#and then 14 hours later...
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[ SURROUNDED BY YOUR FEARS ]
( + the background in better detail! )
(song is F.E.A.R by joywave!!)
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I hope this question isn't too random. One thing I noticed is people are for some reason are acting like the pandemic is over and just return to normal and no masks. Even though it is still going on and still effects so many people. Why do you think they think its over?
This is probably quite a deep psychological question about the capacity of people to tolerate fear and stress over a long period of time. I could probably answer it in a more professional way than I'm going to.
Several of my friends are doctors. The research that's coming out about how it's likely to shorten the lives of literally everyone who gets it (especially multiple times), about how if we continue to let it rip a huge percentage of the population (20-30%) will end up measurably disabled in some way by it by 2035 is like... this is serious. This is not a 'flu'. We are also discovering several cancers or other disabling conditions are caused by viruses - I worry a lot about the capacity of COVID to ruin lives. It also has a general effect on the brain that causes lower capacity, less ability to regulate emotions and causes aggression. New mental illness is a common long covid symptom.
I do what I can to avoid it. I still wear a n95 mask out in public. I make my wife do it too, even though we are usually the only two people out wearing masks. I don't take my children indoors anywhere public - we go to parks and playgrounds. My daughter has been in a supermarket just once in her life. Is that good for her? Probably not. But it's a darn sight better than a preventable disability (or type 1 diabetes, or hepatitis, or actually dying) at 2 years old. Not to mention the fact I have a baby sub 6 months old and a father who is very ill and would probably die if he got COVID.
COVID is serious. Governments could put in simple useful measures (like mandating better air filtration and circulation in schools and public buildings etc) but they don't. Everyone's just pretending it's over. It's in the 'too hard' basket.
The research and proof is there in peer reviewed journals. People are just ignoring it until they can't ignore it anymore because either they end up disabled themselves, or someone they love does or dies. I don't know what to do anymore, man. I just try and take the precautions I can reasonably take understanding the capacity of this extremely transmissible virus to kill or disable me or the people I love.
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The rat in their boot... our second son after the frog he finds on the side of the road.
Our family is growing!!! 🥰
ANSWERED: Froggy Nation is expanding <3 Now we wait and see who sleeps in the other boot <3
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one more time from the beginning
(for @amphibiasupernova )
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I don't know if it's the religious trauma or the dead mom trauma but the conservative christian insistence on not teaching children about their bodies in school and insistence that this knowledge should be private in all circumstances with no exceptions should be seen as suspicious at best and criminally malicious at worst
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Rewrite: Starting over
Why?
Don't think about the parallels, don't think about Pete having an actual answer this time around, don't think about how "I can't run off to anywhere" isn't just Pete choosing Vegas, it's Pete deciding to give himself no other choice. He's not just refusing to run off, he's not allowing it to be an option. Handing the rope to Vegas, all over again.
If you run now, I'm alright with that.
Don't think about Vegas being unconditionally selfless for the first time and giving Pete a way out anyway. Don't think about how this is better than all of the apologies because they're literally rewriting their lowest moment, going back and correcting all the wrongs of the past in order to move foward.
I got nothing left.
For sure don't think about this fucking line getting reused. Reframed. Don't think about the way it was originally Pete who was split open, hurt and empty, the fight drained out of him. How this was Pete with nothing left to give. Don't think about how now the fight is out of Vegas. How his will to keep taking is gone.
I don't want to be your burden.
I just want to follow my heart.
Don't think about this confirmation that staying isn't just what Pete needs, what Vegas needs, it's what they both want.
From now on, you're no longer my pet. You're the most important person in my life.
Don't think about how it's so important for to them that they have this conversation in full before they even consider touching each other. Don't think about the way healing is important to them. Don't think about how KP said "Can we start all over?" and VP went ahead and did this.
Are y'all fucking??? Okay??????? Because I'm not.
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Why's he so sleeepyyuy 🤗💖 I swear there are so many moments of knives yawning what the FUCK does he have to be so sleepy about. 😒 GET YOUR ASS UP AND WORK ! He's so silly I love him
He can't be tired from doing his job because he literally doesn't do anything. 🙄 He always has people doing shit for him he just lies around in his garden all day BROODING.
I always assumed he had terrible nightmares or something because somehow despite his cushy ass lifestyle he seems to get less sleep than VASH dude like are you serious. 🤦♂️
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HELLO IM BACK
I'm gonna be so fr... I've spent the past couple of days really living up to my name... and sleeping for most of the days..........
ANYWHO
I'm back lmao. And I have art to share! Just gotta figure out how to export it.... (my ipad is still broken rip)
I also have a million answers for asks which I will be queueing up :)
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Was having a sick day today and decided what better time to do absolutely nothing else but lie in bed and finally begin arc 2 of the wwwo...
And my god.
I can't think of a single work of cinema, or art, or literature, or ANYTHING that has struck me as fiercely as Ame's memories with Grandmother Ren have. I don't have the mind today to even begin to unravel all the little threads of love and care and- and whatever word encapsulates the kind of softness that comes from understanding something with your entire being- that you can feel littered throughout the tapestry of that sequence. And I don't think I ever will. I don't think I'll ever find words that live up to my love for that whole deal. All I can muster is this extremely ineloquent:
Holy shit. Holy fucking shit. Fucking incredible showstopping performance from Brennan and Erika, holy mother of fuck.
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sometimes i think about how different my life would be if my mom hadn't told me about anne rice lmfao
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bro what the fuck are they doing with my package
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what if each yan play fuck, marry, kill with each other ? :3c
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Ezra: certified homie fucker
Realistically he wouldn't kill any of his homies buT if he was forced to it'd probably end up being River (solely bc the two aren't super close and not bc of who River is, sorry Jesse 💀)
Marry? All of them Diva/Krow/Illow
Fuck? All of them 2 electric bugaloo [REDACTED]/Fone/Eddie
Fone:
Definitely kill Illow, in this au they're more tolerable to each other but stillll
Marry ? Krow (they already fucked its time to get marry)/ Diva/ Theo
Fuck ? [REDACTED]/ Ezra/ River/ Eddie
Illow:
They're killing Fone, no question
Marry ? Ezra/ River/ [REDACTED]
Fuck ? also ezra Krow/ Eddie/ Diva/ Theo
Theo:
Kill: While he wouldn’t really want to kill any of them, probably Eddie/Illow (No offense LOL. Eddie reminds Theo of himself, in a way… so that might have something to do with this choice.)
Marry: Diva/Krow/Fone
Fuck: Ezra/River/[REDACTED]
Krow:
Kill: River and [REDACTED] cause Krow has a grudge towards them for the god damn chicken nuggets shenanigans. But also Illow cause he'd kill his bestie. So fuck you.
Marry: Ezra/Fone (course he'd marry his bestie you kidding) /Diva (they're an item in an au soooo)
Fuck: Eddie/Theo
Eddie: (Diva is excluded since she's his sister and doesn't wanna kill her)
Kill: (He wouldn't see why he has to choose KILL, but he'd have to put them here cause he's not dtf nor marry as he's not close to them as much as the others.) Illow , River, and Theo
Marry: [REDACTED], Fone
Fuck kiss:[REDACTED] (although he’s probably fuck him), Ezra, Krow (He didn't wanna make a whole list of just kills so since these two are closest to Diva he put them here)
Diva: (Eddie is excluded same reason)
Kill: NO ONE >:( WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO HER!!!!!
Marry: Krow, Ezra, Fone, and [REDACTED]
Fuck: Theo, Illow, and River
River: doesn't have the heart to kill his homies... only brawn babyyy
kill: no one ✌️
Marry: Krow, [REDACTED], Diva, Theo, Fone
Fuck: [REDACTED], Ezra, Eddie, Illow (his type is apparently emos/alts lmfao)
💖 Ren/[REDACTED] 💖
Canon!Ren would kill all of them because he isn't able to form emotional attachments with anyone other than Angel T_T So I'm changing mine to kiss hehe <3
Kiss: Fone, Krow, Diva
Marry: Eddie, River, Theo
Fuck: Ezra, Illow, Eddie again <3
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I'm not sure if this was asked before but!
It's Angel hug time!! How would the cast hug Angel!
(Would love to see a tall vs short Angel for all the tall Angels!)
WARNING... minors/ageless blogs: do not interact. please read my pinned post before you send in anything !!
I left Angel's height ambiguous because there's a loooot of characters now, and it takes a lot out of me to write for all of them at once ^^; But I did keep tall Angel in mind while writing this!!
Ren
Big, warm hugs that remind you of home. He'll wrap his arms around your waist and pull you flush against his body with a gentle smile. He's also the type to wait until you let go first before he moves away. Secretly revels in receiving physical affection for the first time in a loooong while.
Moth
It honestly feels like a giant bear hug inside of a fuzzy blanket. They're the type to lean into you while hugging, and likes to rest their head on your shoulder if it's one of those longer, "I haven't seen you in a while" kind of moments. Their chest is prime real estate for your head, and they often silently encourages you to lean on it if you want to.
Violet
Warm and inviting, kind of what you'd expect from her. She often likes to sway/rock the person she's hugging, and is more of a squeezer than a "pat on the back-er". If she's feeling cheeky, Violet might try to test her strength by picking you up — and you'd honestly be surprised with how strong she appears.
Elanor
Motherly and familial kind of hugs. She also won't let go before you do, and often likes to give your back a gentle rub while she hugs you. If she thinks you need it, Elanor might even reach up and stroke your head in a comforting manner. Soft praises and encouraging remarks are usually spoken during these moments.
Conan
Another one who gives warm, inviting bear hugs. At first, Conan might be a little rigid when giving you hugs, but that's only because he's your boss and he wants to keep things strictly professional. But if you get closer to him, he'll definitely open up more and give you those longer, more affectionate hugs that you need.
Jae
Very much the "hehe XD glomps you" type. Jae puts his entire body weight into his hugs, and oftentimes gets a bit carried away with it. Like Violet, he'll rock you from side to side; but if he's feeling especially hyper, Jae will pick you up and spin you around entirely. His hugs are always coupled with carefree laughter and smiles.
Leon
Another one whose hugs feel like home. Leon usually lets you dictate the type of hug you want from him, and effortlessly adapts to it. He'll wrap his arms securely around your waist and let you rest your head against his shoulder if you need it. He'll often whisper about how much he's missed you — even if it's only been a few minutes. If that's the case, he'll be more over-the-top and dramatic.
Teo
Brief, one-armed hugs that barely last two seconds. If you're in private, however, his hugs are more relaxed and intimate. His hands often rest just below the small of your back while he rubs faint circles into the fabric covering your skin. Teo can allow himself to be softer in these moments, and usually only reserves these kinds of hugs for the people he trusts.
Olivia
Practically throws herself onto the person she's hugging, and usually lets them be the one to lift her off the ground. Olivia isn't one for simple and brief hugs — she wants those boisterous, almost rom-com styled hugs where she gets lifted up and spun around. But if you ask, she'd be more than willing to try and lift you instead. At most, you'll both get a good laugh out of it.
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