting someone who hit a child with his car' turned out to be not only completely wrong but was never followed up to my knowledge by any kind of acknowledgement that they were wrong.
Most Punishing Show That I Finished 2023
The Promise. Nothing else could possibly win this award. And, no, it doesn't get a picture or a gif. Fuck this show. Second place in this category goes to A Boss and A Babe.
Not A BL But Still Loved It 2023
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Midnight Museum took my breath away and made me so happy it should probably be illegal and, no, it wasn't canonically a BL but I want you to look at this gifs and tell me it wasn't one of the queerest thing to air despite itself. Midnight Museum 2 when?
I Loved It Way More Than The More Popular Shows Airing At The Time 2023
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My Dear Gangster Oppa was a blessing of a show that should have gotten so much more love and, no, I don't care about the pacing it was so damn cute and so good and I loved it the whole time. What a perfect show and yes I still think it's better than Playboyy will ever be.
I Fucking Lost My Mind 2023
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La Pluie's soulmate narrative and more specifically these two boys destroyed me, rebuilt me and drove me to write more meta than any other show that finished airing last year because this show was so good it probably should have been illegal and these two were just so perfect. The narrative of learning to like someone and slowly falling in love only to start questioning everything because of a soulmate connection and then realizing that your confusion hurt someone you love and realizing you genuinely have to make up for it and make choices and not just let fate decide!? My entire heart. I love them so much and I very much doubt many shows will live up to this because they truly did it all.
Japan Gets an Award 2023
Because dear lord did a lot of their shows make me go bonkers. This not a specific award, this is just for the entire country blowing my mind repeatedly.
I Actually Liked Both The Main And The Side Couple 2023
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I mean, it had to be. Kiseki got me into both couples and, hell, even into the barely there couple of the boss and his man and I loved every single one of them to an amount unheard of. Every single boy was amazing, they all got good endings, everyone was together and we got love all around. My Dear Gangster Oppa could have been here if the secondary couple had gotten a real ending but the show didn't give me a kiss, damnit!
I will open this up, if you have any specific really weird awards you think I could give, feel free to send me an ask and I'll... award it?
Anyway, 2023 has been a wild, wild year in BL and I'm glad to have spent it here with y'all. Nowhere else I'd rather be.
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ga-yuu · 7 months
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About Ikegen Management Team Message!
The fact that Ikemen Genjiden Management Team formally send out a statement to thank everyone who send them supportive and kind messages after the announcement of EoS and saying that they themselves are sadder than the players itself really makes me think that Ikemen Genjiden must have been their passion project. This really feels like a shut-down that is forced rather than planned like Ikemen Revolution. Correct me, if I'm wrong, because Ikemen Revolution suddenly stopped releasing new trailers for their game out of nowhere, and sometime after, they formally announced their EoS. Usually, an EoS of a game means that, a new game announcement is right around the corner. Ikemen Revolution was killed to bring out Ikemen Villains. But I feel like Ikemen Genjiden's EoS is out of nowhere. I don't really think they planned this to happen, at least not this year. I don't know. Everything really feels sus, because they just released Kurama and Ibuki's sequel and everything was going well. Let's just wait and watch if there will actually be an announcement for a new Ikemen game this year or not.
According to them the management team haven't changed since the start of the development of the game, which means, every single member in the management team has longing memories for this game.
The story is about Rikka was already in development 2 years before the game's launch, and he is meant to be the counterpart to Tamamo and the starting point of the whole Genjiden story. According to the Management team, the story hasn't even reached its full potential yet. If the game was still on-going, we would have been able to see more crazy things unfold. It's sad that no matter how many kind words and encouragement to continue the game we sent, nothing will change because at the end of the day, it's a business and this is a strategic decision made for making profits.
The management team, did say that they will try and release as many stories as possible before the end day. So lets' look forward to that.
I really love the management team of Ikemen Genjiden. They are so creative and passionate about Ikemen Genjiden that it saddens me that the game did not get the recognition it rightfully deserves. People were asking for the English release, but they don't seem to understand that if the Japanese market doesn't do well, they won't be releasing it in English. That's why I have always been saying people to go play the Japanese app if you're that interested to play the game. But whatever. This was bound to happen someday.
When I saw the introduction of Rikka, I had hope that this game would at least go on until Rikka's story is released but I guess it did not and that makes me even more sad. Rikka is such an interesting character and I'm still dying to know more about him. I wish, if they are not going to release a main story, they at least release an event of something or give out free stories about Rikka just so that the fans could learn more about him. The fact that everything about this character is now going to disappear in fucking space.....I'm sad. I'm really really sad.
I wish that this Management Team really gets the praise that they truly deserve. I hope this same Management Team, comes together again and create new game which could be even better than Ikemen Genjiden. This Management Team has the potential to create stories that truly touches one's heart and soul. A MC like Yoshino who is so beautiful and lovable than any MC I have ever seen in my life. Eccentric but lovable suitors with very unique and some of which have never-before-seen personalities. Hilarious brain-dead nonsensical humor. Amazing and heart-touching dialogues. Beautiful music. Beautiful art style. Best cast of VAs ever. Everything about this game is so positive that I'm dying from the inside when I see my child slowly dying.
I love you, Ikemen Genjiden Management Team. You guys are literally the GOAT!!! I really hope you guys do well in the upcoming years and have more opportunities to shine!!! I'll always pray that upcoming projects get recognition it deserves!
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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌
i'm going to use this opportunity to share my opinions on free fall and the megaverse clip (did you ask me about it about 3 weeks ago? yes. do I still hold the same opinions? probably, yeah 😂)
first, free fall - I really like the direction they took with this album, it's not necessarily my thing more because of the execution rather than the style. chasing that feeling is the one I listen to the most, when I first listened to it I expected smth else around the last chorus but it ultimately left me feeling..wanting for smth that I couldn't pinpoint. like there wasn't enough of a BAM. still an amazing song. the two english tracks remind me sm of bts' english collabs with the cheerful attitude and they're both really catchy <3 growing pain is so goodd and happily ever after is very fun but I mostly hear it through tt challenges (caught myself doing the choreo the other day out of nowhere lol); also the day6 vibe of skipping stones is undeniable, i can't unhear it since I saw that description hahah
the album is really good and what I love most about all the songs are the guys' voices, there is so much character and passion in every lyric, that's what makes the music feel personal and energizing 😁 i looped their previous mini album so many times without really intending to so I feel like whatever came after that would've been set to the same standard. the music is great, just not for me and that's okay.
now, skz. i am aware there are a whole ass mv and album out by this point but I'll have to leave that for another day..I WILL require your commentary on it, though!! be prepared to give it ✨️
the megaverse clip conflicts me hahah cause there's a reason I don't listen to certain skz tracks? and this kinda feels like it's one of them but also?? the opening reminded me of miroh (and i like me some miroh 😩) and when jeongins part came I was seateddd and the build up sounded so nice- point is I know the song is a banger, the only question is whether it's a banger for me in particular at all, if it's smth I'd like immediately or smth I'd have to listen to a few times..as for the visuals of the clip idk what changbin was wearing on his head but im here for it? wedding bells in the distance <3 and just..jisungs presence is truly beautiful, like he shows up and im like "yes, you know what, song of the year! it's obvious"
it's all good music by amazing artists, it's just not all to my taste and that's fine but I hope I don't sound too negative <3
and to reply to the actual ask: sending you the biggest cuddles 💕💞💗💞💗💞💕💓💞💕💞💕
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Okay last request I promise...let me know if this is too much-
but Aris VS Keiran..the two crazy assholes. I wanna know how it'd go. So Anni is minding her business and Aris pops up out of nowhere and knocks her out, trying to kidnap her. Keiran being the creepy stalker that he is, watches and just knocks Aris on his ass and takes Anni away from him. Then from there on its literally just those two running back and forth, beating each other up, picking up an unconscious Anni and trying to run with her but then the other stops the person who's trying to run off. Eventually Anni wakes up on the floor, just hearing arguing, laughing, and russian yelling and she just sees these two idiots going at it and she just awkwardly sits up and is like. "dude..wtf bro.." she tries to get up and run off seeing how the other two are busy arguing and fighting but she steps on a twig that snaps and then there's dead silence the russian yelling stops, the laughing stops, the fighting stops and she turns to find Keiran with his hands wrapped around Aris's neck, Aris is in mid punch but they are both staring at her and she's like..."well shit..." I think you know what happens next, she tries to run away with those two chasing after her, whether she gets away or not is up to you!
(Thank you so much, like really your writing is amazing and please send me more requests in return for these! Anyways tysm again and feel free to say no to this or change anything!)
[ two stalkers. || simp party. ]
Warnings: Violence, stalking.
Tags: @insane-horror-movie-addict
A/N: Can we just give a round of applause to Anni for putting up with their bs? Like, me personally, I would just fought them both. My toxic trait is I think I can take these ridiculously unhinged idiots in a fight.. also, this isn't proofread- sorry..
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Blood pooled on the floor around the various demon bodies, the faces that were still intact enough to show expressions remained frozen in complete terror. It was clear that the group present to witness the event unfold would not be making it out alive to share their horror story. Even the monster who committed such carnage would share the word of it to anyone if he could help it. Aris was extremely unhinged like that— he was one of the more violent of the Gigglers, taking the time to really tear apart his victims.
But… That was before a frightened sound drew his attention, eyes slowly sliding over to see Anni standing there with an almost horrified expression. Her legs slightly shook and it was clear she would bolt at the slightest provocation. His favorite thing about her were those sweet doe eyes of hers and the way they made her look so innocent to the world around her. And now, she stared at him like a frightened deer that just noticed a hunter sitting in the trees, those same doe eyes brimming with tears as she took in the carnage.
“Anni, w—w-we can talk about this. It's nothing you haven't seen HAAHAA— before right?”
He started, his hands slightly raised in an attempt to soothe her as he took off his blindfold, so he could make eye contact with his sweet darling Anni. But the moment he took a step towards her, it was clear she was not going to listen— she was stubborn like that. Fear is surprisingly good at making people run faster even if they aren’t very fast to begin with. By the time he reached the door, she was scrambling around the corner in an attempt to find somewhere to hide from the obsessive Giggler she barely knew. The sound of a rustling and running in the deeper part of the forest told him exactly where she had decided to take refuge.
Aris took the moment to calm himself, knowing that he would only be more frightened if he tried to approach hee while in an overly giddy state— but he couldn't help it, she was just so cute. The fact of the matter was that he knew he lost to his psychotic tendencies with those demons left discarded on the ground, but he loved and hated the fearful expression she wore when she looked at him. He didn’t care if others were afraid of him or if they had a negative opinion of him, he could handle being an outcast in the proxy world. What he can’t handle is when she tries to hide from him— why was she so scared? Did she not like him? There was no way that was the case, he was perfect for her! That's what his delusional mind told him.
As he approached the forest he could hear her panicking on the other side, panting and gasping for air as the scene took its full mental toll on her. He wanted nothing more than to hold her and kiss her until Anni managed to calm down, feeling that near desperate need to protect her from even himself. Where he could easily tear through trees and get to her, he knew that would likely only make things worse so he chose to call her ever so gently.
“Anni? C—come out please~ I'm not going to bite you…yet.” His hand clenched around the blindfold that once tightly wrapped around his eyes, pink fluid trailing down from his overly expressive eyes as he searched for his darling, “Come out Hahaha— p—please.”
Despite how she almost snapped and cut him off, he was still going to try to get her to come out from hiding herself. It would be far less upsetting for her if she chose to run to him versus him tearing through bushes and trees down to get to her. When she didn’t respond, he decided to try again.
“Anni, come here, sweetheart. I—I can take you away from all t–this, make you all mine.” His neck twitched his excitement as he scanned around the forest with that permanent grin carved onto his face. More refusal to communicate followed, the soft sound of her sniffling and whimpering scratching from the wounds into his heart. Every noise of distress she made only added another slash to his heart, feeling almost frustrated that he couldn’t hold her like he needed to. His need to comfort her began to agitate him, but he still tried to maintain a steady voice that pleaded with her.
“Anni, can we not fight anymore please? Y—you know I love you more than anyone else ever could! I–it was love at first sight~ r—remember how it happened?” That’s all it was to Aris. A small lover’s quarrel. It could be fixed so easily and all Anni had to do was reveal herself from her hiding place to him. All she had to do was not fight him. He was absolutely delusional though, Anni barely knew this man! God, she fucking hated Gigglers— all of them were fucking insane. It was quite a while before he had finally found her, but when he did, she hadn't realized he was right next to her— because of how silent he was. Goosebumps crawled on her arms when she felt a droplet of thick, pink liquid drip onto her skin, and when she turned, Aris appeared right next to her with a giant grin.
"HAHAHA— FOUND YOU!"
With a swift slam to her head with the handle of a random pipe he had found while hunting her down, he swiftly knocks her unconscious. He's about to drag her back to Akuma's realm— before his sharp senses heightened and his reflexes quickly reacted to the incoming danger, his eyes darting to the dagger that directly lodged into his forehead. Pink liquids trailed from the wound, bleeding onto his face as his eyes flickered to his new opponent. Fits of laughter echoed from his mouth as they mocked the narcissistic Zalgo proxy in front of him, "You do HAHAHA— r-realize weapons have no effect on me, r—right?" He pulled the dagger out of his head, mockingly tossing it back towards Keiran— as if to taunt him.
"Oh I know." His hand quickly caught the dagger tossed at him, clenching it with venomous intent. As Keiran glared at Aris, his blue eyes took on an almost ethereal quality. They were like two pools of moonlight, reflecting the serene beauty of the night sky. Despite the darkness around them, his eyes seemed to glow with an inner light, casting a blue hue across his face that was both eerie and captivating. "It's what I hate most about you giggling freaks. You can't ever just stay down."
"S-sounds like HAHAA— someone's mad that they aren't number one anymore!" Aris's eyes were unlike anything anyone had ever seen before. They were a bright and vibrant pink, luminous in the dark and almost glowing with an otherworldly energy. It was as if they were made of some strange and mysterious substance, one that shimmered and sparkled with every movement. As Aris grinned widely, a strange liquid began to drip from his eyes, staining his cheeks with a bright and vivid pink. The liquid seemed to glow and pulse with an inner light, casting an eerie and unsettling aura around him. Right when he was about to reach for Anni, Keiran tackled him.
Keiran slammed Aris's torso against the ground, his jaw tightening and his hands aching to rip this man apart. Keiran huffed and reached his fist back, slamming it against the man's face with every ounce of strength he had— but Aris only continued to howl in laughter. Keiran growled and pulled his fist back once again, unloading his vengeance through the Giggler's jaw, feeling bones knocking loose— but somehow the pink liquids mended the broken bones. Keiran sneered at Aris as they both assumed a high guard, and threw an overhand punch. Aris dodged quickly, reflexively. Keiran sheathed his dagger and cut from the other side, and Aris again dodged. They moved back and forth across the grass, until, realizing he wasn’t dead yet, Keiran was starting to get irritated with this joker reject. He started to think, to act instead of react. Aris kept dodging and trying to grab Anni— but the Zalgo proxy wasn't having it.
With the next slash across his chest, Aris threw his hands up, and smashed his fist against Keiran's face, while the point of Keiran's weaponed stabbed through Aris's face. In his pleasure at his success in finally shutting the Giggler up, he nearly missed the moment that Aris escaped from his grasp, quickly scooping up Anni and making a run for it. Eventually, Aris managed to escape Keiran's grasp and grab hold of Anni. But Keiran was hot on his heels, determined to stop them from getting away. The two of them struggled for a few moments, with Aris holding onto Anni tightly and Keiran trying to wrestle her away. In the end, Keiran managed to overpower Aris and stop them from running off. They both fell back onto the grass, with Anni slipping from Aris's grasp while they began to try and literally kill each other.
Anni slowly opened her eyes to the sound of arguing, laughing, and Russian yelling. As she sat up on the forest floor, trying to clear her head, she saw Aris and Keiran going at it like a couple of idiots. They were shouting at each other, laughing, and occasionally breaking into Russian as they argued and fought. Anni couldn't help but feel a sense of annoyance at the two of them. She had just been knocked unconscious during their game, and here they were, arguing and fighting like nothing had happened. She tried to get up and walk away, hoping to avoid the drama altogether, but as she stepped on a twig, it snapped loudly, causing the forest to fall silent. The arguing and fighting stopped immediately, and both Aris and Keiran turned to look at her. Anni felt her cheeks flush with embarrassment as she tried to think of something to say.
“Aw, baby, what’s wrong?” Keiran cooed, shoving Aris off of him, while he inched toward Anni to grab her. “Bad dream? Maybe it was because you saw this ugly fucker.”
“Yeah, made worse by seeing you here, your face is the stuff of real nightmares, Keiran.” Anni snarled, backing away from his intended embrace. Keiran only clicked his tongue, shooting her a concerned frown that didn’t match the amusement in his eyes. Amusement quickly turned to fury as Aris howled in laughter at the insult she shot at him.
“C’mon, doll, tell your boyfriend what happened so I can make it all better,” Keiran practically purred, reaching out to cup her cheek. She wasn't having any of that though, taking another step out backward out of his reach and sneering at him.
“You are not my boyfriend.”
“Sure I am, doll. I wouldn’t be here for you, putting up with your bitchy attitude if I wasn’t.”
“Well, if you’re getting so sick of my ‘bitchy’ attitude,” she shot back, “I’d be more than happy to just leave with this joker reject rather than tour delusional vodka sipping ass.” With Anni's anger fueling her words, she didn’t even realize what she was saying until the words were already out of her mouth. As soon as they were though, she realized that she had pissed off Keiran way more than she wanted to, even before Keiran reacted. For as much as he enjoyed the verbal sparring sessions that they two would get into, enjoyed watching Anni rage against him when it was so pointless, there were some things he would just not tolerate. And above all, he would not tolerate the idea of her being taken away from him.
“Aw, she chose me,” Aris whispered roughly while he immediately rushed to her side, brushing his lips against her neck with near-impossible gentleness. “You’re just cranky from a hard day, aren’t you? You don’t even know what you were saying, poor thing. C’mon, let’s run away to Akuma's wonderland. Then I can make everything all better.” She flinched as he wrapped his arms around her, holding her tightly against him and muttering a mantra of praise—
“You don’t mean that,” Keiran growled, quickly grabbing her from the Giggler's grasp. “You don’t mean that at all. Right, babe?”
“I—no, I didn’t, I swear. I didn’t mean it, Keiran,” Anni said, fear draining whatever bravery anger had given her. Yes, she'd usually be snarky with her insults and way too prideful to submit like this, but she had no weapons on her. She didn't even have her phone to call for backup, she was in a rough situation— and had to play her cards right.
“I sure hope you didn’t mean it,” Keiran told her, his voice dark and low. “Cause you know what I’d have to do if you did.” As they stood there in the forest, the tension between them palpable, Keiran's eyes seemed to grow even more intense. They were like two blue flames, burning bright and hot with an unspoken anger and passion towards Aris.
“O—oh I think she HAHA— meant it!" Despite the strangeness of it all, Aris seemed to revel in the attention he was getting. He tilted his head back, letting the pink liquid flow freely down his face, and laughed with a wild abandon. As the liquid dripped down his face, it seemed to take on a life of its own, twisting and swirling like a living thing. And yet, despite the strangeness of it all, there was also a sense of beauty and wonder in Aris's eyes. They were like two pink gems, sparkling and shimmering with a light that was both mesmerizing and hypnotic.
Between these two psychopaths, Anni had to choose one— just until someone came to save her.
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youichi-kuramochi · 2 years
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hi! My bad for sending an ask out of nowhere. But after reading continental drift for the third time, I just wanted to let you know it’s a stunning fic and I love it so much 🥺 the parallels with “be safe” and then Zhongli’s “I have been yours for a very long time” they’re so sweet oh my goodness. I could write an ode to each line in the fic but for the sake of brevity please know I’ll be reading the fic again and again and loving every second of it.
also. arsonist’s lullabye. Wow. All too often I see an indomitable Morax leading his armies and this was a vivid view into how war changes a person whether they like it or not. The way you describe the scenes—incredible!
In typical fashion, after finishing the fic I began thinking about Zhongli passing along the comfort he learned from Guizhong. Which then manifested as a zhongxiao/xiaozhong idea. Do you mind if I write a fic inspired by arsonist’s lullabye? I completely understand if you would rather I didn’t and if you’d like more details, I’d be happy to share :)
Once again, thank you so much for writing and sharing your amazing work!
uwahhh no omg don’t apologize!!!! this was such an exciting ask to get. thank you so so much for reading my fics. I’m so overjoyed that you enjoyed them so much!!! the “be safe” thing in continental drift was actually one of my favorite details that I came up with, so I’m really happy it stuck out to you!!! something so special about xiao learning how to let himself be a softer person through loving and being loved by zhongli 🥺
and I’m SO happy you liked the guili fic too!!! I have this problem where when I see a cool, calm, and collected character, I immediately have to figure out how to emotionally destroy them and so of course zhongli/morax has fallen victim to this (twice, so far). the archon war era is also just a part of the story I wish we got to see more of, because it’s so interesting to me and the lasting impact it had (physically, mentally, emotionally) on various characters is something I always want to see more of.
and I LOVE that idea!!!! it works so well with how I think about zhongli and how I think he carries on guizhong’s memory even to this day. given both her comment about him in the memory of dust lore (“your brawn and my brains”) and venti’s voiceline calling him a blockhead, I don’t think that the very eloquent, erudite persona we see today is who he was when he was much younger but rather someone he chose to become. and I think at least part of the change was him trying to grow and learn from the way guizhong liked to approach things, particularly so after her death and he had to lead what was left of their civilization on his own. he had big shoes to fill! he knew how much guizhong and her way of leading benefited their people! and this, to me, is a part of how he navigated that. I would be absolutely DELIGHTED if you wrote a fic inspired by mine!!!!! especially since this is a hc I adore and zhongxiao is so very dear to me. if you end up posting it on ao3, please feel free to use the “inspired by another work” option so they’ll be linked together automatically!!! that way it’ll notify me (I think) and I can be sure to see it too, bc I’d love to read whatever you come up with. (and if you don’t post it on ao3, pls send me the link to wherever you do post it!!!!)
thank you so, so very much for taking the time to send this msg!!! this really made my week. I will be very eagerly but patiently awaiting your fic!!!
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mysaldate · 2 years
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Pass the happy! When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications!
Aww thank you Linkle! Not sure if I'll be passing this on but this will definitely be a fun ask to play with.
AFK Arena – Straight-up one of the chillest fandoms right now. Probably because it's so small but it's also such a good one. The world is super engaging, the characters are interesting and cool, the history, the lore, the magic, everything is so well thought out and I am just... super passionate about it right now.
Twisted Wonderland – This one's a tad more... crazy. Especially since TwstEN came out. It really poisoned the community, and it will only get worse if the anime actually comes out. The characters and story are still great (except episode 6, fuck that one).
DnD – I currently run four games right now and they are such a source of joy! The worlds and characters and stories one can craft there are amazing, and it's also a great therapeutic exercise.
Roleplay – I am in a few roleplay servers and they're honestly one of the best things that ever happened to me. I get to meet great people and gush about our favorite characters and then we play them interacting with each other and it's just great.
Asks like this – It's no surprise that I love to interact with people. When I get asks that let me talk or gush or brainstorm about things I'm passionate about, it makes me feel really happy and like I can share my interests with other people, this is also why you saw me posting so many writer interaction memes recently, I wanna talk about that sort of thing.
Obviously, there are many more things that make me happy, this list is nowhere near exhaustive, this is just what came to mind right away. Feel free to hit me up more any time honestly!
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hanakoyangi · 2 years
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started trying to wind down before bed and instead of relaxing i got hit with a huge wave of like. anxiety and sadness instead and this is the platform where i have the least followers and the highest character limit so i’m Posting Through It here. maybe then i’ll start getting tired idk
so much of my life has changed this year and like. most of it has been for the better. honestly most of the things that have changed for me have been amazing for me. i have gotten so much closer with people that i’ve known for a while, i’ve met new people who have made my life so much more vibrant and incredible, i’ve made steps to realize what it is i really want out of the relationships i currently have and any i have in the future, and i’m genuinely so much happier than i have been probably ever. this is like, a shitty realization but i don’t think i’ve ever truly felt, like, valued until this year. every friend i ever had in school or in the immediate years after felt transactional, and i was always the one having to ask to spend time with people, or having to initiate conversations, or anything of the like. but i have people in my life now who send me nice messages out of nowhere, who make sure i’m staying safe, who make me feel wanted. i have people who would offer to help me move out of a shitty situation and come live with them and if you told me five years ago that that would be a real life actual offer i received from someone i would laugh in your face and ask if you had any other good jokes. i have people i talk to basically every day and they not only actively participate in our conversations but it seems like they actually like talking to me!
so why am i still so goddamn sad all the time??
who fucking knows?? i am in the middle of a pretty drastic upheaval in my life, sure. but like, i’ve made my peace with what’s going on there and i know what i’m doing to get out of that situation. concrete plans have been set. i’m getting out of this mostly intact.
i feel pretty unfulfilled in my job, sure, but i also get paid decently and get free video games sometimes and i get to fuck around at home all day instead of being in an office or being at any of the various retail or food service places i used to work at, which is objectively a good thing for my disabled and immunocompromised ass. but fuck do i hate it there; i feel like no one above me or below me ever fucking listens and any ideas i have get shut out in favor of turning it into an SEO content mill but hey. i don’t have to do much and i get to fuck off for most of the day so why even complain i guess.
but like. shit, man; i should be happier. i am happy with a lot of my life. i’m happy to know the people i know now. i really am. i’m excited for my future. but i can’t shake this constant melancholy and it makes me feel like shit because all of these people have made my life infinitely better and more full of love and light and joy than i have been able to be maybe ever and all i ever do is complain about how fucking sad i am. anyway if you made it this far and you think this part is about you it probably is and i feel like i should make it clear that i’m so grateful to know you and that my constant complaints about how sad i am all the time are not because of you. once i get out of my Circumstances i’ll be better. thank you all so much for being my friends
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inuyashaluver · 2 months
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Hi lovely! Sorry if this might be a personal question, you don't have to answer it
You go to uni if I understand correctly.
I'm about to start my first year of uni too, and I'm kinda scared. I don't know how i'm going to make friend 'cause I'm really shy, I don't know how I'm going to manage things about uni and so on.
Can please ask if you could kindly give me a few tips?
Thank you, and have a lovely day/night! xx
oh my goodness 🥺🥺 hi love!! this is so cute, thank you so much for asking i’m literally so honoured❤️
first of all, congratulations for starting uni, it’s an amazing achievement and you should be so incredibly proud of yourself, i’m EXTREMELY proud of you!!
i know how you feel, i was TERRIFIED to start because i didn’t know how the friend situation would happen. it was so daunting but im so happy to give you advice ❤️
i will say, the friends i made during orientation STUCK like genuinely, i recommend just finding someone that looks friendly or someone you can laugh with!
my first friend, we both got put into a group for an icebreaker and we both talked about how stupid it was and she’s now my closest friend at uni!!!
in your classes, take time to settle into your routine and do what’s best for you. i literally didn’t socialise much in the first two weeks because i really wanted to knock out the academic side of things.
i can understand the stress of being shy, it’s super scary but i found after that first two weeks, people WANT to be friends with you. in my experience, it happens during classes, whether it’s with a seat buddy, getting put in to groups or whatever.
SMALL CONVERSATIONS MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!! because they will be the ones smiling at you on campus!!!!
i would recommend not rushing or pressuring yourself into everything, your friends will come magically out of nowhere.
and the thing is with uni - everyone is on the EXACT same journey as you, they’re also nervous and scared and i found it way more beneficial when making friends.
the thing that really helps is complaining about something HAHAHAHAHAHAH whether it’s complaining about an icebreaker (prepare for these cause there are SO many during the first week) or complaining about an assignment, someone WILL complain with you.
don’t be afraid to put yourself out there but also don’t be afraid to be a little non-social if you don’t want to be a little social butterfly. your uni journey will be amazing and it’ll be so worth it when you’re holding that degree.
in terms of uni work, start early omg do not procrastinate like me. this semester, i do two weeks of work so im always ahead and i am WAY more stress free.
please get a diary!!! document dates early before uni for some reason LOVE to not tell you when anything is due, you are your own best friend, make it successful for yourself.
don’t be afraid to ask for help!!! your teachers are paid to help you so send that email, stay back at the end of class if you don’t understand something because they truly want to help you.
if someone’s sitting alone - go sit with them! they may be your best friend, and if they’re not, so be it, you tried and that’s all that matters.
i encourage you to just do your best and that’s all you can do, doing your best is exceptional and don’t be discouraged from a bad mark. P’s GET DEGREES BABY!!!!
please continue to reach out if anything, i would love to hear about it.
so from me to you my love, congratulations, may your uni journey be an amazing one and i know you’ll be incredible. sending you so much love, good luck!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
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destinyimage · 2 years
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Stormtrooper Discovers the Love of God, Gets Saved
One of my favorite stories is the time a stormtrooper got saved at Fearless.
He may have dressed as a stormtrooper, but his name is Gabe. You never know what you’re going to get when you have church in a nightclub in downtown Los Angeles. When we first met Gabe, we had no clue just how awesome he was. He was amazing as a person, but we had no clue that he was a real stormtrooper. To become a real stormtrooper, you have to be approved by the Official Star Wars Fan Club. Gabe had an official number and everything. We met him on the streets of downtown LA while hosting our first ever block party. We gathered all the downtown residents—the homeless, the hipsters, the businessmen. What a crowd it was! We blocked off a parking lot, put up a bounce house and a mechanical bull, and gave out free food. Pretty irresistible, if you ask me!
We gathered quite the crowd simply by sending a smoke-flavored chicken aroma through the atmosphere of downtown. We were having a blast just loving on our community. During the outreach, I got up on a small platform and shared why we were doing this. I told the crowd how God brought us there to love more and fear less, and that our church was named Fearless. The God of love told us to love people until they asked why. When I got off the stage, I knew I would get a lot of whys. One in particular came through our good friend Gabe. Gabe was a hardcore punk rocker. He had a punk rock jacket, a nose ring, and a bright pink mohawk that stood about 2 feet tall above his head. When Gabe approached me, I was able to share with him the why behind our love for the community. I explained that Jesus first loved us, and that this love wasn’t from us but was the love of Jesus displayed through us. That day in the middle of downtown, Gabe surrendered and turned his life over to the perfect love of Jesus. I invited him to the church service we were having the next morning. I didn’t know if he would come, or if he was just being cordial, but it seemed like what happened in him that day was real.
The next morning, I looked for Gabe, searching for the pink mohawk as I opened the service. No pink mohawk. But halfway through the service I noticed that Gabe was there. He had been in the back row the whole time. The reason I couldn’t see his pink mohawk was because he had a hood on. I ran up to him, and when I saw his eyes, I could tell something was wrong. “Gabe, what’s wrong man? Why are you so down? I’m so pumped you’re here.” He said, “Yesterday after we met, I failed God. I went and got high again on the things He just forgave me of. How could I be so rude to Him? As soon as He gives me life, I go back to death.” As the worship team played, I began to explain to Gabe that the journey with Jesus is just that, a journey, and that God wasn’t mad at him; He was madly in love with him. I encouraged Gabe and told him that I was proud of him for even coming to church. I said, “Gabe, how can I make you more comfortable?” Gabe reluctantly responded, “The only way I know I feel comfortable is in my suit.” I figured he was talking about a three-piece suit. Boy, was I wrong. I said, “Gabe, anytime you want to wear your suit, you rock that suit.”
The service went on. I preached my sermon and gave an altar call, inviting people to receive Jesus. A few raised their hands, we cheered, and we prayed together. At the end there was a moment when I felt from the Holy Spirit that there was one more person who needed to respond. I extended my altar call again, and out of nowhere a stormtrooper came hopping down to the front from the back of the nightclub. This shy voice coming out of the mask responded to the call saying, “It’s me, it’s me, it’s me.” I was halfway in shock and a little confused, and so was the audience. People immediately began to pull out their phones to capture this unusual moment. I thought to myself, “Only in LA would we have this final person be a real-life stormtrooper.” I could see security wondering what they should do. “Was this person harmless, or did he have plans to do something violent? Was he plotting something with his fake gun?” Once he got closer, he began to remove his white helmet, and to my surprise, it was Gabe! Instantly it hit me, “Oh, that’s your suit.” He had gone home for the rest of the message and arrived right on time to hear my second call. I said, “Well, I guess God is turning even the dark side to the light today. Next will be a Sith Lord or Darth Vader.” Only in LA, only my Jesus.
What an amazing journey it is to allow the love of God to love on people through you. God isn’t mad at us, He loves us with extreme love. He loves us just how we are, and it’s that love that beckons us to continue to be more like Him. You need to hear this today: You bring joy to God’s heart. He will never reject you. His call is irrevocable. There is nothing you can do to remove it.
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A Big Mac, Fries, and a Coke
Gabe’s salvation was not the first time I’ve seen Him meet a son in power. His eyes are not on crowds; they’re on the hurting, broken sons and daughters hidden in every crowd. Ministers get it mixed up when we like crowds and Jesus loves His kids in the crowd. The lengths He goes to rescue just one often blows my mind.
One of my favorite examples of this was revealed to me through a guy named Cardboard.
Rewind to my early days of ministry way before Fearless Church. After a few years of youth ministry, I went away to complete college. Because I had been in full-time ministry, I couldn’t help but see the hurt and pain on my own college campus. Those who had shown up with dreams of changing the world grew apathetic while consuming a steady diet of homework, theological debates, video games, and discovering new music on their illegally downloaded programs. In many ways, our Christian Bible college looked no different than a secular campus. These people were just better at hiding what was really going on in their lives. It broke my heart to see that those studying the Word so diligently didn’t know the love on its pages. One day it hit me, I wasn’t there to just get a degree. Ultimately, I was there to show the people around me who they were again. I knew that having a job in the Kingdom would give them purpose again. I had seen this work with teenagers, so I figured it must also work with college students. Then, that purpose drove discipleship. So, as I would travel and speak in the area to different youth ministries, I would invite along whomever from school wanted to go. The first time a crew went with me, God touched them as they prayed for students and watched their lives change through the Gospel. It was as if they remembered the reason they were born—to go into all the earth and make disciples. They saw themselves in those teenagers’ eyes. Later that year, we began going out so much that Intense Ministries was formed. I wrote a drama to give the students jobs. Playing a role was a way for them to find some belonging. One of the guys in the drama team was a dancer, so he asked to start writing some dances. This pulled in a whole new crew of people. My roommate loved filming videos, so we started making videos that went along with the dances and dramas. Before we knew it, we were meeting every Tuesday night to rehearse the major production we had written purely out of the thought that “these people need something to do.” The funny thing is, we had nowhere to bring it. After it was done, I began to ask God what He wanted to do with it.
There are so many stories I could tell you about my time with Intense Ministries. When 9/11 happened, the dad of one of the girls in our ministry paid for all of us to fly to New York to minister on the streets. One time, the motor home we were given to travel in caught on fire in front of a gas station. In the aftermath of fixing that motorhome, an angel (I totally think it could have been!) pulled over on the side of the road and used gum to fix a pipe that was leaking. I remember the time we laid hands on the broken engine of our truck, and even though mechanics told us it would never run again, it started. My favorite story has to be Cardboard’s, though.
This time we joined with another ministry on the streets of Hollywood. They did an outreach there every year, and they blocked off the streets and gave out something for free, which of course would gather a crowd. This year, the free items were hot dogs and Sunny Select sodas. It worked; over 5,000 people had gathered by noon! The street was packed. Our drama team and dance team performed, and then it was my time to speak. I also can’t forget to mention that I had a fresh set of dreads. At the last minute, the guy who played Jesus in all of our plays canceled, so I volunteered to get dreads so I could play Jesus. After playing Jesus in the drama, I walked to the front of the stage. It hit me as I walked up there, how exciting this was. There were 5,000 people, most of them unbelievers, in Hollywood. It reminded me of the Book of Acts—the church shows up with God’s power and people gather, and are changed for all of eternity.
I couldn’t wait to tell them about the love of Jesus. I got about three words into my testimony when something strange happened. My microphone began to cut out. Pretty soon it was going in and out to the point that people began laughing as I was speaking. I looked up at the sound guy. He looked just as frazzled as me, with sweat pouring down his head and his fingers frantically pressing every button. I looked at my teammates, who were praying. One elderly lady from the event even jumped on the stage and started putting anointing oil on the speakers and cables. I’m not sure that was the best idea, but hey, we were desperate. Over 5,000 people were waiting to hear the Gospel. We had planned this entire event for this moment. Surely God was going to show up and fix it. In that moment, every second felt like eternity. Two minutes went by, and then five, and then 10, 20, and by the time we hit 60 minutes, our faith had dwindled, and our hopes were crushed. People started leaving in droves, hundreds exiting the little space where we had gathered. As soon as they finished their hot dogs, they figured we weren’t getting the sound system back on. I don’t blame them.
I still remember the feeling as I sat on the edge of the stage. I was royally disappointed that God didn’t show up. It was such a letdown to our team and all the volunteers who had worked so hard to see this event come to pass. I had seen God show up so many times before. I had seen Him restore vision, heal backs, and destroy cancer. He even supernaturally fixed our motor home. I knew He could do it, so why didn’t He? I was so mad at God. I couldn’t figure out why He would bring us all the way there for it to result in nothing, no advance of the Kingdom. What a waste, I thought. I got to such a low place while I sat on that stage that I said the stupidest thing I’ve probably ever said: “Fine, God. If You don’t want them saved, then neither do I. You know what, God? I don’t want a hot dog or Sunny Select soda. I want a Big Mac, a large fry, and a large Coke.” I had been eyeing McDonald’s the whole day. So, I began my journey across the street to buy my dinner and sulk. As I wandered over there, I tripped on something right in front of the door; this “something” was a person. An old, weathered man popped up and introduced himself. “The name’s Cardboard,” he shouted in an angry, don’t-mess-with-me kind of way. I moved on and tried to ignore him, pretending like I didn’t just trip over him. Growing up in a small town, we’d always been told there were some crazy people in LA, and this was my first encounter with one of them.
Seconds later, I opened the door at McDonald’s, and the smell of the fries made me forget all about Cardboard. As I was ordering, I got a call from one of our team members saying we needed to clean up, so after my order was ready, I headed out the door. This time, I walked around Cardboard, who was back asleep, thank God. When I was about 10 feet from Cardboard, I heard the overwhelming voice of God for the first time. “Jeremy, go give your Big Mac, large fry, and Coke to Cardboard. You got that for him, not for you.” So I did what any believer would have done in my shoes. I said, “Get behind me, satan, in the name of Jesus! You foul spirit, go back to where you belong.” The voice just got louder and louder, and louder, though. I felt like if I were to eat one of the fries, a bolt of lightning might come from heaven and strike me down. Really though, it was intense. So, finally I went back to Cardboard. I was scared to wake him up, but God was not letting up on it. When he woke up and wiped the sleep from his eyes, he had no clue I was the guy he had yelled at earlier. He sat up, and the smell of urine and alcohol flooded my nostrils as he moved to hear what I was going to say. “Hello, Cardboard. My name is Jeremy. This may be strange, but I got you something—a Big Mac, a large fry, and a large Coke.” I handed Cardboard the three items and began to walk away.
As I walked away, I thought nothing of what had just happened, except that God also took away my Big Mac, my large fry, and my Coke and gave it to Cardboard. My mind began to think like an orphan: “This must be punishment for my attitude earlier.” As I was in my own victim mentality, I heard Cardboard yell to me from behind, “Who told you to give me this?” I wasn’t sure why, but he was very disturbed about what just happened. In order to calm him down, I walked back toward him. “Is everything okay?” I asked. Looking me in the eyes, he asked again: “Who told you to give me this?” “Cardboard, you’re never going to believe this, but here it goes. God told me to give it to you.” When I said those words, Cardboard looked at me as if he had seen a ghost. He said, “It’s you.” “It’s me,” I responded. “It’s you; you’re the guy who was on stage.” Then he asked me, “How did you know?” “Know what?” I asked. He just looked up and then crumbled to the ground weeping and muttering under his breath, “There’s no way, there’s no way, there’s no way.” I finally calmed him down, and he began to explain to me what had happened.
“Let me reintroduce myself. My name is Samuel. I used to attend the church that put the outreach on that you are part of today. Four years ago, I lost my job, my wife lost her job, and we have two kids. After not being able to pay our rent for months, they finally evicted us. I wound up out here with my family on the street. I didn’t know what to do, so I just started begging, and we popped in and out of shelters before ending up here. I built a shelter out of cardboard for my wife and kids, so the locals gave me a new name: Cardboard. After a few months out here, my wife and kids left me. Every year the church that I loved would come out to the streets and tell us how much they loved us, and would give us a meal. Then the next day, I would be out here alone again.
“Jeremy, I have to be honest; I’ve grown bitter, to the point that I didn’t believe there was a God anymore. In fact, today as they began to set up their annual outreach, I heard a voice inside my head that said, ‘God isn’t real.’ I couldn’t get it to go away, so I just drank myself to sleep. When I woke up, it was still there. That’s when the drama team was performing on stage. I just kept hearing the voice say, ‘God’s not real.’ Then the voice told me to climb to the top of the building.”
Cardboard pointed to a seven-story building next to where we were doing the outreach. The building had businesses on the first and second floors, but the rest of the floors looked like they had been boarded up and abandoned. He continued, “I climbed up to the top of the fifth floor. I went out to the window ledge where the fire escape was. I sat there, and then I heard the voice say, ‘Jump. Life isn’t worth living.’ As I saw you coming to the front, I climbed to the end of the ledge, and right before I was about to leap, I heard another voice say, ‘Samuel, ask Me for anything.’ I remember getting angry. ‘Not now, God; You can’t be real. Okay, You have one shot. I don’t want a hot dog or a Sunny Select soda. I’m going to go lay under my blanket, and I want that guy, the guy with the dreads, to bring me a Big Mac, a large fry, and a large Coke. I’ll be waiting under my blanket.’” Then, his eyes began to tear up. “And here you are with a Big Mac, a large fry, and a large Coke.”
That day, I didn’t lead thousands in a sinner’s prayer, but I did lead one; his name was Samuel, but the world called him Cardboard. I don’t know what happened to Cardboard after that moment, but I do believe that he encountered God—not church, not religion, but the power of the living God that breaks all the rules to rescue His lost sheep. Then it hit me; God had planned this whole thing. The sound issue was not an accident or a malfunction. God took over the sound system. He shut it down, and there was nothing we could have done to get it back on. That day, I learned that God never makes a mistake. As I walked back to the event area, I saw things with new eyes. I saw the 300 volunteers cleaning up the mess that 5,000 people had left. It took hours just to get the streets back to the way they were. Wow! 300 people getting off work, arranging for babysitters, and driving through LA traffic. I mean, the permits it would’ve taken to block off the city streets in Hollywood, the weeks waiting for approval, the hundreds of emails back and forth. All the food that was donated, and what it took to get those donations. The 14 cooks that spent hours grilling hot dogs. However, the person we came for would not watch the drama or eat the hot dog or even stand in the blocked-off zone we had created. God did all of this through us not for 5,000, but for one. This one didn’t even have a name anymore. He wasn’t the mayor, he wasn’t a celebrity, he wasn’t a well-to-do family man. In fact, he had lost his family and was just trying to survive. I am overwhelmed by this reckless love of God. God doesn’t see crowds; He sees the one. In fact, He’s always seen the one. Maybe today you feel embarrassed like Gabe the stormtrooper or abandoned and forgotten like Cardboard. God both sees and loves you at your worst as if you were the only one. The Bible says, “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us” (Rom. 5:8 NIV). He is not embarrassed of you or ghosting you. He gave His very life to redeem you at your worst. Let God break sin and shame today with His perfect love. God loves everyone from the drug addict stormtrooper to the lost homeless man named Cardboard. God has not forgotten you, because you are His kid. Let that destroy your fear today—God’s eyes are on you today. He not only sees you, He adores you. He is not mad at you but madly in love with you. Not because you’re perfect, but because you’re His. Let that drive you to Him, not from Him.
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Like what you see? I bet you do, but don’t worry, even I can’t stop staring at myself ever since this whole thing happened last night. And not just that—I can’t keep my new meaty hands off myself, every touch sends a spark throughout this body, heck, it’s even taking most of my willpower to stop myself from rubbing one out again! But I gotta keep it in for now, don’t want to disappoint Nate’s hookups today with an empty shot.
See, this isn’t even my own body—or at least, it wasn’t mine until last night. This was Nate, a fellow gym-goer, one of the biggest guys that frequented this place. Certainly an eye-catcher, and I even heard from people that he has a huge following online. So it wasn’t surprising that he was probably one of the snobbiest guys in the place.
We really hadn’t interacted much, only twice; once when he asked me to pass him a dumbbell, the second one though wasn’t the most pleasant. I’ve only been here a couple of months, still struggling but gradually gaining—though I was nowhere near Nate or any of the other guys here, I was still a beginner who was trying to lose some fat.
I happened to chance upon Nate alone in the locker room last week, and he was flexing, taking selfies of himself in the mirror when I walked in. I wasn’t too self-conscious about my image, so I changed to my gym clothes on one of the benches there, before shoving my bag into one of the lockers. As I changed shirts though, I could hear snickering near me, and when I turned around, it was Nate trying to stifle a laugh while he stared at me. His eyebrows were raised, arms-crossed whilst looking at me in disbelief, before shaking his head. “Hopeless,” he muttered.
I’ve never felt more embarrassed in my life, and mad. It was at that time that I resolved I would get even bigger than he is—in probably the most unconventional way possible.
You see, had Nate been a little less rude, I wouldn’t be trying out something I’ve tried hard to suppress all these years—this weird ability that had been passed down to me from my father. I didn’t like it before, I watched how it drove my father nuts, but the urge to take everything Nate had for myself has overridden my fears.
My father had the ability to separate his soul from himself and possess people and own their bodies, meanwhile I got a somewhat better variant of his power—I could merge myself with another person, incorporating my mass into them and then my consciousness, before taking over. I had only done it once with my father, but I ended up reversing it when he tried to take over.
And that’s exactly what I did to Nate last night.
It was probably mostly luck; Nate came to the gym late at night just a couple of hours before closing so there were only a handful of people left. As usual, I caught him taking pre-workout selfies in the locker room again, though he didn’t see me at all. He had just stripped his shirt off, to change into a tanktop when I managed to shove him to the ground.
To properly merge with the person, I needed them conscious—so I couldn’t knock him out, though I had to be quick. I wasn’t the biggest, but I had the element of surprise in me. He was a little disoriented, and I took the chance to strip his bottoms off quickly. I was already naked, and I needed him to be as well in order to merge.
“What the fuck are you doing?” I heard him say, already trying to push himself off the floor. Of course, I didn’t let him. As quickly as I could, I shoved one of my legs into one of his meaty thighs. As soon as it slipped in, he gasps, before groaning in what I could assume was pleasure. I pushed my leg in, his thigh and calves swelling as well as his feet increasing a few inches as I sunk in.
I didn’t want to rush the merge, so I slowed it a little as soon as I could feel the sensation of my new leg. It felt amazing, and I couldn’t help but push the other one into his free leg. Like the other leg, it started to swell up, leaving only my crotch and upper body unmerged.
“Wha—fu—ahh…” Nate tries, overcome by the new feeling. I bring us upright, my new legs feeling strong and powerful as I did a couple of kicks with it. Meanwhile, Nate was trying to reach for me to push me off.
“I’m not done yet.” I told him as I turned to face us into one of the locker doors. In a different angle, it would look like Nate was leaning over and bending down in front of me, like I was fucking him. I could almost laugh at the irony, as I started to spread his cheeks with my throbbing member rubbing against it.
Nate notices this, though before he could yell at me, I plunged my rod in. He dissolves into a moaning mess as I thrusted in. I wasn’t screwing him, at least not exactly, but I could momentarily feel the tightness of his hole before feeling my tool and my back slowly sliding in.
“Fuck…” we both say in unison, as my new member started to push forward and get longer, and thicker. Even the balls that hung beneath started to swell, all the same with our ass becoming one. Even our spinal cords were nearly merged now.
Seemingly from instinct, Nate grabs our combined length. We both moan at the same time, feeling the pleasure two-folds than it used to feel. I wanted to save the shot for myself though, so without thinking, I pushed both my arms into his back. Nate’s hand releases as his back arched to pull me in, eliciting a gasp from both of us.
The feeling was beyond pleasurable, even better than when I merged with my dad, as Nate’s huge back warmly accepted my torse. His guns, with mine under them, slowly started to pump. An outline of my hand pushes down to his as if I was wearing a glove, followed by a squelching and rubbery sound as my mass was incorporated into him.
At this point, only my head was left out, and Nate was reduced to a moaning mess as I ran my hand over my new body. I grinned once I saw our form in the mirror. My head stuck out from behind, and even Nate was impressed with our body once I started flexing it.
“Time to finish this.” I whisper to his ear. Nate’s eyes grew wide, and his mouth formed an ‘O’ in protest as I pushed my face on the back of his head. Our memories intertwined at that moment, his instantly getting integrated into mine as I slowly took over.
One good thing about my merging, is that despite my mass and everything getting incorporated, it never happens for the face—meaning that I retained all of Nate’s facial features, with mine dissolving underneath instead of merging with his.
Once I opened my eyes, I grinned at myself. I stood right in front of the mirror, in all my nude glory, slick and shiny with sweat like I ran a marathon. My new member was even longer, and thicker in this angle, I could even estimate that it’s about twelve or so inches.
Of course, since I was alone in there, I couldn’t resist but pound on it. It was the single most amazing feeling ever, even hotter than with my father, especially with these huge hands. I looked like a Greek god pleasuring himself in while I stared and grinned at my reflection—and needless to say, I didn’t even last that long, the pleasure was too much, and I shot about two guys’ worth of cum at the mirror, essentially forming a rather sizable puddle of essence right at our feet and all over the mirror.
I grinned and moaned loud in satisfaction, and even ran a hand over my sensitive head before releasing more ropes of white onto the floor and the back of my hands. I brought it up and sniffed it, before licking it clean off my fingers. It tasted even better than I expected.
And that’s what led to here today—from being the new guy, I had successfully taken Nate’s place, quite literally. Since I have his memories intact, it wasn’t that hard to pass off as him, though it was a little harder to keep up with people staring at me who was even bigger than they remembered yesterday. I just smirk at them, and wink, before getting on with my workout.
I’ve also broken up with Nate’s girlfriend—since I’m him now, I don’t think I could deal with girls, especially if I’m after something else. Nate was straight, I wasn’t, and I think I need to fill up some twinks with this rod later after my workout. It just feels like it’s the right thing to do.
“Take that, Nate.” I whisper to myself, mocking the remnants of Nate’s consciousness inside my head as I feel him slowly vanish while I assume full control.
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