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protemporescitor · 6 months

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#final fantasy vii #ffvii #ffvii rebirth #final fantasy vii rebirth #ff7 #final fantasy 7 #vincent valentine #cloud strife #vinkura #fandoms are the worst #and yet here I am again

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hop3wrlds · 2 years

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it’s so pathetic how i do this every single time i experience success — i black out , ruin everything , & by the time i’ve realized what i’ve done it’s already too late . the hole i’ve dug myself is too deep to get out unscathed . & so then i lay for hours & sob & scream & complain as if i didn’t do this to myself . i’m embarrassed & humiliated . what kind of person is so flawed like this ?

#tw vent #i’m actually in AWE of how badly i’ve ruined things this time #i don’t understand wtf is wrong w me #i have no empathy for myself this is so pathetic #you’d think after failing sm times i’d know better atp #and yet here i am again #i think i might have bpd instead of my diagnosed mdd #it doesn’t matter anyways #actually traumatized #actually ptsd #actually dissociative #neurodivergent #actually dpdr #actuallymentallyill #bpd #major depressive disorder #actually cptsd

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ivory-in-rapture · 13 days

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The one thing you can always rely on a man to do is to deliver on disappointing you one way or another.

#I know this #I have lived this #and yet here I am again #dagger stuck in my back...#ugh

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hinamie · 1 month

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god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk 266 #jjk leaks #fr anon thank u fr the request i am once again emo thinking abt them #n denial fv....god end me put me out of my misery #itfs context makes the lyrics more . healing n hopeful as opposed to wistful and lonely :'<#'everything around me looks so different now / yet everything about me wants to show you around'#PLS PLS PSLPSSLPS ILL CRY ILL DO ITTTTT #anyway emo hours aside original plan was striped shirt yuuji but i gave up smile #put him in white t shirt jail yet again sighs i feel like i do tht with him so often.....#like kid megu that's just his canon outfit but yuuji i wanted 2 get a bit more creative. task failed :(#hes got mismatched socks n scuffed knees but thats abt it #i often think abt how in official art they always put gojo in a gd white t shirt and i go smh but then here i go #pot kettle etc etc #megumi voice whatever!!!!! white tshirt in sunlight Looks Good sue me #pls enjoy them :'> anon i hope i delivered

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damian-lil-babybat · 24 days

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'Dead Poets Society' gang

Headcanon that these four drop poetry and literature quotes on their conversations unprompted.

Jason 'English-major-I-only-visit-the-manor-for-the-library' Todd-Wayne

Damian 'I-master-liberal-arts-unlike-you-plebs-PHD-holder' al Ghul-Wayne

Cassandra 'I-learn-English-thru-Shakespeare-as-god-intended' Cain-Wayne

Duke 'only-title-holder-of-vigilante-poet-and-will-cuss-you-just-as-poetically' Thomas-(future) Wayne

#My background is ass #I promise to practice but omg i am losing motivation coz its too ugly #started putting some on coloring that i started being happy about it #But my background is level toddler i hate it #the patience and discipline to make my lines straight and clean is nonexistent gdi...why did past me choose library gdi #Just writing some Duke in my fics and this image of them all just made me wanna do art...Duke is a poet and writes stories u kno?#Duke is not a wayne yet...and is not dead yet...but with how comics goes then its just a matter of time lol #They're all in school here...Cass and Jason are college watching over their juniors in high school #everyone use cardigans but Jason like his leather so no thanks lol #Duke and Cass in outsiders are cute #jason todd #dc comics #damian wayne #fanart #robin #cassandra cain #duke thomas #inking & background study #Damian is now 14!!!! He's getting old...he's like a baby yesterday omg #I need to stop obsessing over this so i posted a WIP so i can continue writing my fic!!! argh #Im gonna watch youtube tutorials again on drawing bookshelves coz i cannot do this without guidance

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samipekoe · 4 months

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certified commissions moment

#commissions #not to alarm anyone but i am yet again killing it out here

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cloudyydraws · 10 months

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Luigi and Miku (+Mario) doodles

#started doing this bc of the mascot costume photo #and then everything evolved from there #thought it was stupid and silly but what am i if not already stupid and silly #super mario bros #luigi #mario #hatsune miku #vocaloid art #cloudy draws #my art #art #fanart #omg its one of the few miku arts ive done thats not prsk focused wowie #mario bros #mario and luigi #vocaloid #i think im entering my occasional spm phase too #ive drawn a few loogis i havent put here yet but maybe ill post him again later;;;#but enjoy my half rendered sketches for now

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starcatching · 6 months

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SEONGHWA ☆ KCON HONG KONG 240331

#ateez #seonghwa #atzsource #ateezedit #ateezgif #ultkpopnetwork #kpopccc #kpopco #malegroupsnet #dailybg #seonghwaedit #park seonghwa #kcon 2024 #myedit #i cant gif kcon stages to save my life and yet here i am again

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crescentfool · 8 months

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judgement day 🌕

#persona 3 #persona 3 spoilers #aigis #minato arisato #makoto yuki #nyx avatar #lizzy does art #a belated january 31st from me to you! i technically started this at the start of january but got a lil sidetracked teehee! but its done no #i am forever enamored with the fight with nyx avatar- not only is she gorgeous but the boss fight's design really sells the themes of p3 im #i still love how much the major arcana are intertwined with p3's story- from the full moon operations and the final fight #and the lengthiness of the fight. i personally don't consider it tedious bc i came Very Prepared (its the love for grinding in tartarus!)-#but i think that the length has always been a testament to the indomitable force that nyx and nyx avatar are- something that should be-#impossible to go against! yet sees continues to show their perseverance in the endeavor because that's the choice they ultimately made.#i hope to get the chance to draw nyx avatar again sometime! she is absolutely lovely to draw. i had a lot of fun working on this :D #and i also hope everyone has been enjoying the remake <3 i've been enjoying it a lot but i won't be elaborating here. take care!

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courfee · 5 months

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“Regulus would be proud of us,” James whispered quietly to no one in particular, still gripping onto the painting like a life raft.

— Tender Curiosities, Baby! @otrtbs

#tender curiosities baby #art heist baby #james potter fanart #james potter #jegulus #rosekiller #rosekiller fanart #marauders #marauders fanart #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #jegulus fanart #jegulus fanfiction #fic: ahb #art heist baby!#mine #my art #hp #ahb #ive thought about this scene for so long it just took me forever to draw cause once again the anatomy of cars is the bane of my existence #like originally i wanted evan and barty holding hands to be visible to have the contrast of sad lonely james and sad not lonely rosekiller #but alas cars wont allow it #ahb just still has my entire heart you dont get it #i have a none blurry rosekiller and a just james in front of blue with stars version of this but i think ill only put them on insta...#(sneaky end notes: i do have to admit i am not too pleased with evan and barty but this was my first time drawing them)#(so i couldnt figure it out quite yet hency why they look a little. less efforty...)#(also the snake ring is the same design that i drew for chapter 34 of ahb in my little chapter illustrations for my typeset)#((nvm i just checked back and i am fully lying here i used a different one for my typeset and now im vaguely upset oops)#(i shouldnt make decisions only half awake im going to think about this for too long now i am sad))#((like suddenly i was like. hold up. i had a different design there didnt i... it was an open ring goddamnit))

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fluffypotatey · 1 year

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when your blorbo goes through the horrors, your job is to condemn said horrors whilst writing horrors similar or worse than the one canon provides behind your beloved blorbo’s back

#not much but it’s honest work #blorbo #bbc merlin #lmk #lego monkie kid #teen wolf #every fandom tbh #batfam #what fandoms am i in again?????#doesn’t matter all apply #anyway thinking about one blorbo of mine whose horrors give him no breaks and yet here i am giving him more lol

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sunnymainecoonx · 25 days

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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍‍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge

Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)