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ladyseidr · 2 years

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I am still around lurking, but I know my activity has been sporadic on all three blogs (plus, yes, i went radio silent on IMs and dis.cord again sigh). Honestly, I’m currently learning to accept that, while I’ll eventually be okay, I’m not okay now and probably won’t be for awhile. So, yeah, I still intend to write and I’ll respond to messages when I feel able, but I won’t be making any promises about when/how often/etc etc etc.

#mental health tw #my anxiety has literally never been worse in my life ngl #and grief has me spiraling between breakdowns and fits of rage and the occasional weird Convincing-Myself-I'm-Better-Now moments #i don't think anything's helped by the fact that i have literally Days until the next college semester starts lmao #on the other hand tho: kinda actually looking forward to like. be forced on a semi-schedule.#because days have been a blur this whole summer #esp with me constantly fucking unfucking and then refucking my sleep schedule #ANYWAY i always like to clarify: i am safe. i am attempting to take care of myself as best i can.#i will still be around and i'm just deciding like. Who Cares abt 'maintaining my queue'#i'll write when i write. i get back to ppl when i can.#as much as i'd love to be truly super active again i gotta be fair on myself rn #death mention tw #i'm not reblogging this to the other blogs considers /most/ ppl also follow me here lmao #☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥

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