#and then my brain went poof >:(

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Hey! I can't remember if you ever found out what the red flower vines on Frank's house could be, but I think I found a candidate! It's called the Red Mandevilla Vine and their meaning is interesting

OHHH THAT'S THE BITCH!!! that's gotta be the bitch!!! i'm stuck between that one and the red trumpet vine, but i think you probably Got It. hopefully... god i'm gonna be chewing on this all night aren't i

if anyone is curious, this ask is referencing This Post i made about neighborhood observations / flower symbolism

[famewolf]

speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling

[godofthestupid]

the muse of art(Sensakizsensei) bestowed upon me a blessing(gavis bettel new outfit reveal) and I shall use it(absolut brainrot) wisely(only bettel fanart for the forseeable future)

[dragonanon]

Me: *Trying to go about my day like a normal person *

My brain: “What if we made a TADC OC that’s basically a slime monster girl, but she’s based on the kind of toy slime that has a bunch of cutesy objects in it?? And when she was a human she was a highly skilled and respected Intensivist working at an ICU?? And as a doctor, she was known for being gentle and compassionate to all her patients, and she treasured the staff members working under he?? And she saw all her staff as members of her family, and was fiercely protective of them?? But also while she always appeared extremely confident and well put together, deep inside she struggled daily with a massive inferiority complex and imposter syndrome?? Because she never believed she deserved any of the praise she received despite her work, and constantly felt the need to prove herself by going above and beyond in her work?? And all the plays into why she’s a slime girl now, because even though she always appeared as strong and confident in the surface, inside she’s soft and anxious??

And while she doesn’t remember her life prior to entering the Digital World, during times of crisis or when someone’s injured or at high risk of abstracting, suddenly doctor mode activates?? She quite literally pulls herself together and becomes completely solid like plastic, and gives off a strong aura of confidence and authority?? Thoughts, terminology, and emotions that are foreign yet seem SO familiar surge through her, and without really thinking about it she talking and acting just like she did as an ICU doctor; leading her to quickly take control of the situation with firm confidence before gently tending to the injured/abstracting individual. She doesn’t understand how she knows any of what she’s saying as she gently tends to, and or talks the individual back down from the edge, but it feels so natural to her! It’s like she was MADE to do this, and had actually done it many times before despite having no recollection of doing anything like this previously?? And as she slowly helps the individual ground themselves in reality once more, she’s still maintaining a perfect composure during the whole ordeal, not once showing just how afraid she really was and instead just remaining laser focused on helping the “patient” in front of her??

And it’s only when her “patient” has finally stabilized somewhat that she finally notices everyone staring at her in awe, and then she starts barking orders to everyone to get the “patient” back to their room so they can be admitted into the hospital for surveillance, and that she wants a full blood panel and PHQ-9 assessment completed while she fills out an incident report for the hospital’s records. And everyone is so taken aback/still in shock that they just kinda go along with it because she sounds so sure of herself no one knows how to argue otherwise.

It’s only when someone breaks out of their stupor enough to ask her how she did all that/what the heck happened that she snaps out of it, and she softens into her goopy self again as she tries to clumsily explain she has no clue what happened but was just overwhelmed by these sudden thoughts and emotions, and despite not knowing where any of it was coming from it felt like she just instinctively knew what to do and how to do it.

Someone points out to her that she looked and sounded just like a doctor back there, and that maybe that’s who she was prior to entering the Digital Circus. She doesn’t believe it, insisting that there’s no way someone like her could be a doctor, but everyone insists that she absolutely could be and that what she did was incredible?? And now she’s kinda the unofficial doctor of the circus despite still not believing she was, or could ever be, a doctor??”

Me: *Sitting on the couch letting my brain hyperfixate* 👁️👄👁️

[imbouttasue]

Okay hear me out but instead of Charlotte being married off to Kaufman I think it would work miles better with McKenna instead. Both are work-oriented, expressive but reserved in formal occassions. They're compatible enough with each other. McKenna is illegitimate but he still has royal blood so maybe it works(? TRE monarchy doesn't make sense tbh. Yes I'm looking at you Lari).

I feel like it would help to expand their own characters more as their marriage will be relevant to the plot. In a way it would also give them bigger roles in the story.

[overnightheartbeats]

a quick drabble ft. Aaron & Eli // @clubsmarties (sorry this is so late!)

Being excluded from girls' night was established long ago, but Aaron loved Jolie's mood after she caught up with her friend, so he always brought her over. No questions asked. He enjoyed hearing all her fun stories afterwards, that was another plus for him. These outings were really a win-win for him. It even left a lot of time for him and Eli. He had known him for a while now, even before those two began living together. Jolie had noticed it first, the connection brewing between them, and when she pointed out how so, it was obvious. How had Aaron missed it? He didn't really know, but it was amusing to see them now. Aaron hadn't really cracked the code to being more than an acquaintance here though. Boyfriend of a friend's friend, or something like that. Still, they were friendly enough.

They had all agreed to have lunch together, but it had been over thirty minutes. Frankly, Aaron was starving so he sent Jolie a quick text and she confirmed they were stuck in traffic. The willingness to wait was there, but his hunger said otherwise. So, he placed a small order of wings to be delivered to their place and, after lots of convincing, got him to join in. "Dude, come on. They're not even that spicy!" And, perhaps to him, that was true, but Aaron's spice tolerance had always been ridiculously high. That was thanks to his family who began introducing spicy food to him when he was about six or seven. Insisting that starting kids early helped build their tolerance. Now, he enjoyed testing the limits of his spice tolerance. Still, he usually placed a separate order for others, knowing that they usually did not enjoy spice the same way. This time around, however, he was too hungry and completely forgot. "Just split them with me, you'll be fine. Unless you're scared," he playfully challenged.

Aaron bit into the mango habanero wing, and he felt the slight twinge of the heat on his tongue. He had gotten a variety of flavors, all different levels of spicy. Surely, he wouldn't go for the mango habanero ones. All he heard was a breathless, "fuck" and Aaron looked up from his plate to see Eli's flushed face and sweat beads forming on his forehead. Oh. Maybe, they were a bit more deceiving than he thought. For a moment, Aaron felt panic. How bad was he with spicy things? Would he absolutely collapse here from the feeling? Was he going to be responsible for telling Laurel he almost killed her friend? But, one more look in Eli's direction and Aaron could swear his eyes were glassy, almost like tears were forming. In between pants and heavy breathing, he heard some version of, "fuck your mother, why..would you..do that?" And, just like that, all panicky thoughts vanished and were quickly replaced by a burst of laughter. He looked too funny, and his insults were not helping. Aaron's laughter couldn't be contained, but he still made his way to the fridge to grab him a glass of milk. "Here, drink this. More effective than water. Don't go dying on me, it's just a bit of habanero. You'll live."

[itsyourstarboy]

I wanna bite a chunk out of my own hand

[leidila]

Been reblogging Prismo/AT posts from 2014 I cant even explain but like,, I dont even need to know its from 2014 I can FEEL it

[schmooplesthesecond]

List 5 things that make you happy! Then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ♡

thank you so much for sending me this @vitanithepure! always can use some positivity around here. <3

my cats, who are beautiful little gremlins and i would want them no other way. i need to post pictures of them on here more often!

my partner and family (i guess those are two things but shhhhhh). i know it's a sappy answer but it's true

creating, whether it's making sims and houses in the sims 4 or drawing or writing. the latter two have been harder to find the spoons for again but i'm getting there!

surprisingly, my job. i am a social worker and i like to help people, even if it can be emotionally taxing at times.

ghost has been a fun band to learn more about and listening to them always improves my mood.

[yunogf]

my anxiety isn't the u cant talk in front of large groups or on the phone nonconfrontational kind it's the u can't remember if u put a tampon in what if u have two in there now kind

[famefound]

OH! I did this art of Scott and Cat like...last week BUT I FORGOT TO POST IT.

[wearealive]

awak3andal1v3 asked: "Somehow, you got the big assignment, but just because you wear the suit doesn't mean it fits."

❝ excuse me? ❞ the female snaps, arms crossed. ❝ he left me in charge for a reason. because he trusts me. don't you trust his judgment?❞ she challenged.

[nanamis-bigtie]

not me having a realisation - thanks to answering an ask - that my life philosophy has taken a whole 180 turn once I got hooked on one piece.

mostly because at some point I started selfshipping. and coping certain traits of my fictional others because I'm autistic and mirroring is how I cope with people.

life can be weird, huh.

[ddeonudepressions]

guys this jay pic

this pic is very if u walked in his room thinking he's not there but uh oh!! he is and he's some royalty or wtv and ur like a lower class or sum so u open the door and go "oh so sorry.. am i interrupting something sire 😕..?" no?

[farraigenafeile]

i swear every time my meds increase, i get an extra 0.5 diopter to my eyesight? like in a positive way? like everything is so clear and HD now

[princemick-archive]

*screams* idk what to gif or edit