#anerexix

[n0c4l-4c1d]

2019-2020 ed: i want sk1ny to look appealing to men

2020-2021 ed: i want sk1ny to look appealing to men and women

2021-2022 ed: i want sk1ny to look like a boy

[angrypeachsoulrascal-blog]

Finally

I can finally go all day on a small breakfast and lots of warm liquid. I can finally see my face and belly boating going down.

[eds-ana]

Is ok if you binged today, it's ok if you binge tomorrow. As long as you get there at your body's pace. It's never your fault but if you keep trying I know you can make it. I believe in you!

[blueberrysmoothiewaif]

stay motivated🍵

[strawberriesnmilk]

2024

getting back on my bullshit

i will meet my goal weight this year

or i will get as close as i can

it starts tomorrow

no bullshit

only eating low cal meals if i have to eat

please give me some low cal food ideas!

i’ve got this

you’ve got this

[slowlystickyjellyfish]

I recovered, then I didn’t and now I’m back

It’s been a few years since I was active on the proED scene on tumblr, and honestly I have so many thoughts. At the ripe old age of 20, having been here since I was 14, I now view myself as somewhat of an elder, here to share my wisdom collected over many years. Categorized it as meanspo if you want, it probably will be. So here goes:

- If you’re fighting for your life to get down to a BMI of over 18/19 you’re doing it so fucking wrong. Honestly it isn’t hard.

- The more you complicate it, the more you’ll struggle. Y’all will be out here counting every little KJ and still plateau at 19 bmi??? 🤡 If you’re intentionally obsessing over your food, guess what you’ll think about? Food. And then you’ll binge because you’re an idiot

- Working out will never negate food. If you could choose between walking for five hours and eating two muffins, or just sit on your bed and do nothing, what would you choose? Because choosing the first option will honestly just be worse than staying in bed. Stop finding excuses to eat, it’s the exact same thing fat people do.

- Fasting for three days, losing control, binging and fasting for another three days is 10 times worse than just eating 500 calories every day, forever. But because you all are short sighted and gluttonous, that’s just something you ignore. You’ll post about how amazing it feels to go days with no food and how starving is euphoric, while filling up on 2000 calories and negating all your work and crying about plateauing

- You’ll never be thinspo. Learn to separate fact from fiction, and media from reality. It’s posed, usually edited and perfectly angled and lighted. As someone who has had their photo used as thinspo before, I can honestly admit that that is still not how I looked. It’s curated. It’s a lie. At least aim for reality or else you’ll never find peace.

Ok bullying over, here’s my advice:

- Nicotine is your best fucking friend.

- Don’t overthink it. The one thing body positivity got right is that all bodies are different. What I need to function differs from what you need, no matter size. Don’t focus on eating a calorie limit. A set limit will cause two things: Overthinking and focus on food, which just isn’t comfortable, and excessive eating, because you’ll with no doubt eat to fill your limit or say ‘eh, I can eat some more because I still have some calories left’.

- Just don’t eat. Lol. I know it’s exactly what you’re trying to do, but you’re probably skipping the ‘just’ part. Think of it like this: how easy is it to drink too little water? It’s literally one of the most important things for your existence, but is so easily ignored. That’s what we’re trying to do with food. Why don’t you drink water for fun? There’s no enjoyment. Remove joy from food. Eat food that isn’t that tasty, when you need to have snacks to blend in, have mid range snacks, so you won’t miss it. You don’t schedule water, or count how much you’ve had, you just don’t think about it.

- Measure, don’t weigh. It’ll give you a better representation of fat loss instead of fluctiation.

- Your period doesn’t indicate shit. I was 14 BMI and got pregnant.

- The best way to body check is using tight clothes. Ideally ones you don’t actually use and not wash. Nothing feels better than the waistline on those pants sitting loose on a waist that used to stretch them.

- Figure out your body. Personally, I don’t need to eat until around 17.00, but then I NEED to eat, and am prone to binging. We usually have dinner later here, so I’ll have a small meal around 14.00 - 17.00, an apple or something. Savory foods increase my appetite, bitter foods decrease, sweet has no particular effect. I shouldn’t eat after 21.00, then it’ll be too easy to overeat. Once you know these things, and just implement them as a routine, things will ve so much easier.

Alrighty I’m done. Have a terrible day

[fliimsyfiingers]

lol

[angelrexxic]

hi! this isn't really ed-related, but i will be tagging for traction, as it is the only group of individuals i surround myself with, on this account. i'm currently around 200 usd short for rent, and i figured i would give it a try here. i only have cashapp, as im not sure if my paypal is set up correctly.

please dm me if you would like my cashapp, ANY amount helps greatly.

[skinny-fairy22]

5 years ago today I was 98.5 lbs and it was wonderful. How could I let myself get this fat after this? I’m so angry at myself so I’m on my third day of a fast!

[ugliestcrybaby]

i gained 5kg, reccomend me some low cal diets and quiet exercises

[n0c4l-4c1d]

I love my ed so much even a little starvation decreases the most of my period pain

[angrypeachsoulrascal-blog]

I am having the biggest binge urges I am gaining so much weight!! Any food tips? especially sweet food and chip like? I might start on broth or smoothies but will I gain weight with that.

[eds-ana]

I'm alive!!! In alive!!! I used to be rly active on here a while back, but I'm back again from my longest recovery period yet. Buuuutttt I am broker than broke so I need my old food habits again!

If you were here in like 2018-2019 you might remember an old post of mine, the "before I eat" checklist. Give me a follow cuz imma bout to do stuff like that again and sweet/meanspo!

[blueberrysmoothiewaif]

failing at my eeeedddd so this is to keep you motivated🐚

[chelseachatters]

Food log - 05/10/22

Goal - 500

Breakfast - 0

●Skipped

Lunch - 0

●Skipped

Dinner - 386

●Smashed avocado (184)

●Red onion (2)

●Plant based bacon (39)

●Walkers paprika crisps (143)

Snacks - 0

●Skipped

Drinks - 44

●Apple fruit shoot (10)

●Orange fruit shoot (12)

●Orange squash (22)

Food total - 430

Burned - 219

Net total = 211

Notes - I know crisps aren't healthy but I've been craving them for like 3 weeks. And if I didn't let myself have a pack today I was scared I'd binge on them eventually.

[hauntedblazebouquet]

Guys pls drop me your best tips, cuz I've only got two days to lose at least a little again.. my school is literally weighting every student WELPPPP