#and i wcknowledge tjt its irrational but it wont stop yannow...
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almos three in the morning time to. worry
#negative#<- ig#AHHHA!! i am filledwoth drear#i've been doing exercises every day bujt thwy arent even tht much#what if nothing comes of them nd my body still sucks wndmy partner dowwnt like it#and also T. im gointg to see someone abt getting on it soon#im worried abt that too!!!!#what if i get really gross and look gross wjhat if i start baldijng AHH#alot of this worry is very based qround me being irrqtionwlly twrrified of my partner not loving me bc im not conventionally atractive#and i wcknowledge tjt its irrational but it wont stop yannow...#theyll think 'oh my bf is fuckig ugly' and theyll love me less#im ugly and gross and fuckikkn unbearable to be around in person theyll probably despise having to put up with me when i visit#idk. latenight dyspjoria ig#i want to be..appealing . i want my.body to look how they wwnt it to look#i want to have abs and be tall and look good in suits so tjeyll love me more when tjey see me#i want to be vidiually appealing to them i wwntthem to be attrwcted to. me#fuck i cant type om mobile#idk..waves. HI MUTUALS!!! r u emjoying my body issues i didnt wholly realkse tje extent of until now#thats all folks! guhnight#delete later pls future me tysmmm
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