#and im glad im the frkend because most of the time i dont even feel like i exist | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

toranochi · 2 years

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There's a girl I liked, I used to think that she liked me too but also "how could she like me if she's thin and fit and pretty and I'm like this" (aka fat, ugly, manly, weird). We're friends now but the more I know her the more I'm sure about how much importance she puts on weight and calories and all that shit so it's clearer she never liked me and It was all on my mind

#idk if i make sense im drunk and trying to write in english #its just that... i relly thought i had an opportunity with her #it was a really fucked up thing because she had a gf but they were on an open relationship #but her gf was so jealous on me #and i know she bought my a bday present but because of the gf she never gave it to me #so idk what to think #i guess no one have ever liked me and in suposed to remain like this #loved by no one #spending the saturdays going to the carrefour and drinking wine #becaue no one is going to find me attractive and give me an opoortunity #im just the friend #when i thought i was straight i was the guy's friend #and now im still the friend #and im glad im the frkend because most of the time i dont even feel like i exist

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