#and HE W H A T??? he didn't work with Paul... he is lying... is he?? He dID? I'm so confused... he could be joking but maybe he isn't

[ritchieblackless]

He is... definitely something else.

[n30nwrites]

I just wanted them to like me

The Lost Boys x Trans! Reader

TW: Sexual Assault, Men being men, mentions of beastiliaty,Fear,

The sexual Assault is not done by the Boys, I would never do that.

This is a vent for me so please know that if you think the mc is dumb for not noticing this is a situation that I just realize so please no insults or anything.

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School always drained you, work and such made you tired and the only way you could even get through the day was because of your friends, and the boys.

But lately it's made you uncomfortable.

You had been friends with this kid for a while, meeting him through a mutual friend. You only shared two classes but mainly talked during your 5th period

You got close, took some pictures together, talked about some things

He always talked monotone. And didn't tell you many things but you knew the basics.

He was asexual, a furry, and didn't date.

Cool whatever

And the he started poking at your body.

He was thin, and around your height.

But he always poked at your body, talking about your chubby cheeks and your stomach. How fat you were.

Really you had no problem with your body. You didn't fit in at the school obviously, dressed differently from everyone else, was openly gay, but frankly, you really didn't care about anything of that.

And you just ignored what he said because he was a friend and it's not like he meant harm, right?

And then you made a joke about your chest during 5th period.

And he touched it.

You never binded, lost your binder a few months ago and frankly your ribs hurt a lot. Plus who cares if you do or not, it's your body and you are comfortable in it. You know your a guy, you don't have to hate your body just because you're trans.

It's not like you needed to fit into a spectrum. And if anyone said shit you had the boys there for you

And he said "it didn't do anything for him."

So it was okay

Right?

And he kept doing it, but you laughed.

Just wanted to be one of the guys. So just laugh it off. Wanted to be accepted

And then he talked about how he was a furry.

'Furries are fine as long as they don't sexualize animals'

And then he said it

"Nah, I wanna fuck a wolf"

W h a t

His voice was so monotone

You thought it was a joke

I mean your mutual friend laughed

And then it happened

Friday, last day of school before the weekend

And it was 2nd period

He poked at your stomach, he poked at your chest

And you just felt uncomfortable

So you asked your mutual friend to switch places with you so that he wouldn't sit by you.

Because men are dangerous and while you lived with vampires, they can't stop everything that will happen to you.

And he did

And when that guy came around again?

"He doesn't want you sitting here because you make him uncomfortable "

"Fair enough."

FIRST OF ALL

What the fuck??!

Your friend wasn't supposed to say that, God doesn't he know the danger you could've been in????

AND 2ND OF ALL

Fair enough???

That meant he knew that he was making you uncomfortable

He knew it

And he still

Kept

Doing

It

But was it actually wrong???

You never said no

God you never said no

It was a Saturday when you told the boys

You were in the kitchen, just overthinking it over and over again in your head

"Hey tell me something. "

And then you said the whole situation

David was making cookies, Dwayne was sitting on the chair, Marko and Paul were eating the cookies.

And you saw the anger.

Marko spoke first, David was angrily making the food at this point (which would've made you laugh had the situation not been serious, and Dwayne held his arms open, Paul just stopped eating.

You sat on Dwayne, his arms wrapping around you.

"What he did wasn't okay, he was lying."

He was lying

"Oh."

And you were just silent.

They spoke to you, trying to get you to say what was on your mind.

Really you only said one sentence.

"I just wanted them to like me."

Cause that's all you wanted, was for people to like you.

You took some cookies and left to your room

A few hours later, your door was knocked on.

Paul came in.

He didn't say anything, neither did you.

Honestly you didn't really feel anything about the situation

Which made you question everything

And he didn't say anything, didn't tell you he was sorry. Didn't say you were wrong.

He just held you

And then you cried

And God dammit he held you tighter

And the other three came in

And you hated people seeing you cry

And them being around made you feel so much better

When Monday came around, you avoided speaking about it.

But you didn't see him

And you knew what happened

And you didn't feel a damn thing about it

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So this is how I feel, and this is me venting. So please don't comment mean things. Also if you think I should add some more trigger warnings please tell me, I think I added them all but I'm not sure. Sorry this doesn't talk a lot about the boys I just needed to vent without feeling overwhelmed