im annoyed at the incompetent coppers in this book I am reading.s they are blindsided by someone who uses an alias in their professional work. they think she murdered someone based solely on proximity, even though she had reason to be there and gave them the work she was doing.
like how is someone not telling you the legal name they never use a red flag? how is that lying? it's literally your job to find that shit out ffs
oh she's suspicious cause she's private???
they claim she did it cause her bootprints were near but failed to notice the lack of blood in them? or her clothes? bludgeoning someone is not a clean job
also have they looked if she was even capable of it? like what height was the murdered likely to be? how much force was used? etc ? no they have not
they say oh but we found this photo which proves you knew the victim!
no it proves they were at the same party. years ago.
it'd be pretty dumb of her to kill someone when there's a lot of evidence showing she was there. a lot of which she provided.
plus she has absolutely no motive
between this and someone else being prevented from joining her, it seems that what the evidence is saying is whoever killed her knew there was going to be someone else there, and is attempting to frame said person
so the question is
who knew about this meeting? who knew about this secret tunnel? who had access?
who had motive? who benefits from the death?
so incredibly incompetent they tried to rile her up by bringing up a painful traumatic past event.
and a completely irrelevant one at that, which they had no right to even know about
oh, also the husband, whom she was divorcing and he had shady dealings, changed his name and they did not know that either. they havent looked at his financials, who he's been in contact or anything!
just 'oh thats suspicious. anyway let's look at the girl without motive again'
and now theyre interviewing the husband again whos clearly and shamelessly redirecting them back to her
oh and ofc the main cop thinks shes cute, and is basically flirting with her to try and get in her good graces which is incredibly unprofessional
and the book is like look at this sweet guy! he doesnt wanna arrest her hes just bad at his job! hes being hard on her to overcompensate!
also, the dead wife's friends told the cops the husband was jealous and controlling, and they have also done absolutely no checking
i'm not saying the husband did it.
i'm saying the husband is the first place you look and all they did was check if he had an alibi
at 70% theyre thinking hey we should look into the husband some more.
and thats only cause a lawyer chwed them up and their boss told them to stay away from our poor girl
personally i think it's likely someone the mc works with is involved
they also have not even looked into the victim's life all that much? which seems like a logical step
they suspect the victim's gran was murdered as well, but no suspects there. its worth mentioning theres no way our girl couldve done it and yet..
idk how much longer i cant stand this
i have a low tolerance for bullshit. at least this kind
give me real problems, not idiot balls
her love interest is kind of annoying too, upset she didnt tell him thw truth about her family and background
but how is that any of his business???
she mentions at the beginning how theyve only been working together a few months
and shes understandably private due to a traumatic past.
his feelings dont seem very important
if they started going out yeah but a new friend youre not yet sure ia trustworthy?
now that she's managed to catch the husband in the act they actually discover his evil plan
say sorry but not sorry (sorry it hurt you but the questions had to be asked)
and now they say 'oh its all circumstantial we cant do anything' about the husband
grrrrrr
and now theyre like oh hey those incriminating emails were bs actually
the same idiots who said her timestamped photos werent proof????
oh and apparently her idiot colleague /love interest hasnt spoken to her in months
yeah im definitely not reading book 2
the husband seemed so damn guilty I thought thered be a twist, an accomplice something
not the husband looks guilty cause he is and the cops are just incompetent idiots
ugh, shame i like the MC and its a cool plot but holy shit did this need edits
theres a lot of talk of ecology and bat dna but a lot of glaring plotholes
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actually i'm still thinking about the moral orel finale.
he has a cross on his wall. do you know how much i think about that bc it's a lot.
a lot of stories ((auto)biographical or fictional) centering escape from abusive/fundamentalist christianity result in the lead characters leaving behind christianity entirely. and that makes complete sense! people often grow disillusioned with the associated systems and beliefs, and when it was something used to hurt them or something so inseparable from their abuse that they can't engage with it without hurting, it makes total sense that they would disengage entirely. and sometimes they just figure out that they don't really believe in god/a christian god/etc. a healthy deconstruction process can sometimes look like becoming an atheist or converting to another religion. it's all case by case. (note: i'm sure this happens with other religions as well, i'm just most familiar with christian versions of this phenomenon).
but in orel's case, his faith was one of the few things that actually brought him comfort and joy. he loved god, y'know? genuinely. and he felt loved by god and supported by him when he had no one else. and the abuses he faced were in how the people in his life twisted religion to control others, to run away from themselves, to shield them from others, etc. and often, orel's conflicts with how they acted out christianity come as a direct result of his purer understanding of god/jesus/whatever ("aren't we supposed to be like this/do that?" met with an adult's excuse for their own behavior or the fastest way they could think of to get orel to leave them alone (i.e. orel saying i thought we weren't supposed to lie? and clay saying uhhh it doesn't count if you're lying to yourself)). the little guy played catch with god instead of his dad, like.. his faith was real, and his love was real. and i think it's a good choice to have orel maintain something that was so important to him and such a grounding, comforting force in the midst of. All That Stuff Moralton Was Up To/Put Him Through. being all about jesus was not the problem, in orel's case.
and i know i'm mostly assuming that orel ended up in a healthier, less rigid version of christianity, but i feel like that's something that was hinted at a lot through the series, that that's the direction he'd go. when he meditates during the prayer bee and accepts stephanie's different way to communicate, incorporating elements of buddhism into his faith; when he has his I AM A CHURCH breakdown (removing himself from the institution and realizing he can be like,, the center of his own faith? taking a more individualistic approach? but Truly Going Through It at the same time), his acceptance (...sometimes) of those who are different from him and condemned by the adults of moralton (stephanie (lesbian icon stephanie my beloved), christina (who's like. just a slightly different form of fundie protestant from him), dr chosenberg (the jewish doctor from otherton in holy visage)). his track record on this isn't perfect, but it gets better as orel starts maturing and picking up on what an absolute shitfest moralton is. it's all ways of questioning the things he's been taught, and it makes sense that it would lead to a bigger questioning as he puts those pieces together more. anyway i think part of his growth is weeding out all the lost commandments of his upbringing and focusing on what faith means to him, and what he thinks it should mean. how he wants to see the world and how he wants to treat people and what he thinks is okay and right, and looking to religion for guidance in that, not as like. a way to justify hurting those he's afraid or resentful of, as his role models did.
he's coming to his own conclusions rather than obediently, unquestioningly taking in what others say. but he's still listening to pick out the parts that make sense to him. (edit/note: and it's his compassion and his faith that are the primary motivations for this questioning and revisal process, both of individual cases and, eventually, the final boss that is christianity.) it makes perfect sense as the conclusion to his character arc and it fits the overall approach of the show far better. it's good is what i'm saying.
and i think it's important to show that kind of ending, because that's a pretty common and equally valid result of deconstruction. and i think it cements the show's treatment of christianity as something that's often (and maybe even easily) exploited, but not something inherently bad. something that can be very positive, even. guys he even has a dog he's not afraid of loving anymore. he's not afraid of loving anyone more than jesus and i don't think it's because he loves this dog less than bartholomew (though he was probably far more desperate for healthy affection and companionship when he was younger). i think it's because he figures god would want him to love that dog. he's choosing to believe that god would want him to love and to be happy and to be kind. he's not afraid of loving in the wrong way do you know how cool that is he's taking back control he's taking back something he loves from his abusers im so normal
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