#and then I think he and Olivia separated too now 😭

[prettygirlgerard]

did any of y’all ever watch the newest john mulaney special btw? I kind of stopped rocking with him a while back but he’s a pretty funny guy still actually

[destinyc1020]

i’m with you on your opinion of kaia and austin. to each there own and my opinion truly does not do a single thing but i’ve always kept a hope that him and vanessa would get back together. it’s not like they were a fling.. they were together almost a decade! they must of had something good going for themselves and cliqued with each other to be together that long. obviously things change and they’ve both changed and are doing different things, but you never know!

on the other hand, you have people like my mom saying “i hope zac and vanessa get back together” 🤣 THAT was a while ago

Awww......Aunessa lol 😭

Yea, when I look back at all of the old pictures of Austin and Vanessa together through the years, they just looked SO in love, and almost like soul mates. 😔 You could really tell the love btwn those two, and they just seemed so comfortable with each other. I guess after 9 years together you would! 😂

Anytime ppl would bring up Austin's name in interviews, Vanessa would just gush all over him... even in year 8 of being together lol 😂 So obviously he was making her happy if she only had nothing but great things to say about him, and vice versa.

It's almost hard to imagine that two people who seemed to love each other THAT much could break up and now be with other ppl.

But oh well! C'est la vie I guess? 🤷🏾‍♀️

You know, I too was wondering if they would ever get back together at some point (I wouldn't be surprised tbh), but after he recently unfollowed her on IG, I've quit with that type of wishful thinking lol 😆

I think that was the final nail in the coffin tbh. While it's still kinda weird how Vanessa is somehow linked to most of the other women Austin has dated after her (ie. Olivia, Kaia, etc), I really do think they have gone their separate ways and have officially moved on long time ago. Vanessa seems blissfully happy with Cole, and Austin seems genuinely happy with Kaia. 😊

In fact, now that I look at it, A & V do seem to be very different and in different places in life right now. So maybe the split was for the best? 🤷🏾‍♀️

Re: Zanessa

Omg your poor mom lol 😆 What decade are we in again lol? I honestly don't see Zac and Vanessa ever getting back together again lol, but hey.... who saw JLo and Ben Affleck getting back together married to each other after 17 years, multiple marriages, multiple divorces and several kids? 🤣

So never say never I guess lol. 🤭

Omg I just remember how Austin got such an insane amount of hate from Zanessa shippers cuz HSM sweethearts Zac and Vanessa had broken up and she was now dating Austin lol 😆

After 8 or 9 years of her dating him though, shipper fans gotta just accept that their ship has long-since died and their fave has moved on to someone else! 😄

Don't be rude!

If TZ ever broke up again and seriously dated other respectable ppl, I sure hope the fandom wouldn't jump on their new SO's necks just cuz the new person isn't "Tom" or "Zendaya", coz that wouldn't be cool either. 👀😔

[husbandhoshi]

me booping you as a monthly checkup (which is smth im doing frm today onwards) :D

HOWS LIFE LILY???? HOWS SCHOOL???? WHICH YEAR OF MED ARE YOU IN NOW???? - okay too many caps locks, anyways-

idk if you celebrate but how was good friday and easter? did you have fun? how was your weekend? have you been busy at the hospital a lot? HAVE YOU DRUNK WATER TODAY POOKIE 👹👹

any gossip around you we (or i) should know about? dame im starting my 3rd year in a bit and im STRESSED. med school is tough man 😭😭

ive been so fucking busy, i didnt even know there was a follow to incheon the past weekend 😭

OH AND OMG I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS

remember the two girls and their boyfriends (from my uni) i told you about some time ago? the one where the boyfriends grab hold of the other girl instead of their girlfriends? IT HAS FUCKING ESCALATED

apparantly - im renaming them as olivia (ex boyfriend justin) and jane (ex boyfriend mathew) - olivia and justin were "engaged" since they were younger?? its like a tradition of sorts in their caste to betroth the girl to someone once they start menstruating. so like olivia got betrothed to justin when she was like 14? i think. justin did like olivia A LOT like he was booktok smitten in love with her. and then like when the two of them started university with like a bunch of other people, justin met jane in his freshman orientation. they sat beside each other and they hit off.

jane met mathew in one of her classes and it seemed like she shared multiple of her classes with mathew so they kept on talking and then eventually got into a relationship. and then mathew saw olivia in the garden once and found her "pretty" and started making conversations with her (mind you mathew was already well into the relationship with jane) and so they started conversing and now olivia starts gaining feelings for the guy and becomes confused because "how can i have feelings for two people at once?" so this went on for like a good year. olivia and justin being in a relationship with jane and mathew are in a relationship. all while jane and justin were hanging around each other a lot and olivia would still be very fucking confused about her feelings because of the CONSTANT FLIRTING from mathew.

and then second term of sophomore started (post winter break), sophomores were planning to get drunk somewhere and olivia didnt want to go. shes not really big on alcohol and parties. jane, justin and mathew went (all of them went separately). fast forward to i think a few hours later, all three of them are piss drunk and someone spikes their drinks. jane and justin go to one of the private rooms to have sex and mathew continues getting piss drunk. drunk mathew misses olivia so he goes to her dorm, she lets him in, he has a bit of water, they have sex.

i dont think i mentioned something.

olivia doesnt know mathew is in a relationship with someone.

mathew doesnt know olivia is in a relationship with someone.

jane doesnt know justin is in a relationship with someone.

justin doesnt know jane is in a relationship with someone.

olivia is entirely SOBER when she lets mathew have sex with her.

this going behind each others back goes on for months until the fist fight thingy that happened.

and then, olivia and justin go home from uni on a break and yk how word spreads FAST right? their parents already knew about their infidelity before they even reached home. the engagement is called off. olivia is transferring to another uni in a different continent entirely. justin still goes to my uni. about jane and mathew? no one knows where they vanished actually. like they're no where to be found after the fist fight fiasco.

thenkiu for reading my tedtalk lily 🤓

~ rai 😘

RAIIIIII hello babe i am so sorry i took forever to answer this 😭😭😭😭 i had to dig in and pull out my actual computer to dissect this TEA…

im good!!! im starting my third year at the end of the month :) just waiting for the results of my big test to come in bc that will determine whether or not i get to start 😬 we’ve been studying for this exam for quite some time so no gossip or hospital stories to share :(( literally my life has been waking up studying and then going to sleep. but i just came back from a trip to nyc which was super fun !

and yes i did celebrate easter w my family!!! we did a seafood boil which was SOO good! what did you do?

ok ok after reading the drama update i am SEATED. first i know there r cultural reasons for getting betrothed / engaged etc so early but i think this is just confirmation that No One was ready 😭😭 honestly it breaks my heart bc it sounds like there were really Real feelings involved in all of this but the fact that no one could keep their hands to themselves 😬 Telling! plus the like 0 communication KILLS ME!!! please don’t stay together then!!!! also i’m side eyeing mathew bc he sounds selfish and from what i understand initiated a lot of the drama???? idk but transferring schools and disappearing is CRAZY too…… sheesh

i had a similar situation happen to my friends in high school where friend A had been on/off dating boy A for years and years (on/off bc her parents didn’t approve). her best friend B had been crushing on boy B for years but didn’t move in on it bc she was scared he didn’t reciprocate. so friend A and boy A are on a break and allegedly friend A invites boy B to her place and they sleep together. friend B finds out and to retaliate sleeps with boy A at her bday party. then they both mutually blocked each other after not saying a WORD abt it to each other & just hearing ab things thru word of mouth. crazy how people can just turn on each other like that

drama ASIDE. how are you?? i know you’re busy but is it a good busy??? i hope you have time to enjoy urself!!

[anexlarrieblog]

Well Larries lose yet again since we now have video proof that Harry stayed at Coachella for Saturday’s performances and he and Olivia are on video at Billies show (looking absolutely adorable I might add - cuddled up and swaying to the music!) Louis had Eleanor and his fam at his show too. I’ll never understand why Larries can’t just accept and see how happy they both seem now separately and just move on. I know it’s not that easy after 10 years of a CT and being brainwashed but it seems like such a miserable existence.

I know I seen those videos and it was cuteeee 😭 the other ones you can’t see Olivia well but you can see her with Harry in this one. There’s another one that looks like them swaying to the music together 🥹 and the videos of Eleanor with Louis’ family were very cute. Honestly? Larries just ignore this stuff. I can say that p confidently as an ex larrie. If I heard this content was out there I wouldn’t view it as I didn’t like how uncomfortable it made me feel. When Louis gave that v cute shoutout to Freddie at his concert many Larries admitted they didn’t watch the video. And If I did watch stuff I’d just immediately dismiss it. I did not take it into consideration or let myself think about it. To believe in a conspiracy for as long as they have, they are honestly just straight up lying to themselves at this point. They pretend they are happy and #winning so it seems worthwhile but they are miserable and anxious as hell. Set off by women and children, saddddddd stuff.

[falsegoodnight]

1 , 3 , 12 , 14 , 21 , 24 , 27 !! sorry if thats a lot lol you don’t have to do it all !

hi!! it's not a lot!! however, i *did* already answer a few of these (1 here, 3 here, and 14 here) but i will happily answer the rest :)

12. favorite character to write about this year

ahh well i love writing louis and harry in every fic/universe but as for specific favorites... i have a deep love for louis in picking up the pieces and voicemail sings a wreck, harry in yesterday came suddenly, and both of them in where they glow

also, i think everyone can guess i love writing frat boy harry shjskls

(sorry i am incapable of choosing one favorite 😭)

21. most memorable comment/review

anyone that’s ever written me a “long” comment definitely has my entire heart!! my friends chelsea and jem have done that for me many times and i treasure every single one of them deeply :’) also just the comments from people who always comment on my fics... i treasure those so much. from the top of my head: morgan (they also always dm their live reactions to my fics and i look forward to that every time!!), lou, and cam <3 there’s some users on ao3 who always do that too that i have memorized for sure but idk if i should list those shjkss 

some other recent ones that stick out are also from friends, hanis and hally!! actually anyone who wrote me a comment or sent me a nice ask during finals week gets a hug from me :’) there’s nothing like reading kind words when you’re feeling down to cheer you up instantly <3 

i’m not really giving anything specific here i know shjsks i feel hesitant posting comments jic the person who wrote it may feel hesitant about that and i’m unable to ask directly, but i will say that one ask i still think about months later was someone calling me the olivia rodrigo of fics shjks 😭

really though i’m so grateful for every comment or ask or just nice words that has been directed towards me!!! you all are so lovely and i truly would not keep doing this without your kindness!! 

24. favorite fic you read this year

ummm TOO HARD!! i’ve read sooo many good fics this year!! you can check my bookmarks here for my top favs from this year but i don’t even think i could begin to choose just one </3 

actually... i’ll take this as an opportunity to rec a fav that i think deserves so much more attention: 

✰ Shooting Stars in the Woods by frenchkiss | E | 82k

A Tudor era AU. Prince Louis I of England has everything a man could ever dream of, but his lack of husband is driving his father, the King, to madness. But Louis doesn't want any of the eligible bachelors his father pushes his way. All he wants is to be able to do is marry the knight he's been in love with for two years now.

The love story of a royal and his servant, separated by class but joined by heart. Their relationship has remained a careful secret for a long time now, but when a threat to the kingdom forces them both to leave the palace, it turns out their secret isn't the only one that could topple everything they’ve ever known.

this one is so good if you enjoy historical/royal aus and also some political intrigue <3 

27. favorite fanfic author of the year

again i literally cannot choose one shjksls gonna rec a newer writer who has put two fics this year – both of them are so incredible and most definitely favs :’)

✰ breadylou // @breadylou

another favorite of mine who i always thinks deserves more attention is:

✰ tomlinvelvet // @afterglowslouis

love both of them and their fics so much!! and there’s so many other fantastic writers posting currently that you should check out –– i just did an underrated writers rec recently and i’ve been thinking about doing a comprehensive list in the future so let me know if you’re interested in that!

thank you so much for sending and for your interest <333

send me an end of the year fanfic ask

[narrie]

https://oh-honey-styles.tumblr.com/post/639620332155731968/the-only-reasoning-that-would-make-sense-as-to-why#notes

I thought this was a really interesting take on the pics and stuff

imma put this in a read more for the sake of everyone’s sanity bc this is really just theorizing™ now

hmmm well first of all, agreed that these things do happen in hollywood, like this fandom connects pr stunts immediately with larries and delusion but like......no lmao it can be real and it can be used for pr and we’ve seen harry do it before, believe it or not! i just think a gossip mag approaching them with a “bad story” wouldn’t lead to this bc honestly why would they/harry care? he’s had way way worse shit written about him. this kinda thing lasts for about 3 days tops and then everyone gets over it, i can’t see how that would’ve hurt them at all. what i can see what MAY have happened is they got caught by paps kissing it up during nye (or earlier....overlap?) or doing smth else incriminating and maybe paps or a mag who bought the pics contacted them (for a statement?) and harry’s ppl made a deal with them, so instead of publishing those pics (which must’ve been so bad that they didn’t want them to be published in any case), they’d give paps access to the wedding/that weekend and they (page six? daily mail?) would run with the story they had their say in instead, aka they’re very serious yada yada. like i do believe they’re dating and shit but these wedding pics are very inorganic, especially for harry styles, and there’s literally no doubt about them giving access to the paps (it’s a very private venue and it’s not like the azoffs can’t afford to get rid of paps or are dumb enough not to know how to hold them back (also why the fuck would the paps be there in the first place)) and the slow release of these pics from the same days over a longer time period has an agenda behind it too. doing this whole thing for promo just seems off to me bc maaaybe for grammy voting but like, does that really help? and then the movie is SO far off, it doesn’t make a lot of sense to pull that now tbh. but like, they are really doing a piss poor job luv if they’re trying to gain the upper hand with this lmao they dug their grave at least 30 meters deeper 😭 not only are ppl talking about olivia’s separation just being announced, them starting to date while the movie isn’t even done yet, her being the director, the 10 year age difference - on top of all of that they’re also now calling them out for being irresponsible fucks by holding and attending a wedding while living in the epicenter of the pandemic and then not even wearing masks in the other pics. like what exactly was their game plan here? bc whatever it was, it failed miserably