#at my own pace

[thedisablednaturalist]

Sometimes I'm sad because if i wasn't chronically ill I know I would be grabbing life by the hand and running off as fast as I could, chasing my dreams with passion and veracity. I would've gone to a better college, done better in my classes, I'd be farther along than I am now.

But I've realized, sometimes life takes you by the hand instead, and says let's rest a bit. And that's okay. We'll get there eventually, but for now let's take it easy.

[deasbanker]

Disney movies have saved my life from numerous worries, which I recalled while watching Pixar short films on Disney+!

7/5/2024

As I mentioned before, I've finally got in the mood to subscribe Disney+ at this point; so, I have been catching up on a great number of movies or TV series on it in earnest since last month. Then, I've done with all the Pixar films including short films which were released during the pandemic today and I remembered what I really used to love before I got diagnosed with depression at the age of 20. I can't point out exactly what I like about Disney and Pixar movies now nor feel as immersed in them as I did once. Nevertheless, I was surely aware that my heart, which had been undermined by various experiences, was being completely melted to the point where I was as merry as I was in my teens while watching. I turned 25 last month, but I think I'm going to open up my heart again like a child and prioritize what I feel comfortable or what I like over what people think about me or what I'm supposed to do for people surrounding me from now on. Plus, I will watch Disney regularly like before（in my opinion, it's best to watch what you want, when you want）.

[savage-rhi]

Daily Highlights #12 (2-23-23)

3 Things That Made Me Happy

I got one of the shyest kids at my work place to giggle and have fun with her writing assignment. 

Me and several kiddos switched accents every two sentences then we had so much fun with Russian and stuck with it. The accent slipped during a meet too. Had a good laugh with everyone. 

Watching the kids play in the snow and have fun even though I was freezing and flaring. Their laughter was contagious. 

3 Productive Activities I Performed

Crunched how many credits I need to get my psych major. 45 needed. 

Arranged second interview time with director of an advocacy job I’ve been wanting for a long time.

Narrowed down who I want producing my demo.

3 Self Care Activities I Accomplished

Turned up the heat at home, got under my electric and weighted blanket and took a nap. 

Calmly gave myself grace and space after a co-worker shouted down at me. Used my therapy toolbox to help de-escalate. 

Ordered a new fibro lotion product to try out for my flares

3 Emotions I felt Today

Pissed The Fuck Off (TM)

Giddy

Contentment

Overall Day

7/10 Jeff Goldblum’s

[blackdaisies]

New Year Same Goals

I'm a modest artist. I'm practicing constantly and I love finishing artwork, but I realize I don't do that enough. I get blocked all the time for different reasons. Sometimes it's motivation, sometimes it's frustration at my skill (or lack of), most of the times it's just time, or rather time I'd rather be doing something else, like playing vdeo games. Of course none of this helps me with my goals, I just wanted to recognize my limitations so I can try to move beyond it.

I'm not an ambitious person. I've already done the game dev and animation studio route, but I know it's not what I want to do.

My eventual goals with my art:

Illustrate book covers.

Illustrate a tarot deck and other cool shit.

Commissioned by some of my fave IPs for fan art.

Teach.

That last one.. I'd love to be able to teach art, but right now I'm so undisciplined, and absolutely not confident with that. Maybe in time.

[dragonboots]

Hello hellsite. Yall ever fall asleep accident and wake up two hours later like yeah good nap great but now the routine is fucked so thanks body.

[bacchuschucklefuck]

class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)

[sariphantom]

I bet Leo's telling one of his dumb fish jokes to Nemo over here 🤣

[bloggingboutburgers]

This gig is doing wonders for my self-esteem related to my age tbh

[sbeana]

the pool scene

[maiaczy]

Terence mayhaps

What if Terence D'Arby was in the Jojolands

Who do you guys think each of them would main in mario kart (my headcanons under the cut)

Jodio - Shy Guy (specifically the dark blue version)

Lowkey a pro at this game. Likes to challenge himself in time trials and knows all the best cart combinations. If there is a shortcut on the track, he WILL take it (and will almost always be successful). Actually enjoys Rainbow Road (the real reason for his psychopath diagnosis).

Dragona - Pink Gold Peach (I could see them picking Daisy too)

Just there to have a good time tbh. At least most of the time, because every now and then when they're doing particularly well their competitive streak kicks in, and trust me – once they get into it, they get REALLY into it (cross them at your own risk). Favorite track is Cheep Cheep Beach.

Paco - Bowser

He thinks gaming is dumb and a waste of time (definitely not because he sucks at it). On the rare occasion he does get convinced to play, he keeps bumping into walls and other players (it doesn't help that he picks one of the heaviest characters in the game). Known for notoriously running into banana peels. Gaming sessions usually end in him "inviting" the other players to the gym.

Usagi - Luigi

Relates to Luigi on a personal level for being the underappreciated helper of the group. He's actually quite good at the game. His aim is freakishly accurate and he loves to hoard items to target other players (for unknown reasons they seem to hit everyone but Dragona). Similarly to Jodio, he takes shortcuts almost every chance he gets, but unlike Jodio, it doesn't always go so well. Also probably likes Baby Park like the freak he is.

Charmingman - Dry Bones

Used to play with Mauka a lot, so he's surprisingly good, and can get quite competitive too. Drives solely on bikes, which give him some good ol' maneuverabilty to avoid all those damn banana peels Usagi keeps throwing around. Secretly loves the music tracks and sometimes listens to them while riding his bike irl, imagining himself to be in a race. Favorite item is Boo.

[mttonex]

redraw again 😁

[aworsening]

I saw that you were taking web weaving suggestions so here's mine lol

Feeling behind everyone if that makes sense? Not having achieved what others usually have at your age?

Falling behind

i. Falling Behind, Laufey / ii. unknown / iii. Dog Bite, Stella Bridie / iv. A Good Day, Kait Rokowski / v. unknown / vi. Time, Pink Floyd / vii. Class of 2013, Mitski

[annalisearabella]

think i'm gonna be nice to myself today and...not sit for hours embroidering because I'm just trying to get projects done and not actually enjoying the process

[chalkrub]

svanhildr my beloved returns

[super-paper]

The rest is confetti.

(My Hero Academia x The Haunting of Hill House)

Had a particularly violent revelation about what AFOhouse reminds me of a couple days ago and decided I had to make this.

[thebrainrotsreal]

EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.