#and he really does cut the final source of love with the tysha confession
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i love how the moment jaime expresses real autonomy and conflicting desire both of them immediately reject him in some form
#the thing is that they do not love him enough as a person#like as a real independent individual#and he knows this like he dreams this he is aware of this#deep inside of his subconscious#and it impacts his behavior drastically#bc he does revolve his worth and identity around his use to them#this is also part of y losing his hand is so brutal for him at an emotional level#bc that is what defines his use to them in his eyes#he is cersei’s sword he is tywin’s perfect son#he is also tyrions powerful big brother#he does not think there is hope for him as his own individual#not anymore#like the protective figure meta he needs to be needed bc then they have to love him#the things we do for love etc etc#bc no one else can love him atp and he himself especially cannot#and he really does cut the final source of love with the tysha confession#and then tyrion ‘waddles away’#and almost trips#the wording and the kinesthetic imagery#nonetheless i cannot help but again note his absence in the weirwood dream#overdosing on hopium
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