#and looks like yeonjun is already jealous 👀

[wildernessuntothemselves]

I only wanted OC to move on when Gyu didnt seem into her like that 😔

At worst I wanted her to make him jealous and provoke him into pursuing her. I didn't want her to start a serious relationship with a whole new man 😭😭

I feel like Gyu and OC's friendship just gets more distant and messy. Like if she's dating Yeonjun, are her and Gyu still gonna live together? He already cant handle the fact that they're dating. Imagine having to see it at their shows and in his living space 👀 it's like 24/7 exposure at that point.

Idk, as badly as I want Gyu x OC, it feels like that's becoming a distant dream 😔

hmmmm you may be onto something here 🤔😈 you may be looking into the future 🤔😈🤔😈🤔😈

[hyunjinspark]

Hi love ❣️

How have you been ?!

Thank you ten thousand times for the new chapter, it made a mess of me to say the least 😭 The flash back was very interesting, I love the insight it gave to the groups’ dynamic as a whole as well as it’s separate parts! Getting to experience the time when Yeonjun (so sorry if I spelt that wrong 🤧) was around was heart warming, he’s definitely someone who always saw Y/n for who she was and I love his character a lot 🥹

Speaking of characters I love, Minho has always been one of my favs in this story, I love his suggestive jokes/comments, with his quick wit and smart ass comments, I feel the way you’ve written his character is like Minho irl! It was so so nice to have Y/n share a moment of conversation with just Minho, the fact that he told Y/n he loves the way she is now, and basically reassuring her that she has simply changed her behaviour from when they were in high school and that’s more or less the reason why Felix and Hana have been treating her differently, to put it nicely. (Aside from Felix’s hidden -but not so hidden- feelings for Y/n that has made him react certain way to Y/n and Hyunjin together).

OMG the bomb that Minho unknowingly dropped about Felix knowing Hyunjin’s name for all these years blew my mind…. Like excuse you Lix but you’ve got some explaining to do 🤨 I really don’t feel that he simply forgot to tell Y/n after he found out… There’s no way he would, when he brought it up to Y/n in chapter 8 and it shocked her that he made the connection… Little did Y/n or any of us know he’s known for years and kept his mouth shut, presumably in hopes Y/n would forget about the boy in the art store and never see him again? I’m eager to find out what he has to say about it in future chapters !

God love Y/n and her soul for the way she cares for Hyun, but I cackled during her texts to him about going to the event, once she stopped herself from sending him more messages 🤣🤣

Let me just say the Wine and Paint event was so so spectacular, I mean Y/n and Hyunjin teasing each other on the way there ??? Made me smile at my phone like a goofball 🫣 And I just about expired when Hyunjin asked if she could take off her coat and proceeded to helped her out of it 😮‍💨 Just a side note but I would love to attend a Paint and Wine event, i paint with watercolour, gouache and acrylic, it would be so so fun 🤩 I was so so excited we got jealous Hyun while Key spoke to Y/n…. Like yes punch this man in the face and get yo girl 😈

The shared moment outside under the stars was so so precious, the cuddling and the convo they had was everything 😭 Also I love you for referencing the time Hyun spoke of looking out over the city at night and imagining it was a concert full of stays 🥹 Also, was that moment perhaps a little nod to the title of the story?! I know Star Lost is a song from skz but I couldn’t help but feel that moment was a connection between the two.

Okay almost finished 😅 When they’re alone in the Château… oh my heavenly goodness……I’m loving how much more bold and accepting Y/n has become with her feelings toward Hyunjin 👀 It was delicious and I’m so happy that the kiss (and more 😈) finally happened 🤧 You’re ending me with Hyunjin loving the word please cause goddamn what an array of possibilities she will be able to use that 👀

But alas…. The heart break at the end when they had to stop and Hyunjin said they can’t, that unfinished sentence that he “shouldn’t have…” OH MY GOD my stomach dropped 😖 I have never felt such a quick switch of emotions when reading Istg 🫠 I felt for Y/n so much as she left the Château, I mean to pour so much emotion into someone and a show of those emotions in such a intimate way, just for the other person to say something like that, it’s soul shattering 😣 I hope Hyunjin can explain himself soon, cause we readers know that he was avoiding the kiss so he would fall for her more than he already has but our poor Y/n has no idea 😭😭😭

P.s I sent an ask with my thoughts for chapter 8 a little while ago, I was curious if you’ve received it ? Let me know and if not I will write a new one before I send more for chapter 9 and 10 ❣️❣️

All my love to you darling and I can’t wait to talk with you soon, I love talking with you 🥹❣️

hi love ! ive been good, just super tired with uni work 😳

im so glad you liked the flashback, it definitely was important to show their group dynamic when they were younger and how he’s always been there for her, even if unknowingly.

writing minho’s character is so fun for me too, but i didn’t want it to be a one dimensional that it may have been in the earlier chapters since his role isn’t too big but yeah he definitely cares a lot about yn :(

you want him to punch key 😭🫣 oh well…and yeah the stars moment is a direct nod to the story title too, and its a pivotal moment in their relationship !

hahahha definitely so many possibilities for yn now that she knows his “weak spot” ☺️

you’re so right 😭 yn does not know if hyun regrets it genuinely or not, and it is pretty soul shattering to hear that after such a special moment with him,,,,

i did receive your ask, i will be answering it soon as i have quite a bunch in my inbox 🥹 thank you so much for this review and for telling me your thoughts, love !