#and have been crying nonstop for 2 weeks anyway cus my roomate commitments fell through and i just feel like such a fool | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lycantherous · 2 years

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I had contacted the board of parole before my brother was released with no response, been calling also no response. Now that he has moved back in I'm scared I might get kicked out when/if hes issued a no contact order

#captains blog #and have been crying nonstop for 2 weeks anyway cus my roomate commitments fell through and i just feel like such a fool #and im cramming all my hours together at work so i can do wedding things #and also i learn broad systems fast so i feel like my trainings kinda been skipped over /#squeaky wheels get the grease but im good at being quiet so no help for me #having 1 on 1 with my manager today #and im excited i can just have the chance to be like my guy i have ptsd and am also now having to sleep at friends house so attention bad #it doesnt help i go online and see a bunch of apartments i can afford but i dont make enough money to apply in the first place #but ive seemed to switch from heartaching depression to some nice restful chunks of apathy #feel so alone in the way that theres no one with any power whose willing to help #like im usually the helper but now i need help :(

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