#anyways alexa play skin and bones by marianas trench 😔✊
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i wish i wasnt so consumed with how i look. but here i am
#ed tw#body image tw#*checks stomach in mirror everytime i use the bathroom*#*feels stomach when lying down*#*checks legs to see if theyre smaller*#*checks chest to see if its smaller*#*looks under chin for face fat*#*lays on side to feel how prominent hips are*#*checks stomach before i eat checks again after*#*opens camera and to see how i look when i smile when i rest when i frown when i talk when i#all i care about is how i look its all i think about everyday and although its because im so self concious it makes me self absorbed#if i never recieved the constant policing and shame i was given over my body as a child maybe i wouldnt be so fucking obsessed#ive done so much work to better myself and my illness but i dont think itll ever fully go away#i just feel like its a part of me at this point#for one day i dont want to have to worry about how others percieve me and potentially see how ugly i am#im 23 but i still feel 15#anyways alexa play skin and bones by marianas trench 😔✊
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