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stillness-in-green · 8 months ago

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What do you think about Horikoshi ending the manga without a canon couple? Do you ship or used to ship MHA characters? Did you see romantic potential? Do you think Horikoshi might confirm a couple later?

No canon couple? Au contraire, my dear anon! The manga ended with the most important canonization of all!

(Everybody give a huge hand to The Only Hets Who Matter, Gentle and La Brava; they deserve it.)

As to the ships people actually care about or were expecting some word on (e.g. the stuff with the students), my reaction there is overwhelmingly “lol gj hori”. I’m glad he ended it with no canon student couple to speak of! While I do sympathize with the position of certain people on Twitter who contend that Ochaco’s arc about repression really needed her to actually confess to Deku, I hated what her crush on Deku did to her arc anyway, so I don’t have it in me to be too annoyed. Anyway, I don’t think it’s possible to do the Iron Might 2.0 part of the epilogue if Deku and Ochaco[1] have been dating the entire time, so I’m perfectly happy to run with the headcanon that she did confess at one point and it didn’t work out for whatever reason, so by the time the last chapter rolls around, they’ve just been friends for years.

1: Or Bakugou, for that matter, but with all due respect to the BakuDekus who haven’t been seeing Shonen Jump battle manga come and go for twenty years with nary a confirmed gay MC amongst them, that was never in the cards.

I remember posting once ages ago about a Japanese fan’s hope that Horikoshi, who the fan perceived as being at least somewhat progressive about women, could manage to end the series without a bunch of timeskip romances showing up at the last minute. While I have some deep reservations about Hori’s progressive cred at this point in time, and am not tremendously impressed with his writing of women, either, credit where credit is due: he did end the series without any timeskip romances.

As to there being any confirmation of couples in the material we have remaining, I imagine the last train station[2] for that is going to be the final volume release in December, as, on top of the usual volume extras, Horikoshi should be considerably more free to include expansions that his schedule and exhaustion kept him from in the weekly publication. I could even see a bonus chapter of some sort, maybe something post-epilogue so we can see the power suit in action or something silly and fourth wall-breaking to celebrate the series conclusion. There’s also going to be one last fanbook released in January, which I have been assuming will be a data book like Ultra Archive.

2: Or harbor, I suppose, since we’re talking about ships.

Now, do I think any of that stuff will confirm ships? Eh, that’s not really in my analytical wheelhouse. The farthest I’d venture to guess is that I would a) not be surprised to get some clarification on Deku and Ochaco, and b) definitely peg the volume release to have material like that over squirreling it away in the fanbook.

For myself, my shipping habits are somewhat erratic—it’s not really where my primary engagement in media lies, and certainly not for this series! But that’s not to say I don’t have ships, or that I’m not happy to talk about them, so if you’re curious about that, do feel free to hit the jump. I’ll order them by general sphere first, then by how passionate I am about them compared to ones I just think are kinda cute or funny for whatever reason.

DISCLAIMER: While I have not explicitly stated as much here before, I am a 40-year-old asexual proshipper, proshipper here meaning I'm in favor of curating your own fandom space and not harassing people about their fictional ships under any circumstances. When I say I ship something, that does not mean I’m idealizing the relationship, want it to be canon, think it would be cool in real life, or am mentally putting myself in the place of one the characters. It’s solely because there’s something in the dynamic I think is fun or interesting, and “interesting” can very much include the same kind of interest one might have in watching a building get demolished.

That is to say, there are a handful of Too Problematic For Tumblr ships in here—one age gap but otherwise wholesome, one age gap and tacitly abusive, and one that really hits the Tumblr Trifecta by being age gap, abusive and incestuous. I've put all three at the very bottom in their own section in descending order of Most BadWrong, but if you’re one of those people deep into The Discourse about how ships need to be Morally Correct otherwise the shippers are terrible people who should kys, this is not the post for you. The block button’s there if you need it—and be advised that it’s there if I need it, too, and I’m not afraid to use it. (I grew up in dark fantasy shoujo fandoms; I am not litigating my ships with anybody.)

~~~Stillness’s Dubious and Delightful BNHA Ship Opinions~~~

Villain-o-rama-rama:

Spinarakiya, ShigaRD, Spinaraki: Alas for my short-lived OT3! I was really, really pumped for this in the stretch between MVA and the early stages of the first war, what with there being such interesting possible angles between all three parties, only for Re-Destro to get arrested and never seen in person again, Spinner to get snatched up by Gigantomachia and never look back, and Shigaraki to get lost to the possession plot for, at least as far as scenes with his allies were concerned, basically the rest of the series.

Not exactly great material for my shipping heart, though I’ll refrain from the rant comparing how long the PLF members were living in close contact with each other compared to the League of Villains and why that should have meant they developed stronger relationships than what we got.

But canon being what it is, I do still ship the hell out of these three in a canon divergence situation, or any number of potential AUs. I love the connective tissue there, with Re-Destro + Shigaraki having some startlingly strong background parallels and lasting injuries courtesy of each other, Shigaraki + Spinner having the gaming and the emptiness themes, and Spinner + Re-Destro having their Big Gay Feelings About Shigaraki as well as an appreciation for patterned fabrics some shared early frustrations about Shigaraki’s seeming lack of plans or direction.

It's a good dynamic, and I think they could all do a lot for each other, though certainly not in ways that are good for the continued survival of Hero Society. But fuck Hero Society anyway.

As to the component parts, I don’t ship Re-Destro and Spinner without Shigaraki being at least an invisible part of the dynamic (though I would read the fic where he wasn’t with considerable interest!), but I’m also very much on board with ShigRD and Spinaraki individually. My constant refrain about Shigaraki and RD is that they have a lot of common ground but very little common language, and I’m fascinated by how much of that they could recognize in each other and how much of it they could then recognize back in themselves, versus how much you’d get one of those cases of, “This guy is a freak and I’m so normal.”

It's so, so, so important to me that Re-Destro is the first ally Shigaraki won entirely on his own merits. He's got no borrowed reputation from Stain, no monsters on loan from Sensei, and no help from people on Sensei’s payroll, yet still, as a result of his efforts (both in his own fights and in making the League his own, even if it didn’t start that way) he wins himself an army and a follower who never saw a light that wasn’t his.

I weep for the Shigaraki/Re-Destro relationship we could have had if Horikoshi didn’t decide that Shigaraki in the endgame was to be nothing but a pawn, and therefore couldn’t be allowed to keep any of his markers of independence and growth.

As to Spinaraki, man, what is there even to say? The relationship so clear and obvious that it had even the mhatwt bros out there saying, “Spinaraki but at what cost?” in the last chapter! I will admit that I liked them better when their romance had that apocalyptic tinge than when it suddenly started getting painted as primarily about them being Gamer Bros, but at least that melancholic “beauty at the end of the world” shading came back when Shigaraki talked about destroying Mount Fuji for Spinner (be still my heart!).

They will meet and be close in every world and I will hear nothing else.

RiKoku: I don’t think I truly understood the appeal of ex-lover ships until these two. They snuck up on me in a big way, pretty much entirely a result of my realization when I was halfway through the (first and only, sadly) MLA Week event that Trumpet was pretty free-roaming and independent from Re-Destro all the way through Deika only to be glued to his side from there on out. Together with the Spinner parallels (the subordinates who fought each other and then came together to the crater to see their worlds remade) and my jokes about wanting to see the MLA heads during their stressed-out, over-achiever college years, all the pieces fell into place for a Rikiya and Koku who had dated for a few years and then broken up when Rikiya realized that his authority as Re-Destro—and Koku’s strong subordination to that authority—meant that he could not responsibly stay in the relationship. (This also presents several good explanations for why a man in Rikiya’s situation isn’t married with at least one child already.)

Anyway, to me, they never really fell out of love with each other; Re-Destro just couldn’t justify overlooking the power dynamic problems once he realized how extreme they were. (This does make for a fun alternate angle on RD’s personal life post-Deika, wherein Trumpet watches RD pass the mantle of leadership to Shigaraki Tomura and then more or less immediately pounces on him because now he doesn’t have the power dynamic excuse anymore. Look up the great Whatever Is Spared by @leftofrevolution on AO3 for more on this.)

Overhonest: I just like Nemoto much more than I like Chrono, and thus my Overhaul ship of choice follows suit. I like the idea that their feelings are wildly unbalanced but not totally one-sided—Overhaul has more baggage than a freshly loaded airport carousel, but he does like the Shie Hassaikai, as proven by them being mentioned in the Likes section of his character page. Nemoto in particular is someone whose presence we know Overhaul finds reassuring and we know it because he told Nemoto so directly when Nemoto asked, which means it can’t be anything other than the plain truth. He relies on Nemoto enough to make demands of him, he expects (and gets!) effectiveness, and he even bothers to take the time to justify out loud why it would be okay for him to merge himself with Nemoto physically (because Nemoto would say yes if asked, right? of course he would) rather than just doing it with no thought to Nemoto’s feelings about it because why should he care about that.

And Nemoto, for his part, is of course an obsessive weirdo who’s totally smitten with the first person he’s ever found who legitimately wants him around, so smitten that he’ll happily overlook the fact that Overhaul primarily wants him around because he’s useful.

Moving away from what’s on-the-page canon, I enjoy (and write) the take that Overhaul is sex-repulsed, not because he’s fully asexual, but as an extension of his mysophobia. This makes his sex life extremely fraught, but not non-existent. When I dabble with writing them (and they’re by far the ship I’ve written the most explicit material for in this fandom), I write him as basically a sex-repulsed demi (not that he would know or use that terminology!) who is attracted to Nemoto but has been largely left aggravated and sexually frustrated by their periodic experiments in non-traditional ways of getting him off. (Nemoto, for his part, is more than willing to keep trying! No kink is too weird for this guy if it means finding something Overhaul would actually like.)

(To get real here for a second, if Spinarakiya is meaningful to me as a person who’s comfortably poly, Overhonest is meaningful to me as an asexual person who's only ever had allosexual partners.)

AFOUji: Truly the Evil Husbands of all time. I wish the shift from Final Boss Shigaraki to Final Boss AFO hadn’t left Ujiko with a few truly inexplicable characterization beats,[3] because I truly do love these two as just the worst pair of mutually enabling monsters making the world worse and more dangerous for everyone while being 100% supportive of each other’s passions the entire time. Here’s to 70 years of Dark Lord/Mad Scientist domestic bliss.

3: For the record, I consider these to be his, “I've only been living for the boy's sake,” line in Chapter 269 and his clear reticence and dissastisfaction with Shigaraki getting the surgery in Chapter 240.

DabiSkep: Skeptic is the only man Dabi has ever thanked for his contributions. Dabi goes out of his way to kidnap him. I’m 90% convinced that they’d been working on the video together prior to the Villa raid. The combination of Skeptic’s deep and abiding neuroticism with Dabi’s swings between lazy malice and manic pushiness is extremely funny. What can I say; it’s just about the only Dabi ship that really clicks for me. I enjoy leftof’s take that Skeptic had a goth phase he never completely exited and so Dabi appeals to his inner Hot Topic teen, which he is 100% aware of and 150% embarrassed by.

School Environs:

Mirio/Tamaki: Tamaki literally regains consciousness at the exact moment Mirio loses his quirk. Other than cases where there’s some actual explanation for that—a magical connection, psychic powers, etc.—I have never seen that kind of beat happen outside of a shoujo manga. The bit where one romantic lead just mysteriously has a Bad Feeling in the same instant that something Bad happens to their love interest is so shoujo-coded. Jesus Christ, Tamaki is so moe. And Mirio so clearly thinks the world of him, too, as evinced by what an over-the-top sobriquet he dubbed Tamaki with. They’re great, end of story.

Monoma/Shinsou: I’ll admit I liked this somewhat better when I thought there was any chance at all Shinsou might end up in Class B—I kind of loathe that he wound up in Class A for the self-evidently terrible reason that it’s The Main Character Class, when it seems so obviously a conflict of interest for Aizawa to be teaching him. But eh, it’s okay; it just means Monoma will have to nobly learn to look past it after a lot of time spent being completely obnoxious about it.

My annoyance with Shinsou’s class placement aside, Monoma is one of my favorite students, and I like that he immediately latches onto Shinsou as a kindred spirit. And, like, if that were 100% one-directional, I would probably shrug it off, but Shinsou, despite trying to play at being aloof, does actually get invested enough that he gets pretty bothered by the idea of Monoma needing help, even in something as inconsequential as a class exercise. It’s just a much, much more interesting dynamic than Shinsou has with Deku or especially Kaminari.

Also, as someone with a bit of a Thing for mind fuckery, the way Copy and Brainwash can play off each other is Good.

MomoJirou: The fanart is cute and I like Momo better than Kaminari. And the culture clash thing is fun.

Shouto/Inasa: The fanart is cute and I like Inasa better than Deku or Bakugou.

Professional Sphere:

Hawksdeavor:The age gap adds flavor. The fact that Endeavor is still married but deeply unhappily so makes it even spicier. The difference in what they represent (or could potentially represent) to each other is the best part, with Hawks, for Endeavor, being someone who represents a totally clean page, while Endeavor, for Hawks, represents a lifelong adoration. Finding each other’s reality in all of that would be an interesting relationship arc and could be extremely fulfilling and strengthening for both of them.

The spoiler is (or at least should have been, if I’d been writing the series) their divided feelings on Dabi. Honestly, I really wanted to see them clash over the matter of Touya and how to deal with him, with Endeavor wanting to save him but not knowing how and Hawks just wanting him gone but not knowing how to get away with it. A certain pair of facts is glaring to me: first, that Hawks was a chief architect of the second war’s battle plans, whereas we never saw Endeavor involved with them at all, and second, that, when the big day came, Endeavor was slated to fight All For One with Hawks at his side despite at least some guilty protests from Enji that he really ought to be facing Dabi.

It smacks strongly of Hawks making some profoundly selfish decisions under the guise of clear-headed strategy and I really wanted it to blow up in his face when Dabi found his way to their battlefield anyway. Pushing Endeavor into a place where he had to choose between them and ultimately chose his son (say, by protecting him from an attack coming from Hawks) would have been validating for Touya, done a lot to lever Endeavor’s arc out of the reactiveness and passivity that drag it down so badly in the canon, and also handed Hawks a real consequence for how dismissively he treats the lives of Villains and how much he’s tried to avoid reckoning with both Endeavor’s abuse and Enji’s own attempts to do said reckoning!

In summary, Hawks and Endeavor could be very good for each other, and the incredible amount of baggage they’d have work through first would be key to either making that good ending feel earned or lead to them dramatically and deliciously imploding. Either one works for me, and either one, even without the romantic angle, would have been more interesting than the pablum we got.

NightMight: Speaking of could-have-been-good relationships that dramatically imploded! I love Sir Nighteye as the most visible cost of All Might’s lifestyle, the one he lost because he couldn’t step away from the path his ideals had set out, and how that ideal inevitably took him full circle so that he found himself standing, for Deku, in the same place Nighteye once stood for him. And of course by then it was too late and Deku wouldn’t listen to him anymore than he himself listened to Nighteye back then.

But Nighteye didn’t give up on caring about him, even if he had no avenue left to express it but throwing himself into finding a successor All Might would accept, which led to Nighteye's own (wonderful) relationship with Mirio.

Just great, difficult, adult stuff about irreconcilable differences that never stopped them from caring about each other even as those differences forced them to their parting of ways.

Mount Lady/Kamui Woods: They’re cute and I like the idea that they both have trouble, for opposite reasons, with cameramen. I like that he calls her just Lady when he thinks she’s in trouble. And not to put too fine a point on it, but I like that they’re kinda the most explicit Pro Hero couple and yet she’s the more prominent and important character with the more visible arc, which is a nice contrast to most of the other hetero relationships in this benighted manga.

Other/Cross-faction:

Togachaco: The yuri ship that could. My god, the canon divergence I want to give these two. You know why I want Deku and Ochaco to not be together in the end? Because I want Ochaco to realize that she did everything in her power to save her Villain while Deku—after all that talk on the cliff!—just killed his, and triggered Toga just before he left to do it, meaning Ochaco had a harder time with Toga than she might have otherwise.

But, I’m not here to talk about No. 2 Green; let’s talk instead about the canon divergence where Toga survives (shove that absurd death-via-blood-transfusion right into the incinerator) and then Ochaco has to come face to face with a system that does not want to let her be anywhere near as kind as she wants to be. The canon divergence where Ochaco realizes that her forgiveness is immaterial to justice, where she watches the system she fought to defend gear up to try Toga as an adult because Japan needs a scapegoat for the destruction of the war and all of the people who are actually most responsible are already dead or dying. Where Ochaco realizes that she has to do something drastic if she doesn’t want to live the rest of her life haunted by the knowledge that her compassion got a 17-year-old victim of emotional and psychiatric abuse executed by the state. The one where she decides to take a fucking stand, and it forces the rest of her class to confront that need as well.

“The cutest girl in the whole world,” my god.

Kotarou and Nao: I’m not as big on it by the time we’re seeing them in the Tenko flashback, though I certainly wasn’t pulling for some mean-spirited, allegedly feel-good “Nao slaps Kotarou and the whole family walks out of him” thing like you see in fanfic sometimes. No, what I really like with Kotarou and Nao is thinking about them when they’re both still young, in the stretch of years where they really think they'll be happy together. That her being with him can make all his problems go away, that him being able to bury his past and be better than all the people who hurt him (and there were so many people who hurt him) will be enough, that love is the answer to everything. Sure, the cracks are there, but they’re thin, and they can be hidden beneath all the days when things are good, when the two of them hold each other and feel safe and loved and sure.

The cracks are still there, and love isn’t enough when love becomes a band-aid and a blind eye. But the love is still there too, and it’s so fierce and so desperate, and it still won’t save them.

Sorry, everyone; they make me emotional. They are beautiful in the way of sparks dancing above flames, or early flowers blooming right before a vicious cold snap. Ah, me.

StainMight: GOD, All Might really needed to grapple more with Stain’s side of his legacy. Like, StainMight is really a victim of the way the story looked like it was setting up to criticize All Might’s methodology as well-intended but not sustainable long-term, but then, like every other aspect of the series that was about systemic critique, that criticism just evaporated and Stain became an All Might cheerleader with nothing to say about the system All Might supported for thirty years. Maddening! But for real, All Might should have been badly hurt in that car attack and then rescued by Stain, both to give Deku some stress about how All Might could be in danger after they parted on bad terms, and also to really make All Might have to sit with this opinionated zealot all-too-prepared to talk about how no one else is really living up to his example.

And there should be UST the whole time.

Yoichi and Kudou: I am almost entirely negative towards the OFA Collective these days, especially Kudou’s role in the endgame, but I still have some fondness for what he and Yoichi could have been. My god, the first One For All transfer really should have been because they kissed. More beautiful, more tragic, more profound, and preserves the Yoichi that had some actual fucking agency in the life he lived instead of just constantly being AFO’s or Kudou’s trophy princess there to talk about how respectively terrible and awesome they are.

TogaTsuyu: I just think it would be interesting if Tsuyu were actually allowed to be more present in the Toga plotline, rather than only arriving as a spoiler to avert major shifts every time. Toga says she likes Tsuyu, too, after all, and Tsuyu is so different from both Ochaco and Deku, so much more thoughtful and considered. I dunno, I just wonder how things might have gone if, for example, it had been Tsuyu that Toga managed to draw away in the Jakku fight. Given that side story with her snakey friend Habuko, evidence suggests that Tsuyu is a good deal more observant and intuitive than Ochaco, and I wonder if she might have been able to suss out what Toga was actually asking there better than Ochaco did, and how that might have changed things.

THE TUMBLR PROBLEMATIC ZONE:

Gentle Criminal and La Brava: I was willing to follow the canon’s initial vagary about these two, but I also like them quite a bit together, so if canon wants to put them in wedding rings at the end of the series, that’s fine by me! Yes, I’m aware that there’s a pretty significant age gap there, which would have been at its most apparent when she first sought him out, but I don’t for one single instant believe that he’d be anything less than a total gentleman to her. Indeed, it’d be entirely plausible to mount an argument based on his behavior that they were not at all romantically involved circa the Culture Festival arc,[4] and only become so after Gentle’s imprisonment and subsequent release. But in general, what I’m more concerned with is the dynamic—I regard a power differential in a relationship as a reason for both parties to be cautious and mindful of that differential, but not as an immediate game-ender.

4: Most obvious is that when she says, “I love you,” he only says things like, “Thank you,” in return.

In that sense, Gentle and La Brava are great—they click together perfectly and obviously make each other tremendously happy after a lifetime of rejection. La Brava, in Gentle’s theatrical attention-seeking, finds someone who accepts her overflowing way of showing love; Gentle, in living up to La Brava’s feelings, finds a reason for his skewed heroism beyond satisfying his pride. To whatever extent their life together was heading anywhere bad (and there’s no evidence of this at all save that Heroes were always likely to catch up to them eventually, making La Brava’svery extreme response to Gentle’s defeat likewise inevitable), Deku’s intervention got them off of that path and back onto one that let them be accepted by the world, which they seem to have capitalized on marvelously.

They’re the only Villains I can think of whose turn to Team Hero in the endgame works for me without any significant quibbles. Good for them! I hope they are so, so happy together, because they deserve it.

AFO and Kotarou: MEANWHILE, IN MY OTHER KOTAROU SHIP. I love AFO knowing Everything about what he’s doing here while Kotarou knows absolutely Nothing about what AFO is doing here. I love an AFO who is self-amused in being friendly and reassuring and distractingly attractive to Kotarou, an AFO who knows that his toying with Kotarou would make Shimura Nana sick with terror and rage, and even if she isn’t alive to be so anymore, the fantasy of it is satisfying enough, especially since Kotarou is himself a very handsome young man, one whose hurt and resentment AFO finds beguiling to sometimes prod at, as if unable to leave a bruise alone except the bruise isn’t on his own skin.

I have an AU I’m never likely to write where Kotarou winds up successfully knocking out Tenko on the night of the accident before going on the run with him, only for them to get picked up by AFO a few weeks later, and let me tell you guys, that’s where all my guilty pleasure AFO/Kotarou really lives.

That said, I liked this one much better before we got the opening for it in canon, and not just because AFO’s disguise persona was doofy-looking instead of devastatingly handsome. It was always one of those ships that tickled my inner hedonistic wickedness fancier but that I never wanted to be canon because my affection for the ship's vibe was not more important to me than the integrity of Shigaraki’s arc, and Shigaraki’s arc was far better served by his early childhood being as free from AFO as possible. Alas, the reveal is very AFOtarou but at what cost.

Dabideavor: Sorry not sorry everyone, but all the people screaming about how this is SICK FILTH seem to have missed the point that it is indeed, absolutely and completely, sick filth and that’s part of the appeal. Personally, I like it for two main reasons.

Firstly, I want Endeavor to have as hard a time as possible, and times don't get harder than this. I enjoy it when he's frozen and helpless in the face of the son whose life he destroyed because I have a long history of enjoying stoic male characters being made vulnerable through suffering.

Secondly, and more importantly, I like it because I like the version of Dabi you see in it, particularly compared to the Fanon Dabi who made so much League of Villains fan content un-fucking-readable for years.

I'm going to try to keep the hot fandom tea to a minimum here, limited to the upcoming footnote, but I hated Fanon Dabi.[5] He was an incoherent mash of a character designed to be a vehicle for the unabashed revenge fantasy of bloody murder against Bad Dads while also presenting no danger whatsoever of splash damage, a Woobie Big Brother who was completely harmless except to the father whose organs he was planning to paint the walls with. Every excuse that could be made, would be made, for Dabi's more questionable or even outright nasty moments, even if it meant minimizing or outright erasing the harm we saw Dabi do, right there on the page in literal manga monochrome.

5: There's a particular type of flanderization that goes into Fanon Dabi, the same kind of flanderization I saw attached to Steven Universe's Lapis Lazuli, and which informed the absolute umbrage certain people took with Rebecca Sugar for describing Spinel, the SU movie's villain, as toxic. There is a portion of fandom that loves abuse victims who get angry and lash out, but which will go absolutely ballistic at the slightest suggestion that abuse victims are themselves also capable of harm, that lashing out has the potential to hurt innocent people. In a perfectly executed DARVO, it becomes "victim blaming" to confront an abuse victim about the very real abuse they're inflicting on others. I only specified fictional characters here, but it's a dynamic you see in real life, too. Some people hunger for nothing so much as an acceptable target and abuse victims are not exempt from that statement.

The Dabi I thought was fun was the high-energy maniac who doesn't give a shit about anyone else getting caught in the crossfire of his revenge. Both that version of Dabi and the Endeavor who's paralyzed with guilt and despair are facilitated by Dabi’s father-obsession having a taboo sexual dimension to it that Dabi is all too ready to shove in the face of absolutely everyone who would think worse of Endeavor for it. That means Endeavor himself, of course, but also all the good little civilians who Endeavor keeps telling to watch him. Watch this, says Dabi, as he makes lewd hand gestures on force-streamed national television.

It's not about Dabi healing as an abuse victim, and it’s not about Dabi having a fulfilling arc—covering that stuff was canon's job! It's about the fact that I, for reasons both personal and related to fandom spite, am personally entertained by Dabi being pedal-to-the-metal deranged about doing whatever it takes to seize Daddy’s attention and never let him look away again, which also means acting to ensure that no one is capable of or willing to save Endeavor from that fate. Like, if you want someone who would spend ten years plotting the most agonizing possible way to torment his abuser, then it’s sophistry to suddenly declare some agonizing torments off-limits. Dabideavor is just committing to the bit.

#bnha #stillness answers #stillness ships #tw: incest #just discussion no depiction #it's the last one on the post

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myths-tournaments · 2 years ago

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Awful Characters Round 1 Part 2 (2/8)

Propaganda under the cut!

MORI OGAI

Yes, he's a horrible person but gd is it cool to see him get serious. I'm excited every time he shows up. Traumatised like The important character in the series and also multiple others. I still like him. He is canonically a pedophile so… understandable why people hate him but also he's fictional and a great character. And yeah, every time he gets brought up people will in fact get called bad for liking him.

BENNY

The first thing that happens in new vegas is that benny fucking shoots your character in the face, steals your shit and leaves you in an open grave. Benny is by all accounts a bastard. He kills you, steals from you, he killed his last boss, he is the single most duplicitous man around. His gang are all about honesty- except him. He's a lying, cheating bastard. The guys who helped him catch you? He skipped on paying them and left them to get shot to death. His new boss, mr.house? He stole his robot, broke it open, got someone to reprogram it and decided to use it to TAKE OVER THE WHOLE OF VEGAS. Benny literally kills people, lies to people, steals their shit and takes charge. That's all benny does. He gets fucking CRUCIFIED if you don't help him out just because so many people fucking hate him. And yet. And yet. Benny is the single most compelling character in the whole game to me. He's just a little guy! He's just there! You can get shot in the head and come back and he goes "what in the goddamn" and then if you try and flirt with him he's like "uhhh sure? Okay?" And leaves you a polite note in the morning. He's fancy. He wears a stupid suit. He has a tiny gun with shitty bullets. He's catholic. He talks like an old timey news presenter. Literally nobody else in the entire game does that. He's got an intelligence of 3. He's my funtime boy. My silly little man. He's so funny. The antagonist in this game is a guy dressed like a tablecloth who looks at all times like a confused dog who doesn't understand what a tv is. And like. He's compelling. He robs from you, shoots you, but…. he never seems to actually wish you harm. He kills and robs and lies but like. He apologises for doing it to you. When he sees you again he doesn't attack you, he's just… confused. He tries to defuse the situation. You can convince him to talk to you, alone, with no guards and it's not that hard. If you spare his life, he doesn't go after you, like. Even if you sleep with him he doesn't take advantage of that and kill you, even if you try to. He… he just leaves. He gives you an apology. If he gets kidnapped by Caesar He just… apologizes again. He tells you his whole plan to take over the city, too. He thinks he'll die, and he wants something of him to survive. He's happy that you made it. And if you let him free, he just… leaves. He knows he's beat, he doesn't want to cause any more trouble. He walks out and leaves. The NCR will kill you if you cross them. The legion will crucify you. House? He'll blow you the fuck up. But benny, the guy who lies and cheats and schemes, he's honest. He's polite. He's… harmless. You can kill him with a single shot if you want. And he can't kill you. He doesn't kill you the first time, and he'll never really hurt you again. Benny just wanted to win. When he knows he's beat he just leaves. No lingering, no harm, he's off, off into the desert heat, and never seen again. Isn't that just insane? like have you ever known an antagonist so polite? He just leaves!! He offers you a drink!! His plan is genuinely probably the best one for the people of new vegas!!! He's. Benny is Benny.

Anyway if you want to see some REAL propaganda go to the blog @letmebegaytodd and look in the #benny tag. You'll Understand < https://www.tumblr.com/letmebegaytodd/717051175751614464/in-another-life-i-wouldve-really-liked-just> <- look at this shit man

pollrunner's note: yet again another case of ''it's all supposed to be one quote block, but tumblr hates me''

#awful characters tournament #tournament poll #awful characters round 1 #bungou stray dogs #bsd #mori ougai #bsd mori #fallout new vegas #benny gecko #benny fnv

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dianight · 28 days ago

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I've been thinking on how to phrase this but it's just going to be long I guess.

There this manga, Parallel Paradise by Lynn Okamoto (Elfen Lied author, maybe rings a bell) that I started reading because I happened to come across it a few years ago and at this point I keep up with it in that "watching a car crash" style. I want to emphasize that this is not a recommendation, it's a pretty bad series in several ways.

The plot is simple enough: main character Youta gets isekaid (into the future actually) into a world with no men and when he touches any woman she goes into heat until they fuck. It is pretty much a hentai with plot, although an uninteresting one. There's a few mysteries like how one of the girls also time travels to the past, how there's that other lady/moon too and how it's connected to people he knows; that would be compelling enough if it weren't for Youta vehemently declining any chance for character growth. He even gets called out many times for it and in the end he still keeps abusing all the women (or most of them, anyway) that he meets.

All of that to say that at this point (chapter 288, yes that many) that the manga is very misogynistic and not the "fun" kind you can find on other series that are as explicit as this one. There is one character in particular this is about, or rather, what I've seen written about her. She is Leemary (Leigh Mary?) and she's the strongest human in the story so far, other than the main antagonist that hasn't made an appearance outside of flashbacks yet. Stronger than the main character by far.

She does get defeated in the usual way and eventually joins the protagonists. She keeps berating Youta for being weak and there's been several occasions where he "punishes" her by touching and then humiliating her. She's not the only woman he does this to but we are getting to the main point of this post.

Every thread for a chapter in which that happens (and pretty much any chapter she's in) has been full of people happy that she gets sexually assaulted and/or abused in some other way. Considering that she was an important antagonist hatred for her wouldn't be that rare, the thing is that even when she's in the right critisizing the main character (which is almost always) she's vilified so much more than you'd call reasonable and the types of comments that do so make it clear that they find all the abuse deserved in a really vindictive manner.

Like. Do we see what I'm getting at? I could have picked from a plethora of series to give a similar example but this one is so overt, so on the nose, so obvious that it's undeniable. The misogyny on the manga is so overwhelming that it borders on parody, and yet, people can't help themselves but agree with the rapist and think that the woman complaining that just because the socalled hero of the story can freely abuse any of them he shouldn't do it and still get no repercussions when he does.

There was that anon this morning that despite me referring to him with she is obviouly a man since no one else would ever wonder "how do most men hate women?" Parallel Paradise was the most blatant example I could think of but like, just look at how men talk about women in real life, how they talk about women in fiction, the misogyny hydra is a phenomenon that permeates socalled "fandom" spaces, just pay attention to it. Once again, when you consider women as full human beings and not subhuman creatures with incomprehensible motivations or straight up animated objects all of these I'm pointing out become impossible to ignore, it's e~~~verywhere and in e~~~verything.

#dia talks

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thechaoticfanartist · 1 year ago

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“If I said no, would you really believe me?” Grim & Anakin?

Secrets & Lies Sentences, Vol. 3

a secret told

Grim and Anakin's relationship hadn't been the same ever since she let slip that she knew what he did on Tatooine. Of course it couldn't be possible, there was no way for her to know that, not a way that Anakin was aware of anyways.

He would occasionally confront her about her secrets and lies after that. He knew she was lying now, and he couldn't trust her the same way anymore. Not when he knew she was clearly lying, and she knew more than she should.

Everyone else seemed to act as if it was normal. Obi-Wan never questioned her when she said something strange about something she couldn't possibly know. Ahsoka, who used to be as confused as he was, had also stopped questioning Grim’s strange way of knowing things once the two had started dating. Did Grim tell her something?

Sometimes Anakin wondered if he was the only one who could see that Grim was clearly lying. Or, if maybe, he was the only one who didn't know something.

He had, of course, overtime gotten used to Grim’s strange behavior and knowledge. Anyone who had been around her long enough had. At some point, they had all just accepted it. Except, after what happened on Mortis and what she revealed to him in the aftermath, he hadn't been able to shake it.

He walked up to Grim one day. “Can we talk?” He asked.

She looked up at him, confusion clearly written on her face. “Sure? What do you want to talk about, Skywalker?”

“Everyone else seems to just accept that you know things that you shouldn't be able to know, but you shouldn't know the things that you do.”

“We've had this conversation before,” sighed Grim. “I just have visions-”

“I have visions, Grim. The way you describe your visions don't match, you know too many details for it to just be visions. Tell me the truth. Do you really just have detailed visions?”

She smiled sadly, “if I said no, would you really believe me?”

His brows furrowed and he frowned. “Yes, I would believe you. Why would you think I wouldn't?”

“Because how I really know things is unbelievable,” she replied. “I wouldn't blame you if you didn't believe me, Master Kenobi didn't when I first told him.”

“What are you talking about? Wait, Master Kenobi knows?”

She nodded. “If I tell you, can you promise me you won't tell anyone?”

“Why?”

“Because it's dangerous, how I know things, and the amount that I know,” she admitted.

This only confused him more. “How would it be dangerous?”

“Anakin, can you promise you won't tell anyone?”

He hesitated for a moment. “Yes, I promise I won't tell anyone.”

“Okay,” she replied. She took a deep breath, and closed her eyes. For a moment it looked like she entered a miniature meditation state. She opened her eyes again. “I'm from another universe. In my universe, this is all fictional. I've seen everything happen before, both for the past and the future. I've been trying to change things, and make this have a happy ending.”

Anakin stared at her. He didn't know what to say. He didn't know how to react. “Another universe?” He echoed. The very concept of that in of itself-

She shifted, and her eyes no longer met his. “Yes,” she confirmed.

“And this is just fictional?” He asked, trying to make sense of what she just revealed.

“In my universe,” she said. “But it isn't here, I know that.”

“No, because this is our real lives,” said Anakin. “And we're real people, not just some characters in a holofilm.”

“I know that, Anakin. You stopped being characters-”

“We were never characters. This has never been fiction.”

“In this universe that's true, but in my universe-”

“Your universe doesn't matter here,” he told her, anger was beginning to seep into his voice. “What's been ‘fiction’ to you, has been real to me and everyone else who has lived. This war that's been entertainment for you, has been real for us-”

“I know that!” She snapped. “I know that,” she said quieter. “Anakin, I swear I know that. You aren't a character, this isn't fiction, I swear to you I know that.”

He swallowed. He couldn't look at her the same way. How could he? She had seen his entire life, she knew everything about him, he was only a character to her. Everything he had gone through had been entertainment for her.

He didn't know how to feel. He was angry, but he didn't know why. He focused on what else she had said. “You're trying to change things?”

It seemed she became only more nervous about this. “Yes,” she said, but didn't elaborate further.

“Why?” He asked. Obviously if she was trying to change things then something bad happens in the future, but what? What happened? Why does she feel the need to change this?

“This war doesn't have a happy ending.”

“We lose?”

“The Jedi lose.”

“What does that mean?”

She shifted nervously again. She refused to meet his gaze, and absently fiddled with her Padawan braid. “It's complicated.”

“Complicated how? If the Jedi lose, that means the Separatists win, right?”

“No, it doesn't,” she said. “It means the Sith win.”

“But, the Separatists are run by the Sith, there aren't any Sith in the Republic.”

She laughed. “I wish that was true,” she said. “No, Sidious controls both sides. I thought you knew this.”

He remembered hearing something about Sidious. “He's the Sith the Council has been looking for.”

“Yes.”

“Do you know who he is?”

She doesn't say anything, but he can tell that she knows.

“Grim…”

“I'm sorry, Anakin. If I told you that, then I know you wouldn't believe me.”

“Why wouldn't I-?” He started to ask, but Grim had run off before he could.

He was left standing there alone, unsure how to process what she had admitted to him, and what she had refused to.

Tag List (let me know if you want to be added or removed) : @padme--amygdala @soclonely @mrfandomwars @jgvfhl @starlonkedd @shinhatigf @togrutanduin @jedi-valjean @one-real-imonkey @traygaming @aiylasdrawings @keoxus @veiled-in-stars @sentineljedi @spicysucculentz @amelia-song-pond @it-was-rose @saturnsokas @thejediprincessqueenofnaboo @veradragonjedi @arrthurpendragon @shrinkthisviolet @thebrainofoctavian

#grim kennet #star wars #my oc #star wars oc #jedi oc #star wars the clone wars #anakin skywalker #grim and anakin #my writing #writing in anakin's pov was kind of fun #also grim telling anakin aus 👀#it's always so fun to explore the concept of what if she actually told him

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blankticket · 1 year ago

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NAME – drifter AGE – 27 PRONOUNS – mirrored—so whatever pronouns you're using for yourself, you will be using for me (if you go w/o pronouns for yourself, then you won't use pronouns for me either) TIMEZONE – PST WHERE ARE YOU FROM – south of glie CHARACTERS IN THE GROUP – just this guy atm (vash the stampede!), i do have a couple others in mind; this guy's twin brother (i'd really love to write with someone else writing him!), & the protagonist of lies of p (waiting for the dlc to come in first)

besides the glitchy unholiness i'm an incredibly ordinary human being. i hate being called cute. my favorite holidays are april fools and halloween. i love my friends. i don't believe in incompetence substantiating the failures of the world, nor that hostile behavior and ideologies can be disarmed and nullified by disproving them. i'm happy knowing that love is real, and that love and community and connection will save us all. thank you for playing pretend with me.

RP BLURB – joined citta in 2015 and have cycled through muses at a 1:1 ratio with whatever i'm into at the time. they've mostly been blue silent protagonists with one or none castmates up until last year. with this vash being a chatty cheery anime protagonist & with a good number of castmates all in sharp contrast to the years up to that, it's been wonderful and fun and meaningful i like reading more than writing. the bulk of my fiction reading i'm doing these days is of all of you writing on my feed; i tend to stay pretty far away from fandoms. my about page is here, in case you're curious about some of my interests. this is like the third time i've introduced myself in this tag (sorry!) what can i say i love character development

TRIGUN BLURB – i'd been avoiding trigun for years and became convinced solely from threading with roo's trigun maximum vash to give the manga a try. i don't care to watch 98 and i dislike johnny yong bosch. when i actually get stampede going on cohost i'll let you know lol, the site has been mechanically fucked up for me for several months now w/o a fix in sight

anyway. i'm largely off socials except to signal boost things but i am on discord daily, feel free to ask me for mine especially since it's more effective means of communication than tumblr IMs.

#isola mun intro #out of character.#munday.

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the-fiction-witch · 5 months ago

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Welcome

Media - House of Anubis Character - Jerome Clarke Couple - Jerome X Reader Reader - y/n Rating - 12 Word Count - 1191

Fictional Advent Day Three

Jerome felt like utter shit. He always did around this time of year. Classes had ended for the term and everyone in Anubis's house packed up to go home for the holiday break. To go and spend Christmas with their families. But Not Jerome. His mother was going off on some cruise with her new boy toy. His sister heading off to some little Christmas camp meant for little kids. And he was stuck here. The school let him stay in Anubis house for the two-week break meaning he'd be alone in the creepy place until everyone got back. He slowly bid everyone goodbye as they got picked up by family and taken home. So he sat in the living room with his book staring at the small tree Trudy had put up during December along with other decor around the house to yet them all feel merry for the holidays, of course below the tree was empty of anything other than fallen needles.

Y/n made her way downstairs with her suitcase sitting it by the front door and checking her phone. She spotted Jerome and immediately felt so guilty about leaving, and she knew she needed to see him before she goes anyway, so she softly smiled heading over, "Hey,"

“Hey, Y/n,” Jerome replied lazily, not bothering to look up from the book he was pretending to read. “Just waiting for the isolation to kick in.” He glanced at her briefly before returning his gaze to the pages.

Y/n half smiled and sat herself on the sofa arm, "You sure you'll be okay here on our own?"

“I'm fine, Y/n,” Jerome said dryly, not looking up from his book. “I've survived worse things than a couple of weeks alone in this dump.” He paused, flipping the page with a careless flick of his wrist. “Besides, I have my trusty company the ghosts of Anubis House.”

Y/n laughed "Watch out for the headless lady she'll get ya." she joked

“Ha ha, real original, Y/n,” Jerome deadpanned, “The headless lady's been trying to kill me since freshman year. I'm surprised she hasn't gotten bored yet.”

Y/n nodded, "You know if you want I'm happy to stay with you-"

“No, no, don't be ridiculous,” Jerome interrupted, waving his hand dismissively, “You need to get home and celebrate Christmas with your family. Besides, I can handle myself against the headless lady.” He flashed Y/n a charming smile, though his eyes betrayed a hint of loneliness beneath the surface.

Y/n didn't believe his tough guy act so she softly brushed her hand against his arm, "I know you’re uhh… way too cool for this kinda thing, but I know my parents love you. They wouldn't mind you coming to stay with us over the holidays. we can decorate, go for Christmas light walks, make cookies, I know they wouldn't mind."

Jerome's mask slipped for a moment, and he looked away, his expression softening slightly as Y/n's touch sent a flutter through his chest. “…thanks. That's really sweet of you.” He cleared his throat, attempting to regain his composure. “But I'm not exactly the cookie-baking type.” For a moment, Jerome let himself imagine what it would be like to spend Christmas with Y/n's family, surrounded by warmth and laughter instead of the eerie silence of Anubis House. To snuggle up with Y/n under a blanket while the snow falls, to walk around her home town and see all the beautiful lights, to bake ugly messy Christmas cookies with her, have dinner with her family up a long table with delicious home-cooked food. But then his pride kicked in, and he shook off the sentimentality. “No no, it's okay. I don't want to impose. You go and have fun though” Jerome told her even if he did want to just say screw it and go with her,

“Okay… if you're sure” Y/n nodded knowing she couldn’t force him,

“Positive,” Jerome lied, forcing a smile onto his face, “Don't worry about me, I'll be fine.” He stood up, walking with Y/n to the door, “It's not every day you get to spend Christmas alone in a haunted mansion,” he quipped, trying to lighten the mood. “So, I'll just… enjoy the peace and quiet.”

Y/n turned to him, concern etched on her face,

but Jerome quickly masked it with a wink. “Seriously, go. Have fun.”

she nodded and pulled him into a tight hug "You know you're welcome Jerome, even if you change your mind and need us to come to pick you up on Christmas day its no trouble."

Jerome's cheeks flushed slightly as he awkwardly returned the hug, his arms wrapping around Y/n in a half-hearted squeeze.

she smiled as she pulled back "And make sure you text me. So I know the ghosts haven't gotten you,"

“Yeah, yeah, I'll text you,” he mumbled, “And don't worry about me, I've survived worse than a few ghosts.” He flashed a cocky grin, but his eyes betrayed a flicker of unease as Y/n's words lingered in his mind.

Y/n nodded "Ooh!" she gasped "Before I forget, Here. So you have something other than cash envelopes to open on Christmas day," she smiled pulling a present sweetly wrapped with red and white striped paper and a big green bow,

Jerome's eyes widened in surprise as Y/n pressed the gift into his hands, his fingers brushing against hers in the process. “I- Uhh- you uhh- you…thank you,” he stuttered, feeling a warmth spread through his chest at the thoughtful gesture. “You shouldn't have done this, Y/n,” he said finally, trying to sound casual despite the excitement building inside him. “I mean, thank you of course but I - I mean you didn’t have to do this, not that I uhh- I appreciate the thought and all…” His eyes met Y/n's, and for a moment, they just stared at each other, the tension between them crackling like electricity.

"It's okay, but you have to promise not to open it till Christmas" she smiled

Jerome's face lit up with a mischievous grin as he held up the gift, his eyes sparkling with amusement. “Oh, I promise nothing,” he teased, winking at Y/n. “But I'll try to keep my curiosity in check… until Christmas morning, at least.”

just then the familiar horn from her parent's car echoed from outside

"Oooh that's me" she chuckled gathering her suitcase and bag, but she blushed a little spotting the mistletoe hung above the door, and she smiled moving to her tip toes and kissing Jerome on the cheek "Merry Christmas Jerome,"

Jerome's face turned bright red as Y/n kissed him on the cheek, his heart skipping a beat at the unexpected touch. He stood frozen for a moment, unsure of how to react, “Merry Christmas Y/n,” he muttered, trying to play it cool despite the flutter in his chest.

As he watched Y/n hurry out the door, he felt a pang of disappointment wash over him.

He hadn't expected things to end so quickly. But then he heard the sound of Y/n's laughter echoing from outside, followed by the rumble of her parents' car driving away. He sighed, feeling a mix of emotions swirling inside him. He slowly walked back to the living room and put the sweet present under the tree.

#house of anubis #houseofanubis #hoa #sibuna #jeromeclarke #jerome clarke #eugenesimon #eugene simon

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aurorawest · 2 years ago

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Reading update, part 2

The Perplexing Theft of the Jewel in the Crown by Vaseem Khan - 4/5 stars

All the Way Happy by Kit Coltrane - DNF

Couldn't get past the fact that it was blatantly Drarry fanfiction that had had the serial numbers filed off. It was seriously distracting. I don't have an issue with fic authors doing that (I'M ONE OF THEM), but this read like a find and replace had been done on the names, and nothing else had been changed. If the prose hadn't been so overwrought I might have enjoyed it, but the combination of Drarry AU + purple prose was just too cringey for me.

Total Creative Control by Joanna Chambers and Sally Malcolm - 5/5 stars

Ahhhhh I loved this book. I've only read Chambers's historical fiction so I was curious what this would be like, and it was so good. So so good.

Also, sometimes my wife says stuff and I'm like 'that's not a real thing that English people say, that's probably some weird thing her family says.' But then I'll read it in a book by an English person and I am schooled. Anyway that happened several times in this book.

The Name Bearer by Natalia Hernandez - DNF

I don't mind a slow-paced book but there was just so much info dumping in the first chapter, when chapter 2 started with more info dumping, I gave up.

Crossroads by Riley Hart - DNF

This book started with a description of the main character's apartment. There wasn't anything special about it, nor was it described in a unique way. I DNFed halfway through page 2. I know I have another Riley Hart book sitting in my TBR, which I will be digging out bringing to my local bookstore's used book buyback.

Godkiller by Hannah Kaner - 4.5/5 stars

Did Not Expect to enjoy this one. I got this in an IllumiCrate and I just remember the little blurby thing you get where the author talks about the book saying something about how she loves angry women. I'm over it. Angry is not a personality! Stop writing women who are angry and thinking you've written a well-rounded character!

But actually this book was really good! Predictable, but a good read. Unusually, my favorite character was the child. It helped that she had an adorable hare/bird/deer god of white lies following her around.

Tommy Cabot Was Here by Cat Sebastian - 5/5 stars

I love Sebastian's regency romances but I might love this series more. This is a very, very quick read (right around 100 pages) but she's just so good at creating these wonderful, fully-realized characters that you love from the first sentence.

As You Walk on By by Julian Winters - 2/5 stars

So at this point I think I have to concede that Julian Winters is not the author for me. He's constantly lauded as this wonderful writer whose books will make you smile for days. This is the third one I've read and I nearly DNFed it. The only thing that kept me going, ironically, was that I really liked the love interest and was rooting for them to get together. Typically I find the romances in Julian Winters books to be very flat and un-swoony. This one was actually quite nice though.

But the main character. Jesus Christ. He's SO annoying. Him and his shitty BFF who he falls out with deserve each other, honestly. There's only so many times I can sympathize with you because you have a comfortable, middle-class life and you go to a fancy pants private school, but waaaaah sometimes your friends don't say exactly the right thing about you being queer. Also having your MC tell the teenage girl who gets slut-shamed, gossiped about, and sexually harassed everywhere she goes that actually she doesn't have it as bad because she's white was...an interesting touch.

And idk if the Youth actually act and talk the way the teenagers do in this book, but if they do, I'm very glad I don't know any teenagers.

Why did I rate this book 2 stars instead of 1? Oh! I really liked Luca. He deserved a better book. And I liked River a lot, too. And the fact that this was clearly a take on The Breakfast Club was fun, just...not executed as well as I would have liked.

Part 1

#total creative control #joanna chambers #sally malcolm #godkiller #hannah kaner #tommy cabot was here #cat sebastian #reading tag

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ollyou · 1 year ago

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(Probably doesn’t need much of a warning but I wouldn’t suggest reading this if selfcest makes you uncomfortable)

Honestly being on Twitter longer and not confining myself to consuming one fandom’s content has surprisingly made me feel a lot better about me and my fp’s ship. Like I lived a life thinking “haha yeah, selfcest is funny”, then having my fp decide “haha yeah, selfcest is funny so I’m making a comic of our ollys kissing”, which was such a silly joke 😭 Obviously this became a source of comfort for both of us because it’s something that’s almost been a thing for three whole years(!!) and the joke suddenly had lore.

Then of course… those people came along. People I’ve mentioned in the past; people who have tried to ruin my life and make me out to be disgusting simply because I ship a non-canon King Olly interpretation with an alternate universe version of himself. People who lied about the ship to make it seem bad, pretending it was between a 21 and 17 year old (haha, it’s not and never has been— they’re both around 17-18 in range). It made me question, “Is it really that bad to like something harmless and impossible in real life simply because some jerks online are purposefully interpreting it as harmful?”.

I’ve seen a lot on Twitter. I don’t really like using the term “selfcest” regularly unless in a joking context, and I do think it needs a name change to not cause confusion, but I’ve actually seen… a majority of people don’t think it’s problematic. I’ve seen a lot of tweets with lots of likes from people who vehemently hate proshippers telling the world that selfcest isn’t proship and it’s not bad at all. Lots of people being educated on the meaning of the word and how it’s not problematic because it’s only self love and impossible in real life. Hell, even with the release of Fionna and Cake, the Adventure Time spinoff series, a whole new popular ship that counts as selfcest rose up, and with it, a lot of people who defend the trope with their life.

I wouldn’t say I’m into selfcest. I have a ship with my fp that’s by definition selfcest, but one ship doesn’t mean you have a fetish or anything. I just think it’s otherwise funny. It’s probably one of the most harmless shipping tropes out there, as bold of a statement that may be (exceptions being the usual bad stuff, like minor x adult age gap, or sexual content between minors). In fact, did you know autosexuality is a thing? It’s a sexual/romantic orientation on the asexual spectrum that refers to an attraction to oneself, and is a very real and valid thing. Sometimes I wonder how these people would feel if they knew about that identity— would they reject it because they think attraction to yourself is somehow inherently incestuous, or would they accept it, but reject the fantasies autosexual folks may project onto fictional characters that cannot be harmed like real people?

I’ve actually identified as autosexual in the past. I saw quite a lot of people making fun of it online back then, so I kind of silently took back that label, but all I’ve seen super recently almost makes me a bit more comfortable publicly identifying with it. It’s nothing that hurts anyone, because what you do with yourself alone, provided you’re in the right state of mind, will always be consensual, and brings no one else into the equation. Maybe someone will feel rejected if one were to say “Sorry, I like myself more”, but is that really our biggest issue? Is that anything truly “problematic”?

It’s not— it’s harmless, and always will be. And it makes me happy to see the majority of people agree.

What would I do without my 450+ image album of my fp alone’s art of our Ollys, anyway?

#rambling #just being a bit silly #also for the love of god i need those people to stop calling our ship ‘ollycest’ 😭😭#they know it’s explicitly against my consent to say that but ik theyre just big jerks 😞#not the point of the post though!! main point is im glad to see im not crazy or weird #id rather this be more of an appreciative post than anything #just like. hey you bullies and stalkers. the world is not on your side #and i hope all innocent people will not have to deal with that #im glad things are getting better! :D

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theyanderespecialist · 1 year ago

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Base Yandere Sera Headcanons: More Than Meets The Eyes (Hazbin Hotel)

[Hello, My Sexy Muffins! This might just be my most controversial take on a Hazbin Hotel Character yet!

Just some quick notes, Sera at first glance is controlling and manipulative but when you dive in on her character there is more than meets the eyes! So let's do this!]

(Side note, I may have to update this in season 2, so understand that)

(Disclaimer: Sera is not yandere in canon and this is just for fun and not to be taken seriously at all! Simping for fictional characters and yanderes is fine, just do not be illegal or gross about his! Also, remember to separate fiction from reality and headcanon from canon! Yanderes are not ideal partners to have in real life!)

-Base Yandere Headcanons With Sera From Hazbin Hotel-

.Sera cares about heaven very much.

.She is also the leader of the seraphims it seems.

.She had to make a lot of hard decisions and before Adam did what Adam did, it seemed that Lucifer was the only Angel to ever fall. (This is most likely not true cause in biblical times multiple angels fell with Lucifer such as Paimon, who is Stolas's father)

.So of course Sera would fear her and her other angels falling.

.Also there might be a canon God in this world that chose to punish Lucifer and Lilith. (Viv did make art of what he could look like)

.So it might not have been her choice to cast Lucifer out, meaning there is a higher power than her.

.Either way like she says choosing to listen to Adam was such a hard choice for her.

.To be honest, it looked like Adam wanted revenge on Lilith's "kids" cause she is the mother of all sinners since in Jewish lore she also tempted Eve with the apple.

.Anyways it seems she was lied to and manipulated by Adam and she wanted nothing to do with the exterminations and possibly has immense guilt for letting human souls be killed.

.but she did know about it and instead of supervising it like she should she let Adam and Lute control it.

.Even leaving Vaggie another angel to die.

.This possessive nature affects how she would be as a yandere which yes she can make the hard choices to do as a yandere but she will fail to act on some of those choices.

.She adores you and loves you and wants you safe in heaven as her utmost concern.

.But she is also very controlling in regards to hiding things from you.

.Such as the obvious one being extermination, she rather keep you in ignorant bliss.

.This follows onto her, in her mind trying to protect you.

.Such as keeping old flames from winning your heart again, or for her rivals to woo you.

.She is more of a possessive yandere who would rather have Adam do her dirty work and not get her hands dirty.

.She does not care how he does it or anything like that.

.As long as the rival is out of sight and out of mine.

.She is possessive for sure and in her mind, she is doing the right thing by doing all of this.

.It is something that needs to be done for the greater good.

.She will warn you when or if you find out the truth that she did what she had to do because it is what was required.

.She will manipulate you into seeing things her way and to make it seem to you she is right.

.This is where that controlling side comes in.

.From her perspective it is all because she loves you and wants you safe in heaven with her.

.She does her best to keep you happy and ignorant of the dangers of the world.

.She is not doing it to be cruel or controlling but because she is afraid of losing you and also afraid of you being hurt.

.She is a very protective yandere in her roots, even though she is a bit misguided.

[Anyways that is all for now, we will see more of her in season 2 so there will be more on her when we learn it! Anyways, I hope you all enjoyed this, and stay sexy, all of my sexy muffins!]

#yandere #yandere sera #yandere hazbin hotel #yandere headcanons #headcanons #headcanon #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel sera #hazbin sera #sera #sera x reader #reader #gender neutral reader #angel reader

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ness-plays-wizards · 2 years ago

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Caesar Route Chapter 15 - Happy Ending (1-5)

Last time on the Caesar Route, everybody gets trapped inside the castle until they’re broken out by Hugo ex Machina finally doing something helpful for once. They all make it out of the castle alive, but then the wizard army comes to arrest Caesar for all those crimes he committed.

Starting on a real high note with Shithead escorting Liz and Caesar to the Ministry for some Consequences That Certain Other Characters Never Faced (i know usually I target Shithead with these jokes, but Azusa also comes to mind).

Guess that’s why this is the happy ending. I wonder what the unhappy ending’s like.

Anyway, Shithead discreetly tells Liz and Caesar that Zett and Lucious escaped, although I kind of want to see what would happen if the Ministry decided they needed to question or arrest Lucious, considering that minor thing where he’s cursed to never leave the Labyrinth.

Liz thinks on the positive side and thinks they have a chance to get Caesar’s name cleared, but Caesar isn’t so sure.

So Liz, Caesar, and Shithead go to the office of Thanatos, a character who I probably should remember considering he has a Big Scary Name but I cannot for the life of me remember who this guy is.

Huh. I guess this is Thanatos. Skull’s on brand, considering the name.

Just to summarize the next series of events here, Caesar lies and tells Thanatos that Liz didn’t know about his plans for the Star Sapphire, but Liz tells him that she knew about them. Thanatos doesn’t give a fuck about their attempts to cover for each other but tells Caesar that his petty crimes while living in the shitty circus is something he can overlook, and the big thing is basically cheating his way into the Academy and “stealing” the Star Sapphire, even though I’m not sure any legal definition of stealing can be applied to what happened to the Star Sapphire, since it technically never left the place they found it.

Also, why does the Ministry have any legal jurisdiction over a region that transcends space and time anyway?

Nevermind, I’m not going down the rabbit hole of trying to make sense of a barely-build world’s vaguely defined and probably corrupt legal system.

So anyway Thanatos decides that Liz will also be tried “equally” with Caesar, which makes no sense because she didn’t commit the same crimes as he did. For starters, she didn’t cheat her way into the academy. Shouldn’t the charge be aiding and abetting, or something similar? Thanatos ignores Shithead’s attempts to speak up on Liz’s behalf until his receptionist barges in and announces that Remy’s here.

So Remy comes in and finally addresses the elephant in the room that Caesar pursued the Star Sapphire to save his fucking life, then says that even though he got into the Academy illegally, he’s still a skilled wizard who became a prefect. Which is a little more dubious imo but whatever, it’s coming straight from the Headmaster.

We’re gonna have to wait until next time to see what Thanatos makes of this. I’m sure it’ll be very reasonable and definitely not something that will remind us that ACAB applies to fiction as well.

Queued for July 20

#wizardess heart #shall we date #solmare #caesar route #liz heart #caesar raphael #wh thanatos #willem v rembrandt

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millhavenn · 2 years ago

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Reddit repost 4—Mileven.

No people are replying to you because they're sick of you bylers making up lies about Mike and Eleven or trying to act like Mike is a pathological liar and his entire arc around Eleven is a lie or made up things over dramatizing their relationship. All in favor of you wanting byler to happen. Please save the victim card. You know well what you people do here

We are finding the ways to make the ship probable and realistic. Would you rather Mike simply been in a rut between the two, and use both his hands to show them love? That likely would not happen, and I would imagine you would not like that as much, anyway.

Mike is an established liar in the story. Regardless of if he likes Will romantically or not, he has told Eleven multiple lies, and has been confronted about it. Why would this be any different? Why do you think he is an innocent, flawless character?

It is a ship. Majority of the time we do not go into depth (which I assume you are complaining about) until you begin seeking out our comments and causing arguments. It is not us making this community unwelcoming, it is you.

No amount of context will make their actions understandable or acceptable. Your trauma is not an excuse to deprive your romantic partner of the affection, which they ask for countless times, nor is it an excuse to invalidate each others experiences.

It is sick to downplay the mistakes in their relationship. If it is unacceptable in real life, it is unacceptable in fiction. The toxicity of a relationship is not something which you get to dictate if you do not have intimate experience in it. Your life has been privileged thus far, and I am happy that you do not need to go through a toxic relationship, but that gives you a blinded, frankly incomplete view.

Mike lied to Elevens face when she confronted him about his lack of affectionate words, claiming he said I Love You when he did not. Mike lied about his initial care for Eleven, viewing her as a way to get Will back, and repeatedly mentioning how they would send her back to the Asylum once she did so. Mike lied to Eleven with Hoppers influence in order to avoid spending time with her.

Need I say more? You only need to watch the show to know that deception is a developing character trait of his.

Mikes relationship with Will is significantly healthier than Mikes relationship with Eleven. No, they do not remind me of my traumatic, toxic relationship. They are platonic, and communicate properly. They give each other support and do not deprive each other of affection.

Every relationship argues, platonic or romantic. Mike and Will know how to make up for them, while Mike and Eleven cannot. They are so vastly different, it is like watching adults communicate versus watching kids communicate.

They understand each others love languages, ultimately—Mike and Eleven do not. You don’t need to ship Mike and Will romantically to see and accept this, or their close relationship.

#byler #stranger things #anti mileven

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t3kandson · 2 years ago

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Forbidden but not

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Word count; 3,823

Fandom; A.C.E.

Pairing; Reader X Park Junhee

Characters; Park Junhee & Lee Donghun

Warning; Angst, Bitterness, Revenge, Slight Hostage (if you squint), Handcuff, Age Difference, Biting, Body marking, Slight Spanking & Unprotected Sex (Reader on pill).

Notes; Sequel to Forbidden

Original requested by anonymous.

Happy birthday Junhee ❤️.

"My Story’s is purely fictional and none of the happening events are even remotely true for the real characters. This is purely a work of fiction."

“Come on, you need to wake up before Dad gets crazy mad when he realises your here,” Kyungmi said as you rubbed your tired eyes. You had been hiding in Kyungmi’s room for the last week. Enduring listening to Junhee downstairs enjoying his belief of winning the war. You had left before your father had even woken and being out of contact was slowly beginning to worry him. Junhee not taking his concerns of your safety seriously riled you. You had heard him on the phone trying to convince him you was well equipped at surviving Alone. That conversation is what finally gave you thoughts how to gain control again once more. By hiding out in the house you knew your father would visit in person eventually. Which would be the moment you would show and confess you had been staying there. You knew there friendship would be strained. While Donghun would see his good friend kept secrets and lied. You knew Junhee would panic that the events of yours and his relationship could be outed. The only problem was hiding out was hard work. Junhee had almost caught you several times.

Being out of luck was right now as you was currently sat in the bathroom. Junhee’s fist slamming on the door calling his daughters name to hurry up. Your forehead hitting the mirror in frustration, heart thumping like crazy as you listen to the grumbles of the annoying older man. Eyes flashing to the towel, you dash to toss it round your head as you pray for a miracle to somehow convince him that your his daughter. Just grunting you open the door to see just his arms folded and his foot tapping as your eyes avoid his gaze. “For crying out loud Kyungmi you decide now to shower,” he growls dashing past you. You breathe out in your relief when you hear the door shut behind. You needed to make a mental note to use the bathroom when you knew Kyungmi was awake, to help keep her father at bay from catching you.

You had slowly started to go out your mind when you recognised your fathers car pull up. It was time to put the plan into action, time to get your revenge on the man who fucked you to score a point. Rushing to Kyungmi’s make up you made yourself look as delicious as you could. Well for someone hiding out in a house for two weeks anyway. Creeping to the hallway to choose your entrance timing, you heard their chatter. “Junhee I don’t know how I can continue to just sit back and wait,” Donghun said sounding like he was throwing himself into the sofa. “She will be fine I keep telling you, she will calm down from her paddy and will contact you,” Junhee said sounding uninterested. “And if she isn’t, what we just sit and wait why she’s god knows where. Probably lying dead in a ditch or even worse some bloke has her,” your father said almost close to tears. Laughter emerged from Junhee’s lips that made you clinch your fist. It was like he took joy from the painting your father pictured. Which was hypercritical as he was the very man who had railed her against a derelict building. The urge to go downstairs and blow your cover that second was so strong. But another idea switched into your angry mind. Waiting till they left the kitchen for the garden you slipped your shoes off and sneaked to the front door to place them. Your father had brought them for your birthday after a meltdown so you knew he would notice. Sneaking back upstairs you waited till sound returned to the house. Rolling your eyes at the fakeness in Junhee’s tone and plans to help him seek for you. “Oh Kyungmi’s home, how rude she didn’t come and greet us,” Junhee said clearly seeing the shoes present. He couldn’t even recognise his own daughters shoes that had you almost amused. Especially as he had been the one to make Donghun notice the shoe ware. “It’s ok She’s probably been busy with work and everything,” your father said before leaving.

Your heart suddenly started thumping as you heard Junhee’s footsteps towards you as he growled your name. Dashing under the bed with your hand over your mouth to hide your heavy panting from your panic, you froze. His voice called into the room, surprised at it being empty as he continued to call yours but also Kyungmi’s name through out the house.

You laid down at what you felt was hours on the hard floor. Junhee’s pacing of the house and constant head checking of the room had you on edge. The coast wasn’t clear and you had missed the opportunity to be found and still be in control if you was caught. But it was like Junhee sensed something was up refusing to let it go. Your body froze, you had worn those shoes when you had slept with him. What if by getting your father to notice those shoes instead it was Junhee you had alerted. Suddenly slightly raised voices filled from downstairs. Junhee and Kyungmi’s arguing tone filling the air. “Where ever your hiding her, give it up and stay away from her,” was the muffled voice that you could hear from the floor boards. As she argued back about what his problem was with her friend. You tuned out knowing his reply would be all comments that wasn’t pleasant. Seconds later the storming of the feet up the stairs as Junhee argued behind her. “Dad stop it stops here,” she cry’s before you hear two set of feet appear at the foot of the bed. “I know she’s been here, do you not understand how much trouble we both can be in hiding her here,” he said as he walked to the closet sounding like he was looking for hiding spaces. You was going to get caught you felt it. You moved yourself as far back to the wall as you could quietly while Kyungmi argued back. Gently shifting the boxes under the bed to hide your body, you hid under her spare floor bedding sheets. A small gap left for vision as you felt the mattress lift off the bed. “Dad,” Kyungmi screeched as she looked bewildered at the mess that was made. “You know what I’m done, I’m not staying here where all I get is accusations,” she said attempting to storm out the room. “Where do you think your going young lady?” he asked sternly. “To mums,” she said with anger that shut Junhee up. You knew that it was his biggest fear losing his daughter to his ex wife. “What because of Y/N,” he said sounding hurt which somehow wasn’t as pleasant to hear. “Yes because of your clear need to hate my friend who’s your closest friends daughter is upsetting me,” she said as you hear sadness in her voice. The guilt attacking you that you had managed to cause pain and rift between them both unsettled you. “I’m like this because I worry about you, she’s not the friend you think she is,” he said which irked your annoyance back up. “But I respect that maybe I’m being too harsh, I’ll clean the room up and back off,” he said tossing the mattress back on the bed. You remove the sheet from your face as you enjoy the relief of the air hitting you. “It’s ok Dad, I’m sorry I shouted,” you heard her say more calmly. “I’ll tidy the room up, but please believe me I’m not hiding her,” you heard her say muffled by what you presumed with her father’s clothing, from a calming hug.

You waited for him to leave even though you could hear him stalling by the other side of the door, Kyungmi too as she remained silent. Once no sound could be found you slipped from the bed as she looked at you with a red teary face. “I don’t know how much longer I can hide you,” she whispered as you made your way to throw your arms around her. “I’ll fix it,” you said seeing her tears filling you with guilt. You needed to up your plan.

The following morning you waited to Kyungmi left. She had a habit of leaving before her father woke. Crawling into Junhee’s room you found his mobile. Pressing his deep in slumber finger to the screen to gain entrance. Typing you sent the message to set his trap before using the handcuffs to lock him to the bed. How could he be so dead to the world that he couldn’t sense what was being done to him boggled your mind. Walking to the curtain you had fun opening them to let the sun blind him awake.

At first he grumbled before realising his hands couldn’t move. His face looking alarmed at the situation was highly amusing. But his face taking you in was the perfect view you had experienced. He went from confused to anger, lashing around to realising you was in control and relaxing looking like he had a headache. “What’s up baby,” you pout his way as your hands found his naked chest as you brushed it. “Y/N,” he growls as you chuckle making goosebumps fill up his skin. “What is it Uncle,” you smirk as he looked angered. “Don’t call me that,” he snaps challenging his shackles once’s more. “Why because you don’t like remembering you’ve done someone that’s kinda your niece,” you snort as your finger brush against his nipple. “Oh I remember every day, to think you left me in such a way that I never get to experience it again makes me sad,” you said with a whiny voice as your hands reach down to his stomach. Your words making his cock spring up in his pants. “Y/N please untie me so we can talk calmly,” He said almost panting. “But you won’t listen to me your just lecture me instead,” you said popping your bottom lip out. “I won’t I promise,” Junhee pleaded as you straddled him making sure that your heat was resting above his tented boxers. His hiss and eyes closing told you he was aroused right this second in his fog of anger. “Plus we can talk here,” you said with a roll of your hip that emitted a moan falling from his lips. “Fine,” he whimpered looking as if his arousal was making him lose his resolve. “Why?” he whispers as you re-circuit another roll. “That should be my question, why did you plan to fuck your best friends daughter and send her home to get her kicked out?” You questioned as you leaned your body into him more. “You made that call before we even fucked, you left so many marks knowing what would happen,” you said with slight anger falling through your words as his eyes widened. “Because you won’t leave my family alone,” he choked. “You really think I’m a threat to your daughter?” You question him hurt. “I don’t want her dressing like you, she looks up to you and you don’t even realise,” he gasps. “Dress like me?” You push as he closes his eyes. “Like someone who wants to be shagged like a whore,” he said with a little more confidence. “They’re just clothes, it makes me feel good looking as perfect as I can,” you said not knowing why you was revealing yourself to him. “What makes you think I’m a whore?” You ask sitting back up right. “Dogging,” he whimpered as he moves accidentally brushing himself along your clothed heat. “Wait you think I do that?” You said between amusement that he thinks your well experienced. Though you can’t blame him, you did give off that pretence in the first place. “Yes I suppose I’ve been there but I never participated. I ran Junhee, I was one of Mr Yoon’s Girls. One that got away, it’s how I knew. Not because I shag every man I get my hand onto,” you said showing some vulnerability. “Yes I’ve had sex with a few guys but they’re guys I’ve actually dated,” you said as he furrowed his eyebrows. “Minus you, but then that’s because… I don’t know I wanted to hurt you for making my dad upset with your words,” you admitted as he tilted his head. “Plus your not exactly bad looking,” you smirked as he smiled warmly for the first time ever. “I’m 20 years your senior,” he gasped. “Mums 14 years my dads senior and they work just fine,” you scoff as he chuckled to himself. “I’ll put things right with your dad. I don’t know how but I will find a way,” he smiled up towards you. “Promise me,” you said poking your little pinky close to his hand. That meant your lips was almost brushing together when you reached over.

His little finger grasped yours as your lips grazed his. Lips locking with his you felt the genuine softness. It was different to the other times, it was loving & romantic. Hands falling into your back pockets your fingers nimbly fell to his lock. His lips finding the skin of your cleavage as your own left him. With his hands free he sat up holding you close to him, his lips find yours once more. Despite his feet still locked he didn’t care he needed you in that moment and you felt the same. “Forgive me,” he said panting after your lips left. “I forgive you,” you said as you looked at his beautiful eyes. “I meant Donghun and Kyungmi,” he chuckled mischievously. “Unlock my legs so I can fuck you,” he ordered as you obliged.

His impatient hands spanking your ass as you twerked it while he waited. Hands slowly making up his body, you froze when you heard the screech of a car pull up outside. “Shit,” you said in horror as he looked puzzled at you. “I did something bad,” you admitted as he laughed pulling you to straddle him once more. “I texted someone I shouldn’t,” you said looking worried for the first time as you heard him called Junhee’s name. “I said on your phone you knew where I was, it was revenge,” you said panicking as you threw yourself off him as the door opened. Before they could walk in the room you rolled under his bed hidden. “You tell me you know where she is and your still in bed,” your father said sounding annoyed. “Well I didn’t think you would get here so soon,” Junhee gulped sounding nervous. You could hurt him right this second and get your revenge. You could show yourself to your father, hiding under his friends bed. But you couldn’t, for the first time you had shown a man the real you and he made you want to be better. “You mean getting rid of some chick,” Donghun said sounding confused as he rattled with the handcuff at the bottom of the bed. “You got a lady Park Junhee?” he sounded amused as Junhee sat up to get himself changed. “Maybe, look you said we didn’t have time, I have a hunch. I could be wrong but it’s worth a shot,” Junhee said changing the subject. “You said you knew, hunch is not knowing,” your father said sounding pained. “Fine I’ll go back to bed then, leave you to it,” Junhee grumbled. “Look do me a favour I’ve got my favourite T-shirt in the garden can you go and fetch it please,” Junhee pleaded as Donghun grumbled leaving the room. Crawling onto all fours on the floor he looked at you with a pained face. “Sorry,” you whine as he huffed offering you his hand. “That was low Lee Y/N,” he scorned you with your full name as your body filled with goosebumps as you stood. “I told you in the end didn’t I, that was more then you did for me,” you pouted as he closed his eyes. “Stay here, you got making up to do, I’ll text Kyungmi to go to her nan’s for the night,” he said tipping your chin up to face him. “But I’m telling you one thing. That after I got rid of your father I want you naked and ready for me when I get back,” he growled before kissing you with hunger.

It felt like he was away for hours as you laid on his bed, naked glistering heat on display. Your finger having slipped and pulled a couple orgasms, with your imagination of Junhee helping. However, you hadn’t quite reached this high when you heard the front door shut. Laying silently incase it wasn’t him you waited impatiently. His eyes looked tired and withdrawn when they found yours. “You have to go home soon, your hurting your father,” he said as he made his way to the bed with guilt plastered on his face. “You regretting all this?” You questioned him as he sat at the end of the bed taking his socks off. “Yes,” he murmured as he looked at you pained. “We should never have started this,” he whispered which hurt. “Because now I’ve had you around my cock I want more. Even pretending to look for you, watching your father look a broken man hasn’t deterred me coming home to fuck his missing lost daughter,” he said with darkness in his voice. “You make me sound like a vulnerable child,” you whispered as he laughed. “You was once upon a time, but now your a woman and mine,” he said crawling to hover over you. “This is going to kill your father,” he said resting between your opened legs. “But not having you anymore is killing me,” Junhee said breathless as you felt his cock hardened between your legs. “Tell me this isn’t wrong,” he said pleading your way for confirmation. “We’re both consenting adults I’m not a kid Junhee,” you said cupping his worried face. “And I wanted to fuck you the second I saw you look at me with lust in your eyes. In your shop that day we went on the hunt for Mr Yoon. I made it my mission to have you weak for me after that. I want this too I need it,” you whimpered rolling your pelvis to meet him as his breathing hitched. “You on the pill?” He questioned with lust in his eyes. “No I’m pregnant with your kid already,” you teased watching his eyes widen with fear which caused you to chuckle. “Of course I am,” you sniggered. “I’m too young to be a mum,” you teased as he raised an eyebrow slightly at the age being mentioned. “Sorry,” you said chuckling. “I’ll make you sorry,” he said rolling himself against you. “Then please punish me I’m waiting,” you said letting your legs slide up his to rest on his ass.

The change of movement had him pressed more closer as he bit his lips. Breaking your rest on his backside he sat up to remove his clothes. You shivered with excitement when he laid back down, his warm naked skin against yours. Lips pressed back to yours he rolled himself into you. The teasing making your nub throb and your core desperate to be filled. Lips finding your breast, he plays with them as you soft murmur while his lips and hands feel them. Lifting your Brest up he suckles marking where no one can find. He knows returning you home visibly marked up won’t help your situation. Once he’s finished he brings his lips to your jaw line peppering kisses.

Manoeuvring his member to your entrance, he slams it in making you cry as you impatiently have to adjust to him. “I did say I was going to punish you,” he chuckled as you growl his way. Slowly he sets his rhythm, watching every second of your facial expressions as you spill mews into the room. Your walls squeezing him has him gasp and grunt each time. Lips sliding to yours you kiss through this heated passionate moment between the two of you. Unlike last time, this is like he wants to hold time with you, not fuck you up in a rush desperate need. Moaning into your mouth you let your tongue massage his. “Mine,” he says into the kiss as you hum in agreement. You would happily take the risks to keep this from your loved ones. Feeling your body warm as your high starts to build, you start to meet his movements. It’s like he knows that the mood is becoming more close. Lifting your legs over his shoulder, he folds you as he fills you more deeper. Whimpers leave as his tip hits your cervix. Lips removed, he looks at you with sweat starting to form as he increases his speed. “Fuck you up,”, “your mine,” , “my whore,” leaves his lips in form of moans alongside mantras of your name. You know he’s ready to crash and burn with you as you let your tethering high start to attack. Convulsing around him as you cum around his cock, he high pitches his moans as he’s thrown off his own. You feel the warmth of his cum fill you up as his pace slows to mere stillness.

Letting your legs drop he settles between you once more, his lips pecking yours as you pant for air from your high afterglow. “What am I?” You whisper catching your breath back to talk. “Mine,” he said arching himself up to look at you. “But we have to be very careful,” he whispers with slight fear in his eyes. “I’ll buy you a flat that’s secret so no one can catch us,” he smiles before he collapses into your chest. “Do you think we can hide this?” You said playing with his hair. “Probably not, but it be fun trying. Your father’s going to beat me anyway, I should at least make it worth being knocked out,” he chuckled beneath the seriousness in his joke. “I won’t let him hurt you,” you said feeling pain from the picture he painted. “It’s what I deserve, I’m dancing with the devil right now,” he says closing his eyes. “I’m a devil am I now?” You tease as he looks up at you with hungry eyes. “Yes my sexy devil,” he adds before pressing his lips once more as you feel his member twitch. “For someone that’s a dinosaur your not half already almost hard again,” you said letting your lips leave. “Well when my Girlfriend’s as pretty as you of course it’s going to get hard pretty quick,” he said humming. “Just this time can we do it in the shower, clean ourselves at the same time,” he said as you laugh his way.

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