#anyways I just keep moving forward & make my own way🙏🙏🙏

[myokk]

Sebastian had a few days leave from duty so he visited Eloise😇😇

[bwabys-scenarios]

Kurapika noticing how well you get along with Gon and Killua, and thinking you’d be the perfect mom. He wonders how you’d be with your OWN kids, and oh oops here comes the baby fever.

warning: Kurapika breeds you in a changing room because he’s needy and couldn’t wait 😭🙏

It was all over for you when Killua accidentally called you mom when trying to get your attention.

Every single member of the group looked up, causing the poor kid to stammer and apologize. Kurapika glanced between you and the two young boys, his hand immediately reaching for yours.

“Killua, it’s okay! No need to be embarrassed. You two are pretty much my kiddos anyways.”

You pat the twos heads affectionately, Kurapika watching with soft eyes. He already knew he had a crush on you, but now he knew he was in love.

It didn’t take long for him to imagine you pregnant, breasts big and heavy with milk and tummy nice and full of his child. His cheeks flush, his pants tightening uncomfortably.

He knew you wanted children, a fact you’d shared with him over drinks a few months ago. All he needed to do was put a ring on that pretty little finger and make you his in every way… but he didn’t know if he could wait that long.

“(Name).”

The man pulled you away from the table, your three friends complaints unheard by the blonde Kurta.

“Kurapika, sweetheart, where are we going?”

Oh god, his heart thumped against his chest, all the blood rushing to his dick. Why did you use such cute pet names with everyone? Didn’t you know how much his heart ached for you to only call him those sweet names?

“(Name), I…”

He pulled you into the woman’s changing room of a random store, his lips crashing into yours. His hands were already roaming to the waistband of your pants, pushing them and your panties down in one go.

“I really need you.”

You grab his hands, your face burning from his sudden neediness. Kurapika was quick to lift your leg up over his shoulder and press his bulge against your pussy, hissing at the friction.

“K-Kurapika! What-“ you could barely process what was happening, your head fuzzy. He shushed you with another kiss, his tongue pressing against your teeth.

You let his tongue slip into your mouth, gripping the fabric of his shirt to steady yourself.

“I… I want to be inside you okay? I gotta…”

He was barely able to speak as he pulled the waistband of his boxers down, his cook springing forward and resting against your tummy. You whined out, your hips pushing into his.

“O-okay… just put it in already.”

You didn’t need to say it twice, the man pushing into you as he panted, his eyes half lidded as they stared into yours.

He almost cums immediately once he’s fully inside you, having to take a minute to grip your hips and calm himself. You feel so good, so much better than he could have ever imagined. And imagined he did, almost every night.

“Gonna… gonna move now okay?”

You nod, leaning your head on his shoulder. He’s slow and gentle at first, cooing sweetly into your ear. “So good… so wet all for me.”

His thrusts start to get faster, his coos turning into growls and his grip on your hips tightening until you’re sure they’re be bruised tomorrow.

“Kurapika…” you whine out, the man silencing you yet again with another kiss. He slips his hand between your legs, rubbing circles into your clit.

“Shh, shh… don’t want anyone to hear you, right? Gotta cum inside, gotta get you pregnant, ok?”

He’s so vulgar, pounding your pussy and saying he’s going to get you pregnant. How could you not whimper and whine when he’s hitting all the right spots and making you cream on his cock.

When he cums inside you, his tongue is in your mouth and hands on your hair, the feeling of being filled up making you cum too.

You try to move, wanting to put your clothes back on but he keeps you there.

“Shh, stay still. Gotta make sure none of my cum gets out, okay?”

He keeps you plugged with his cock for another 10 minutes before he pulls and and quickly pulls up your panties to keep you from leaking too much.

“Good… we’ll go again when we get home, okay? As many times as needed until you’re pregnant.”

You can’t really disagree when he’s clinging onto you so cutely, nipping and kissing at your neck. You can tell he wants to go again now, but he holds himself back and carries you to the restroom so he can get you all cleaned up.

[makeyoumine69]

helloo, i had a friend recommend you to me because i wouldn’t shut up about bateman <33 now i think i’ve reread most of your work more than once, it’s oddly comforting 😭

anyways

id love to see you write something with a more insecure flat chested fem reader! i feel like just maybe patrick can be wholesome, in his own lewd little way 🙏

(also maybe using “Dear” as a pet name <33)

even if you don’t do this, i hope your doing well and i look forward to whatever you do in the future! keep up the good work 🫀

Hello, honey! Thank you so much for your support, I think I'm as obsessed with Patrick as you are! :D I hope you like this prompt! *big hugs* 🖤🤞

No matter how hard you tried to hide your insecurities about your breasts, Patrick could read you like an open book.

Frustrated, you sat on his lap and watched his favorite horror movie with him. He would gently stroke your cheek and make you turn your face to glance at him:

"What's wrong, dear?"

"Nothing." You would mumble, looking into his hazel, captivating eyes. 

His lips ticked with deception as he knew you were hiding something from him. Tenderly, Bateman ran his long fingers down your neck, tickling your soft skin a little, your toes curling instantly at his sudden touch.

"Patrick," you gasped quietly as he covered your lips with a soft kiss, his palms slowly cupping your small breasts, but you stopped him decisively and moved his hands away. "Please, don't -"

"Why? They're gorgeous, baby," he groped your tits again, more sensibly this time, causing you to bite your lower lip as his digits outlined the shape of your small tips. "I want to taste them. Will you let me taste them, sweetheart?"

Panting, you just nodded in response before throwing your head back as his hot lips found their way to your clavicle. Damn, his arms were so strong while his palms were so big, covering your boobs so easily, you didn't have a chance to resist. Leisurely, Patrick took off your shirt. Then he planted a wet kiss on the hollow between your breasts, making you instinctively hug his neck to hold him closer.

"A-a-aw! Patrick," you squirmed around his knees, dipping your fingers into his brown hair. "Do you think I need breast implants?"

Bateman suddenly stopped, gave you a deadly stare, and then pulled your bra down rather roughly, tugging on both of your nipples with undisguised crave.

"Mm-hhm, oh my Gosh!" With a loud moan, you clung to his broad shoulders as you searched for support, your body already sinking into an ocean of pure bliss.

"So delicious," Patrick purred against your sensitive skin as he sealed his plump lips around your taut little tip, swirling his tongue around it, savoring every little sound that erupted from your rapidly rising chest. "Such a perfect girl."

Embarrassed, you hid your face in the crook of his neck, his sensual ministrations setting you completely on fire, to the point where you were afraid of soaking his pants.

"Darling, don't hide from me, I want you to watch me play with these beautiful tits." He growled in a raspy voice, and its vibration sent tingles through your lower abdomen.

"Patrick!" You mewled as you looked down at him, his dark eyes alluring you, and you melted at the way his mouth devoured your engorged nipples as he took both of them at once.

You lost it irrevocably as you felt his white, sharp teeth nipping at your taut peak. There was even something animalistic about the way he did it, but that only added fuel to the flame, because now you didn't have any thoughts about your imperfection.

With him, nothing could stop you from falling into the abyss of pure passion and love.

I don’t have a taglist. You can follow my side blog @makeyoumineagain and turn on notifications to know when I update! 🖤

[amourjins]

MOVING ON...

UNTIL! Another friend's birthday (picnic party) I got on the bus and on my way to the meet up spot (I saw some of the gang on the bus and she was on it as well) and she tells the person who was next to her to sit elsewhere so I can go to his place (you guys don't get it) Then she greeted me with such a beautiful and bright smile (≧▽≦) And then arriving at meet up spot she brought a chair for me and then she took one for her and sat next to me, and then she asked me and served me water (I can't-) Then after we went to the beach for the picnic and set up the towels, she again tells whoever was sitting mext to her to make more space so I could sit nearby◝(⁰▿⁰)◜Then I saw some seagulls and I wanted to catch one who asked if anyone wanted to come with me (She wanted!) After going in the sand and then climbed on some rocks, my friend came with us and we all sat on the sand (and they started flirting again -_-) After that we went back to the rest of the group (I was kinda pisssed about the flirting) so I sat on my own on a corner... But then she came next to me and wanted to talk with me (she said about anything as long as we would have a convo) Alright so fast forward end of the party i was happy with the interactions so I posted on my notes glue song (which was aimed at her... AND SHE LIKED THE NOTE I KNOW I'M GOING INSANE BUT LISTEN) A couple of days later she posted a story (god she was beautiful) WITH A BEEBADOOBEE SONG. Also on the same day she posted about liking someone that she can't even tell her friends (another friend from the group who know about my crush for her tried to get info but failed) Anyway I posted another note with a song and she replied to it and we started talking to the point I asked her to go out with me... She cancelled BUT I recently on insta posted some clownfish i found (i love fish) and she asked me where this was and that we should go together (just us.) If you're wondering we did go to that place on Friday, she posted about it and another friend of mine (which was like a spy) asked her if we went out on a date???? And she didn't say no????? But anyway it was really fun since after that we went to a playground and made fun of 5 year olds (sorry I had to add this detail) By the end of the "date", I was getting on the bus when she came to hug me?!?!?!? (Like pls hug me more often ma'am) And I was smiling like an idiot on the way back home... That's it for now folks (I'll keep you updated)

-🪐

STOPPP OKG ALL OF YOUR GUYS’ INTERACTIONS??? girl kiss her! (slash jay) BUT LIKE HELLOOOOOOO… shes so sweet i think i get why you fell for her tee bee eych! we love acts of service heh am i right [smirkifg tiiktok emoji] I LOVE BEABADOOBEE… no cause its a sign! the story with beabadoobee… IM AFRAID SHE WANTS U (slash jay dont listen to me) omg i may have read “clownfish” as “catfish” 😭 I GASPED BUT THEN I REREAD IT!

STOP WAIT WHAT she didnt say no??? omg.. wait bc whatt! THE 5 YEAR OLDS STOP.. me n her (‘her’ is always my crush btw) would probably do that too but then she’d tell me to stop cs she loves kids n is great with them,, frowny face emoji

OH YURP THE HUG 🙏🙏🙏 im actually rooting for u two

[tyonfs]

monthly(ish) 🎀 update!

heyyy! it’s me. i haven’t done one of these in sooo long 😭 i figure i should start with what everyone is waiting on, arsal. truth be told i did not listen to anyone’s advice and im still hopelessly in love with him and it doesn’t help much that we’re both playing this back and forth hard to get game. truly it’s so like. draining to have him constantly on my mind. i think the problem is because when we were kids i liked him a little bit and now that all this dawned down on me it just became even worse because he truly is one of the first guys i’ve really really liked.

i’ve always had a bad track record with situationships and hookups and i never really really liked any guy i’ve ever talked to or been with but with arsal it’s so different. like even when i don’t talk to him something about him just makes me gravitate towards him. sigh it’s so hard being a girl 💔

speaking of guys randomly cameron called me one night after like 3 months of no contact and said he wanted me again and i told him i didn’t miss him and he called me a slut and said that’s why im incapable of love which is crazy because he is the first guy i admitted that fear to so good to know! he was drunk but it still made me feel a certain way.

back to less important things, currently im laying in bed in my hometown and it feels so surreal because it’s my last winter here and it’s just, hitting me. like ill actually have to leave this place i call home and it just sucks.

ENOUGH SAPPY THINGS! let’s go into more drama. basically i have a trio ish kinda thing with my main circle of friends, one is my best friend for ever i love that girl and the other is one of my guy friends and we absolutely hate him. he is such a man and it’s so disgusting how he talks about his ex. and he likes to act like he has a crush on both me and my friend it’s so weird.

kpop.. oh kpop. i’ve completely fell out of kpop once like school started again. i haven’t listen to any music or read a single fic since i fell out. i think it might be for good this time. but that does NOT mean ill ever stop sending in my updates, we are pen pals forever until somehow someone deletes my tumblr account and your account disappears.

god what else can i talk about. i turned 20 this year. so surreal truly. i blew out my candles and i think i stared at the cake in silence. i don’t even know whats happening to me at this point. i genuinely feel like im going through a (not mid) mid life crisis.

ANYWAYS. i know this isn’t like majority of my updates, everything is all over the place. and the vibes r off :( how are you doing alice? you mentioned you’re moving that’s exciting! is the place nice?? give me some updates girl i miss you!!

yours truly - 🎀

PLEASEEE 😭😭 i support you but also don't let him play you queen 😞🙏 i totally get the old flame reigniting type of crush tho it's so easy to fall back on the familiarity too :') i think also having a lot of good memories with someone makes it easier to keep thinking about those and looking forward to more 🤧

CAMERON??: 🙅‍♀️ NOOO also what the fuck?? what a dick :/ that is such a terrible thing to say intoxicated or not i absolutely HATEE when men just throw around derogatory words and put women down 😭 and i hope you told him off bestie, and if you didn't then i support going off on him whenever you want (or just ghosting for your mental health!!!) 🙏

it's always hard to leave home 🥹🥹 it feels so bittersweet cause you're excited about being on your own and living independently but it also feels like you're leaving behind the safety net :(( also GOD time to turn that trio into a duo cause why does he put down his ex and treat you guys like that?? :(

yes i love hearing from you so i'm glad we established the little pen pal communication 🥹🥹 but no i totally understand, i fall out a little too when life gets too busy :') but it's nice that kpop is something you can always come back to whenever you want (even if it feels like you're missing a lot of context since the industry is growing fast HAHAH)

the almost quarter life crisis is so real 🤧 i experience birthday sadness like every year even if i'm having a really good time <//3 it's just the fear of growing up and life changing as you take on more responsibilities, but you're not alone!! i hope that offers some comfort but we're all in the same boat struggling to feel like adults 💝💝

but yes the move is all done and the place is really nice !!! i've been meeting a lot of my neighbors and they're all very sweet and friendly, so it feels like a very supportive community 🥹 i've currently been deep in a reading phase so i've just been stalking goodreads like whenever i have free time 😭 i've also been talking to someone !! since like ?? november i think but omg my flight instincts are kicking in so bad i've been fighting the urge to ghost since december bc i'm so nervous ab this stuff 🏃‍♂️ like i'm just a girl omg....... but other than that i've been meeting up with friends and having a good time 🥰 OH and i Might go to coachella but we'll see because tickets are kinda..... ☹️ my wallet's gonna die and i wanna see svt this year sooo

currently my little project is this seungkwan harry potter fic that i started in december 🤧 but my goddd it's at 20k words and i'm barely a third of the way through <//3 but it's been fun to write!! so i hope i don't run out of fuel when i'm done HAHAH but i hope you've been doing well love !! 🫶🫶

[unofficialadamtaurus]

Focusing on tauradonna? 🙏 thank you for the food! And honestly after your 2nd wonderfully written Beacon confrontation, it put into perspective like, just the utter relief Blake felt after seeing her friends, specifically Yang, okay and safe at Haven y’know? And the fear and shame she must’ve felt to run away again after that??? MY HEART 🥺 thank you for doing that

Buuuttttt good guys are easy (in this case at least) and I don’t really care about Blake :p now I gotta ask for the reason we’re all here: How would you tie in our precious goat boy into V4-5? The betrayal and anger he feels?? I can’t BREATHE

Less "focusing" and more "there was a post that inspired me to write" and "someone asked me about it" lol.

I'm assuming we're going with the most recent iteration of our goat boi, the one that intentionally let Blake go at Beacon only because he couldn't bring himself to kill her. Post-V3, I'd want to give him some actual consequences and, because I really dislike how the WF and Sienna were handled, some actual political intrigue with the spiciness of a tragic downfall.

So V3 happens, Beacon falls, and Adam becomes even more of an internationally hunted terrorist. His role done, Adam splits from Cinder's group and reconvenes the Vale branch to assess their wounds and come up with a plan moving forward.

At the same time, Sienna is finding out about Beacon's fall and Adam's role in it. She immediately calls an all-branch meeting in the White Fang headquarters with the full intention of removing Adam as a branch leader for going way, way too far. She's now understanding that her constant support of his actions left her with a massive blind spot as to just how far he was willing to go. Adam doesn't know that's her intention but heads up to HQ expecting Sienna and the rest to at least understand why he did what he did (under threat, and he figured while he had no choice he could at least make a statement for the WF's cause that no one would ever forget).

It's on his way there that he hears through the grapevine that Sienna has disavowed his actions. By the time he meets up with everyone at HQ he's feeling betrayed but thinks that talking is still an option. When Sienna convenes the meeting, though, every time he tries to argue for himself, he gets shot down.

(and of course while all this is going down, Blake is making her way back to Menagerie. In this AU, though she's initially shocked that Sun followed her, there's no slapping or yelling, just frustration that he followed her this far without saying anything and kind of crossed a boundary in doing so.)

So anyway Adam's frustration builds over the course of several meetings while he can feel the noose he tied with Cinder's rope tightening around his neck. He keeps making impassioned arguments but hits brick walls over and over again. His passion earns him allies in HQ; he's not trying to build his own group at this point, it's just happening as a byproduct of his drive and charisma.

He tries over and over again to get Sienna to see his side of things, to not strip him of his rank, to not turn her back on him like everyone always does. But he can feel it happening. He knows it's inevitable. And he can't lose his place in the White Fang. It's all he has. (in his mind:) He practically built the Vale branch himself! His life's work, reduced to nothing over something he barely had any say in?

(and Blake is finally in Menagerie reconnecting with her parents and finding out how deeply the White Fang has entrenched itself in Menagerie's community programs. She and Sun loosely investigate that while working through Blake's trauma and reason for abandoning her team.)

Adam, by this point losing sleep and visibly on edge, reaches his tipping point and makes a very bad decision to oust Sienna with the support of the core group he's built in his time at HQ (V4 finale probably? idk. V4/5 blend together in my head). He doesn't kill her, but he does basically put her under house arrest after a very fun fight during which he doesn't listen to any of her valid points about the mistake he's making. The other branch leaders don't like the change but Adam basically tells them either get in line or meet the same fate; he hasn't forgotten how none of them believed him at the meetings.

So Adam takes control of the White Fang, and he's cracking under the pressure. Branch leader suited him; organization head does not. It's too much all the time. He still tries, and frequently goes to talk to Sienna only for her to tell him to let her go and undo his mistake, they can come back from this, but he doesn't listen. While buckling under the pressure, he's also sending out teams to investigate Cinder. The ones close to home come back with disturbing news: someone is targeting the huntsmen in Mistral. Adam figures that Cinder is probably targeting Haven next and prepares to interfere with her plan and get his revenge while his other scouts report that they found Blake in Menagerie. Of course she ran, he thinks, but he'll get to her after he gets to Cinder.

Ripples of that preparation reach Menagerie's shores (muddled by distance; it's unclear whether Adam is targeting the Academy, is behind the hunstmen murders, etc.). After many discussions and even a confrontation with Ilia, who had been lowkey in charge of forcibly turning back any humans who tried to visit Menagerie and has heard about Adam's actions, Blake decides to confront Adam at Haven. Once she does that, she intends to visit Yang in Patch and apologize for what happened (of course the reunion happens at Haven so that's unnecessary but the intent matters).

Adam can't stand being cooped up in HQ, and conveniently, around the time he hits that breaking point and goes to join his teams on the ground, Cinder launches her attack and Blake reaches Haven (and makes contact with WF teams, hears about Adam's actions since assuming power, etc.).

We get a fun finale, Blake actually does take Adam down during this confrontation instead of letting him run away, and throughout the fight it's all about his methods versus hers. She has a brief moment of terror when she realizes Adam and her team are right next to each other but overcomes her fear to split Adam away and handle him herself (which she's able to do because he's been running himself ragged for weeks).

After things at the academy finish, she takes a brief break from her team and gets Sienna reinstated and opens communication between her and the Belladonnas to find the middle ground Adam refused to acknowledge. The relic stuff still happens and team RWBY now has to journey to Atlas explicitly to put the relic in a secure vault.

Meanwhile Adam is tossed in prison and utterly lost. After a while stewing in his negativity and always coming back to things falling apart when Blake betrayed him - the train, then her against refusing him at Beacon, and then again at Haven - there's a Grimm attack on the prison. And, in the confusion, Adam disappears.

[andypantsx3]

andie!! i hope you're doing well 💖🥺 i was wondering - do you have any tips for resetting yourself to be in the mood to write? i've really been struggling lately and my head feels like a jumbled mess when i try to write. like the ideas are there but not the motivation and it's super frustrating 😭 i want to take a hiatus but i wouldn't even know where to start, if that makes sense? i feel like writing is my only hobby so i guess it's a struggle to think of what i could do to make myself like writing again :'( any advice is welcome if it's not too much hassle!

either way i hope that this week will be kind to you! i always look forward to seeing you on my dash and it makes me incredibly happy to hear when you're doing well 💖 please remember to take care of yourself as summer approaches and the weather gets hotter! 🙏

Hello my angel!! I hope you're doing well too!! This is something I am still figuring out too but I can share some of the things that have worked for me so far, and I hope that they will work for you too!

It sounds like a hiatus would be good, honestly! They have always worked for me. Sometimes you get to the point where you feel like you should be writing but you can't, whether it be burnout, writer's block, plot holes, etc, and you end up feeling really guilty about it. Having a negative emotion like that attached to your writing is the last thing you need right now, so free yourself from that however you can! Tell people you're on hiatus so you don't feel obligated to keep uploading right now, or go work on a different story if you're in the mood for that one instead. Close out your story doc and go do something with friends for the weekend; anything where you are very visibly or literally moving away from the story.

Second, don't beat yourself up!! This is literally part of the process for everybody, and you do not need to feel like this is somehow a failing of yours, or that you won't know how to return to your work. You will. When you feel interested in it again, enough that you can't resist opening the doc, that's when you will know. Until then, just enjoy life and try not to stress. I haven't published a chapter in a month now (last year I think I went close to three months without writing anything, and once i abandoned a story i was publishing for like six months??) and sometimes it just takes that long! Let it happen and know it's supposed to happen.

Another thing you probably need is some inspiration. I have noticed that if I spend too much time writing instead of reading, I lose interest and all of my motivation. Dedicating too much brain power to just one hobby can really take it out of you. Give yourself the freedom to consume instead of writing as your only outlet! Read new fics, new books, watch a new show--the change of pace can be really refreshing and inspiring, and will again give you that little bit of distance from your own work.

Lastly, this is the most trivial tip I have but I'm throwing it in here anyway just in case!! I have read like a million things where writers say taking a walk helps them. I imagine this is different for everyone and it might not work for you, but it works for me! I like going for a run or a series of long walks over a couple of days and just taking the time to think about my work while I am physically very distant from the tools of authorship. Then there's that distance again, and less pressure to commit it all to paper--there is just the abstract, and sometimes the thinking something but not being able to write it makes me excited to eventually get it down, and that motivates me to return to the work so I can! Maybe something like chatting about your work to a friend while you're out, or another activity where you're thinking about it but distant from it would work the same!!

I hope you're doing well and being very kind and patient with yourself during this part of the process! Please just remember this IS a part of the process, whether we like it or not lol, and its purpose is to force you to refresh, so don't feel guilty and make the most of that break time!!

Sending you all my most positive vibes!! 💕✨