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reneeub · 10 months
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The Greek gods really went off with punishing Sisyphus huh
Like we all get that pushing that boulder uphill over and over is a hard job and also gets boring pretty quickly but it's cruel in a more complicated way than that
It's the growing frustration with failing the one simple task you've been doing for so long.
It's getting angry at yourself, why can't you learn anything from from what you just did.
It's always second guessing yourself if the problem is you, are you the reason you fail every time?
It's the loneliness when you have no one to ask even for smallest hints to make your work easier
It's seeing the boulder down the hill again and wondering if there is any end to this or is it just like that forever?
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mistymark · 6 years
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the boyfriend one. [yuta]
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full masterlist // part of the nct boyfriend series // 1.0k
okay so
tbh I kinda see yuta as a (pure) switch
like he's TOTALLY in love w you
but also like,,, not afraid to joke around with you
is Annoying Boyfriend
PDA is his best friend
personal space? yuta doesnt know her
he is always always a l w a y s touching you
PURELY THO
no sinners in our house
lots of playful banter
just bc yuta has The Greatest Sense Of Humour to date
like
he'd catapult himself onto ur bed to wake you up then be like
 “I’d offer you breakfast but you didn’t make any”
but you'd be like “its okay im not hungry”
“WHAT COME ON”
*muffled giggling*
OH!!!! AND!!
the babe incident:
y’all are chilling w The Bois (tee em) and aw :( time for yuta to go :((
anyways so he gets up to leave all swagger and Chill
“okay bye see you tomorrow”
and instantly ur CACKLING
bc this boy
this MOTHER TrUCKER
couldnt call u babe in front of his friends
*deep voice* “okay bye see you tomorrow YOU DIDNT WANNA SAY BABE IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS CALL ME BABE CALL ME BABE-”
and then he'd start laughing at u bc ur impersonation of him is lowkey cute
but he'd be shutting the door and just call out “OKAY OKAY BYE BABE I LOVE YOU”
and he's like oh SHIT
no no no this cannot be happening it just slipped out im sorry
ur like o.O
this is not something that has happened before
“did you-”
“NO”
“im pretty sure-”
“NO you must have misheard I said I love… fruit?”
*unimpressed* “you hate fruit”
“thats ten” - doyoung, unhelpfully, from the other side of the door, circa 2019
“I’ve had a recent revelation that maybe I don’t dislike it as much as I believed”
nakamoto yuta LOVES you
and he just said it for the first time accidentally in front of ALL OF HIS FRIENDS
ur shy
and hes super embarrassed bc he wanted it to be said in a cute way for the first time
and ur shocked
but u dont want him to suffer alone:
“I love you too.”
blushing
bLuShinG
BLUSHING
BLUSHING
this boy sends u the CUTEST GRIN
then completely dips
(it was also after this point that he began to feel okay calling u babe in front of the other members)
y’all go shopping a lot
but he also likes to join you when you go grocery shopping
likes to ride around on the trolleys as u do all the actual shopping
oh my god and he is That Kid that sneaks things into the cart when ur not looking
so one day y'all are out grocery shopping
getting that bREAD
and he's wearing this green hoodie, and ur wearing blue
*picks up lettuce* “this matches my outift”
then ur like oh!!! cute!!!
so u grab the first blue object you see in the cart
and ur like !!! this matches MINE!
and this boy
literally falls over he's laughing so hard
ur confused
ur like ????????? what
so u glance at the packet and immediately u drop them
as if theyre like poison or something idk
because “OH MY GOD WHAT ARE CONDOMS DOING IN OUR CART”
I feel like yuta is either a person who is completely apologetic or completely unapologetic
he’ll either find it hard to apologise and wont do it at all, or will apologise for everything
I mean, you'd realise this and wouldn't push him about things - you’d know he's sorry either way
but totally making him apologise for putting cONDOMS IN OUR CART THAT WAS THE MOST EMBARRASSING THING EVER OH MY GOD
but he's also all about the small gestures too
really likes to SHOW his love more than say it
unless its winwin
he always brings you coffee and tea
when ur working or studying or just really tired
and then he'd pull the whole:
“I brought you coffee. just the way you like it.”
*confused* “hot?”
“like your boyfriend ;)”
ALSO
“wow the sky is so beautiful”
“you know what else is beautiful”
“what? :D”
“me”
overall tho hes a total sweetheart
probably takes u on the cutest dates
likes fun dates
amusement parks, arcades, mini golf, etc.
but if its like
later than 2pm he’ll refuse to go out
so you'd just cuddle and play video games or board games or something
really tries to impress ur family
probably comes over and brings flowers
you're like !! aw !! yuta !!
and he's like nah fam these arent for u ur ugly lol
but then he sees ur mother and he's like :))) hi :))))) these are for you :))) uwu
once he knows ur family loves him
he boasts about it all the time
“yo y/n ur mum invited me to dinner”
“?? when?”
“Wednesday? I know u cant make it you wont be missed lol”
especially to the other members
and if one o them is in a relationship ??????? bonus points
like
“guys y/n and I are couple goals,,, her parents are practically begging me to marry her”
“is this because they said you should come to their neighbour’s bar mitzvah??”
“shut up jaehyun ur irrelevant only people who are dating can #ContributeTheirOpinions”
OKAY ENOUGH JOKES
yuta is actually so gorgeous and I love him to pieces
probably gives you all his clothes bc he thinks u look hot wearing them
texts you at the most inconvenient times (e.g. during meetings, lectures, exams, classes, etc.) and claims he “forgot” you were doing something important
when he can see u from across the room he’ll text u something sappy like “you look beautiful” or “I love you” just to see the way your face lights up at his words
slut for putting his hand on ur thigh when ur sitting next to him
sometimes he doesnt even notice himself doing it
you'll just sit down and he's like yep hand + thigh = happy yuta
looks at ur lips
its kind of a giveaway that he wants to kiss you
its hella subconscious tho and the first time u pointed it out he got all smiley and embarrassed
like he didn’t know he had a habit of staring at ur lips when he wanted to kiss you
and it was a dead giveaway if u were playing video games in the lounge room and he’s laughing with you and then suddenly he’s staring at your lips
you Know what he’s thinking about
“Yuta,, stop” “????? I wasn’t ?? Doing anything??”
has a selfie of the two of you as his home screen background
and a random photo he took of you as his lock screen
it changes regularly tho
because he “cant pick a favourite”
FaceTimes you often
like prefers it over texting or calling
bc he gets to see you as if ur with him
and its :(((
but u see each other a lot anyway so what is he on about
u think its just bc he likes to screenshot u when ur pulling ugly faces or brushing ur teeth
its really because he really just enjoys looking at you
probably screenshots all ur snapchats
but only the ones where youve just woken up or pulling the worst faces
keeps them all
“YUTA OH MY GOD WHY DID YOU SCREENSHOT THAT I LOOK AWFUL” “no you look cute :((”
tbh his social media is probably filled with selfies of you two from way too close
like pulling crazy faces in pics with you that its hard to get a selfie with him just smiling nicely
but every photo you have taken of you together by other people look like your both about to walk a red carpet
truly visual couple
instantly smiles when u walk in the room
and probably gets offended when you dont immediately go to him when you enter
like who could u possibly need to talk to more than him
#rude
nah but seriously he loves seeing u
and when ur happy
oh boy
he's happy too
grinning at all times
what a babe
like LITERALLY
ALWAYS SMILIGN AROUND YOU AND MY HEART EXPLODES WHEN I LOOK AT HIM GOODNIGHT
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skizmin · 6 years
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Ravenclaw Woojin
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genre: fluff of course, sorta?? enemies to lovers but?? not really???, an adamant y/n and a soft woojin,,,, none of the other members appear which i didnt even realise until i finished
okay so woojin is ravenclaws most trusted prefect as hes the eldest one and literally does The Most to make himself available for others
seriously once he asked the defence against the dark arts professor for a 2 week extension on his assignment so he could tutor 5 people for the upcoming charms exam 
like,,,,,,,, damn
anyway so you actually do this extended course of charms, youre in the same class as woojin and for some reason??? the fact that hes so naturally good at it pisses you off
especially when youre falling slightly behind in that class
okay a LOt behind
your like,, only friend in that class is dropping it next term to focus on her divination classes and she doesn’t get it either but it doesnt affect her grades not nearly as much as it affects yours. 
shes all “dude just ask for woojin to tutor you” and youre like 
No NO no
no way are you being tutored by kim woojin. the idea just embarrasses you
you’re usually fine with getting help from peers but woojin?? everyone goes to him for tutoring and you sorta just dont??? wanna put yourself into that group???
you feel like it makes you inferior to him for some reason which is the worst feeling ever
(even tho you totally arent bc youre beating him in potions anyway)
anyway so its a wednesday morning and the class is about to end to allow the students to go have breakfast (you know how extended courses are out of normal school times ye??)
you’re tired as fuck
confused as fuck
hungry as fuck
everything as fuck
but then “y/n!” called you to your senses and you stopped packing your things
your professor had just called you up, an ancient tiny little man who was apart of the great battle of hogwarts some time ago
“yes sir?”
“come here would you?” 
you shoved your ink jar into your bag and nodded, walking out from behind your desk and saying bye to your friend who was leaving already
god she really did hate this class you thought lmao
the majority of the students were still packing their things away in a slow drawl probably instigated by the dim, sleepy light of the chilly morning
“anything i can help you with?” you awkwardly asked your professor who smiled at you, stepping down from his place standing on books to look up at you
“yes actually, ive noticed you’re falling behind.”
you cringed, hard, not even wanting to turn around and see who was watching
“i suggest you get a tutor if you wanna get an A for this semester, y/n.”
“sir, i don’t have time to be tutored!”
“well then i guess you’re going to fail this course y/n. just be tutored enough to catch you up on the syllabus and then i can help you with the rest, okay?”
you internally groaned. this was bad
“you’re smart, it’ll only be about 2 weeks before youre caught up. im sure theres plenty of people that would tutor you.”
you nodded and politely fare-welled the teacher before turning to walk out of the classroom
the classroom was surprisingly empty, and you were happy to see that, not really excited about your professor sharing the fact that you were failing the course
sighing to yourself, you walked out of the door, planning to go meet your friends in the great hall
“hey! wait! y/n!” 
you whipped around, half scared to death
the halls were practically empty yet
there was kim woojin
standing right next to the doorway you had just exited
your head tipped back. had he really been standing there the whole time?
“do you wanna meet tonight or something? we can go to the library?”
you gave him a pointed stare
“what? why?”
woojin was a little taken aback, he grew smaller under your gaze.
“oh, so i can- you know, tutor you? i heard you were behind by a bit.”
he looked almost embarrassed at how you were responding to his offer as you sharpened your gaze on him
“i dont need you to tutor me. i can find someone else.”
and with that you left a frowning, dumbfounded woojin standing in the hallway as you stalked off to the great hall
stupid woojin
who did he think he was asking you to meet him in the library
surely you can catch up on your own, you really dont need his help. you’re like, shaking your head lmao
smh
but anyway, the end of the day comes and you grab all these phat stacks of parchment and take you study charm books to the library and sit at the farthest ever table away from literally everyone
you start studying properties of all the spells youve learnt this second term
you get to the third spell, aparecium, one youve been having a lot of trouble remembering
you groaned, looking up in your book what exactly the spell meant and remembering it was in fact a revealing charm and you didnt have any pages with invisible ink on them. 
you began flipping further into the book, trying to find the incantation for concealing ink writing so you could practise 
“h-here.” 
you fuCKING LEAPED IN YOUR SEAT
BITCH TF
THAT SCARED YOu oh my god what was he doing here
“s-sorry for scaring you b-but, its got concealed writing on it so you can, like- practise?”
he sounded sorta hopeful as he slid the paper over to you, hands nervously twining with each other in front of him afterwards
your pride was getting to you tho so
“i’m good at that spell, i don’t need to practise it.”
woojin blinked and squinted at you a little, trying to figure out whether or not you were lying
“ooookayyyy. anyway, anything else you want help with? i can explain it a little bit for you?”
you resisted the MASSIVE urge to roll your eyes at him
we get it, youre good at this
“im okay, thanks.”
you expect woojin to leave then, and it seems he does too as he stutters in his movement before clenching his eyes shut
“do you not l-like me or something? or did i-, did i do something to you?” he peeked an eye open to gauge your reaction
he looked almost
scared?
oh no, oh no
what was this guilt? you could feel your glare softening in an instant
why are you liKE THIS
“n-no! i dont!” you stuttered out a reply, eyes widening slightly
and then, he smiled. and he smiled wide
you felt blinded almost, your heart started palpitating. so this is what it was like to have woojin smile at you, and you only.
you were fucked
“oh! okay then! sorry i just-, i just thought i’d annoyed you or something so..” he trailed off, tapping his shoe on the ground suddenly very interested in the lamp on the library desk
“anyway!” he spoke up again. “i’ll uh, i’ll leave you to it. and don’t forget to practise aparecium. it’ll be on the next test for sure.” he grinned at you again and you sorta maybe might have felt heat crawling to your cheeks.
“t-thanks woojin.”
he nodded at you, still smiling before leaving
you banged your head on the table, what in the world was that interaction
whilst burying your face in your hands you noticed he had left the enchanted paper with you, you shrugged
might as well use it, right?
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, shit
1 and a half hours later yu were groaning out of pure frustration with yourself. no matter how perfectly you practised the incantation or how directly you swished your wand at the page, nothing appeared
no writing or anything
you were beginning to wonder if woojin gave you the right piece of parchment, that this was the one with the invisible ink
you shook your head, looking at the clock closest to you and deciding it was too late to be studying and that your brain mustnt be working right,
you packed up your stuff and went back to your dorm, making sure to get as good a sleep as possible because you had another extension charms lesson tomorrow morning
,,,
anyway so you woke up late in the morning with a sore neck and red eyes. 
this was Not Good
quickly tugging on your robes and frantically shoving things into your bag whilst brushing your teeth you rushed out of you dormitory and ran all the way to the charms classroom
you ran in out of breath, your professor looking at you with an unimpressed look. “glad to see you could make it y/n.” he drawled before turning back to the blackboard
you whined as you saw him writing a test warning for 2 weeks time, sleepily stumping your way over to your friend who was laughing at you loudly
unpacking your things, you glanced around the room. eyes landing on woojin who had a hand resting under his chin staring right back at you
your cheeks went a bit red when he smiled at you, giving you a small wave before turning his head to the board again
your friend next to you shoved you a little bit, when your turned your head you face her she simply mouthed an i saw that
you rolled your eyes and paid attention to the rest of the lesson without any distractions
anddddd thennnnnn it was over
you blinked, your notes were cleaner today than usual
“hey, y/n!” you looked up to find woojin standing in front of your desk, toothy grin on his face as per usual
your heart sorta skipped a beat before you were able to tell it not to
“hey woojin :))” you smiled, trying your best to sound friendly whilst not looking like an absolute fool
he sorta squinted at you a bit before “so uh, how was studying?”
it was your turn to look at him sceptically this time
“it was,,,,,, good??” you questioned, unsure of how to respond
woojins smile sorta falters before coming back with a somewhat sad lilt to it
“ah, right. well i gotta go. my friends are waiting.” and with that he nodded at you and left
you were confused as fuck
well, that was certainly weird
anyway, for the next week and 3 days, woojin completely avoided you
you’d be fine with this of course if you hadnt gotten that little soft spot for him a while back
it sorta hurt when your smiled at him and he sorta just sadly smiled back and looked away, or if you were gonna say hi to him he’d scurry away before one word could leave your mouth
you were really down about it honestly
bUT you also didnt have time to worry about it
your test was in FOUR. DAYS. 
AND you had studied everything else to the best of your ability apaRT from the revealing charm, aparecium.
you wanted to cry, no one could explain it well enough to you and you could say the incantation right bc everyone spoke too fast and apparently you had to use it MULTIPLE times on the tes to maKE QUESTIONS APPEAR. 
QUESTIONS
INVISIBLE QUESTIONS THAT COUNT TOWARDS YOUR MARK
basically, you were having a mental breakdown and you knew there was only one person left to try and explain it to you
kim woojin
again, he was A V O I D I N G    Y O U
which made you angry bc you neED TO GET AN A
anyway, so your class on a tuesday was an afternoon class and you sorta just planned to corner him there after class
flitwick usually left 10 minutes early to arrive at his choir practises on time and put a charm on the door so no student could leave early
so the time comes, the bells ring and students rush out of the class you go and lie in their beds or whatever most teenagers do nowadays
and you make your way over to woojin’s desk as he packs up his things, he was always the last to leave
you coughed to get his attention, when he looked up his eyes widened
“i need your help.” you stated, eyes boring into his, you could swear you saw pink flush over his cheeks
“im uh, im busy. sorry y/n-”
“just one charm? please? i really need it, no one else can explain it.”
woojins eyes softened and he bit his lip. he was contemplating.
“okay.” you smiled at him widely “lets try now, okay?”
you nodded, placing you bag down and grabbing out some enchanted pieces of parchemnt, including the one he gave you
you sat down next to him and he look confused
“whats the paper for?”
“the aparecium charm.” you replied simply, turning to face him
a look of realisation dawned over his face
“i thought you said you were good at that charm?” he muttered
you looked at him weird, why was he acting so strange?
“i lied, i didnt want help back then but i do now. so,”
and then he grinned widely, taking a piece of paper that wasnt the one he gave you and telling you to watch closely
“aparecium.” he said, clearly. swishing his wand almost expertly
you looked at the paper in front of you and saw the writing of hello appear on it in your cursive handwriting
you looked up at him in aw.
“can you say it again? slowly? i dont think im pronouncing it right.”
woojin giggled
G I G G L E D
and repeated himself, clear and slow. you nodded at him, taking a random piece of paper and clearing your throat
“wait!” woojin yelped “use this one!” 
you furrowed your brows as he shoved the piece of paper he gave you in the library in front of you
“uh, okay?” you replied, glancing up at his smile
clearing your throat again, you swished you wand and spoke clearly. “aparecium.”
nothing happened to the paper and you groaned loudly
“oh, y/n, your pronunciation is perfect. its the swish thats wrong.”
you bored your eyes into him “what?”
“youre doing it this way. youre supposed to do it this way” he flourished his wand to demonstarte to you the wrong doing
you still furrowed your brow, not really seeing the difference between the two
“here, i’ll show you”
o hMY GOD HE 
HE JUST GRABBED YOUR HAND HOLY SHIT
SIRENS CALL THE AMBULANCE
YOU REALLY ALMOST CHOKED ON AIR
suddenly you felt fire all over. red surely covering your face as you tried to concentrate but holY SHIT
“okay so youre going like this.” he moved your hand in his own, making out the movement you made before
“but you should be doing this.” 
o h
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
now you get it
you wanted to bang your head on the table for being so dumb about it
“oH RIGHT! woojin you’re literally a life saver!”
he laughed again, retracting his hand from yours as red splashed over his cheeks and onto his ears
“well, go on! try it!
you smiled, looking down at the paper and saying a strong and clear incantation whilst moving your wand exactly how woojin showed you to
you squeALED in excitement as ink dotted onto the page! 
you grabbed woojin by the forearm and raised it above both of your heads in celebration
he laughed and cheered along with you before you settled down, beginning your massive thank you speech.
“seriously i couldnt have done it without your help i could have faile-”
“y/n, read it.” woojin smiled at you
“what?” you replied, confused
“read the parchment.”
eyebrows furrowing once again you looked down at the parchment with now visible ink
do you wanna maybe go to hogsmeade with me this weekend?
your eyes widened
no way
no way no way no way
you snapped your eyes up to meet his
this is why he avoided you! he thought youd rejected him in such a selfish cold hearted way!
“i’ve uh, actually liked you for a while. we missed last weekend but im down to go next weekend if you want?”
“i- i, i mean, y-you! of course! i’ll go with you, yeah! oh my god i am so sorry you mustve thought i was such a bitch i shouldnt have lied im an awf-”
oh my fUCKING GOD
CODE FUCKING RED HIS HANDS WHERE ON YOUR CHEEKS
AND HIS LIPS ON YOURS
BREATHING? WHOS SHE
your eyes clenched shut as you reached to grab the front of his robes, kissing him back
you felt so goddamn dizzy, your mind cloudy at the absolute bliss of the feeling of his lips and how they moved against yours
he started smiling against you and had to pull away, his eyes glimmering and heart beating out of his chest
“i’ll pick you up at your dorms at 10, okay?”
god, youve never smiled harder.
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