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eccentricverbicide · 8 months

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what do I gotta do to get one of those chocolate gift baskets on valentines day? get a man??? ew

#i just want a gift basket #and no questions from mum #and i dont wanna buy one for myself #i could but how sad is that

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eerna · 1 year

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Internet popular things in Greece I thought were gonna be overrated but absolutely weren't

1) cats

2) oranges

#the cats are SO DIFFERENT HERE. their FACES ARE SO LONG AND WISE. they are SO BIG. their muscles are ENORMOUS.#and there is SOOO MANY OF THEM.... I come from a catfriendly island myself but NOTHING like this #EVERYONE IN ATHENS HAD CUTE HOMEMADE SHELTERS FOR STRAYS OR AT LEAST FOOD AT THE DOOR #and the oranges #that one was like “wtf do you mean oranges are tastier in greece. they are oranges” but. it is so true #they are soooo fragnant and i dont even wanna talk abt the amount pf portokalopita ive consumed over the past 10 days #i buy a piece and eat it for 3 days bc they are ENORMOUS and swimming in syrup and i get satisfied from like 5 bites #all in all. 5 days left. but i dont wanna go home i am having so much fun this is so fun #eernatalk

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puppyeared · 4 months

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If I close my eyes and concentrate realllyyy hard I can pretend im in my animal crossing room

#im in need of a change I don’t like the way im living rn.. a lot of my belongings were picked out for me #by people who thought their way of doing things was better and Ive had to find workarounds my whole life bc of how I live differently #Ive never thought of myself as someone who cares abt how their room looks. but i want it to have things I like even if its just preference #Ive thought abt it for a while and I dont think Im picky I just dont like it when ppl buy me things expecting me to use it the way they #expect me to.. I just end up with a lot of crap that I feel too guilty throwing away just bc someone thought of me #the only way I can describe my taste is that I know what I’ll like when I see it.. if I can clearly see myself making the most out of it #if I constantly have to use workarounds just to use smth you decided for me im not gonna wanna use it unless I have to #literally i could not be bothered to pull out a notebook and write down important information until I got a blues clues notebook #because I liked it and it made it fun for me to whip out that I actually wanna use it. yknow #so rn im trying to get a drafting table because the one that came with my loft bed is ass and I cant cut my prints on it #I end up cutting on the floor and my back hurts if I do it too long.. and I wanna get a bookshelf for my closet and a bench for my bag #things Ill look at and want to use because I already knew how I wanted to use it and just do it without thinking too hard #yapping #diary

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jrueships · 28 days

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Bought one of my lil nephew giannis shoes for his birthday bcs he loves giannis and these are some of the ugliest fucking things I have ever laid my eyes on in my life. anyways it's his bday today so i gave them to him. but they are so ugly. he loves them

#i am not a sneakerhead #i wish i could be . finacially i can be. but mentally i cannot #i am not a car guy either. i could. but i cant mentally #bcs the only time id get smthing pretty is to look at it. and keep it safe #and then id want to km$ for not using smthing thats intended to be used bcs i hate wasted potential #once i got these rlly nice shoes #ive worn them once when i was trying them on #and i hate myself every day for doing that but also i just cant get them dirty #BUT I HATE THAT #some ppl can do that. they get a million things and only use it once and yea i COULD but psychologically i just CANT #im friends with a lot of sneakerheads and chain wearers and while i cant mentally make myself one #i can understand why they can #like ppl always wanna excuse not helping ppl by pointing at the stuff they already have #like oh u can buy urself a chain but cant buy ur momma and u a nicer place to live #like ok so credit scores are not existent then. especially when ppl use that phrase against ppl growing into crime like #yes they are making money now but is it good clean money? no. thats not gonna go into smthing long term n hefty like a house #chains are a rlly big thing bcs sometimes some jewelers just dont ask questions. hence bmf's jeweler getting roped into their crime schemes #any business can be like that btw. like michael jacksons doctor getting paid to kill him. the difficulty lvl just changes #and also. random ppl make fun of the stuff they can see or hear right in front of them #random ppl can and will make u feel bad abt any little thing they know or see the best bcs theyre assholes like that #u wear shoes all the time everywhere. thats more and more eyes noticing how old/dirty ur shoes are #or ur cars old n busted or ur phones a fucking android like it doesnt matter. the more ppl can see. the more theyll know #the more sensitive u get abt whats actually small to u at the start but big 2 them n then it gets big 2 u #anyways yea so like. i get it. i dont do it but i can see why others do #anyways yea these shoes are so ugly lol like i dont buy merch of my favs unless the style matches mine personally #he just liked them bcs they were giannis tbh n then i pointed out they were modeled after 1 of the jerseys #which made he rlly want them a while back so i surprised him today #but yea these things are ugly lol im glad he likes them but ew LMFAO

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vypridae · 4 months

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i wanna ask about getting this vox print but its $100 BUT DAD SAID HE'D HELP ME PAY FOR IT ONCE WE GOT HOME FROM FLORIDA...

#i want that one and i want the val one and i want the velvette one #i need the vees sooo badly i have the PERFECT spot for them on my wall dude #i neeeeed these posters #xanchats #i could also alternatively just buy it myself #i have enough technically i just dont wanna go under $100 #HGNRRRNGJHRGR DUDE... AAUGH #the desire is real #i need this poster but i dint wanna ask about it but dad already said hed at least pitch in like $40 i think he said #AUAGUAUAGUH

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking #they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly #keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time #bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy #but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point #bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be #proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is #yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol #and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao #and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel #i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks #why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls #and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others #but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on #ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives #so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok #ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down #i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal #like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve #i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that #i still feel depressed tho <3 #idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to #i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk #im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol

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britneyshakespeare · 5 months

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genuinely also curious from other ppl who have drawn from live models. whenever i talk about this experience ppl ask me if the models were all attractive and young and in-shape. in my figure drawing class only two of the regular models could somewhat fit that description. most of them were middle-aged or older people of ordinary (but diverse) proportions. like my experience may not be representative but i find it curious that ppl hear about modelling for a drawing class and wonder if that's like a hot 20-something job. it doesn't seem to be lol

#this is ok to reblog btw i wanna start a discussion #text post #reblog bait #life drawing #figure drawing #like i would be willing to bet there's some body discrimination in some places #where they might have a wider selection of ppl willing to work?#i DONT know anything about working as a model or how ppl get into it or do it steadily on the side #it does seem like an interesting gig for sure. not one i'd wanna get into myself but i'd love to hear abt it from someone who does it #or just observations from other ppl who have taken drawing classes w live models #in my experience (admittedly limited) of looking at reference websites of nude figures... some of them are more 'young and hot'#which kinda DOES NOT surprise me. bc they want ppl to BUY permission to use those photos as drawing references #and perhaps ppl are willing to lay down more money for pretty people? idk. or again it could just be a hiring preference by photographers #could be a multitude of factors.#but it's kind of unnecessary bc in order to learn the fundamentals of drawing realistic bodies u gotta draw a lot of them #u have to see different positions and different features and different shapes and overall different ppl #i miss drawing from live models. most of all for the gestural sessions. those were REALLY fun #very satisfying as warm-up exercises. quick and fast-paced and spontaneous. you cant get that at home

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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i want rhe potato sooooo bad rn

#i think i will gt silly and buy myself stuff t make porkchops nd mashed potatos and mushrooms..n if there r leftover porkchops Which there #fs will be since im the only one thatll be eating them afaik. bc hal is jewish and one of our roommates doesnt eat meat and rhenother well #idk if he likes my cooking. so idk..#ill offer perchance...#so ill get porkchops and mashed potato mix Bc im lazy and dont wanna make my own mashed potatos and ill get EL MUSHROOM!!! itll be sosososo #good...#and ill also get hotdogs and chili and preshredded cheese. thatll be good food for a while.... yayyy yayyyy okie !!#n that shouldnt be too expensive idt...

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walterfartzroy · 1 year

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i know nobody in my classes, don't talk to the people in my lunch, and the building is hot as balls. it is SO OVER.

#tallorambles #like srsly idk what im gonna do......#idk #i m too scared to talk to people and im just. AHHH.#idk hopefully people approach me instead of the other way around i dont wanna #start conversation #im trying to buy merch of stuff i like as a conversation starter #OH!!#i ordered some stuff to make myself hlm charms and stuff #ordered some little tiny meat cleaver charms and some chicken ones.#and shrinky dink paper to make the son's product so i can make one for him #was thinking about making his purple and green but now i think ill just #do blue and white and green.#the product charms will be enough purple and green #was gonna have them say “DEAD MEAT” for Biker's #“GET A GRIP” for the son because. duh #unm... still havent decided what im gonna do for jacket though.#IDK!!!!!!?#masked maniac seems stupid #but #i mean #what else could i do #chicken man

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devilzfruit · 2 months

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got some stuff lined up for today 👍

#logbook #gonna try anyways. . .psyching myself up so i drive to work and buy some soil to repot veggies tmrw #then from there i'll probably go to either the one plant shop near work or drive out to the lil store past it #then circle back to it. and then go to my weekly shop stop and get dubias for jael.#altho if i see a petstore on the way i may pick up crickets. .he hasnt had any in awhile #im sooo exhausted. .and anxious. but i wanna do shit since i dont have a migraine on my days off for the first time in 3 weeks lol

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risingsunresistance · 10 months

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i have GOT to figure out how to commission people without being forced to personally hand over my legal info, my Mental Problems will not let me do that

#i wanna commission that artist so bad oh my god i fell in love with the colors so fast #please. please barry and scarf Please #i commissioned a buddy of mine by buying something off their steam wishlist JHDJDJ #sadly that wont work for most ppl bc most ppl would actually like cash to spend #i can like. order groceries to your house or something. hand over ur address **]^=%*^]+]{**#dude i hats p*yp*l please give me an I AM TRANS AND IN DANGER option #augh.#i also dont know how to do comms in terms of like. refs to hand over n stuff. or what i want #im not specific. if i was i would draw it myself bc i'd already have a good idea in my head #one day i'll get stuff sorted out but today is probably not that day 😔#chat

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idyllic-idioms · 3 months

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i had the idea to get one new hat every month this year but i kinda gave up after february because i dont really want to Buy new clothing items for No Reason. so here’s what i got so far.

there’s a crochet beanie i got from a second hand shop too but i couldn’t really fit it in the picture. it was only €1 and it’s made with a very simple designs and has a ton of mistakes in it lmao i got it in january when i had a wrist injury and figured that beanie was basically my experience level so it was a consolation for me when i couldnt crochet for myself.

the bucket hat in the middle i got off vinted (thrifting/resale app) and is originally from shein, there’s genuinely a bunch of cute shein bucket hats on there and i’m thinking of getting another one.

the cap on the left i got when i went on a birding trip. boerennatuur (farmer’s nature / farmer & nature. it’s a compound word pun) is an organisation that basically goes around begging farmers who own a shitton of land to please not kill endangered birds.

the cap on the right i got two weeks ago on our trip to texel. ecomare is a seal rescue centre. the cap was extremely overpriced but the gift shop money directly funds the centre so oh well the seals can have my money.

#undescribed #like ok i told myself i can Buy hats but only if theyre secondhand or if they have a special memory (like the last one in this post)#but i got the secondhand shein one in february #and realised in march i could just order one on vinted real quick again #and that didnt feel very. sustainable. idk #even if it’d cost me under €5 i dont wanna Buy Stuff that i wont wear even if its secondhand

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lcpmon · 4 months

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ive been meaning to redo this i might make them separate pieces rather than just one....