#and all my plans are completely fucked
Text
One thing they won't tell you about college is that if you find out that you need a piece of paper signed by 5 faculty members in different departments in the span of a week, it simply won't happen. You'll get four signatures in 2 days and then the fourth guy will send it off to the fifth and there will be radio silence and you'll email the fifth like "hey bro any idea how long this will take" and the fifth will be like "lol lmao what paper". And also your advisor will disappear for the entirety of finals week without warning leaving nothing but an automated out-of-the-office email response so you have nobody to turn to for help. And then you won't graduate.
#personal#i'm actually losing it a little bit guys#if this paper doesnt get signed off by the registrar in the next few hours i just wont graduate#and all my plans are completely fucked#this all happened btw bc instructions i got for getting an old writing 100 class waived since id already taken writing 200#turned out to have changed since they emailed me those instructions#but bc i've had those old instructions bookmarked in my email for months and nobody told me things had changed#i had no reason to think i needed to check the website for the instructions. bc they were in my email.#so i have everything green checked on my graduation card except writing 100#:)
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
May your hardened heart be woken
By the soft and distant song
Of all you left here unspoken
All the shards we keep stepping on
-
Take this body home
Take this body home
Call the wind, and let her know
Take this life outgrown
Take this broken soul
Call the stars, call them all
And take it high, take it far, take it home
#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#sqq#lbh#scum villain#heard the song Take This Body Home by Rose Betts and it nearly took me out at the knees#it really really suits sqq's self-detonation in hua yue city right? i'm not the only one feeling this?#considered adding some literal shards for them to be stepping on - since sqq's sword explodes - but i couldn't quite make it work#anyway this has been playing like a music video in my head for the past couple days highly recommend listening to the song#if you haven't heard it before#can't get over the absolute dissonance between how sqq views this scene and how everyone else must feel about it#like to him he's just completing his plan - hopefully keeping lbh from destroying a city with energy imbalance and escaping The Plot#nbd! he and sqh have planned it all out it's FINE :) off he goes!#meanwhile everyone who loves him - including lbh who worked years to get back to him and is trying to work through a lot of grief#and resentment and doubt and longing and... - watches him DIE in FRONT OF THEM#just collapse while coughing up blood sword disintegrating energy completely consumed#like holy hell sqq could you traumatize the people around you any more???#no wonder lbh went a little bit crazy after that like my man was already not in a great place but what the fuck#lbh watches his shizun presumably sacrifice himself for him ONCE AGAIN like after he's finally Gotten Strong his shizun is STILL#coming to harm in an effort to make up for his shortcomings#my art#most of the time out here drawing what amounts to muppets and then sometimes i get the urge for this and just need to cover everyone in blo
390 notes
·
View notes
Text
These are the guys who have total martial control over the center of the galaxy? are you sure?
#my art#spore#grox#spore game#3 foot tall fucked up alien cats#grox really just walk around like O_O . in PUBLIC#i wish spore fanfic was more popular i want to read about their space society. who said that#kicking my feet and spinning and smiling while thinking about alien biology and culture again#im not arguing with an alien with giant baby doe eyes. whatever you say beautiful#hey. gamer grox that bullies and gets bullied by other alien gamers. but that’s just a theory#they are like invader zim to me#have you guys actually listened to their voice files on the wiki#they’re sooo cool. like their voice boxes have been entirely replaced with cybernetics#with the glitches and stutters. honestly deserves more attention#if i had meds it'd be over for all of you#ignore my insane notes please#space playstation (completely normal playstation but drawn from memory)#trying to get a feel for how i want to draw these freaks#i say. like i have plans to draw them again#whatever maybe i just wanted to draw little guys. that doesnt mean im going to make a grox oc or anything#wipes sweat off brow#the internet is so crazy you can just draw whatever and post it. and sometimes people will even like it
226 notes
·
View notes
Note
HAAAAPPY Birthday!!~
thank you!
#i fucked up i made 0 plans#i spent all yesterday building my new desk and moving furniture and im completely sore lol
54 notes
·
View notes
Text
one day im going to make a long post about rita and pansys friendship after the second wizarding war.. just you wait..
#pansy who’s alone and everyones turned their back on her#shunned from the wizarding society and unemployed#no one will hire her#until! rita skeeter offers her an internship at the daily prophet#takes her completely under her wing#mentor/mentee type deal#<— platonic. this time.#post quillkiller#and pansy reminding rita of a young bellatrix#post a fucked up intimate (non-platonic but not really sexual??) relationship between pansy and narcissa#during the second war#when there were plans to marry draco and pansy#<- their relationship was sort of like the film The Reader#rita also being entirely alone after the war#maybe was hospitalized again at the janus thickey ward#<— something i (& kara <- we’re conjoined) hc her being after the first war / when bella goes to azkaban#rita being the ’back in my day..’ and fiercly protective of pansy#even risking her career to give pansy a chance#something she never wouldve done before#pansy confiding in rita and rita becoming sort of her (still morally fucked up) parent..#’you know.. you remind me a bit of her (bellatrix)’#<- pansy being offended at this because all she knows of bellatrix is her being dracos crazy fucked up aunt#BUT SHE WAS A GIRL ONCE#JUST LIKE PANSY…#anyway.#one day!#young adult pansy navigating through post war life after being dubbed The Traitor#and rita who hasn’t really felt anything since 1. bella took the mark/went to prison and 2. when she died#just the two of them sort of finding a way back to joy and purpose through each other and becoming a little family just the two of them.#ritapansy
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
LAST DRAWING FOR THIS AGENT CHALLENGE HOLY FUCK
agent is @tofudemaru's character
#meepo art#penguinronpa#club penguin#agent penguinronpa#i'm not tagging every character here fuck you#THIS IS LATE BUT ONLY BECAUSE IT TOOK A WHOLE 13 HOURS TO COMPLETE GOD DAMN#i could have completed it on time if i planned things better but tbh i don't care i'm glad i've finished this piece#anyway thank you for enduring my mega autism for all of december#31 day challenge
63 notes
·
View notes
Text
The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
To conclude this week's leaks session, if such a fuckass plan was greenlit like this, then I'm not delusional to think that toji can come back for one last final frenzy
#like.....sigh okay#first of all: i love my bby son yuuta and knew he wasn’t dead dead but I'm upset he and gojo have come tk this solution#if anything i figured kenjaku was coming back bc at least THAT was predictable#and honestly even though i knew gege ended last chapter with a juke i did not forsee an asspull such as this#this is completely way out left field bc what tf goes from here???#like hello where's kenjaku¿¿¿ ik his ass is somewhere coming to fuck shit over bc this would've been the perfect reveal???#and now i gotta sit here and watch my son get got by this big brolic behemoth that has mangaka plot armor like no other???#oh nah. this is legit so unserious like the way i saw ppl say they're dropping has me in stitches LMAO#but ughhhhhhh whatever bro. just..whatever#all I'm saying is: if that plan can happen then toji should return a third time 🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️ since shit getting real ridiculous now#𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒊 ˖⁺‧₊˚🎐˚₊‧⁺˖ 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚#jujutsu kaisen anime#jjk#jjk leaks#jujutsu kaisen leaks#jjk 261#jjk leaks 261#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen spoilers
21 notes
·
View notes
Note
Eden swapped with Avery sounds like a nightmare for me idk why
Eden the businessman
Avery the hunter
Idk i really can’t think of anything - anon.com
thank you all three of you im so sorry it took me so long to do this i just had absolutely no ideas 😭😭😭😭😞😞😞 i hope you all like this!!!!
#asks#my art#anonymouse#the anon that Started the whole swap yeah sure I don’t fucking care if you don’t believe me anon#anon.com#guys we have got to start reeling in these anon names.#actually no just kidding we need to make them longer#thank you very much the anon tstwsysidfciydbm anon (acryonym) for sending the first ask i appreciate it very much :)#and anon.com im so sorry it took me so long to do this#you were completely and utterly right when you said sounds like a nightmare. it was a nightmare#i hope you like it#and to the anon that added some hcs. i owe you my life#without you i dont think i would have ever finished this#im sorry it took me so long#no more swaps okay not unless you have it all planned out#my brain isnt big enough to think up headcanons#eden the businessman#??????#avery the hunter#?????????????????#oh and baileys there too
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
i am going to die at bitterloop's hands and it's literally not even good
#i have been working on it for a month. it is currently just under 14k. i have been thinking 'the end is in sight' for over a week now.#ive gone through 3 iterations of the last scene and this iteration has now stretched to 14 pages and is fully 1/3 of the fic.#i barely fucking remember where i started. there are 40 recurring themes and im trying to juggle them all to satisfying completion#in the same climax except my plan for the climax has changed 4 times and i think my emotional throughline snapped somewhere.#i have rewritten this entire fic front to back once already before it even had an ending.#for 3 days in a row now ive got up in the morning and thought 'i can finish it today' and failed.#I HATE THIS FIC SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT IT TO BE DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#thinking#isat
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
me; *(spends five hours planning out my courses for the university i just got accepted into this morning, in a way so that im guranteed to succeed and wont leave me burnt out and drained)*
the university: oopsie daisies!! nope, you can't do that!! forever why would we want someone to actually succeed at what they're good at and want to do??? nope!! you gotta remove most if not all of those first year courses and replace them with a larger variety of things for a more diverse learning experience, whether you hold interest or talent in those subjects or not!!!! oh and you gotta do these two courses as well, these are actually required, haha, i forgot to tell you that!
me, now destined to burn out and fail:
#i just. i just fucking cant.#i was excited to finally get a start on things and i had things planned perfectly#cause i CANNOT DO WELL in classes that DONT INTEREST ME#but no. i have to have languages and sciences in here. cause i can't take all humanities.#and i have to take two boring as shit art history courses as well#or else they'll KICK ME OUT.#why the FUCK cant i just do the ones i wanna do??? they're all first year courses!!!#why should i have to do stuff i hold no interest or talent in and am going to fail at???#just completely fucking obliterated all my motivation and drive to actually go to school.#and now ive spent an hour and a half trying to conform to their hard to decipher course requirements#and now my schedule- which looked managable for me before- looks horrible and draining.#im GOING to fail because of these requirements.#i know this. i know my brain.#im never going to be able to do anything with my life cause every single thing#has stupid locked doors that i dont have the keys to standing in my way#vent
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
i got so caught up in the euphoria of creating a detailed and super cool world that i completely forgot the story has a horrid fucking ending. (i just wrote the end and i'm sad)
#a biscuit's rambles#i cant change the end though#everything is set for that#i mean maybe i discover an alternative when i write the actual story but. anyway i do like it#its just sad#also it opens all doors for my mc to be really fucking unhinged#they had enough of a life before to behave with sense and consciously fit into that society and keep certain things about themselves down#they kept secrets and they kept them well#now? no sense of danger no idea about life or society no fears#just the urge to do something they dont even know and nothing to make them think about it#they are now so much worse and much more dangerous and completely unhinged#its so funny to me. this wasnt the plan but i started writing and they woke up and chose violence
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sometimes I see someone say something about a piece of media as if it is revelatory mind blowing hot off the press news, and not the most basic obvious point of the work or the most basic obvious allusion, and it makes me roll my eyes a little because I'm like yeah yeah the time knife we've all seen it, and then I have to like physically step in and shake myself and be like actually Susan we have Not all seen the time knife, and anyway someone else is enjoying the wonders of media analysis as a hobby for maybe like. The first time in their life if they're young enough. Don't be a bozo just because you think you're smart. Nerd. Fuckass. If you were a high school english teacher you'd be pissing yourself in joy rn because someone connected the dots. That's so cool that they did that. And I go about my day because I'm normal
#i also do this with history stuff but somehow less... even though it's my actual academic field which i am trained in#i think bc i always felt out of my depth in my history program and the only reason i was ever any good at it#is because im innately just good at understanding media#like all my history work was secretly just an excuse for me to do literary and rhetorical analyses of very niche real world paraphernalia#if i got my grad degree in something completely fucking useless it would be either rhetoric or comparative literature#but sometimes people do say base historical facts that are just fundamentally incorrect and sometimes conspiratorial garbage#and it does make me want to die#anyway this is about someone in a youtube video arguing that flowers in the attic by vc andrews is a gothic horror novel#babe that's.... that is in fact the genre of that novel#0 note post#im aware it is an insanely cocky ridiculous thing to say that im innately good at understanding media but the thing is#im right#i dont have to study it the media just tells me things it whispers them in my ears sensually and i nod and take notes#i see the patterns constantly it's pretty scary#i told my friend recently about my secret plan to one day write a novel length thesis on why house of leaves and moby dick are the same#type novel and they were like saturn your brain is so big and well it is because tell me im wrong. you cant#the whale is literally a house#i think i could make it a whole thing about Haunting as a physical presence within the narrative and expand it beyond those 2 books if i was#ambitious enough. because good ghost stories and stories of the dead are all warped at their foundations#they were broken before they ever came to you by the weight of all the death inside them#this is my poetic justification for why moby dick is unnecessarily long btw. the chapter where ishmael lists white things actually was#necessary because well it's about grief. can't forgive the bad whale facts though#i mean for the time maybe but there is no justification for them they're just extremely funny
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
vent in tags sorry
cw: mention of loss
#adding a long note to the beginning so no one sees the actual vent in the case that they don’t want to which is absolutely okay#okay that’s probably good#i feel like a failure today.#my car wouldn’t start on friday and i haven’t had a moment to actually call a mechanic until today#called early in the morning and he said he’d call me back with a time#i’ve reached out multiple times since then and have heard NOTHING#if i don’t get it fixed today i’ll have to take my partners car instead#and when i asked them if that would possibly be okay#they started off on a rant about how they were planning to do all this shit tomorrow morning and now can’t if they don’t have their car#but genuinely. how tf was i supposed to know about their plans?? why did they have to say it all like this is completely my fault???#i’m sorry that i’m still in a not so good mental place right now and might forget to do things in a more timely manner#i’ve had two grandparents pass away in the span of a few WEEKS. give me a little grace.#i give them the same understanding every day when they’re having a rough time#so why can’t they offer me the same thing?#i know they’re just stressed and tired and busy but FUCK SO AM I#i’m just. over it. i want to go to sleep.#and by sleep i mean literal sleep i’m not insinuating anything darker i promise#i may be in a rough spot mentally but it is not that kind of rough <3 i’m safe#just. very tired. and in need of support.#i feel like i’m always giving and rarely getting support in this relationship.#and now i’m just feeling like a burden and an inconvenience for even needing the extra support in the first place#the urge to run away and start my life over is strong holy shit
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
lads im graphing out the ao3 ship data and it's fucking wild to see
#might post some of it later once I figure out how to make all these fucking graphs and charts#i do plan on making all of my data public btw#I just gotta collect it all together and sit down and write the dang essay#it's so funny seeing lumity completely fucking dominate#it keeps skewing my fucking data!!! outlier bitch!!#lilac post#fandom#toh
10 notes
·
View notes
Note
But what about the fact that Choiseul Gouffier wrote that Alexander dressed in his sister's dress?
dude, spoilers! I’m only like halfway through the book!
But I did hear the story of Alexander swapping outfits with his sister Catherine (and at the Congress of Vienna of all places!) so I’m looking forward to that episode in the memoirs
15 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
valkirie
𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚁 𝟷𝟺𝟾
zodiacings
astrology
pawgredheadtx24
Pawgredheadtx
importantstarfishninja
Pompoirism
wyqudi
Untitled