#as part of my recent to current crisis of faith and identity and disillusionment with media industry among other things
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me, procrastinating on one project with another one: it's fine they're both for content I do this for the people and the people will receive SOMETHING sooner by me working on either one 😤
#*6 more pages to finish for next lemon chapter (issa long chapter cause last one was shorter than usual)#10+(I think) insert illustration linework and 30+ colour left for next matriarchy video (and then the rest of the remaining editing too)#something about lemons#matriarchy#both have some bits of art so far that I am really really happy with bc they look cool as hell#(and I can't post YET BC OF SPOILERS AAAHH)#as part of my recent to current crisis of faith and identity and disillusionment with media industry among other things#I have arrived at a point of not measuring my content by industry standards anymore#as in like it is not about whether it's marketable or will ever be monetiseable#it's fucking art#it's not supposed to be marketable or monetiseable#it's about making it cause it's fun and you want to and the people enjoy it#and by that measure any content I post is of equal value regardless of production quality or subject as long as y'all enjoy it#and no amount of industry recognition or lack thereof will ever change that#that's the point of being an online creator#fan work original work academic theory work big budget industry work etc etc etc all of equal value#even if I ever do get a budget for something it won't change a damn thing about the worth of the resulting piece of art#even if I ever get it more widely published than my own pond it'll merely make that pond bigger for all my work
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