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sergle · 9 months

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FOREWARNING FOR GROSS-OUT SKIN CLOSEUP SHIT DON'T YELL AT ME FOR SHOWING YOU has anyone else gotten this really weird phenomenon on youtube. I swear every algorithm on every website is actively and purposely worse now. Where you'll be scrolling through vids after searching for something (I was looking at crochet stuff) and SANDWICHED IN THE MIDDLE OF ACTUAL SEARCH RESULTS... YOU KNOW. LIKE THINGS RELEVANT TO THE KEYWORDS I TYPED

are a couple of completely out of left field SHOCK VALUE VIDS. like to intentionally be alarming. drama vids and things you're enticed to click on bc they're upsetting, and deep deep closeups on zits. what the fuck is going on. Sandwiched between videos about GRANNY SQUARES. crack? is it crack we're smoking????

#are you telling me I can search for crochet patterns and be fed videos of pimple popping and news about anorexic influencers?#THESE ARE NOT ADS!!!! they're just IN THERE. I have ublock I've got all that stuff. these are just completely irrelevant videos #in the search results after I typed like. granny square patterns. or something really basic like that #NASTY shit #and I know it's not the algorithm clocking me bc I can tell when they do that. but I hate hate hate pimple popping videos #so that's not gonna be it.#when mr. algorithm gets me I can smell it. because guess what. nail polish. it's always nail polish.#and I don't watch upsetting shit abt the starvation girl or anything either. and I don't follow drama clickbait channels #WHAT IS THIS. WHERE AM I.#why did they make me look at this!!!!#sergle.txt #you're not allowed to yell at me btw I gave you a warning. which was more than I got. we're in this together now.#i'm not sure what to tag this as bc if i tag it as body horror then ppl will bark at me bc zits are natural. is it natural to get #a camera this close to big irritated holes and boils on your face. lesions. cysts. is that natural. are we friends #do i need to be close enough to smell you. put my eyes directly into the holes in your face

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ghosttownheart · 18 days

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Why do I never see anyone talking about how our girl Nesta had a literal eating disorder?

This poor girl was starving herself because she so desperately wanted to die - because she didn't think she was worth living...

And no one talks about it?!

This is why I get sad when people undermine her trauma responses at the beginning of SF...

She wasn't just drinking and partying, she was actively trying to kill herself.

#acotar #nesta acosf #pro nesta #nesta acotar #please save this poor girl #not cass literally sexualizing her while she was anorexic

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fourquartertoast · 2 days

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valkyries as GUTS songs!!

(tw: eating disorders – allusion in post, mention in tags)

lily is vampire and all-american bitch

(and every girl I ever talked to told me you were bad, bad news/you called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called them crazy too)

(and I am built like a mother and a total machine/I feel for your every little issue/I know just what you mean/and I make light of the darkness/I've got sun in my motherfucking pocket, best believe)

mary is ballad of a homeschooled girl and girl i've always been

(everything I do is tragic/every guy I like is gay/the morning after I panic/"oh God, what did I say?!")

(well, I have captors I call friends/I got panic rooms inside my head/and I get down with crooked men/but I am the girl I've always been)

marlene is lacy and pretty isn't pretty

(smart sexy lacy, I'm losing it lately/I feel your compliments like bullets on skin/dazzling starlet, Bardot reincarnate/well, aren't you the greatest thing to ever exist?)

(and I bought all the clothes that they told me to buy/I chased some dumb ideal my whole fucking life/and none of it matters, and none of it ends/you just feel like shit over and over again)

#vampire is bc of snape ofc #“i've made some real big mistakes/but you make the worst ones look fine” say it louder for the bitches in the back #boahg is absolutely just for “every guy i like is gay”#naming no names but sending HARD STARES in wolfstar's general direction (yes this is an atyd reference)#idk why but lacy just gives 'dorlene enemies to lovers'#and pretty isn't pretty is bc i can't stop thinking/writing about anorexic marlene #anyway have some real tags #marauders #the marauders #hp marauders #marauders era #marauders girls #the valkyries #lily evans #mary macdonald #marlene mckinnon #dorcas meadowes #snily #platonic snily #anti snily #severus snape #anti snape #anorexic marlene #dorlene #dorcas x marlene #marlene x dorcas #marlene mckinnon x dorcas meadowes #dorcas meadowes x marlene mckinnon #atyd mary #atyd reference

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antigonenikk · 2 months

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girl i am so sick of having to bring out my protection hammer and get in the middle of domestic disputes on my street like this is a family neighborhood!!! Stop trying to abuse ur gf in front of me u demon!!!! I WILL get ur ass!!!!

#chicago posting 🥰#just chicago things #u bring out the hammer and tell them to fuck off and sufdenly theyre running scared #like RUN BITCH RUN GET TF OUT OF HERE #they always choose my apt to argue outside of #and its always a different couple #ur a grown man running scared from an anorexic white girl with a hammer?????? pussy.

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raybatsy · 2 years

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he has arrived :D

#2d #2d gorillaz #gorillaz #fanart #cute #in the words of murdoc #5 year old trapped in a blue haired anorexic girl #gorillaz hyperfixation hit like a brick #it hit so hard that even my mum pointed it out #love him #stuart pot #2d fanart #gorillaz fanart

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deadpanwalking · 3 months

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re: smth you mentioned in tags about the weird anti-intellectualism (insecurity?) about ulysses, the czech movies - it's wild bc actually many czech movies are wonderful. when i was in high school i was a bit obsessed with the czech new wave and like they're not hard to watch by any means. they're not marvel but they're not boring (sorry for this rant. also maybe i'm "genetically" predisposed to enjoy any pre-1990s eastern european slice of life anything so if a film was a static shot from a czech grandma's windowsill i'd like it)

Don't be sorry for the rant, you're preaching to the converted. Daisies, A Report on the Party and Guests, The Fireman's Ball? Total fucking prelest! When I wrote those tags, I was thinking of those posts where the OP carefully selects an Eastern European country that it's acceptable to trash, then inadvertently comes up with an interesting concept in the process of trying to dunk on ~pretentious foreign filmes~.

#i haven't seen those posts around in a while. i miss those little fake movies. i think god heard me complain about that shit #that rilke poem i posted a while back has made me catnip to dark academia aesthetic bloggers.#[3 lines of poetry w/no context] [image of lackadaisical anorexic in modsy dress] [upcycled harry potter moodboard] [nail art]#i don't know what they expect to find here but as a joycean i'm not blogging for girls that poop i'm blogging for bitches that shit #anonymous #assbox

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sadsickandstoned · 6 months

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🎀✨Coworker I crush on invited me to the restaurant tomorrow so I took 10 laxs to be skinny n pretty✨🎀

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coffinsister · 8 months

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Ohh you ever read somebody's long ass intro post and already know you wouldn't like them

#why are you proudly declaring you report anorexic girls #fuck off #leyleys books 📑

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mistyhollowcottage · 1 year

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I’m not gonna lie to you guys, I officially don’t know how anyone makes good friends as an adult. I’ve been going to different “social events” around me for months (maybe over a year) now, I will meet another mom, we’ll really hit it off talking and we’ll exchange numbers. And it usually goes:

1. They’ll text back a handful of times and then completely ghost me

2. We’ll make plans a few times and they will consistently cancel the day of with VERY arbitrary excuses

3. We will hang out and in a one on one setting they are the most negative person you’ve ever met in your life

I legitimately don’t know what else to do. I suppose it probably is all just trial and error but I think most people I meet either have a sister they’re close with so they don’t need me or they have childhood friends they’re still friends with. I feel like a reject in a society where everyone that’s pleasant to be around already has their people. Obviously my husband is great but sometimes you just wanna hang out with another mom and talk about life and get coffee and love their kids like your own.

#personal #I was an anorexic stoner in HS so I definitely don’t hang out with those people anymore #my college friends couldn’t text me back to save their life #I met one girl while working after college but she’s consistently copying and one upping me and it’s really uncomfortable ngl #I think having kids young doesn’t help either #so many moms with kids the same age as mine are a decade older than me and they think we won’t have anything in common

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im-full-thanks · 2 years

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favorite no calorie snacks??

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delicateimage · 11 months

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Hey girlies update time… I’ve been sent to a clinic for my weight and it’s been really stressful and my life is kinda falling apart lol there’s defiantly good aspects to it but ughhh I’m like :( bc my diets had to change so much and I feel so unproductive now and I’m really scared about gaining weight but they’d said I’d like die or whatever if I didn’t which um. I genuinely feel so disgusting heavy and sick and disgusting and DISGUSTIGN eww and my disordered eating brain is coming back in full force after silently controlling me for like nearly years at this point and it’s all so much. the hardest thing about this is that I don’t want to gain weight at all and particularly I don’t really even care to live anymore. I’m scared everyday I’ll fall deeper and deeper back into disordered eating I’ll get lonelier and lonelier I’ll get fatter and fatter I’ll lose everything I’ve ever built for myself… ugh this is a mess but ong.